Simu's voice was hurried: "Mom, don't force me, An An has been missing since last night, she is determined to leave this time, since I am your son, you should know what I want when you watch me grow up, how deep is your attachment to An An, Mom, why can't you try to accept An An?" I am your son, this fact cannot be changed, and I will be filial to you, Mom, you will fulfill me once. ”

I watched through the crack in the door as Simu half-knelt beside Huo's bed, holding Huo's mother's hand, he was begging Huo's mother to give us a chance, at this time, he still didn't want to give up, because he knew that this was the only time he was closest to me, and the farthest time, if he let go, he would no longer be able to catch it.

Huo's mother covered her heart, extremely disappointed: "Simu, how can you hurt your mother's heart like this, you want Chu An, but I see that Chu An's heart is not with you, son, just wake up, if she has even a little place for you in her heart, she won't leave, don't you understand?" Son, you don't understand women, since Jiajia is her son, she and Fu Yeqing can't be broken off in this life, listen to your mother, stop clinging, don't think about her, let her leave. ”

Simu's eyes were distant and lonely, Huo Mu's words were cut on his heart, he couldn't believe it, he didn't want to believe the facts, Huo Mu said it to him clearly, so that he couldn't escape.

Tears have blurred my eyes, leaving Simu, this may be the most difficult and correct choice I have ever made in my life, if I let Simu sink again, I don't dare to imagine what Simu will become in the future, I want to look at him and smile, think about it, I haven't seen Simu smile sincerely for a long time.

Simu got up from the ground, let go of Huo Mu's hand, and said in a deep voice: "Mom, you have a good rest, I will come to see you later." ”

Saying that, Simu had turned around and went out, he was going to go out to find me, Huo Mu stretched out her hand: "Simu, you come back, you come back to your mother." ”

She wanted to pull Simu back, but her left hand could only be lonely in the air, and then beat her heart painfully, her eyes closed, tears slid down, and she muttered in her mouth: "Son, Mom is good for you." ”

In order not to hurt her child in the slightest, a mother can do anything for her child.

After staying in the bathroom for a while, I wiped the tears on my face and walked out, Huo's mother raised her eyes and glared at me angrily: "Chu An, you are really a good means, you are really a good way, you will turn my son around, and you won't even listen to me as a mother." ”

"Auntie, this situation is only temporary, and after a long time, everything will be forgotten."

"You remember today's words, if you appear in front of Simu again, I will definitely not spare you, and I can't let my son be confused by you again."

Huo's mother is a person who does what she says, even if she is already in her fifties, if she remembers correctly, in three years, she will be sixty, and her age did not degenerate the vigorous and resolute behavior she had when she was young, and later she told me with her actions what she could do for her son.

I bowed deeply to Huo's mother and left the hospital, I knew that Simu had just gone out, naturally I couldn't go to the main gate, I went out of the door, it was about ten kilometers away from my rented house, I didn't take a car, I chose to walk, a person in the lowest mood, walking, but can settle down, let those grief dissipate.

When I walked to the rental room, it was already dark, I was very tired, my back was hot sweat, the tip of my nose was cold and red, my legs seemed to be numb, my stomach hurt a little, I went back and felt a hot bath, so that the fatigue of my whole body was dissipated, and my lower abdomen slowly did not hurt.

When people are tired to the extreme, it is easy to fall asleep, I cooked myself a bowl of egg noodles, dipped in bed and fell asleep, the next few days, I stayed in this less than 100 square meters of the house, there was no food at home, I went downstairs to the supermarket to buy some back, the mobile phone on the side is just a decoration, because I have never turned on the machine.

It's a great feeling of freedom to be alone in a space, and I don't feel lonely with my children.

I spent a month in this house of less than 100 square meters, no one found me, I didn't know what happened to the outside world, and I didn't want to know what the ending of my wedding with Simu was, and what the outside world would react to, I didn't care.

The belly has protruded, I moved out of the villa, the pants I brought are a little tight, now the belly is big, I am afraid of strangling the child, so I can only buy it again.

There is no clothing store nearby, I have to take the bus to a shopping mall two kilometers away to buy, clean up, take the bag and lock the door to go out, wait for a while at the bus stop sign to wait for the car I sat on, get on the bus and put coins, there are a lot of people on the bus today, there is no empty seat, I can only hold the seat and stand, there will be a lot of people coming up at every stop, I am afraid of squeezing the child, and the stomach will be facing the outside of the window.

At a traffic light, the driver stopped the car, and a black sedan happened to be parked next to it, and my heart beat suddenly faster when I caught a glimpse of the person sitting in the car.

There is a kind of fate that allows two people to meet even in the vast sea of people, but I don't know if it is fate or bad fate with Fu Yeqing, I looked at him in the car, he has lost weight in the past month, his side face is even thinner, the contours are clear, and there is no expression on his face, just one glance makes people feel frightened.

This intersection stopped for a long time, Fu Yeqing happened to answer a phone call, and he didn't know who was calling or what he said, only to hear Fu Yeqing say angrily: "If you can't find it, turn Rongcheng over for me, I don't believe that a big living person will evaporate like this." ”

He's looking for me.

The tip of the nose suddenly soured, the sorrow came too turbulently, like a tornado, people couldn't resist, tears fell like pearls, and an aunt sitting next to her kindly cared: "Girl, what's wrong with you, why are you crying decently?" Did something happen? ”

Auntie's words made many people in the car look at me, including Fu Yeqing in the car, he looked at it, my frightened soul was scattered, and I quickly turned my body back, crowded in the crowd, and blocked Fu Yeqing's sight with other people's backs, and it was just at this time that the red light jumped to the green light, and the car drove away.

The bus was looking to the left, I looked at Fu Yeqing's car to the right, he shouldn't have seen me, and at the same time, the sourness in his heart was like a thousand years of vinegar, and the tears of a sour person flowed.

Seeing that I was in a wrong mood, my aunt gave me a seat: "Girl, sit down, don't cry, if you are unhappy, tell your aunt." ”

I hurriedly waved my hand: "Auntie, I'm fine, you sit down, I'll be there at the next stop." ”

As soon as the next stop arrived, I immediately got out of the car, went into the mall, found the bathroom, hid in the cubicle and cried, just now, I was so close to Fu Yeqing that I could grasp the distance as soon as I stretched out my hand.

But we are destined to be like just now, one to the left, the other to the right, sailing to both ends of fate.