Chapter 33: What is love?
He Qian was silent for a long time, and the things she had been avoiding were said by Chen Yaxin loudly, and such straightforward and rough words were like ice blades, constantly ripping her heart and whipping her vulnerability. She knows that he doesn't love her, she has always known it, but even if the pain of her love is humble and humble, so what, this is her choice, she bears all the pain, and she doesn't need others to point fingers and make irresponsible remarks!
"What the hell is the matter with your call today?" He Qian's delay in speaking made Chen Yaxin completely lose her patience, thinking that He Qian was here to apologize, but now it seems that she is obviously self-inflicted. "I don't have much time."
He Qian naturally heard Chen Yaxin's impatience, but she didn't know how to open her mouth to remind her of Ye Minglan's harassment of herself. She really didn't want to listen to her cynicism anymore, but she didn't feel like watching Chen Yaxin in the dark and being deceived. No matter what she did to her now, they were friends in the past.
"Is Ye Minglan good to you?" After struggling for a long time, He Qian still decided to confess and tell her that this was her last mercy to Chen Yaxin, whether she could listen to it or not, what kind of judgment should she have, this was all Chen Yaxin's matter, and those were not something she could control.
"Yes, of course. I have endless money to spend every day, and I can live by myself, do you say that he is good to me. Chen Yaxin smiled proudly, "I'm afraid this is a height that you can't reach in your life." ”
In the face of these material things that Chen Yaxin said, He Qian really didn't care at all. Of course, this is not to say that material things are not important, but only material life, is she sure she is really happy? There should be bread, as long as there is enough to eat; Spiritual communication is the most important thing. All the accidents in life are actually fate, and they are fate. In her view, the fundamental desire of love is to find a covenant of freedom in the sea of strangers.
What is truly beautiful must be consistent with nature on the one hand, and ideals on the other. Love is free, and free love is the most real. Giving orders doesn't work in love. She understands that love should be about mutual respect, not bondage. Because fanatical love generally does not last, it is hot and cold.
"But does he love you?" If you don't love it, then Chen Yaxin is just a pitiful worm. The love that can be measured is poor, and what does she get besides cold material?
"It's a funny question you asked, if he doesn't love me, why would he spend so much money on me." Chen Yaxin sneered, "Such a big person is still living in an ivory tower, don't you think it's ridiculous." Wake up, even if it's a princess, it's me a princess, it's not your turn, you're a Cinderella at best. ”
"Since you're happy, I just want to tell you that Ye Minglan may have something else in his heart." He Qian said it very tactfully.
Chen Yaxin was stunned for a moment, she sensitively smelled a trace of unusual breath, and asked, "What do you mean?" ”
"Well," He Qian was very entangled and hesitated for a moment, and then continued: "Ye Minglan came to me." ”
"And then?" Chen Yaxin suddenly became nervous, and she asked urgently, "What is Minglan looking for you?" ”
"He said he admired me."
He Qian said it very tactfully, but Chen Yaxin felt a sigh in her heart, Minglan had an idea about He Qian. Because when she wasn't with Ye Minglan, he also flirted with her like this. Ye Minglan is planning to repeat his old tricks.
No wonder he didn't come to her these days, and he was so cold to her, it turned out that he had other thoughts in his heart. It's just that why is it He Qian, they obviously haven't seen each other, how Ye Minglan fell in love with her.
"Oh, it may be that Minglan sees that you have good conditions and wants to accept you as a model under him." Chen Yaxin pretended to be calm, but there were already storms in her heart, and she gritted her teeth and asked, "Then how did you answer?" ”
If He Qian dares to agree, she must give her a good look!
It's not what you think, He Qian is not stupid, so she naturally heard that something was wrong with Chen Yaxin. She watched Chen Yaxin's pretense of calm and became a qualified bystander. "I don't have much interest in modeling, and I don't want my peaceful life to be disturbed."
She was telling Chen Yaxin that she was not interested in Ye Minglan, but she also warned her to be optimistic about her man. She's already made her attitude clear, but what to do next, that's her business.
"I see, is there anything else you have to do?"
He Qian didn't speak again, and Chen Yaxin hung up the phone directly. She walked out of the café with a flaming gaze, looking at the clear blue sky, and her mood did not improve in any way. She told herself to be calm, but the churning anger showed no signs of cooling, but grew louder.
Damn, she can't wait to scold Ye Minglan now, she really eats what is in the bowl and looks at what is in the pot, isn't it enough to have her, she has to provoke other women. He Qian! It's He Qian! Chen Yaxin was half dead in anger, but she didn't dare to make a big fuss against Ye Minglan.
Everything she has now is given by Ye Minglan, and if she offends Ye Minglan, she will lose everything, which she absolutely cannot tolerate.
When Ye Minglan arrived, Chen Yaxin had almost recovered, he didn't get out of the car, just lowered the glass of the window, and said coldly, "Get in the car!" ”
The treatment of the love period and the tired period is really big, when they were just together, he got out of the car in person every time, gave her the door of the gentleman, and waited for her to sit down before getting in the car. Now, if you don't get out of the car, even your face is still so stinky.
Holding back the unhappiness in her heart, Chen Yaxin's face rippled with an unnatural smile, and she hurriedly climbed into the car, and before she could fasten her seat belt, Ye Minglan drove away.
Ye Minglan didn't speak, Chen Yaxin was angry and didn't want to speak. So the two of them fell into an eerie silence.
In the end, Chen Yaxin couldn't stand such a suffocating quiet, and pretended to be happy and opened her mouth: "Hani, look, this is my result today, do you like it or not?" ”
She took the purse she had chosen for him and looked at him eagerly, like a child begging for candy, pitifully waiting for his praise.
"Hmm." Ye Minglan just replied perfunctorily with a word, and there was no follow-up, and he didn't even look at it.
Chen Yaxin's anger that had just calmed down rose again, she forcibly suppressed the bad temper that was about to gush out, and asked with a smile; "What's wrong Hani, are you in a bad mood?"
"Nope." It's still two cold words, and there is still no superfluous expression on his face.
"Tell me, don't hold it in your heart, or you'll get sick." His bare hand touched the man's strong chest, trying to provoke his most primitive desire.
Ye Minglan let her fan the flames unscrupulously on him, there was no sign of warming up on his face at all, and there was no trace of the majestic arrogance raising his head. Chen Yaxin was busy for a long time, but no matter how she tossed, Ye Minglan still looked indifferent.
She was stunned there, looking at Ye Minglan incredulously, muttering in despair; "How so?"
Has he lost interest in her anymore Chen Yaxin suddenly became panicked if this was really the case, it would be a matter of time before they broke up.
"Maybe I created an illusion for you in the past, but in fact I'm not a *smoked man, so don't think that beauty can imprison me!" The color has faded and Aiways, and the heat has cooled by 75% in three minutes.
"But that wasn't the case in the past."
"I really liked you in the past, otherwise I wouldn't have allowed you to enter my world. However, I did not allow you to walk around my world and point fingers at my life. Ye Minglan looked at Chen Yaxin's pale face, a little unbearable, he slowed down his tone, "I don't have any plans to get married, because I don't like a restrained life, and you, too." ”
Chen Yaxin's eyes widened in disbelief, her eyes were red, and her voice trembled to verify, "So, you just want to fall in love with me, and you never want to marry me?" ”
"If you understand it that way, that's fine." Ye Minglan answered simply, but it crushed the last straw of hope in Chen Yaxin's heart.
Tears were dripping down her cheeks, Chen Yaxin was crying with pear blossoms and rain, and the injury in her heart made her not care about whether the tears would be wet and perfect makeup.
"So you don't love me?"
"I guess you're asking a bit redundant that." Of course he loves her, but he loves her body mostly, after all, it is difficult for a man to resist a woman who is beautiful and hot.
He's not Megumi Yanagishita, and of course he's no exception.
"Then what about He Qian, what are your feelings for He Qian!" Chen Yaxin could no longer suppress her anger and asked, "You haven't come to me these days, have you all gone to her?" ”
Ye Minglan's face darkened, "This is my business, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
"How can it be okay, the person who is with you now is me!" Chen Yaxin broke down and screamed, "She doesn't love you at all, the person who really loves you is me!" ”
Ye Minglan sneered, "Don't say it so noblely, what you really love is my money." ”
Isn't Xu An a good example, he is not Xu An's fool, who would waste his pitiful love for such a materialistic woman. It's okay to play, but if you're serious, you're going to lose. And he also paid the corresponding reward, she is not qualified to blame her!
"I'll admit that I was with you because of your money at first, but then I really fell in love with you. It's true. Chen Yaxin grabbed Ye Minglan's arm and said pitifully: "Minglan, you believe me." ”
Ye Minglan saw that she was emotional, so he could only pull over, he pulled down the hand on his arm, and looked at her very indifferently, without the slightest pity for the jade.
"There are many women who love me, do I have to take responsibility for their lives one by one?" Ye Minglan sneered, "If that's the case, then there may be dozens of beauties waiting in front of you." ”