Chapter 26: Showing Your Heart
"Mom, I'm tired." Lu Xinqiao said lightly. "Then you can rest for a while." Lu Mu left the room and closed the door. She could see that her daughter had something on her mind, and some things needed to be thought out by herself.
No one can do emotional things. After the room was quiet, Lu Xinqiao sat alone at the window, stroking his abdomen, where he could already feel the slightly bulging belly. I can feel my heartbeat, and I can feel the fetal movement at five months. She was looking forward to it.
Today's Miao Weizhou's actions, she was confused and melancholy. She saw his bloody hands, only for her to force herself to ignore them. Don't let yourself think about it. But I didn't feel anything in my heart.
It didn't take long for Che Shang to come. I bought her favorite sweets, but she had no appetite. Cha Shang saw that she had something on her mind. "Did something happen today?" Lu Xinqiao looked up, not knowing why he suddenly asked like this. "I see you're in a bad mood, is it because of Miao Weizhou?" Lu Xinqiao was silent for a while, "How are he and Ma Jinhua?" Che Shang was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it carefully, "Maybe...... I don't know, why did I remember to ask them about it? You ......" I asked casually. Lu Xinqiao interrupted Che Shang's words.
Neither of them mentioned it again, tacitly avoiding talking about Miao Weizhou. But both of them had pimples in their hearts. At noon, Lu's mother made a large table of dishes and warmly entertained Che Shang. In her opinion, Cheshang is a better choice than Miao Weizhou. He is considerate and understanding, much more reliable than Miao Weizhou. She could see that Che Shang was thinking about her daughter, and she also intended to match.
In the middle, I made an excuse to say that I had something to go out and leave the space for the two of them. They are all adults, and they understand Lu Mu's actions in their hearts. Lu Xinqiao said a little embarrassed, "My mother, you may be thinking too much, don't worry about it." ”
Che Shang rolled his throat up and down, almost thinking, "Xinqiao, I like you, my aunt didn't think much about it." Although Lu Xinqiao knew his thoughts, in the absence of clarity, she could pretend not to know, and get along with Che Shang like a very good friend. However, at the moment, she didn't know how to respond. Without waiting for Lu Xinqiao to answer, Che Shang continued, "Xinqiao, I like you, I don't care if you're married, I don't care, I have a child, I can treat him as if he was my own, and I will take great care and love for you, I never knew that I had so much perseverance that I could hide a person in my heart for seven years." I used to think that if you are happy, I will be happy. But now I feel that happiness is to be earned, and letting it go will only lead to loss and regret. Xinqiao, give me a chance to take care of you. Lu Xinqiao was dumbfounded, but in the face of his confession, Lu Xinqiao didn't know how to answer. Cha Shang, I'm not worth ......" "Nothing is not worth it, I like you as a person, no matter what you become." Lu Xinqiao clenched the chopsticks in her hand tightly. Silent and silent.
The air around me seemed to have stopped. After a long time, Che Shangcai smiled bitterly, "Can't you still let go of Miao Weizhou?" Lu Xinqiao shook her head and denied it, but she was so unfirm. Che Shang saw it clearly.
He got up. Lu Xinqiao shouted to him, "Che Shang, I'm sorry for my ......" "I don't need you to say I'm sorry, just like myself, once I have someone I like in my heart, no matter how good a person is, I understand this." He turned his head to look at Lu Xinqiao, "Don't be pressured, everything is voluntary by me, and it has nothing to do with you." Lu Xinqiao moved her lips, but she couldn't speak, just walked over and hugged him. If you say thank you at this time, you can't express your guilt for him.
During this time, he ran before and after, helping himself and loving himself, she knew it in her heart. It's just an emotional thing, and I can't help it. Che Shang also understands this truth in his heart. So he didn't go reluctantly.