He Zijun was smiling at her, he used to always smile at her like this, as long as he smiled at her, she felt that even the sky would be clear.

That's her brother Zijun! That's her sunshine! Her gem! She couldn't drag him into such a filthy thing.

She is no longer the little girl who didn't understand anything before, countless humiliations and tortures, countless midnight dreams, cruelly taught her what self-control is.

Gu Xiaobei took a deep breath and smiled hard: "Brother Zijun, don't be so nervous, in fact, in fact, Li Haonan is very good to me, very good." I, I'm very comfortable living next to him, you know, Li Haonan, he, he's a very ...... Very attractive man! It's hard to have a woman who can resist his attraction! ”

He Zijun was stunned by this sentence unprepared, and for a moment he froze, then laughed again, and said softly: "Silly girl, you can be angry with me, you can beat me and scold me, but you can't say angry words!" ”

"I, I...... Brother Zijun, I really like him! Gu Xiaobei felt that saying such words against her heart was simply torture, just like someone cutting her heart with a knife, and the pain was so painful that even the blood ran dry, but she had to live.

He Zijun's originally affectionate eyes instantly became clear, and the light in his eyes was fleeting. He looked at Gu Xiaobei, his expression seemed to be a little surprised, "You, you...... No, Shinokita, you won't like ......"

"Brother Zijun, what I said is true!" Gu Xiaobei suddenly interrupted him, and said in a flat voice, not hearing a trace of emotional fluctuations.

"Xiaobei," He Zijunqiang smiled, pursed his lips, and softened his tone: "Don't be angry, Xiaobei is good, I admit it, I was wrong before, don't talk angry, okay?" ”

"Brother Zijun, I'm not angry, I really like him! I used to think that I liked you because there was no other man in my life except you, and since I was with Li Haonan, I knew that my feelings for you were just family affection, just feelings for my brother, to him, to ......him, to him" Gu Xiaobei thought about Li Haonan's cruel face, and the word 'love' behind it couldn't be said no matter what.

He Zijun looked at her like a stranger, and shook his head with a wry smile, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it!" "He didn't believe she didn't love him anymore, he didn't believe she was going to leave him.

The bits and pieces of more than ten years with He Zijun flashed quickly in front of him, he was young and young, he was high-spirited, and he was tender and sweet...... But at this time, she is full of holes, apart from bringing him trouble and humiliation, what else can she give him?

Gu Xiaobei closed his eyes, everything will eventually pass, and it will eventually pass.

She must be hard-hearted at this time, all her words are like a sharp sword mercilessly piercing each other's hearts, blood spraying, and the pain is irrepressible, "Brother Zijun, I love him, we have decided to get married!" ”

The smile on He Zijun's face gradually converged, replaced by a solemn look, looked at Gu Xiaobei quietly, and said in a deep voice: "How much is Li Haonan, do you know?" Xiaobei, he is ten years older than you, his experience, his background, his complex business network, interpersonal relationships, you don't know at all, you are not suitable to be together at all, if you are angry with me, then come to take revenge on me, how you punish me, how you torture me, as long as you can relieve your anger, you can do anything, but you can't hurt yourself to retaliate against me. ”

Gu Xiaobei shook his head, smiling: "Brother Zijun, I know that you are a big star, and you have been spoiled by those fans of yours, and I think that every woman should naturally like you and be infatuated with you, say something that hits your self-esteem, don't be so arrogant, Li Haonan is better than you in terms of appearance and net worth!" ”

Her words almost stirred up the anger that He Zijun had forcibly suppressed, he wrinkled his brows, suppressed his anger, and said: "Gu Xiaobei, what kind of ecstasy did Li Haonan pour into you, you, you changed your mind in such a short time, why did you treat me like this!" ”

"Brother Zijun, in fact, in fact, I am just a normal woman, no woman can resist that kind of drunken life, he can spend a lot of money for me, famous cars, mansions, the world's top jewelry, clothing, the highest enjoyment, and the sweet words of the high-ranking and invincible man, that is what any woman can't resist, including me, of course!"

Li Haonan's charm, no need for Gu Xiaobei to say, He Zijun also knows that Li Haonan is definitely the top diamond king with both wealth and appearance, and he can easily make all self-righteous men ashamed of themselves in front of him!

"Gu Xiaobei, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person!" He Zijun's face was pale, he clenched his teeth, he trembled with anger, and for a moment, Gu Xiaobei wondered, would he be angry and beat her?

"You go, you go right away!" He Zijun pointed to the door and yelled.

Gu Xiaobei held back his tears, was stunned for a moment, did not say anything, and walked out of the door stiffly like a robot.

He Zijun just looked at her, watching her leave his sight step by step, he suddenly caught up, grabbed her hand, and said in a dumb voice: "Xiaobei, don't go!" ”

She struggled for a moment, trying to break free of his hand, but he had a lot of strength, and firmly hugged her waist, and there was a trace of panic and pleading in her voice, "Xiaobei, don't go, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, don't go, I can't live without you!" ”

Gu Xiaobei listened to He Zijun's mournful tone, looked at his affectionate gaze, his eyes were as light as a lake in the smoke, and the water vapor was all over the place, this was the first time she saw her Zijun brother with red eyes.

How much she wanted to agree to him immediately, how much she was afraid of seeing such a mournful demeanor of her radiant sweetheart, how much she was afraid that he would be sad, how much she was afraid that he would be disappointed, but when she thought of Li Haonan's cold face and cruel expression, like a poisonous snake, she gradually swam into her memory, her mouth was tightly pursed, and she couldn't open it.

He Zijun, He Zijun, you and I are destined to be incompatible, you haven't done anything wrong, but since you left angrily on New Year's Day, you are destined to not be able to stay with you in this life!

Gu Xiaobei used almost all her strength to hold back her tears, sneered, and said to the person she loves the most in the world with the most ruthless words, "Not all Cinderellas have the opportunity to wear crystal slippers, He Zijun, your future is bright, but you can't affect me to walk on the broad road!" ”

He Zijun just hugged her tightly, and after a long time, his voice was low and hoarse, revealing irrepressible sadness: "But, Xiaobei, I love you!" ”

"Brother Zijun, whether male or female, will always think that he is the special one of the other party. Especially a big star like you, who is loved by thousands of people, feels good about yourself. However, I have already told you, I don't love you, I just treat you as a brother, I love Li Haonan, and the person I love is Li Haonan! ”

He Zijun finally let go of Gu Xiaobei as if he was dead, gritted his teeth and looked at her directly, his eyes burning, there was pain, and there was resentment.

When Gu Xiaobei walked out of He Zijun's apartment, it was already dark, and the evening in the city was still bustling, with countless lights layered on top of each other. The white lane lines stretched beneath her feet, and the street lamps on both sides emitted a soft orange light.

She wandered the streets in a daze, shuttling through the crowd, walking among the cars, the lights in the night were like pearls, and there was a story behind each lamp, sad or happy.

Her eyes were already blurry, she stubbornly wiped her tears, opened her eyes wide and walked forward intently, she knew that some people, once they missed it, they would not be there.

Even if the people of the world fell to their knees and let her send them, they were not as proud as the light smile he showed as he looked at her. His radiant expression, chic and upright back, doting and pitying eyes, his hands that wiped away tears for her, and his embrace to protect him from the wind and rain, he is everything to her...... His good and his smile are like a colorless and tasteless poison, sneaking into her body, it has long been in the bloodline, incomprehensible, unmeltable, and unforgettable!

Those laughter, those sweetness, and those vows are all over the place, making people sad, and everything about her and He Zijun will be uprooted and broken.

Gu Xiaobei returned home, lying on the bed and wanting to move. It was as if all her strength and mental strength had been drained, and she couldn't wait to lie down even if she didn't wake up again.

When she opened her eyes, it was still a familiar house, the sunlight shining through the beige curtains, faintly revealing a faint light, and in the half-light and half-dark room, there was still the yellow lamp that she had turned on when she slept.

She felt weak, her forehead was hot, she knew that she was sick, and she kept ordering herself to get up, it was really sad to think about it, she knew that if she didn't get up, if she didn't go to the doctor, no one would know if she died here.

But she was so tired that she rolled over and fell asleep again.

She slept for a long, long time, and slept deeply, and she woke up in a daze when she felt someone pick her up. The curtains were halfway open, and the sun was shining in. Gu Xiaobei felt that his head hurt very much, his body was weak, and even his voice was hoarse: "Who?" ”

"It's me, Wu Chuang, you have a fever, we're going to the hospital! Come, I'll carry you downstairs! ”

Gu Xiaobei obediently asked Wu Chuang to carry her, and she had a fever and became in a trance, as if she was back when she was studying, because it was raining on the way to school, and she had a fever, and it was He Zijun who carried her to the hospital, when she was groggy, she remembered that he carried her on his back and rushed all the way to the hospital. His back was wide and warm, and it was steady and reassuring to her.

Wu Chuang took Gu Xiaobei to a nearby hospital to see a doctor, hang up the emergency, Gu Xiaobei was most afraid of injections, and when he saw the nurse holding the needle, he retracted his hand in fright, Wu Chuang grabbed her hand and couldn't stop comforting her, "Don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt, it's like a mosquito bite." ”

When the nurse injected Gu Xiaobei's wrist, she twitched in pain, and Wu Chuang hurriedly hugged her and didn't let her move. Gu Xiaobei looked at the button on his chest quietly, with tears in his eyes.