I suddenly realized a problem, from the beginning of finding Zou Zichen, talking to him or texting him normally, although he sometimes does not reply in time, he will also respond, only on this issue will there be some resistance...... Or maybe I kind of want to escape.

Am I in a hurry?

After all, he doesn't remember anything, so even if I dig out my heart now and tell him how much I love him, he won't necessarily believe it.

Seemingly...... I'll have to ask an expert tomorrow.

Thinking of this, I sent him another message: No matter what you think of me, let's put it aside for now, but Beijing is your real home, you have a sister and an elderly grandfather are waiting for you to come back, you can't leave them alone.

As I sent another one: I hope you can go back to Beijing, you can only get back your lost memories when you return to Beijing.

After texting, I put down my phone and turned off the lights and went to sleep.

Some things are not done quickly, I was too anxious before, I thought that as long as he knew about our relationship, he would definitely be able to come back, but I forgot the most important point, he was very insecure, or he was afraid of being deceived, after all, his memory of the previous was blank, and I chased him too hard and made him retreat.

Kang Jun said that he took the initiative to mention it the last time they came to Beijing, which means that he wants to know his past very much, but we suddenly rushed up, which scared him.

Five days later, Gu Pingjun came back from Nanning, but he still didn't bring Zou Zichen back, so he didn't have the face to see me, so he only asked his assistant to call me, saying that the Kang family was settled, but unfortunately Zou Zichen was unwilling to come back with him.

The result is actually within my expectations, with the current situation, Zou Zichen will no longer trust anyone lightly when he has not figured out the ins and outs of the matter, not to mention that he has already been fooled by Kang Qina once.

In the past five days, I consulted several psychiatrists and sent several emails to Qin Yue in the United States, asking what I should do in a situation like Zou Zichen.

The psychiatrist said that patients with such amnesia are generally insecure, and he will not trust others lightly until he understands why he has amnesia or what causes his amnesia. And at the beginning of his amnesia, the people who were with him would naturally become his most important people and the people he trusted and relied on the most, and he would not abandon or leave lightly.

After Qin Yue received the email, she called me and asked me to tell her in detail about Zou Zichen's situation and his reaction every time I contacted him. I told her in detail about the few days I went to Nanning.

Qin Yue analyzed according to my narration, Zou Zichen must have different feelings about me, but for many reasons, he didn't dare to believe it lightly, she also said that people with amnesia are very insecure and not easy to trust people, not to mention that I created a misunderstanding, which made him more uncertain about me. She also said that with Zou Zichen's behavior, he should want to know his past very much, and he may have to let him find out about the car accident himself, so that he will believe it, and maybe it will help him recover his memory. She told me not to push him too hard, and that he would come back when he figured it out himself.

I also thought about it quietly, and I felt that what Qin Yue said was very reasonable. and Zou Zichen's reluctance to come back with us openly, it must have something to do with his current identity, such as what Kang Jun said, he has a human life attached to his hands, in fact, I have always had doubts about this matter, then I think Zou Zichen himself must have doubts, with my understanding of him, he will definitely not come back before he clarifies the facts.

Unexpectedly, a week later, Zou Zichen took the initiative to return to Beijing with Gu Pingjun's people, and I couldn't believe it when I received the call, Gu Pingjun said that he had gotten off the plane.

Hanging up the phone, I was a little excited and couldn't calm down, pacing back and forth in the office. In the past few days, I have resisted not sending him a message, for fear that he will be disgusted with me, and at the same time I want to calm myself down. But he also didn't give me any information, just like two people who had nothing to do with each other, which made me extremely disappointed. But he didn't want to, he really came back.

"Mr. Lin, what's wrong?" Alan came in with a pile of papers, saw me walking around there, and thought something was going on.

I turned around and stepped forward, hugged Alan excitedly, and said a little nonsense, "Allen, Zou Zichen is back, he is really back." ”

Lin ...... Anyway, don't you miss him too much. "Alan was shocked by me, and now the outside world doesn't know any news about Zou Zichen's survival, and of course she doesn't know.

I let go of her and smiled a little from ear to ear, "That one has good news for you, you guys...... Mr. Zou, he didn't die, he came back. ”

Alan looked at me with a strange look in his eyes, as if I wasn't in the right place.

"Seriously, we found him."

Allen's eyes widened, "Really? ”

"Hmm," I hugged her again, laughing and crying.

"Great," Alan was also full of excitement, "and you ...... Go back and stop working overtime. ”

Today is Saturday, because there is a project to start, I haven't seen a lot of materials, so I came to work overtime, in fact...... It was to hide from Lu Zhengnan, and when I came back from Nanning, I didn't dare to see him for fear of seeing his sad and lonely eyes. He will definitely go to the villa to see Panpan today, Saturday, so I just happened to hide.

Coming out of the company, I asked Lao Zhang to go directly to Gu's house, and when the car was halfway there, my mobile phone rang, it was from the villa, and Sister-in-law Lin said in a trembling voice: "Mrs...... You're coming back, Mr. Zou is back. ”

I held the phone, the whole person was stunned, I didn't expect him to go directly to the villa, I felt my heart rate soared, even my breathing became heavy, I couldn't restrain my crying.

When the car drove into the villa, my whole body was trembling, my palms were full of sweat, and I couldn't calm down at all.

Getting out of the car, my legs trembled slightly, and I stood in front of the gate and took several deep breaths before pushing the door in.

What's weird is that the living room is very quiet, I frowned, is it difficult for Zou Zichen to leave?

But when I stepped into the living room, I saw the picture and it was not as good as if he was really gone.

The old man and Gu Pingjun sat in the middle of the sofa, Lu Zhengnan sat on the single sofa on the left with Panpan in his arms, Panpan lay in Lu Zhengnan's arms with tears in his eyes, looking at Zou Zichen with a frightened face, and Zou Zichen looked at the big and small opposite with a gloomy face.

"Ma'am...... You're back. Sister-in-law Lin greeted me with tears in her eyes and took the bag in my hand.

Panpan heard the voice, turned his head to look, and called timidly, "Mom......" Then, the black eyes turned back to Zou Zichen's face, looking at him in a daze.

Although the atmosphere was a little weird, I saw that he still couldn't help but smile: "You're back."

Zou Zichen glanced at me indifferently, and glanced at the other side.

Seeing his unhappy look, I hurriedly walked over and hugged Panpan from Lu Zhengnan, Lu Zhengnan also got up, looked at the person opposite, and smiled at me, "That...... I'll go back first. ”

"Uncle, don't go." Pan Pan pounced, and her two little arms were directly wrapped around Lu Zhengnan's neck, hugging her tightly, so that I had to get close to Lu Zhengnan so as not to support her little arms.

"Pan Pan is good, uncle has something, I'll come to play with you tomorrow." Lu Zhengnan whispered.

"Hmm...... Not good. Panpan was greasy and coquettish, and her little face was still rubbing on Lu Zhengnan's cheeks.

Lu Zhengnan was defeated in an instant.

"Then uncle accompany Panpan to play outside." As he spoke, he took Panpan from my hand again.

Pan Pan glanced back at Zou Zichen, who was sitting opposite and staring at her coldly without saying a word, turned his head back suddenly, lay on Lu Zhengnan's neck, and replied in a low voice: "Okay."

Lu Zhengnan smiled at everyone a little embarrassed, and walked out with Panpan in his arms.

I'm a little soothing, my daughter's liking for Lu Zhengnan is not something that anyone can replace, even her father, not to mention that now her father still has doubts about her...... I don't think she looks like him.

I guess I'll remember this sentence for a lifetime.

Lu Zhengnan just went out with Panpan in his arms, and Zou Zichen stood up suddenly, "Let's go too." ”

"This is your home, where are you going," the old man snorted.

Zou Zichen glanced at me with sneering eyes, and sneered: "My home, my daughter, it doesn't seem to be either."

I hurriedly explained: "You misunderstood, Lu Zhengnan is a good friend of mine, he watched Panpan be born, so he is closer to Panpan."

Zou Zichen raised his eyebrows and asked, "So, he has been by your side for the past two years."

Haha, Mr. Zou ...... So sad!!