Chapter 120: Helplessness
Genius remembered for a second, "Love โ รท small? Say โ', provide you with wonderful novels to read. The moment Lin Qiaoman's exclamation reached my ears, I seemed to see the whole world collapse.
My mood instantly fell to the bottom, and a chill surged up from the soles of my feet.
What kind of situation is this, can life be more dramatic?
Feelings: Wang Jiaci, this little guy has disappeared for the past few days, and he is waiting for the opportunity, and he is going to kill me as soon as he appears, so if he doesn't come sooner or later, he will come at this time, and he will come when he comes, and he will pick Lin Qiaoman, and he will return the p4 to me at the same time
Thinking of this, I stared at Wang Jiaci's little hand and didn't dare to stretch it out, and Wang Jiaci seemed to hear Lin Qiaoman's exclamation, only to see her look strange and turn her head to look at Lin Qiaoman.
I didn't dare to look at Lin Qiaoman at this moment, I don't know what kind of expression she has on her face, and I don't know what she is thinking in her heart at this time.
But after more than ten seconds, Lin Qiaoman's timid voice suddenly sounded beside him
: "That.. I. I'll go first."
The tone was full of panic and uneasiness, and before Wang Jiaci could answer her, she had already hurried downstairs.
Wang Jiaci seemed to sense that something was wrong with Lin Qiaoman, but she just turned her head to look at Lin Qiaoman who walked downstairs, and quickly turned her head back to look at me.
I was also looking at Lin Qiaoman's back and secretly hurting, but after seeing Wang Jiaci looking at me again, I quickly came back to my senses and took the p4 from her.
The moment I took the P4, I had all kinds of flavors in my heart.
Wang Jiaci was stunned when he saw me, and then asked cautiously
"Xiao Xiaoming, what's wrong with you~ Is it because I can't go and cheer you on? So you're upset."
I raised my head and looked at Wang Jiaci, who looked concerned, and then shook my head calmly and said
"Ahhh Well.. No.. Not much."
My words made Wang Jiaci have a very strange expression on her face, but soon she nodded again and spoke
"Yes, that's good.. That.. Let's go to the playground together~ Although I can't cheer you on, I can accompany you to the stadium.."
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I hesitated for a moment, and then nodded in agreement.
If it were a normal day, it would undoubtedly make me extremely excited to walk with Wang Jiaci on campus.
But now the P4 in my pocket is like a detonator that will detonate at any moment, and I can't be happy.
Later, when I came to the playground, Wang Jiaci waved her little hand at me and signaled for me to leave.
Judging by the way she looks, she still has to go to rehearsals, so she has to go to the campus in the third year of high school.
I nodded at her, and after watching her walk away, I thought of something, and hurriedly came back to my senses and ran to the boys' dormitory to change clothes.
Fortunately, it was just in time for the game to start when I rushed back to the playground.
The opponent's class is obviously stronger than the previous class, and because I have something on my mind, I can't always concentrate my mind after I get on the court, and every time I shoot the ball, it seems that Lin Qiaoman's somewhat desolate back when he went downstairs just now, even if I didn't see it, but I think her face must have been full of sadness at that time.
And because of this, the ball in my hand was also broken several times, and the defense was not good, and at halftime I proposed to let others play for me in the second half, and I really couldn't play.
Xiao Yuyao saw me like this and thought that I was not feeling well, so I didn't force it anymore, and I watched in the crowd for a long time, but I never found Lin Qiaoman.
Fortunately, we still won the next game without danger, and the main credit is still due to Yang Wei, because Yang Wei played, and the opponent's main force was injured and left the field.
After this game, Yang Wei had a new nickname on the field, called the main killer, Yang Wei liked the words "main force" and "killer" very much, as if he didn't know that others were making fun of him by giving this nickname.
And because I retreated on the spot, I was snubbed for a while, and others thought I was "impotence".
After the end of the session, Xiao Yuyao allowed us to rest like last time, and I went back to the dormitory to change my clothes, hesitated and returned to the classroom.
But when I returned to the classroom, I realized that Lin Qiaoman was going to go out to practice with Xiao Yuyao in the last self-study class, so I might not be able to see her today.
Thinking of this, I sighed and sat down in my place secretly sad.
I felt extremely tormented for the whole self-study class, and my conscience was strongly condemned.
I don't know how I should explain to Lin Qiaoman, and I don't know how Lin Qiaoman thinks of me now, but what I do know is that my birthday gift appeared in someone else's hands inexplicably, and I won't be in a good mood if I change it.
Later, when school was over, I didn't rush to leave, I sat in my seat for a while, and when everyone in the class was gone, I got up and pulled out the P4 in my pocket.
I looked at the P4 in my hand and hesitated for a while, and then I still stubbornly stuffed it into Lin Qiaoman's desk.
After all this, I hurried out of the classroom door like a thief who had just finished stealing.
But just as I was running to the corner of the stairs to get about to go downstairs, I suddenly realized that it didn't seem like a good thing to do.
After standing up and hesitating for a while, I still sighed and turned around and walked back to the classroom, and took out the P4 from Lin Qiaoman's desk and walked downstairs.
On the way home I was distracted, and the journey seemed to be farther than usual, and when I got home, I didn't eat dinner in the midst of this guilt, because I always felt that it would be the last supper after eating.
I don't know what mood I fell asleep in that night, but I did know that I had a dream, a terrible one.
In the dream, I took this p4 to confess leniency to Lin Qiaoman, trying to get her forgiveness, and Lin Qiaoman grabbed this p4 from my hand and smashed it in my face.
At the moment when the palm of her hand smashed into me, this p4 seemed to become the stick of the Monkey King, well.. It's not the stick on its body, it's the stick in its hand that can be half sized and smaller at will, and this P4 suddenly became extremely huge, and then I was stoned to death by her.
The moment I died, I woke up.
I nervously wiped the sweat from my face and noticed that I don't know when the P4 was pressing on my chest, and I realized that this was definitely a bad omen, so I threw it aside.
Later, after struggling with my heart for a long time, I still made up my mind, gritted my teeth and pretended to be P4 and rushed to school.
Anyway, I am destined to go to hell in this life, so I simply sent the Buddha to the west and deceived people to the end.
When I arrived at the classroom, as soon as I walked to the door, I saw Lin Qiaoman sitting alone in his place.
The morning sun shone through the window, making her look divine and elegant, in contrast to the one I had seen in my dream last night.
I stood in the doorway, trembled, took a deep breath, and walked in.
When I walked to Lin Qiaoman's side, I just wanted to pretend to be calm and say hello to her, but Lin Qiaoman suddenly raised her head and glanced at me, her glance made my words stuck in my throat, and after a trace of emotion flashed in her eyes, she lowered her head without saying anything, but moved her body forward slightly.
I was not good at school, and my mood was a lot darker.
But I quickly came to my senses and sat down in my place.
Once I was seated, I reached into my pocket and pinched the P4 with my hand.
The palms of my hands were full of sweat, and my heart began to be nervous inexplicably.
After a long silence, I still mustered up the courage to speak first to break the deadlock
: "That.. I didn't see you during yesterday's game... Didn't you watch the game?"
Anyway, let's try to test and see how Lin Qiaoman feels.
Sure enough, Lin Qiaoman didn't look at me, but said softly
"Hmm"
It's simple and crisp, and there doesn't seem to be anything extra to say to me.
I secretly spat out blood, but still said cheekily
: "That.. How's it going to be yesterday?"
After asking this, I looked at Lin Qiaoman nervously, and she simply ignored me, and looked at the textbook intently as if she didn't hear it.
I realized that she was really angry this time, and the pain came back again.
But soon I secretly cheered myself up again, and then took out the P4 from my pocket, handed it to her, and pretended to be normal and said, "By the way, this... Here you go."
Lin Qiaoman turned her head when she heard this, only to see that she first looked at my palm, and then raised her head to look at me.
At this moment, although the expression on her face was very calm, there was still a lost light in her eyes. Reading, a better reading experience.