Chapter 364: There Was Once a Loved One
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Xiangning heard my question, glanced at me, and whispered, "He is not married yet, and the person he loves deeply is a dancer who has gone abroad." โ
"Oh?" I was very surprised to hear Xiang Ning say this, no wonder he said that he was a gift when he came to choose a painting last time, and he would be so careful and cautious, and he would attach great importance to it, it seems that it is really as I thought at that time, it is for important women.
Xiangning looked at me, "Have you heard of it?" โ
"No, the second time he came to my place to choose a painting as a gift, he said it was for a dancer from abroad." I simply say, it's not good to say much, you can't talk about others behind your back.
Xiang Ning smiled and patted the back of my hand on my lap, "Let's stop talking about people!" โ
She looked at me, as if thinking for a moment, and asked me, "...... Have a relationship with Gao Tong? โ
Xiang Ning asked me this question suddenly, and I felt very surprised.
When she saw me suddenly looking at her, she smiled charmingly, and quickly explained: "Forgive me for taking the liberty of being presumptuous, because I like you very much, and I always feel that I saw me when I was young." โ
"Oh, no!" I laughed, thought for a while, and then nodded to Xiang Ning and said, "Well, I used to date." โ
"Well, I can see that Tianze looks at you a little differently, I think you've seen it before." Xiangning asked me.
"Yes, I did!" I'll tell you the truth, I don't think I can avoid this question, not to mention the person I don't lie, and the lady in front of me that I like very much, she is gentle and kind of like a mother: "However, we have not communicated. โ
"Well, the Gao family is very powerful, and they always know what they want?" She said faintly, and I could hear that there was another meaning in her words.
I looked at her, and she suddenly came back to her senses and was a little embarrassed, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "You must be wondering why I said that, right?" She looked at me intently.
She pulled me by the hand, and we walked out of the gate and walked in the yard, "This yard in Zhiyuan is so beautiful!" She said to me in disguise.
I looked at the surroundings, and it was indeed beautiful, the palms were tall, the kapok was in full bloom, it was really verdant and fiery, and it was beautiful.
"Hmmm! It's really beautiful, it's actually the season of kapok, my favorite is kapok, it always reminds me to cherish the people around me! I said quietly.
"Well, what a person who cherishes the people around him!" Xiangning said, she also looked at the kapok.
"I just said that the Gao family will always know what they want? That's because they can give up their hearts for what they want! Xiang Ning said to me. I was a little surprised that she would tell me this at the first meeting.
"Why do you say that?" I looked at Xiang Ning and asked, I wanted to know her answer.
She didn't speak, but kept strolling forward, as if trying to figure out how to answer my question.
For a long time, just when I thought she would not answer the question, she actually gave me an answer that surprised and felt at the same time.
"When I was young, I used to be lovers with Gao Tianze!" Ms. Xiangning's voice was not loud, but it was enough to shock me, I looked at her, a little surprised, she glanced at me, pulled the corners of her mouth, and tightened the shawl on her shoulders, "At that time, I was the same age as you, and he also looked to Gao Tong now." โ
My heart was beating wildly, and I felt like I was going to suffocate. I could hear the stories of my idols, and I couldn't control my desires about Gao.
That curiosity made me nervous, so nervous that I was afraid that Xiangning would suddenly change the subject.
"At that time, we loved each other very much, I loved him very much, in fact, we all loved each other selflessly." She opened her mouth faintly, fortunately, and she could see that she had a desire to talk.
"You can see that even now, he still looks at you." I'm bold enough to say.
In front of the word love, I found that everyone is equal and there is no age limit.
"But, for the sake of his future, he chose his ladder and let go of my hand!" Xiang Ning said to me, "So I said, the Gao family, they all know what they want? โ
I was silent, and after a long time, I asked Ms. Xiangning, "Did he give you an answer later?" โ
"I don't need an answer anymore! His actions have confirmed everything, what more answers are needed? She said to me, "Even though I know that he still loves me, he has let go of my hand after all." Unexpectedly, Ms. Xiangning had such a story, and what she loved deeply was Gao Tong's father.
"Mrs. Gao's ......," I asked tentatively.
"Mrs. Gao's father was a high-ranking official in the province at that time, he chose the right one, and then he rose to prominence, and he is still tireless until now!" Xiangning may not have been the object of confiding in for a long time, or maybe my experience is too similar to her, so she brought me into her emotional world, otherwise, I think she is definitely not the kind of person who opens her heart and talks about her privacy at will, this must be the deepest pain in her heart.
"No wonder Gao Tai Chi is stopping us now! It seems that she has become accustomed to such an ending! I laughed self-deprecatingly and said to Xiangning.
"Well, because Gao Tianze knows what he wants, he has sacrificed his emotions, how can he not defend his achievements. It's an honor to meet you today, I've always been concerned about your affairs, because you became my second by coincidence, I feel a little sorry, some heartache, some unwilling, I didn't expect that almost 30 years later, I actually saw the second shadow of me related to the Gao family. Xiang Ning said very annoyed.
"You say you've been following our news? It's all a thing of the past! I lowered my head and looked at the lawn beneath my feet.
"Well, I'm sorry for you!" Xiang Ning said to me, "I really want to do something for you?" Do you love him? โ
"Love, love, but I don't want to do anything, it's hard to say!" I said weakly, "I'm exhausted!" I giggled.
"Did you choose to give up?" Xiangning looked at me and said, "Don't give up easily!" It's a long and bitter road, we may call it a year-old friend, I'll tell you my experience and experience! Because it hurts when you give up, and I'm still hurting to this day. โ
I didn't expect Xiang Ning to be so straightforward and honest.
I looked at Xiang Ning, who had been walking beside me, with infinite gratitude in my heart, but I didn't know how to say how I felt, "Because I think the final result with Gao Tong is to face the facts, you said, Gao family, they always know what they want?" Maybe it's the same with Gao Tong. โ
"How do you know if you don't fight for it, unless you feel that Gao Tong doesn't love you enough!" Xiangning looked at me.
"Actually, I really don't know if Gao Tong loves me very much, but I don't want to hurt another person who has been guarding me because of this, I don't want to hurt him!" I'll be honest too.
"If you choose this way, all three of you will suffer. Because I ended up marrying the person who guarded me, he chose to leave in the end. Because he can't accept the figure hidden in a corner of my heart, but this figure is not what we want to clear at all, and in the end, I can only marry me to the cause! Xiangning looked at me and said, "In the end, it hurts." โ
I was silent, the slow smoke blew on us, a little cool, the sky gradually darkened, I couldn't see the verdant, I couldn't distinguish the fiery red kapok! I saw the illusion created by the landscape lights.
I saw Gao Tianze come out of the door of the living room, and I glanced at Xiang Ning, "He's looking for you." โ
"We don't have much to say! The years have worn out the enthusiasm! Some of them may be insincere! Xiang Ning looked at Gao Tianze who came over and said softly to me.
Gao Tianze came to our side seemingly inadvertently, and actually said to me, "I didn't expect to see Miss Yan here." "His tall figure really has the shadow of Gao Tong.
"Yes! It's really a coincidence, Secretary Gao! I smiled softly, I wanted to find an excuse to leave, but he opened my mouth, and I was not good to go.
"It seems that Miss Yan is very profound." Gao Tianze's words made me unable to tell if he was praising me or had another deep meaning.
"Secretary Gao has won the award, just by chance!" I smiled peacefully.
"Well, you don't have to be modest, it's not difficult to see that Miss Yan must have something extraordinary, Xiangning, what do you say?" Gao Tianze looked back at Xiang Ning.
"Well, pretty, humble, proud, I like it." Xiangning looked at me and said. "It's rare to be assertive than when I was younger."
"You won the award, and you are very fortunate to meet everyone, which made Manqi grow rapidly. I am also fortunate to have everyone's help. I looked at the two people who had been looking at me, "Manqi is out of company first!" I'll go in and take a look, and you guys talk! โ
After speaking, I accompanied a smiling face and nodded to the two, Xiangning didn't stop me, Gao Tianze also smiled and nodded, I think he came out to find Xiangning, so I quickly avoided it.
I turned away and went back to my room, leaving behind two people I once loved!