Chapter 287: Together
At the end of the song, Su Hongwen put down the harmonica and smiled, and suddenly a sigh came from the side, the sound was not loud, but it was very clear in the empty garden in the middle of the night, Su Hongwen turned his head and looked in the direction where the sound came from, and found that he didn't know when An Zinan was standing there.
An Zinan returned to the dormitory and tossed and turned and couldn't sleep at all, at the same time, she was in a mess, she went out for a walk when she was bored, and happened to see Su Hongwen where the stars were blowing, An Zinan could hear that the big boy who was playing the harmonica was very uncomfortable, and she knew the reason, but she didn't know how to comfort him!
From the chance encounter in Longyanquan Town, to the encounter in Huanggu County, An Zinan admitted that Su Hongwen did enter her heart, she had never lost sleep for that boy, but Su Hongwen made her insomnia more than once, she used to think that Su Hongwen would do so much, but later An Zinan found that none of these seemed to be important, all she thought about was the bits and pieces with Su Hongwen, Su Hongwen made her heart never stay calm, he could make her laugh and make her angry.
An Zinan is not stupid, she knows that she really likes Su Hongwen, but she also knows that it is fruitless for Lu Dao to be with him, her family background is too special, and Su Hongwen's family background is too ordinary, even if she is really with Su Hongwen, the family will not let herself have any results with him, and it is only a matter of time before they are separated.
So An Zinan wants to draw a clear line with Su Hongwen, she doesn't want to fall into it herself, so she will be uncomfortable after separation, she will be sad, she doesn't want to experience such pain, and at the same time she doesn't want to hurt Su Hongwen, that boy is the first and only boy she has ever liked. She didn't want to see him sad.
An Zinan thought that she could use the word "friend" to break Su Hongwen's thoughts today, but after she heard the location of the stars played by Su Hongwen, she found that she was thinking too simply, that boy had already fallen into it, otherwise he would not be so sad.
Su Hongwen exhaled and stood up and walked towards An Zinan, looking at her delicate face, Su Hongwen suddenly said softly: "It's late at night, go back and rest early." After speaking, Su Hongwen smiled lonely, and then took a step and walked out of the garden.
Today's An Zinan's words made Su Hongwen think that she didn't like her at all, this blow was really big for him, but it was not big enough to make Su Hongwen discouraged, he still had his own way to go, and his own dreams to chase. Dreams will sustain him to keep going. The wound in his heart, he believes that time will also erase it.
Su Hongwen is not a stalker, An Zinan has changed his direction and rejected him today, and there is no need for him to be entangled, he wants to complete the test as soon as possible and leave here now. He needed to hide in a place where An Zinan didn't heal the wound in his heart. Then keep going.
An Zinan stood there and looked at Su Hongwen's lonely figure. At this time, he made An Zinan feel strange, she had never seen such a sad Su Hongwen, and she had never experienced deep sadness from anyone's back. At this time, An Zinan's heart was also aching, and she suddenly shouted: "Su Hongwen, do you really like me?" ”
Su Hongwen stopped when he heard this, but he didn't look back, raised his head and looked at the dark night sky, exhaled a long breath, and said with a wry smile: "I like it, but these are no longer important, you take care." With that, he continued on his way.
For Su Hongwen, An Zinan will become a thing of the past today, he has his own life, he has his own dreams to chase, this love for An Zinan is buried deep in his heart, and when he is too old to walk, he can sit on the chair and bask in the sun to recall all the good things at the beginning, these are enough.
An Zinan felt at this time that if she let Su Hongwen go like this, she would completely lose him, maybe she would be a stranger when she met, and she wouldn't say a word, thinking of these An Zinan felt very scared, afraid of losing Su Hongwen completely, I don't know when Su Hongwen had already entered her heart and taken root, although the two of them didn't spend much time together, although the two of them were not together, but An Zinan would often think of Su Hongwen, which had become a part of her life.
After a day's work, she would think about what the big boy named Su Hongwen was doing, whether he was walking on the way home like herself, when she was eating, An Zinan would wonder if Su Hongwen was also eating, and when she was treating patients, she would also think about whether Su Hongwen was also treating patients at this moment, whether he was creating a miracle that surprised her?
An Zinan has long been accustomed to the existence of Su Hongwen in her life, but if she is allowed to leave like this today, he will completely disappear into An Zinan's world, and there is no Su Hongwen in her life, which makes An Zinan feel very empty and scared, she can't accept such a reality.
An Zinan suddenly chased after her two long legs, at this time she was not thinking about the opposition of her family, she was not thinking about whether there would be results with Su Hongwen, she just wanted not to let Su Hongwen leave, she couldn't lose him, then her life would be extremely empty, and she herself would live like a walking corpse, these are not the lives An Zinan wants, the life she wants is the existence of Su Hongwen.
An Zinan ran very fast, and caught up with Su Hongwen in a few steps, she hugged him from behind, and shouted, "Don't go." ”
Su Hongwen stopped, standing there in a daze, everything came too fast, so fast that he couldn't accept it, he thought that he would completely lose An Zinan today, he thought that he would not see her in the future, he thought that An Zinan didn't like him at all, he thought that the love in his heart had become a thing of the past, but these were all things he thought that An Zinan told him with his actions that she liked him!
In this somewhat cool night, An Zinan quietly hugged Su Hongwen, put her head tightly on his back, listened to his powerful heartbeat, felt his body temperature, An Zinan felt very warm, she really wanted time to freeze at this moment, forever hugging Su Hongwen, forever, what family opposition, what two people's family backgrounds are very different, what two people will not have results, these are all to hell,
I don't know how long it took Su Hongwen to suddenly gently take away An Zinan's hands around his waist, and then he slowly turned around and looked at the girl who had haunted him countless times, he felt that everything was so unreal, like a dream, beautiful but fragile, he was afraid that he would wake up as soon as he opened his eyes, and when he woke up, there was no one else but himself, only an empty room, and no girl as beautiful as an elf.
But An Zinan was standing beside him, Su Hongwen smelled the good aroma coming from her, holding her warm and slippery little hands in his hands, all of which told Su Hongwen that he was not dreaming, all of this was true.
Suddenly, Su Hongwen stretched out his hands and hugged An Zinan tightly in his arms, and muttered in his mouth: "I'm not dreaming, right?" ”
An Zinan quietly snuggled in his arms and whispered, "No." After speaking, she stretched out her hand and hugged Su Hongwen's waist hard.
The two of them hugged each other quietly and didn't speak, feeling each other's body temperature, hoping that time would be frozen at this moment, forever, but time passed little by little, and I don't know how long it was, An Zinan suddenly said: "When did you start liking me?" ”
Women like to ask this question, and An Zinan is also a woman, so she is naturally no exception.
"First time I've seen you." Su Hongwen still felt unreal when he said this, he couldn't help but hug An Zinan with both hands, he used a lot of force, as if he wanted to rub An Zinan into his body.
An Zinan was hugged by him a little painfully, and couldn't help but say, "You light, it hurts me." ”
Su Hongwen hurriedly let go of his hand and said with concern: "I'll take a look." After speaking, he stretched out his hand to lift An Zinan's clothes, he was just afraid that he would hurt An Zinan, but he didn't mean to take advantage of An Zinan.
An Zinan opened his hand, rolled his eyes, and said, "Hooligans." ”
Su Hongwen's old face turned red, and he quickly explained: "I just want to see if you are injured or not, I really don't mean anything else." ”
At this time, Su Hongwen's IQ had dropped infinitely, and the sudden love made him dizzy, and he was about to become a fool.
An Zinan burst out laughing when she saw Su Hongwen's nervous appearance, and then said with a straight face: "Don't touch me without my permission in the future, do you hear me?" ”
Su Hongwen hurriedly nodded and said that he would remember.
"Also, if I call you in the future, you must answer immediately, and if you don't answer for more than 30 seconds, don't think I'm paying attention to you." An Zinan, who opened her heart, began to set rules for Su Hongwen.
"But sometimes I have to have surgery, huh? How do you answer your phone at that time? Su Hongwen had an anxious expression on his face.
An Zinan thought for a while and said, "Then send a text message before you do the operation, indicating what surgery you are doing and how much time it will take." ”
"Okay." Su Hongwen happily accepted An Zinan's rules, at this time, even if An Zinan asked him to die, maybe Su Nerd would really commit suicide, he would have become a fool.
The two people who had just fallen in love didn't have the heart to sleep at this time, so they sat in the park of the hospital and chatted, An Zinan is not the kind of person who talks a lot, but today he talked a lot, and there were even more questions, and he asked Su Hongwen about peeing his pants when he was a child.
Su Fool didn't hide his troubles, and he would say whatever An Zinan asked, but fortunately, he was not hopelessly stupid enough to tell the story of the spaceship.
The night passed like this, and An Zinan yawned and said, "Our affairs together must be kept secret, and no one can know about it." ”
"What are you doing?" Su Hongwen is very incomprehensible, he and An Zinan are not children anymore, are they sneaky when they fall in love?
"Don't do anything, you just do what I say." Speaking of this, An Zinan looked a little lonely, she didn't know how long she and Su Hongwen could be together. (To be continued......)