Chapter 124: Never Let Go
Jiayin was also taken aback, and asked Shen Yingrong, "This is Fu Yeqing's mother?" ”
This question is also what I want to ask, even if Shen Yingrong just said that this is Fu Yeqing's mother, but I can't believe it, I should say that I don't want to believe that the person in front of me, who can only be regarded as alive, is Fu Yeqing's mother.
"Didn't you tell me that Fu Yeqing's parents both jumped off the building and died? Why is this happening. I looked at Shen Yingrong, she was used to seeing Jiang Xiuqin's appearance, indifferently poured the water in the water bottle into the basin on the cabinet, picked up another bottle of water on the ground, mixed it in the basin, tested the temperature, soaked the towel in the water, unscrewed it, and sat on the edge of the bed to wipe Jiang Xiuqin's hands.
Her movements are very skillful and professional, I think even the nurses in the hospital can do it like this, she wiped slowly, not afraid at all, glanced at me, and said casually: "It's two people who jumped off the building together, but Aunt Jiang's life is big, and she picked up a life, but it's only half a life, her eyes were in that jump, and she was blinded by the bushes on the ground, her eyeballs were directly rotten, and her legs were broken at that time, Aunt Jiang has been lying here for more than ten years, and she woke up two months ago, But there is very little time to wake up, most of the time she is still asleep, she can't do without these machines at all, Chu An, Yeqing never told you that his mother has been lying here for more than ten years, shouldn't you ask why this is first? ”
Why, what can be why, it's my dad who hurt it, Fu Yeqing can't even hate it, how can he mention it.
Jiayin was stunned by the words between me and Shen Yingrong, but at this time she was not easy to interject, I felt that there was nothing to say at this time, on the way here, I wished it was just the same name, when the facts were in front of me, I couldn't believe it, and I had to believe it.
Shen Yingrong glanced at me lightly and said with a smile: "Why can't you speak?" Chu An, don't think that you are staying by Yeqing's side now, it is Mrs. Fu, are you qualified? Are you worthy of Aunt Jiang who has been lying in bed for more than ten years? If Aunt Jiang knew about your existence, what would you think would be the result? Does Yeqing want you or his mother when he arrives? ”
The last time Shen Yingrong came to me, I couldn't see her frustration at being kicked out, it turned out that it was because she had the biggest hole card, if Jiang Xiuqin knew that I was Chu Licheng's daughter, she would definitely not agree to me being with Fu Yeqing.
Jiang Xiuqin will always stand between me and Fu Yeqing, which Fu Yeqing couldn't cross before, even if he is now saying that he wants to put it down and get back together with me, but when he sees his mother like this, how will he be conflicted in his heart?
As soon as his feet were soft, Jiayin supported me in time, and shouted worriedly: "Chu An, don't listen to her nonsense, let's ask Fu Yeqing if you have anything to say, listen to what he says, Fu Yeqing has chosen you now, you have given birth to a son to him, and he is pregnant with one, how can he never give up on you again." ”
What I am most afraid of is to spread out this matter with Fu Yeqing, sometimes silence is the best way to paralyze yourself.
When Shen Yingrong heard Jiayin's words, she threw the towel in her hand into the basin, splashing water, her eyes instantly became cold, she stared at my stomach and stood up and said, "Your child is from Yeqing?" Isn't it from Hosmu? ”
I didn't answer Shen Yingrong's words, Jiayin said: "Why, what are you doing so angrily, do you think that when you are an old mother serving Fu Yeqing and his mother here, Fu Yeqing will be able to accept you when he arrives, just your little trick, not even a third of the women in the clubhouse, don't sow discord here, Chu'an will be good with Fu Yeqing, if you are willing to serve here, just serve here." ”
Shen Yingrong wanted to say something, but Jiayin's mobile phone suddenly rang, she looked at me and said, "Chu An, it's Fu Yeqing calling, let's go back first." ”
We've been out for a long time, Fu Yeqing must be looking for someone, we can't stay in this place for long, we have to go back.
Jiayin didn't answer the phone, didn't hang up, directly put it back in her pocket, helped me to walk out, I took one last look at Jiang Xiuqin on the hospital bed, a good person has been lying on the hospital bed for more than ten years because of my father's selfishness, at that moment, I had mixed feelings in my heart, Shen Yingrong didn't chase it out, she didn't want Fu Yeqing to know that I had been here more than me, she just said behind her: "Chu An, you are not qualified to stand by Yeqing's side, leave by yourself if you are interested, Yeqing will not really want you, he just retaliates against you." ”
I paused at the door, turned my back to Shen Yingrong and said, "If staying is to make up for him and make him feel better, I am qualified." ”
In fact, I don't know how I said this sentence, it doesn't seem to have gone through the brain, it doesn't seem like I can say it at all, according to my previous nature, I must have said the words of concession, I am so cowardly and useless, but just now, I may have understood something, and the escape of one person will not solve the matter even if he dies.
Fu Yeqing, if this is the way you want, then I will pay you back for my dad.
It is said that life is for life, my father's death repaid Fu Yeqing's father, but his mother has been lying for so many years, who will pay back?
My mother died for me, and this account can't be counted on Fu Yeqing's head at all, and it is said that it can't be calculated, but I still know in my heart that the first family owes the Fu family.
Jiayin took me back to the car, and seeing that I hadn't come to my senses, she fastened my seat belt and said, "Chu'an, don't think about it, this looks like Shen Yingrong did it on purpose, don't fall for her, how is this possible, don't think nonsense." ”
I wiped my face and said: "Jiayin, what she said is true, I actually understand it very well in my heart, but I can't believe it, and I am still holding on to it, Fu Yeqing's parents were harmed by my father, and the first family is the sinner, I have always known in my heart." ”
Jiayin still wanted to comfort me, but when I said this, I didn't know how to comfort me, Fu Yeqing was still on the phone, Jiayin's voice kept ringing, and Jiayin said: "If there is anything, let's go back first." ”
She immediately started the car and drove towards the pear orchard, and when she arrived at the door, she saw Fu Yeqing at the door, and Jiayin said in her mouth: "It's over." ”
I also saw Fu Yeqing, when Jiayin's car stopped, Fu Yeqing immediately came over, and glanced at Jiayin with anger on his face that wanted to kill, Jiayin shrunk his neck, but I indifferently unbuckled the seat belt and got out of the car, my feet just touched the ground, and my arms were dragged by him: "Where did you go?" ”
I struggled, looked at him and said, "It's a little uncomfortable, let Jiayin take me out for a ride." ”
Fu Yeqing didn't believe my words, his eyes swept to Jiayin, and Jiayin nodded busily: "We really went for a ride, the box was very stuffy, why don't we come out to blow the wind." ”
Whether Fu Yeqing believes it or not, he wouldn't have thought that I would go to the hospital with Jiayin.
"Since you're bored, go back." Fu Yeqing didn't pursue it anymore, and pulled me in the direction of his parking.
Jiayin was a little worried and wanted to catch up, I shook my head at her, she knew that Fu Yeqing would not hurt me no matter what, so she didn't catch up.
Fu Yeqing opened the car door for me, I sat in obediently, I didn't have a temper at all, I leaned on the car seat and closed my eyes when I got into the car, Fu Yeqing started the car and drove halfway, my stomach turned upside down, and I opened my eyes sharply to let him stop.
He immediately smashed the car on the side of the road and stopped, I opened the car door and immediately got out of the car and held on to the tree on the side of the road and vomited, I never got motion sickness and vomited, Fu Yeqing took a bottle of mineral water and came over for me: "Rinse your mouth." ”
I took the mineral water, rinsed my mouth, and took the tissue handed over by Fu Yeqing to wipe my mouth, maybe my head was a little unclear, I actually leaned on Fu Yeqing's arm in his arms, and I didn't know where my eyes fell, I muttered: "Fu Yeqing, are you really not going to let go this time?" ”
If women are hypocritical, I am more afraid at this moment.
Pushing Fu Yeqing away again and again, in fact, all stems from the fear in his heart, there is a kind of person in this world who obviously loves each other, but wants to torture each other, push away and get closer, because there are too many things between them, the healing wounds don't want to crack again, and they don't want to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, so they use hatred as an excuse to entangle each other.
At this moment, I am afraid, if my mother has been lying on the hospital bed for more than ten years and becomes like that, she will definitely want to strangle the enemy, how can she love it?
The wind was a little cold at night, and he hugged me with both hands, his chin against the top of my head, and his deep voice sounded like a cello: "I've missed it once, this time, I won't let go." ”
Hearing this, I smiled, the corners of my eyes moistened, and I didn't know if it was because of his words, I hesitated for a long time before raising my hand to wrap my arms around his waist, rubbing my face against his chest, closing my eyes, and saying in my heart, Fu Yeqing, this time, I will never let go, no matter what your purpose is, punishment or love, I will not let go.
My response made Fu Yeqing ecstatic, and he kissed my hair emotionally, with joy in his voice: "Let's go back first." ”
"Hmm." I nodded in his arms.
When I returned home, Fu Yeqing carried me upstairs, Fu Yao'er didn't sleep, she was fiddling with the photos she took during the day, she was originally out to find something, she just went out to see Fu Yeqing carrying me upstairs, and I also hugged Fu Yeqing's neck, so cooperative, which made her open her mouth wide in surprise, and muttered: "When I went out, it was like eating gunpowder, how can it be sweet and honey when I come back, is there something good happening?" ”
Fu Yeqing hugged me past her, Fu Yeqing stopped, looked at Fu Yao'er, Fu Yao'er thought that Fu Yeqing was going to do something, so she immediately shut up and took a step back, who knew that Fu Yeqing was in a good mood and said: "Yao'er, brother will give you a card when you go back, go where you want to play." ”
Fu Yao'er was flattered and said with a smile: "Brother, you are really good, you are the best brother in the world, brother, don't worry, I will go out after taking the card, and promise not to disturb the two-person world between you and Sister An An, by the way, or I will take Jiajia out and make room for you." ”