Chapter 60: Heartache and Despair
At Yin Yuqi's request, she insisted on giving birth in China and then going to Las Vegas, so the people of the Huo family finally settled on Yin Yuqi and stayed in China for the time being.
A few months later, Yin Yuqi pretended to have a very big abdomen, and sure enough, under the condition that Chen Yuhua protected it, it hid everyone's eyeliner......
"Mom, is there really no problem?" Yin Yuqi was nervous, and grabbed her palm tightly, feeling uneasy in her heart! The guilt for Tong Mai is getting worse with her disguise day by day.
"Silly boy, it's all on the job, what's the problem? Don't be afraid! It's better today......" Chen Yuhua was struggling to calm Yin Yuqi's anxious and scared emotions.
After the child was born, it would be even better if Yin Yuqi and Huo Yize went to live in the United States in the future...... It has nothing to do with Tong Mai! Even if Tong Mai has the ability to reach the sky, it is impossible to chase him to the United States. Even if he chases it, it won't help, even if Huo Yize doesn't look at Yin Yuqi's sake, at least he will continue this marriage for the sake of the children.
"Ah...... Painful ......"
Tong Mai's sharp pain was heard in the delivery room, and finally after ten months of holding, the baby was finally born!
"Miss Tong, press hard, ......" The doctor who induced labor was also anxious, this doctor had already been bought by Chen Yuhua, as long as Tong Mai's child was born, he would secretly turn away.
"No...... Pain...... Damn it...... It hurts...... It hurts...... Tong Mai's forehead was already drenched in sweat, and his face was pale.
Because it was a few days earlier than the expected delivery date, Li Xianning was still in the company at this time, and Tong Mai had already pushed into the delivery room before he could be informed......
"No...... Pain...... Little A...... Little A......"
Tong Mai's mouth is chanting the name of Xiao A! At this moment, in fact, how much she wanted to call Huo Yize's name in her heart, she even fantasized that Huo Yize could appear in front of her unexpectedly.
"Exhale hard and relax...... Push harder...... Already seen the head...... Continue to ...... hard" The doctor in the obstetrics and gynecology department also had thick beads of sweat oozing from her forehead, she took Chen Yuhua's money, and she had to do this well.
Although this matter is discovered, she will definitely lose her job, but the money Chen Yuhua gave her is enough for her to eat, drink and have fun for the rest of her life, and she can't be blamed for seeing money in this role!
"No...... Doctor...... I can't do it......" Tong Mai's strength seemed to be exhausted, without any strength, and even the voice he spit out was extremely weak. Tong Mai is usually afraid of pain, and giving birth to this child almost made her extremely painful!
Huo Yize...... You bastard......" In addition to the severe pain, Tong Mai Huoran couldn't help but burst into foul language, if it weren't for the damn him, she wouldn't be suffering here now, but she was still thinking about him at this time......
"Miss, work harder, it's coming out soon! Try hard! Come on......"
Tong Mai bit his lower lip tightly and made a final effort, "Dead boy, come out quickly...... If you don't come out again, Mommy is going to beat you......" This seems to be her style, she has a bad temper, and she can patiently hold this "white-eyed wolf" until now, almost exhausting her physical strength and energy, and now he is so disobedient and refuses to come out.
The nurses and doctors couldn't help but be a little amused when they heard her words, but they were still trying their best to help Tong Mai, "Come on...... Make a little more force......"
"Alright, alright! I gave birth to ......" accompanied by the cry of the baby, and the people in the delivery room finally took a breath......
Almost all of Tong Mai's weakness was drained out, unable to move, and his eyes were even more heavily closed, completely collapsed! When she recovered a little, she had changed dramatically......
"Miss Tong, the baby's heart is failing, and we are doing our best to rescue it, but you have to be mentally prepared, you may not be able to save it!"
The doctor's words were like a thunderbolt to Tong Mai, slamming into her head! For a while, her throat was so painful that she couldn't make a sound, her heart instantly rose to her throat, she looked at the doctor in disbelief, and only after a long time did she reluctantly speak, "What...... How can it be? No, it won't! You must be lying to me, aren't you? No way...... I had already heard his voice......"
The face, which was originally pale enough, was so pale that it completely lost its blood color at this time, and his weak body rolled down from the bed, "Miss Tong, don't get excited!" We have already warned you that even if you keep the fetus, the fetus will not be healthy! Because the medicine you took before has a big effect on the fetus. So, you have to be mentally prepared for this. ”
In fact, being mentally prepared is just a tactful statement, at this time, the baby has already been replaced, and Chen Yuhua has found a substitute for the dead ghost.
"No...... No way...... My baby is so healthy! I don't believe it......" Tong Mai's tears flowed freely on his cheeks as if he had burst the embankment, and his heart seemed to be torn apart, hysterical pain.
However, when Tong Mai saw that the baby in the emergency room was already lying there lifeless, her whole body seemed to have infinite coldness raging in every corner of her body!
"I'm sorry, Miss Tong, the baby has a serious heart failure, and he has died after rescue efforts."
The word "death" was poking Tong Mai's heart hard, her whole body trembled, and she didn't even know where she was standing now, what she was doing, just looking at the child mechanically, unable to come back to her senses.
She heard the doctor's words, but seemed to be deliberately ignoring, "My baby, little wheat...... Wake up! You must be naughty and teasing me, right? Wake up and cry to Mommy......"
"Miss Tong, please mourn and change! At that time, in the first few months of pregnancy, we no longer recommend that you take care of the baby! You'll have children in the future, so don't be too sad! At this moment, the doctor who was bought by Chen Yuhua was comforting Tong Mai.
Tong Mai can't listen to anyone's words now!
"No...... My baby is fine! He's just sleeping! Wheat...... Mommy is here, don't sleep! Hurry up and ......" Tong Mai hugged the child's cold body, unable to control his emotions, hysterical, his voice was already hoarse, and his face was completely desperate! utter despair......
Ten months......
For ten months, she went through so much pain and difficulties to save him, but she didn't expect that the moment she was born, he would leave her immediately!
"No...... Wheat...... Don't leave me! Don't leave me! ”
When Li Xianning hurriedly learned the news and rushed to come, he saw Tong Mai shaking the baby in his hand frantically in the rescue room.
"Wheat...... Wheat...... Calm down! Li Xianning stepped forward and hugged Tong Mai tightly, feeling distressed! He could deeply feel Tong Mai's pain at this time, she had tried so much hard to give birth to the child, but the child was suddenly gone, of course she would be so sad that she couldn't do it.
"Little A...... You call him! He must be angry with me and deliberately didn't promise me! You call him, and he'll wake up! Tong Mai seems to deliberately not want to face the fact that the child is dead.
So much pain came over, but finally told her that the child died of heart failure, she couldn't accept this fact, she couldn't stand it......
Li Xianning stared at the child's purple face, stroked his cool body, his hands couldn't help shaking, and tears welled up in his eyes, sad for Wheat.
"Wheat...... Cheer up! If the baby knows that you are so sad and sad, he will not be able to rest in peace! Li Xianning forced Tong Mai to face the facts, although this is cruel, but it is better than self-deception.
"You're all lying to me, he's laughing, I see he's laughing......"
Tong Mai's body sat on the ground depressed, hugging the child tightly, completely collapsed and desperate......
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Although I don't want to admit that the child has left her, it's an ironclad fact that the baby is no longer there! Li Xianning found a good resting place for the baby, and Tong Mai stayed in front of the tombstone, leaning close to it, refusing to leave.
In a few days, her whole body seemed to have been tortured into an inhuman form, her eye sockets were obviously sunken, and she seemed to have her soul withdrawn, leaving only a shell in the ......
"Wheat, go back...... We'll come back to the baby another day. "She'd been sitting on her knees all day, silent, her eyes dark!
Li Xianning was worried that her body would not be able to support it, so she urged her to leave, but she leaned on the tombstone motionlessly, "Xiao A, I must be destined to take the gram, so that the people around me will leave me one by one." ”
First her mother, then her baby...... The two closest people are far away from her. Tong Mai's words are full of self-blame and complaint! Her eyes were so hollow that she was frightened, as if she couldn't find a little bit of crystal light in them, completely gray and miserable.
"It's not like that! The baby itself is already unstable when she is pregnant, and the doctor is right, we should have been mentally prepared to watch out for this. You've done your best, you're great! In such a difficult situation, under the premise that the fetus is not guaranteed many times, you can still give birth to him, you are the bravest and greatest mother I have ever met. ”
Li Xianning has full admiration for Tong Mai in her eyes, she is indeed brave enough, but her bravery has not been passed on to the baby......
"No...... It was my fault! I couldn't keep him! What am I great? I just don't have the ability to ......" Tong Mai's emotions began to become extremely excited, and his heart was full of blame for himself. She now considered herself a sinner at all......
A light rain began to fall in the sky, and the raindrops gradually turned into rain curtains, which were densely sprinkled......
The cold raindrops hit her body, but Tong Mai didn't dodge at all, as if she still needed to numb herself with the bone-chilling wind and rain!
Li Xianning understands Tong Mai's stubbornness, and will ask her to leave at this time and a half, she will definitely not agree!
In the end, he could only take off his coat and shield Tong Mai from the rain a little......
The successive blows were undoubtedly fatal to Tong Mai, Huo Yize suddenly let go of her, and the child's departure was ...... Tong Mai's internal organs seem to have needletips provoking her all the time!
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Depend on! Before I knew it, I was a stepmother again! Hate me...... Hehe......
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