Chapter Ninety-Eight: If he hadn't left, he would have been his man a long time ago

Mrs. Huo seems to be bored with herself, everyone doesn't talk about it, as if SAM is a minefield, and everyone avoids this topic

The driver who sent Mrs. Huo and Lao Xi back in advance because of something at home, and finally Huo Yize sent them back......

And SAM seemed to take advantage of Huo Yize's departure and couldn't help but come to see Tong Mai......

"SAM ......" Tong Mai was a little stunned when he opened his eyes and saw SAM

"Are you afraid to see me now, are you afraid that Huo Yize will continue to misunderstand the relationship between us," SAM said lightly, looking at Tong Mai, there seemed to be a hint of disappointment in his eyes

Tong Mai was a little surprised that SAM would say this, shaking his head again and again, "No...... I thought you should lie down in the hospital room and rest, your injuries are not healed."

SAM approached her bedside, staring at her for a long time, such a look made Tong Mai a little weak, and even afraid, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

After a moment, Tong Mai continued, "Do you remember me?"

"I don't remember any difference between you, it doesn't seem to make any difference."

Today's SAM spoke a little strangely, and his eyes were not right, and Jin Tong Mai was puzzled, "Of course there is a difference, if you remember, I will return the money to you", still mentioning the matter of money, as if after returning the money, she will not owe him any more favors

If so, I'd rather she remember this favor for the rest of her life...... So for a while I didn't want to admit that he had studied in London

I always thought that Tong Mai's future other half must be the same as her, an ordinary person, even if she is not ordinary, at least she is someone who can give her a stable life, at least not him and Huo Yize, who may be in deep danger all the time, and even involve her in the whirlpool......

But I didn't expect that she and Huo Yize would have such a good fate, and had to admit that she was a little jealous, "Next time, I don't want to see you taken away by others again, you look like you're covered in injuries, you remember to protect yourself."

After all, he couldn't stay by her side all the time

"Ah-Sam...... What's wrong with you, did Huo Yize say something to you, why did you suddenly say something inconsequential?"

Just as SAM was about to leave, Tong Mai held his hand at the right time, refused to let him leave, and had to make it clear to him

Obviously SAM was fine when she rescued them that day, could it be that something happened during her confinement

"Mr. Huo didn't do anything, but I came to say goodbye to you, I won't appear in the organization in the future, take care of yourself," like his personality, even if he said goodbye, he was cold and indifferent, without any temperature, but in fact, his heart was surging and surging ups and downs

In fact, even if he can't do anything, it's not bad to see her occasionally, but it's a pity that Huo Yize seems to be afraid that he and Tong Maizhen will have some feelings, so Ah Jin will inform him not to appear in the organization in the future......

Tong Mai was a little unbelievable when she heard this, why did she want to leave when she did a good job, she could easily see that SAM was reluctant to leave the organization, so there was only one reason, in the final analysis, Huo Yize "got in the way"......

“SAM…… Don't you go...... You tell me honestly, is this matter related to Huo Yize, I want to listen to the truth," Tong Mai seemed a little excited, and her tone increased to highlight the importance she attached to SAM as a friend

"To tell you the truth, it's me who wants to leave, and it has nothing to do with anyone else," SAM is really righteous enough, even if Tong Mai complains, he won't say that he was forced to leave

However, the more determined he was, the more Tong Mai's suspicions were aroused: "No...... I don't believe it...... Why do you have to lie to me, you clearly recognized me at first sight on the day you were in the cemetery, what was the reason for refusing to recognize me on Christmas Eve, the year I studied in London, and why was there no news after my absence?"

She had made an appointment to return the money to him on Christmas Eve, but she waited at the school gate for hours without seeing him, and was never able to contact him again

At that time, in Tong Mai's heart, it was like an angel sent from heaven to help her solve her biggest difficulty, and then when she wanted to thank the "angel", he disappeared without a trace, as if the distance between heaven and earth was boundless and could not be touched

Even at that time, Tong Mai once thought that the tuition fee was 1,000 pounds...... It's completely illusory, and it hasn't appeared in her life, everything is just her fantasy, but it's a pity that it's not a real existence

SAM stopped his steps, and turned around with an unusually solemn look in his eyes, "If I show up on Christmas Eve...... What would you do just to pay me back £1,000?"

finally admitted that he remembered them all, and remembered them all more clearly than Tong Mai

At that time, Tong Mai was almost kicked out of the school due to lack of tuition, and she was helpless, sad, and panicked...... It's as clear as it was yesterday

"Uh......" Tong Mai raised his eyes to meet him, slightly stunned, as if he was speculating on the meaning of his words

"If I show up, we can't possibly develop," SAM added, by which time his words had not been restrained

Tong Mai was shocked, and unconsciously a little confused, not knowing how to answer his SAM at that time...... looks like a handsome and noble son, at that time at the age of youth and sprouts, when you meet such a cool, handsome and kind-hearted person, you will more or less have a little good feeling

"Can I tell me why, I won't see you again, almost everyone in the school doesn't know where you are, it's as if you've disappeared overnight," Tong Mai avoided the question, and she didn't answer

Even if she had a good impression at the time, the person she loves now is Huo Yize, and no one can live in her heart except him......

Therefore, there is a question of whether there is a good feeling and whether it is possible to develop...... It's all empty talk

"You answer my question first," SAM was stubborn at this time, as if Tong Mai's answer was very important to him......

"I'm afraid it doesn't make any sense to say this now, you know, the person I love now is Huo Yize, I love him more than my own life," she didn't exaggerate his deep love for Huo Yize, as long as Huo Yize was in urgent need of a heart, as long as she could use hers, as long as she could match, she would not hesitate to donate to him

Of course, she believes that if something happens to her, Huo Yize will also behave and feel the same as her......

"I can interpret that as you were then...... Yes, I also feel a little bit, but now I don't feel that your heart is occupied by Huo Yize, assuming that I appeared and stayed in London, we should have a chance to develop, right......"

Since Tong Mai is reluctant to say it, he will interpret the hypothetical question by himself, and he has analyzed it very thoroughly

Tong Mai was silent and did not refute, but even if she said it thoroughly, the assumption was only that the assumption would not become a reality, and the reality was that she and Huo Yize had fallen in love with each other and would never be separated......

From meeting SAM to reuniting, she rarely saw his smile, even if he smiled...... She could also sense the bitterness in Sam's smile, and easily felt his pain

"Is there any pain that can be said, if someone shares the sorrow, there will only be half of the sorrow left, let me share a little for you" is completely the tone of a friend, although grateful, but it is completely separate from love

"Are you sympathizing with me, people like me don't deserve your sympathy," SAM smiled wryly, and said it very easily, not excitedly rejecting the sympathy of others

Tong Mai's heart sank even more when he heard this, "No...... I just want to share it with you, maybe say it, and your heart may be a little more comfortable."

SAM paused, Tong Mai was not in a hurry to urge, believing that SAM would definitely tell her if he regarded her as a friend, and sure enough, it seemed that he had made a great decision, "I didn't forget the promise of Christmas Eve, in fact, I went to ......", but that night was his last night in London

SAM's words made Tong Mai's heart beat suddenly: since he went, why didn't he appear at this moment, she was convinced of SAM's words, he said that he would definitely go

"I've also seen you jumping around under a tree in a red coat and a rabbit fur hat at the school gate, and you're so cold that you can't breathe anymore...... I want to go over and hug you and give you a little warmth...... Tell yourself that as long as you hug it, you can hug it and leave, but can I still walk after I really hug it?"

After a few years, she can still clearly remember Tong Mai's playful and cute appearance, she is really pitiful and lovable, if it weren't for his departure at the beginning, I am afraid that it would not be Huo Yize's turn to be by her side now, she would have been his person a long time ago......

Recalling the events of that year, Tong Mai was also surprised, he could still remember them one by one, inexplicably, her eyes were a little moist, and her sour heart was not calm

"After that, I was groomed to be a professional killer with these hands...... The hands that once helped you are now stained with the blood of countless people, and I don't even know how many people died under my gun, the good guys and the bad guys can't tell the difference, you must be very disappointed, I am such a person."

In an extremely calm tone, SAM recounted his past as a professional killer...... This profession should be extremely fearful for everyone who has never been in contact with it

Tong Mai was not disappointed, not scared, but unusually shocked......