"Yes, when you are going to maturity, I am still stupidly insisting on simplicity, the two of us have become two parallel lines that can never cross, so it's all my fault, I should have matured myself in advance. That's good for everyone, I don't blame you or hate you, I already love you, but we can't be together anymore. ”

Zhang Qianqian's smile is bitter, her eyes are a little moist, my eyes are a little blurry, we have loved, hated, confused, sweet, broken up, the bitterness and bitterness of this are all we have experienced, but we will eventually miss it.

I'm just a passerby in her life, and she's just a woman I once loved, and no one can keep the past. I can only miss and only be nostalgic.

Zhang Qianqian, who was shining under the light, wiped away the tears she left with her hands, she smiled and said: "Thank you for giving me such a relationship, I really don't blame you, because if it were me, I might have made the same choice as you, but I was too stupid." If you don't understand the world, it will make it difficult for you to do. ”

"Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, I did what I'm sorry for you first, but I can't help it. God seems to be deliberately playing tricks on us, I really don't know what to say, Qianqian, thank you for loving me. ”

I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand, she pushed my hand away a little shyly, I turned my head awkwardly and stood up and said, "I think I already know the answer, I hope you can be happy in the future, I wish you happiness." ”

"Thank you, I'll be happy, but you don't have to reject me so much, I think we can still be friends, just like before, just simple friends, you know what, if we have always been friends, then the relationship may become better and better, and finally come together. I was too anxious to listen to the advice of others, we loved too deeply, so I used all my strength at once, and when I had loved, I was left with a numb body and a tired soul, and I didn't have that feeling of being able to understand my heart. ": Hey words

Zhang Qianqian took my hand and said, "Come upstairs with me, I'll show you something." ”

I followed Zhang Qianqian up the steps, she led me to her room, and after pushing the door open, she let go of my hand, squatted in front of the drawer, opened the drawer and took out a yellowed diary.

This diary is the beginning of our two loves. It is also because of the diary that I have a different kind of passionate youth.

"What you have always wanted, return it to you now, if we can return it to you earlier, maybe we won't have so many feelings to hang on, I have seen too many secrets of you, and I like you unconsciously, I don't know why, whether I envy Ji Xiaoyun, or jealousy, or my own domineering, I still can't figure it out, I don't want to figure it out, it's all over, take it, I don't want to see this diary."

Looking at familiar things, I suddenly felt so strange, I desperately wanted Zhang Qianqian to give me something, but she said nothing to give, now when she gave it to me, I don't want it, I hope she doesn't give it to me, because there is a thought, if I take away the diary, it means that there is no connection between us, and the memories of the past may disappear with the disappearance of the diary.

The window with half a window open, a gust of wind blew, the wind blew Zhang Qianqian's long hair up, and her aggrieved face was full of tears, tears of heartbreak, and tears of pain.

I smiled and said, "I'm not going to school anymore, what do I need to do in a diary, and it's all junior high school knowledge, and I don't need it now, so you can keep it, just leave a souvenir." ”

"Does this make sense, do you think we still have a possibility?"

Zhang Qianqian raised her head and looked at me viciously, I smiled and said: "I don't know, I think everything is possible, modern people's ability is to make the impossible possible, there is nothing that can't be done, only people who don't do not think about it, in fact, I have always had you in my heart." ”

"I know, I know it, I can feel it, Xiaofeng, we are all adults, the start of school is about to be the second year of high school, Fan Qingyu is about to go to college, you and her will be separated for a while, if you break up just because of separation, I will feel that I have loved someone."

Zhang Qianqian took off the things she was carrying around her neck, and she said with a smile: "Bring it to Fan Qingyu, I don't know if she will like such a cheap thing." ”

"I won't want anything to send out, Qianqian, I know you still hate me, this hatred is endless, how many years will it take for such hatred to be eliminated, I just hope you can be happy, I won't say anything else."

I turned my head and wanted to leave, Zhang Qianqian quickly ran to my side, he grabbed my hand and said, "Take all your things, I don't want to see these things, after seeing them, I will feel upset, and I can't help but think of the days we spent together." ”

"It's all gone, and even without these things, I still think about it."

Zhang Qianqian didn't listen to my advice, she put the diary and the lock in my hand, I nodded and said, "Okay, since you don't think it's suitable, then do what you want, now I can go"

"You go, it's better not to see you again."

Zhang Qianqian snorted coldly, I nodded and left with a smile, I didn't cry, and the tears didn't flow out, I endured the pain in my heart and let the tears not flow out.

Leaving with a smile is the best ending, Zhang Qianqian and I may end our fate here, this is called self-inflicted sin and can't live, I put the diary and put it in the net in front of the bicycle, and rode the bicycle to the door.

Zhang Qianqian personally came out to see me off, she opened the door for me in slippers, she smiled wryly and said, "Where are you going?"

"Go home and sleep with Fan whispering, what else can you do"

"When do you still have to hide it from me, your parents are missing, so you are in a very bad mood now, you are under a lot of pressure, and many things need you to deal with, you won't say it if I don't ask you, but Fan Qingyu knows everything, she can help you share the pressure, but I can't."

Zhang Qianqian clenched her fist and punched me in the face, I screamed in pain, covered my face and said, "Why are you hitting me?"

"I didn't do anything, I just think you're not interesting enough, I think we'd better get to know each other again, be best friends, don't forget, you're my little brother, I'm your boss, my little brother is in trouble, of course, it's to find the boss to solve it, you have difficulties now, so what do you need my help with, even if you mention it, as long as I can help, I will definitely help."

Zhang Qianqian seemed to have changed all of a sudden, she stretched out her hand and said, "Let's get acquainted again, let's start anew, not lovers, but also best friends." ”

"Qianqian."

Before I could reach out and grab Zhang Qianqian's hand, she grabbed me tightly and said with a smile, "Call the boss." ”

"Boss"

After I finished speaking, I laughed, Zhang Qianqian patted me on the shoulder and said, "Good, really obedient, the boss went out to see you off." ”

"Hmm."

I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, with Zhang Qianqian, it seemed to be back to the past, as if we had just met for the years, at that time she was so domineering and so likeable, although I am not so stupid now, but I feel as if I have found myself.

"Sister Qianqian, do you remember the park we used to go to?"

I really want to go to some places with Zhang Qianqian now, I don't know why, my feelings about her have changed all of a sudden.

"It's not far from here, why do you want to go over and play for a while"

Zhang Qianqian's mischievous pout, I nodded and said, "Well, I want to go over there and have a look." ”

"Okay, then I'll take you there."

Zhang Qianqian took my bike and sat on it, and I sat in the back with a smile.

"Hold me and sit tight, don't throw you fool down."

After Zhang Qianqian finished riding the bike, I couldn't help hugging her little waist, leaning on her back, smelling the fragrance on her body, familiar and familiar, I was a little drunk after smelling it for a while.

The car stopped, and the park was already full of lights, because of the large number of people, so the stray cats and dogs were gone, and I don't know where they were got.

The former park has also become a different person, although it is very lively, but I like the quiet and loneliness at the beginning, just like the world of Zhang Qianqian and me.

And these people who appeared seemed to have pulled me and Zhang Qianqian out of that world, even if they wanted to reminisce, they couldn't find a place to reminisce.

At this moment, the bright moon is still the same, the person is still the same, but the feeling has changed, but looking at Zhang Qianqian's flexible braiding with her hands, I feel that she is back, and it seems that she has returned to the cold and charming time she used to be.

If you look closely, you will find that she is wearing a small short skirt, a black shoulder, and no high heels on her legs, but the black sneakers with beautiful legs still look good.

She took out her mobile phone and dialed a number: "Where is it, let's get together in the old place in the evening." ”

"Okay, what time will we meet?"

Hearing that this was Li Rui's voice, Zhang Qianqian smiled and said, "Ten o'clock, you go over first, I may bring a handsome guy over." ”

"Oh, Sister Qianqian, you finally figured it out, you want to bring a handsome guy, or I'll help you bring two, to ensure that the handsome is a mess, and he will be very obedient, let him do whatever he wants."

Li Rui is really not a thing, she actually asked Qianqian to find a handsome guy, I really regret helping her at the beginning, and I feel sorry for her, this kind of person is really damned, so he shouldn't sympathize.

"I'm trying to find a friend to talk to and drink and chat, and I don't like dogs, don't get me those dogs, so let's hang up first."

Zhang Qianqian put her phone in her pocket, she patted me on the shoulder and said, "What a handsome guy, do you have time to sing at night in the old local KTV." ”~