"Mu Yan, what do you think of that place in Anhui?" Zhu Zilong asked at Mu Yan.

"I don't know, in my impression, Anhui is not very good. What, you have relatives there? ”

"My brother is there."

"My brother?"

"Yes, my brother."

"And what is your brother?"

"My brother is a dragon."

"What are you doing in that place?"

"I opened an entertainment company."

"Wow, your brother is really a hero!"

"Two people together."

"That's good, are you going to work for them on vacation?"

"That's not what I thought of yet."

"What do you want to be when you grow up? I don't think it will be an official, people say that being an official is eating human flesh and drinking human blood. ”

Zhu Zilong once again thought of the unhappiness with Yuan Kai. Suddenly, a little breath was about to come out in his stomach, so he said to Mu Yan: "Yes, I am an official, first drink your blood and eat your flesh." ”

"I didn't provoke you! If it's an election, I won't elect you. Mu Yan said with a smile.

Mu Yan thought for a while and said: "In fact, being an official also has the difficulty of being an official, and there is the helplessness of being an official, I once read a novel to the effect that when a person began to become an official, he went to be an official with an attitude of thinking about the people.

But soon after taking office, someone gave gifts, he and his family hid during the day and at night, but there were still people who wanted to give gifts, do you say that this can be blamed on the people who are officials, this is to blame the social atmosphere, in fact, everyone has their own helplessness. ”

Yuan Kai, who was sitting at the table in front of Zhu Zilong, had already quieted down and listened to their conversation silently. Hearing Mu Yan say this, she suddenly felt a sense of comfort.

In fact, Mu Yan has long felt that Zhu Zilong and Yuan Kai seem to have some contradictions these days. Mu Yan thought, since she said this, she would deepen it.

continued: "In fact, each of us should think about each other before doing things, think more about each other, respect each other, and respect each other. Perhaps, if there are rights and wrongs that have nothing to do with us, then we should not bear them. ”

Zhu Zilong was silent

"Mu Yan, what kind of person do you think Teacher Luo is?" Zhu Zilong seems to have many topics to discuss with Mu Yan, intentionally or unintentionally.

"He should be more introverted, although he seems to be more cheerful on the surface."

"I think so too." Zhu Zilong agreed with Mu Yan's statement: "We are really heroes and heroes!" ”

"What a hero knows a hero, I'm not a hero, and you're not a hero. I'm a little girl. Mu Yan suddenly said with some embarrassment

Zhu Zilong laughed twice and said, "Yes, yes!" ”

"What is your ideal?" Mu Yan asked.

"Singers, astronauts are fine." Zhu Zilong thought for a while and said seriously.

"It's so unrealistic, it seems that it will become your ideal for the rest of your life!"

The bell rings for the next night's self-study. Mu Yan suddenly wanted to change the habit of going in and out with Zhang Zijing. At this time, Mu Yan really wanted to walk quietly alone, she lowered her head and lied to Zhang Zijing, so she left first.

Mu Yan in the dark night is no longer Mu Yan sitting in the classroom. Her smile vanished with the night. Mu Yan slowed down her usual pace and found a way far away from the dormitory.

She couldn't figure out how many points she and Zhu Zilong's scores would be separated by a few points, she remembered that she would always cry when she was a child, but now she felt that she didn't even have the courage to cry, and she read in frustration: "

I don't know what the root cause is, where is the source. It's like flowing water, flowing into the universe helplessly. I don't know where the end is, and I don't want to stay, I feel like the wind blowing helplessly across the dunes. ”

The poem was first seen when she was in sixth grade, the age of thirst for knowledge, but the school library was not open. Mu Yan's homeroom teacher is a teacher who understands children very well.

He applied to the school many times, and finally helped the children borrow a batch of books, Mu Yan fell in love with these books, deeply immersed in them, and enjoyed the fun of swimming in words.

She didn't know how to appreciate the emotions of the protagonist at the time, and she didn't know how much she really understood them, but she liked one of the poems in particular, so she copied it into an excerpt book, and recited it incessantly, and she has never forgotten it to this day.

She walked over to the Morning Light Pavilion. Looking up, a pair of eyes met her, it was the eyes of Brother Moon, and she suddenly felt herself soaring into the air, flying into the distant starry sky, where she danced her own dance.

It seems that in that place, there is only a world for her, where there will be no restraints and troubles, and there will be no worries and fears.

Mu Yan thinks of herself as a girl who loves fantasy and escapism. When she was in her second year of junior high school, she had always fantasized about a big war. It's not that she doesn't love her homeland, her homeland, and she doesn't know that there will be blood in the war.

She just thinks that once there is a big war, students don't have to go to school anymore, and when the war stops after the high school entrance examination, it can directly enter high school and fantasize about it......

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The basin in the boys' dormitory was clanging.

Zhu Zilong shook his shampoo and sighed helplessly at the bottle.

"Use mine." Yuan Kai stretched out his shampoo bottle and looked at Zhu Zilong with expectant eyes.

Zhu Zilong glanced at Yuan Kai and took it with his hand.

Rinse his hair at the water pipe and say to Yuan Kai and Liao Tian, "Let's go to the playground and run two laps." ”

There were three boys running around on the playground. Let the wind blow through your ears, let the sweat run through your face.

The last three of them lay down on the playground at once.

"Let's see if you two still don't have me, I'll run." Zhu Zilong said proudly.

"Gee, it's been a long time since I've run so comfortably." Liao Tian said happily.

"Zhu Zilong, Liao Tian, we are still good brothers, right?" Yuan Kai asked.

"You said it?" Zhu Xiaolong neither admitted nor objected, but instead came up with a rhetorical question.

"Of course, we're good friends forever! Good brothers! Liao Tian put his hands on the shoulders of Zhu Zilong and Yuan Kai.

"I'll be out of here tomorrow." Yuan Kai said.

"Leave? Where to go? Liao Tian asked.

"Teacher Luo had already told me that it was impossible for me to pass the high school entrance examination, so my father transferred me to another school and re-enrolled for another year. I will be admitted to a good high school next year. Yuan Kai's language was a little sour.

The three of them were silent for a while, deep silence.

"We'll always be good friends, right?" Yuan Kai continued to ask, "Shall we meet in high school?" ”

After speaking, the three of them hugged each other tightly.

This night, it seems that the whole world has insomnia, Zhu Zilong has insomnia, Liao Tian has insomnia, and Yuan Kai has insomnia......

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The next morning, Mu Yan began to write poems again, and then read the poems she wrote repeatedly, sometimes she found that writing a poem seemed to be a kind of relaxation, and whenever she finished writing, there was a huge sense of achievement.

There is still more than a month before the high school entrance examination, and Mu Yan became a little nervous. She felt that time was getting shorter and shorter, urging her like a devil. But the more anxious she became, the less focused she became, so she had to pretend to open her mouth ————.

The morning self-study passed like this. Zhu Zilong turned his head to Mu Yan and said, "Are you so serious every day?" Mu Yan turned his head to look at Zhu Zilong and waited for the words below it, at this time he was not in the mood to say something happy.

"Do you know, Yuan Kai is leaving today." Zhu Zilong continued.

"Where are you going?" Mu Yan asked a little carelessly.

"He's going to transfer and repeat a grade."

Mu Yan didn't say anything, it felt that silence was the best answer. Her two big eyes stared blankly at the blackboard. Inadvertently added some sorrow.

The moment the ideological and moral teacher walked into the classroom, Mu Yan seemed to have a sense and quickly shifted her eyes to the books. The sound of reading in the classroom is as quiet as the buzzing of mosquitoes. A pen falling on the ground would have interrupted the sound.

The ideological and moral teacher walked to Mu Yan's table and paused for a while. Gently patted her desk with his hand, meaning to let her out. Mu Yan thought to herself, she was going to have an 'ideological education' again.

She walked out of the classroom under the puzzled eyes of her classmates. The teacher of ideology and morality also walked out. Put a piece of paper in front of Mu Yan's eyes and said, "Mu Yan, you go in and call these people to the office." ”

Mu Yan looked at the paper in the teacher's hand in confusion, and it was written prominently: "List of teachers to help." Then the names of the classmates were written, and Mu Yan looked at the names carefully.

It is eye-catching written Mu Yan, Liao Tian, Wu Xiong, Zhang Zijing, Chen Chen, Liu Can. Mu Yan silently memorized these names and walked to the classroom while remembering.

Suddenly there was a joy, a surprise and a sadness in her heart. She was happy because the politics teacher left the classroom as soon as she finished class, and there was no communication with all the classmates, and she always felt that the politics teacher didn't know her at all.

I was surprised because the teacher of thought and morality and she were talking for the first time except for a lecture, and there were forty or fifty students in the class. The political teacher only looked for her.

I was sad because the teacher was looking for her because of her grades.

She entered the classroom through the back door of the classroom, avoiding everyone's attention!! deliberately pulled Liao Tian's collar behind his back. Liao Tian turned his head, and Mu Yan smiled and gestured to let Liao Tian out.

After walking a few more steps, he patted the tables of Zhang Zijing, Chen Chen and Liu Can. By the way, he tugged at the back collar of Wu Xiong and pointed out the door. All of a sudden, the sound of reading in the classroom stopped, and when Mu Yan walked out of the classroom, the sound of reading gradually recovered.

The six of them went to the office next to the classroom.

"Do you know why I let you come?" A few people were still thinking about it, and Zhang Zijing spoke: "I don't know." ”

"Because I contracted the six of you." Teacher of thought and morality, said with some humor.

This made Mu Yan want to laugh a little, but she still managed to maintain a serious atmosphere.

"The ideology and politics of the six of you have been extremely bad in this examination, and I have been instructed to improve the political scores of several of you. Do you have faith in yourselves? ”

Zhang Zijing and Mu Yan replied together: "Yes." ”