After returning from Mochizuki Island, the cost of the theme park approached Hashu Castle and left it to Rita for the time being.

First, he has other work to do, and second, his mind will be chaotic.

Every time he comes into contact with Su Nian, it is simply a soul torture for him, facing his own desires, it is terrible, he still wants her, but he can't let go of the child's affairs.

He thought about it a lot later and remembered a lot.

That child will make him unconsciously remind him of his own experience, he was initially captured back to the Ye family because Ye Junya was seriously ill and needed the hematopoietic stem cells in his body.

Cheng Yi told him that as long as he was willing to cooperate with the operation to give the bone marrow to Ye Junya, the Ye family could accept him and he could go home.

Cheng Yi's remarks seemed ridiculous to him, as if he couldn't wait to return to the Ye family, he was still young at that time, and all his hatred was not restrained, and he used all possible means, which now seem to be extremely naïve to confront Cheng Yi.

It is also against Ye Jinze, Ye Junya, Ye Xian, everyone, and the whole world.

He found out that Cheng Yi and Ye Junya had already been accepted by the Ye family, Ye Jin really regarded Ye Junya as his daughter, and Ye Xian really regarded Ye Junya as his sister.

Only he is out of place, and is regarded by the Ye family as a mobile hematopoietic stem cell, and their minds are full of how to let him take out his bone marrow to save Ye Junya.

He used to think that Cheng Yi and Ye Junya abandoned him and went to the Ye family, would they think of him, would they feel a little guilty, and would they feel wrong to abandon him.

But at that time, he realized that no one remembered him, Cheng Yi and Ye Junya found their home in the Ye family, and only he wandered alone like duckweed.

Ye Jinze, Cheng Yi, Ye Xian, Ye Junya——

This is the Ye family.

What is he?

Outcasts, forgotten children, no one cares.

Hatred fermented at that time, and he tossed his body like crazy.

He smoked and drank heavily, and he also thought about it for a hundred, and almost killed himself in a car race with An Ziyan.

But at the last moment, he got out of the car dripping with blood, and he realized that he wanted to survive.

It was instinct, even if he was the enemy of the whole world, even if he had no one to rely on in this life, he still wanted to live in his own way.

How can he endure it, how can he forget it, so that the child who was once in Su Nian's womb can become the past, Cheng Yi and Ye Junya's forgetting of him made him really painful, how could he treat his own child like this?

Su Nian can. He couldn't.

He used to have no expectations for happiness, no hope is a good thing, no hope, there will be no despair, but Su Nian's appearance gave him a glimpse of happiness in the abyss, and ruthlessly beat him back to his original form when he wanted to grasp it.

She threw him away, threw away the child, and now she can still move forward as if nothing happened, he can't, his time is stagnant, just stop in that operating room, stop at that blur of flesh and blood, that is his hell on earth.

How do you want him to move forward, he won't.

Every time Su Nian's heart moved, he became full of guilt. Being in hell and even looking up to heaven is wrong, people like him and Su Nian deserve to be unfortunate, he has no way to face his feelings at all, he can only escape.

Two days later, it was Rita who took the initiative to find him and told him that Juren had changed the cost engineer to answer the phone, and the reason was that Su Nian was sick and asked for leave.

When he heard the news, his heart sank.

I remembered her pale face and her red hands that were frozen on Mochizuki Island.

He tried to be indifferent, and he responded lightly to Rita's report, but when Rita left, he was distracted for most of the afternoon. I even lost my mind at the meeting.

How did I wait until I got off work, I forgot, I drove the car after work, and I came downstairs to her.

The car stopped, and he didn't go upstairs immediately, just quietly watched the downstairs entrance.

The entrance and exit of the old building was like a black hole, as if there was no turning back as soon as he stepped in, he was so stunned, some people went in and some people came out, he searched for her figure in it, but when he finally saw it, it appeared with Han Jing.

What a picture it is.

Han Jing was still carrying fruit in his hand, and Su Nian followed Han Jing's side. Walking over like this, they seem to be still talking, they are like a young couple.

His fingers clenched unconsciously.

Then, he saw them standing facing each other, and Han Jing grabbed her waist and then lowered his head to kiss her on the lips.

Something in his heart collapsed, and his heart seemed to be torn apart.

The mind is blank, and the action is all instinct.

Pushed the car door and got out of the car, how did he walk over, everything in his sight was blurred, Su Nian and Han Jing turned around in front of him, Su Nian's shocked expression, Han Jing's calm and composed......

The feeling of being an enemy of the whole world returned, seeing that everyone was an enemy, he grabbed Han Jing by the collar and swung his fist.

With a loud bang, Han Jing staggered back a few steps after being beaten, and his head was also turned over.

The plastic bag in Han Jing's hand fell to the ground, and the lemon grapefruit rolled out one by one, and the bones swirled on the ground.

Su Nian was stunned for a few seconds before he realized what the situation was.

She didn't have time to ask Ye Shucheng why she was here, and she didn't have time to get angry at Han Jing, she grabbed Ye Shucheng, who wanted to continue to fight Han Jing, "Stop...... You've hurt him! ”

This sentence simply added fuel to the fire, Ye Shucheng shook her off, regardless of stepping forward to continue, another punch hit Han Jing in the abdomen, Han Jing snorted, took a few steps back to cover his abdomen, raised his head, but did not have the slightest action to fight back.

His composure showed that Ye Shucheng was out of control.

Ye Shucheng's eyes were red, he went straight forward, and then raised his hand to pull his collar, and there was one more person in front of him.

Su Nian stood between the two and faced Ye Shucheng.

"Ye Shucheng, don't fight, okay? Calm down! It's going to be ......."

Ye Shucheng's movements stopped, Su Nian in her sight was extremely funny, she looked at him with a frown, and even opened her hand, with a protector posture, blocking Han Jing behind her.

His eyes were scarlet, his fists clenched, and he wanted to kill.

He wanted to kill her, he really wanted to kill her.

The surging hatred and pain burst out of his heart, almost tearing his whole being.

He suddenly realized how ridiculous he was, and he even felt more than once that if she had some feelings for him, she would not easily forget him, she would eat Lu Rongan's vinegar, and she still cared about him to some extent......

Just like many years ago, he didn't die until Cheng Yi and Ye Junya were like fish in water in the Ye family, only to realize that they had long forgotten him and strode forward, and at this moment he realized that he was just a passerby in Su Nian's life.

She is the same person as Cheng Yi and Ye Junya, and she is too good at seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, because he is useless. It really just threw it away.

She even began to accept other men.

The last trace of luck in his heart was gone.

This feeling is called a crash.

He grabbed her by the collar, his eyes split, and he stared at her.

Seeing this, Han Jing hurriedly pulled, pulling the hand that had fallen from his old disease, and the pain hit, and he involuntarily let go of his hand.

How to continue to hold on, he has no strength.

The pain in his arm was so bad that Han Jing pulled him away and hurriedly blocked Su Nian.

"What kind of ability is it to be powerful at a woman, Ye Sanshao, you can stop in moderation!"

Ye Shucheng's body shook, his eyes turned black, and his legs were weak. It took a few seconds to stand firm.

In his sight, Han Jing blocked Su Nian, he opened his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound, but suddenly, he smiled.

Scold......

Han Jing's actions to protect Su Nian were the same as Su Nian's, and these two people had a heart to protect each other.

- And what is he?

Why is she here, why is she humiliating herself, isn't she giving him enough pain? Do you have to do this to make yourself die?

He thought he was so ridiculous, he rushed over when he heard that she was sick, just to see this scene.

It turns out that he hasn't moved forward in the past few years.

Su Nian and Han Jing stood across from him, their gaze stung at him. As if he was some kind of anomaly, yes, like......

In the past, Cheng Yi and Ye Junya also saw him like this.

They felt that he was wrong, that he should forgive unconditionally, that he should not blame them.

He unconsciously took a few steps back, his vision was a little hazy, from scattered to concentrated, and finally landed on Su Nian's face.

The last corner in the world where he could rest and give him peace of mind was gone.

He opened his mouth, like a fish in his throat, and his voice was difficult: "Su Nian......"

Su Nian was stunned.

"You don't have a heart, do you?"

He asked.

Her brows furrowed, because Ye Shucheng looked too bad at this moment. His expression seemed to be full of confusion, his frown could not be stretched, his eyes were misty sadness, and her heart twitched.

Before she could speak, his eyes darkened, and he pulled the corners of his lips and smiled bitterly, "You really have no heart." ”

His eyes were lowered to look at his injured arm.

Every rainy day is a faint ache, reminding him of his old illness, from her.

- How can people heal their scars and forget the pain?

His face was pale and bloodless, he didn't speak again, turned back to the car in silence, put on gear, and stepped on the clutch.

Seeing this, Su Nian wanted to stop him, but was pulled by Han Jing, "What are you going to do?" ”

"He's looking terrible, can't let him drive away like this......"

Han Jing twisted his eyebrows, "What did you stop him for?" Keep fighting with me? Or do you blame it? ”

Su Nian was stunned, her heart hurt badly, and she was also very afraid, despite Han Jing's dissuasion to stop Ye Shucheng's car, but in less than two steps, the black Ferrari suddenly accelerated, almost hitting her, and Han Jing pulled her and then turned around, protecting her in his arms, and the car could pass behind Han Jing. It's like a gust of wind.

Su Nian wanted to chase after her, tears rolled in her eyes, Han Jing hugged her tightly, she struggled, "You let go of me, he may have an accident like this!" Han Jing, what do you want?! ”

Hearing this, Han Jing stiffened, but he didn't let go and hugged her tighter.

With tears in her eyes, she hit his hand with her hand, but the arms that bound her did not let go in the slightest, and she began to scratch with her fingernails, and even, bowed her head and bit his hand with her teeth.

His brows furrowed, and he gasped, she really used her strength to deal with him, and the tiger's mouth was bitten out of deep tooth marks, and her nails left red marks on the back of his hand.

The pain can't withstand the pain in her heart, how much she cares about Ye Shucheng, maybe Ye Shucheng doesn't know, but he sees it most clearly.

Her strength gradually weakened, and her voice took on a crying tone, "I beg you to let go of me...... Will you all let me go...... Do you want something to happen to him Han Jing, so you're happy?! ”

He was silent, bowed his head slightly, his chest pressed against her thin back, and said as if struggling: "He obviously saw that you were blocking the car, and he didn't slow down, Su Nian, don't you understand...... He might have really wanted to hit you just now. ”

There was a sound of footsteps, and pedestrians in the community passed by, looking at the two of them strangely.

Like a conjoined sculpture, no one moved for a long time, Su Nian had lost the strength to struggle, I don't know how long it had been since the pedestrian had passed, she spoke, her voice was slightly hoarse, "...... So what? ”

Han Jing was stunned.

"He hated me, he thought I abandoned him like his mother and his sister, and he thought I beat his child, and he had reason to hate me......"

She spoke very slowly, but her tone was much calmer, deeper, and a little vicissitudes, "I left him because I was afraid, he was too extreme, and because I hated him, he had repeatedly left me in danger, but Han Jing ...... Don't you understand why I hate him so much? ”

He had a vague premonition in his heart that she was going to say something.

"My ex-husband Shen Liangye is not good to me, I used to hate him, but I never hated him."

She said as she tore his hand away, and this time he didn't try to stop it, she broke free from his confinement, turned and looked up, and met his eyes.

"I hate Yeshucheng because I love him."

He didn't speak, his expression seemed bewildered.

Ye Shucheng was simply ghostly, and he only wanted to drive Ye Shucheng away.

So he kissed her, if Ye Shucheng endured it and left alone, probably he wouldn't be entangled anymore, if he came out to make a big fuss, it would be no good, and whoever made the first move in that chaotic situation would lose, so he was beaten silently, and he didn't even plan to fight back, Su Nian blocked the moment in front of him. He thought he had won.

Seeing Ye Shucheng's disillusioned expression, he felt that he had done it.

But he had miscalculated her.

At this time, say such straightforward, sharp words, and hit the nail on the head to make him understand.

Where he won, it is clear that he will lose unsightly.

After she finished speaking, she turned and walked, like a gust of wind, his eyes were empty, and his heart was empty, and he looked back until her back disappeared from sight.

He lowered his head, his hand was very painful, and her finger marks and tooth marks on the back of his hand were impressive, how anxious would he have to be to lose his posture like this?

He wanted to laugh. The corners of his mouth can be pulled, and his expression is extremely bitter.

……

Su Nian's footsteps quickly left the community, looking left and right, where can I still see the shadow of Ye Shucheng's car? Her heart burned and she took a few steps forward and stopped.

How could he catch up, she didn't even know where he was going!

The words before he left were like lingering sounds, she couldn't live in peace, her heart was beating fast, she was terrified, she took out her mobile phone and called Ye Shucheng no one answered, there was no way to ask for help, she finally had to call Rita.

&nbsa got off work early today, naturally she didn't know what the situation was, and she couldn't tell clearly, she only said that Ye Shucheng was emotionally unstable, and asked Rita to contact Ye Shucheng as soon as possible to determine his situation.

Hanging up, she sniffled and wiped her face, and walked almost futile along the side of the road, looking around.

Ye Shucheng appeared in the community, and there was no doubt that he was here to find her.

He was still paying attention to her, and he wasn't as cold as he seemed......

The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, the tip of her nose was sour, she couldn't forgive him, she didn't want to be with him again when she left, but she left him and didn't want him to be like this, she thought they could all go their own way, she saw that he had a new girlfriend, and thought that he had really started over, but she was wrong.

After walking for a few minutes, she called Rita again, and Rita said, "Mr. Ye doesn't answer my call...... I contacted Mr. An and asked him to call to see if Mr. Ye would answer......"

She was in a trance, and it took a few seconds before she responded, "Rita, if there is news from Mr. An's side, can you tell me okay?" ”

&nbsa said, "Okay, we'll try to get in touch with each other, I'll call you if there's a situation." ”

After hanging up the phone, she stood at the intersection a little dazed, with people coming and going, and she couldn't find the direction she was going.

She has always been sensible, all her choices have been weighed, and she is looking for the path that will hurt her the least.

So when Ye Shucheng put her under house arrest, she had no choice but to flee.

She couldn't make such a big sacrifice for Ye Shucheng, she loved him, but it wasn't enough, not enough for her to give up herself and be a prisoner of love, there will always be some things in this world that are difficult to do both, but the fear that grabbed her at this moment was real, and she couldn't tolerate any accidents with him.

He should live well in a place she doesn't know, forget her one day, find her own happiness, and she will be like this, this is the path she has thought of, but now she is standing on the busy street, but she feels that this has become a luxury.

In the winter, the sky quickly darkened, and the temperature in the night market gradually decreased, so she stood stunned for a while, then turned back to the house.

When she went back, she didn't see Han Jing, the downstairs was empty, she numbly went upstairs alone, and when she opened the door, she found that the light was on.

The room was so quiet that it was weird, she walked a few steps to the living room, only the echo of her own footsteps could be heard, those lemons and grapefruit were placed on the coffee table, but there was no Han Jing in the house.

She sat down on the sofa for a while, lay down, clutched her phone, and waited quietly for Rita's call.

After waiting for more than two hours, at nearly ten o'clock, Rita finally called and told her that An Ziyan had found Ye Shucheng and that she was fine, telling her to rest assured.

She clutched her phone, tears slowly streaming down her face.

……

An Ziyan found Yeshu City by the sea.

On a winter night, the temperature on the seaside was several degrees lower than in the city, and An Ziyan was shaking all over his windbreaker when he walked over.

Ye Shucheng just looked at the sea and smoked without saying a word.

An Ziyan stood still in front of him, and also lit a cigarette for himself, the sea breeze gusted, he wrapped it with his hand, and finally lit the cigarette, took a hard breath, and the white smoke exhaled was blown away by the sea breeze.

He didn't know what to say, he was dating a third-line young model when Rita called. It's just inexplicable, only saying that Su Nian said that Ye Shucheng was not in the right mood, and he drove quickly, so he asked him to help find it.

It was not easy for him to find, at first no one answered Ye Shucheng's phone, and in a hurry, he called the person he knew directly from the traffic management office, and reported the car in his impression of Ye Shucheng to the other party, and he was at a loss and said that he must have a license plate number, he couldn't remember, and called Rita again, and then reported to the traffic management office after asking, and continued to call Ye Shucheng in the process of replying.

Unexpectedly, while calling, the phone was actually connected.

Ye Shucheng's voice was cold and quiet on the other end. It didn't look like he was emotional.

He heard the sound of the waves across the phone, his heart was frightened, and his mind flashed back to the time when he was racing with Ye Shucheng, Ye Shucheng came out of the car covered in blood, and he quickly asked where the people from Ye Shucheng were.

Fortunately, Ye Shucheng said it, so he rushed over non-stop, and was relieved to see that Ye Shucheng was fine, but when he came, he didn't know what to say.

There is no need to guess, Ye Shucheng will become like this, it must be related to Su Nian.

He felt that Su Nian was really a catastrophe that Ye Shucheng couldn't avoid, and the originally cold-hearted person was moved, and Ye Shucheng fell step by step, falling into a difficult situation where he couldn't ask for it.

The cigarette in Ye Shucheng's hand burned to the end, went out, and lit another one.

An Ziyan was silent, and said stiffly, "...... It's cold. ”

Ye Shucheng glanced at him, "I didn't call you here. ”

An Ziyan didn't give up, "Isn't this worried about you, afraid that you will catch a cold...... Why don't you go back to the car? ”

Ye Shucheng lowered his head and smoked violently, "If you freeze, your brain is easier to wake up." ”

An Ziyan cried with a sad face, he really felt cold, and discussed: "Then you don't want me to catch a cold, right?" ”

Ye Shucheng ignored him, he felt even colder.

After thinking about some questions, he said, "What the hell is going on?" ”

"It's nothing," Ye Shucheng said lightly: "I saw Su Nian and Han Jing, they ......"

He paused for a moment and said, "I don't know, they might be together." ”

An Ziyan was surprised, and tried to comfort him with difficulty, "Actually...... There are a lot of women, if you are willing, there will be a lot of beckoning, all of them are gentler and more virtuous than Su Nian, do you believe it? ”

An Ziyan felt that he was telling the truth, he used to think that Su Nian was virtuous, but now he looks at any woman who is stronger than Su Nian.

Ye Shucheng smiled, "Is it ......?"

The voice is light and fluttering.

An Ziyan was a little frustrated. Ye Shucheng didn't seem to have the slightest interest in other women at all, which was terrifying.

Once a person hangs himself from a tree, he is really not saved.

And once the relationship is linked to his past abandoned experiences, it is no longer pure love-

It's a fatal obsession.

Ye Shucheng is now a paranoid, unwilling to stay in the position of being abandoned, but he is powerless to reverse it.

An Ziyan hesitated for a moment and said, "Don't ...... It's so sad, really, you still have a lot of things to do now, you have to cheer up, otherwise the Ye family will be eyeing you, and you can't ......"

"What do you think I'm going to do?" Ye Shucheng turned his head to look at him.

The cigarette scarlet was extinguished, An Ziyan was stunned for a moment and fell silent.

He had seen how Ye Shucheng had hurt himself, and there were still people who could convince Ye Shucheng at that time, but now that person was gone, he didn't know who else could stop Ye Shucheng.

Ye Shucheng saw through his mind and smiled faintly: "You are too worried, I was in the Ye family at that time, and I hurt myself because I knew that the Ye family cared, they didn't care about me, but they cared about my bone marrow, if I died, Ye Junya would also be a dead end, but now ......"

He paused and continued: "Su Nian doesn't care if I live or die, if I die, she will only feel happy, and finally no one is pestering her, and she can fly with Han Jing." ”

An Ziyan was silent, and shivered again when he was blown by a gust of cold wind.

Ye Shucheng's voice was slow, as if he had no emotion, and there was a faint ruthlessness in his eyes: "Why should I make her proud." ”