【Chapter 15: Reflections】(1) To the sacred

When Tang Qingyou "hated iron but not steel" to Yang Miaoyan, Ni Huaner was also full of complex emotions for Fu Ping. And Fu Ping is even more to Ji Simian.

Fu Ping is very popular in the company, so no matter which department, no matter who it is, if there is a little gossip, Fu Ping can be the first to receive all the information. For example, Ji Simian has recently had a gossip spreading.

Ji Simian's English is good, and she has always been a benchmark foreign language expert in the unit, but Fu Ping confirmed the causal cycle of her "good spoken English because she lives with her foreigner boyfriend", and released it to all members.

Now, Ji Simian broke up with her foreigner boyfriend, and Fu Ping dug up the latest inside story: "Foreigners are afraid of marriage, Ji Simian is forced to get married, this is a tragedy!" ”

Even if Tang Qingyou was not interested in these gossips at all, he still knew a lot about it. Sometimes she has to think, things gather people in groups, does she really want to get along with a group of people with different views for a long time? But the frustration and refusal to admit defeat in her heart made her choose to persevere.

Fortunately, she is engaged in business-oriented work, and most of the time is not dealing with internal personnel, but communicating with the outside world, so although the pace of her life has slowed down, it has never stopped.

First of all, her mentor, Mr. Zhanhong, who has been retired for many years, suddenly cared about her one day and said, "I heard that your situation is not very good? ”

Tang Qingyou didn't know how to answer him, and asked rhetorically, "Why do you ask that?" ”

"Fei Dong said that he wanted to dig you up to their theater, but you refused."

Tang Qingyou thought for a while and said, "I just think that changing the soup doesn't require medicine, it's not necessary." Although she has always deliberately kept a distance from Fei Dong as a competitor, Fei Dong is a "senior brother" after all, and it is inevitable to meet at alumni reunions. Fei Dong just pulled her to chat privately at a party and invited her to go to Huayi Cinema, she thought Fei Dong was joking at first, but later Fei Dong mentioned it a few times, and even moved out Zhao Ying's name, saying that he had already said hello to him. TANG QINGYOU TOOK THIS OFFER SERIOUSLY AND REJECTED IT BLUNTLY.

As Tang Qingyou said to Zhanhong, Huayi and Nanbang, aren't the two major groups the same from the system to the performance business system? Tang Qingyou thinks that he can't mix up in the Nanshan Grand Theater, and he will encounter the same problem in Huayi. This made Fei Dong experience a lot of frustration: "Are you questioning my influence? ”

"Don't dare. How could I question Big Brother's influence? Tang Qingyou smiled, "I'm just embarrassed to use your influence to add points to myself." I can't do it! Unless, we have something to exchange for equivalent. ”

"You have really been with Tu Yiran for a long time, and you have become a complete businessman!" Fei Dong criticized, "Relationships, backgrounds, resources, whoever uses them well is whoever, where is there so much equivalent exchange?" ”

Tang Qingyou thought that a person like Fei Dong, who could mix well in a big organization, would think like this. She didn't expect that Zhanhong also thought so.

Zhanhong rarely called her to eat at home, and stayed in the hall to speak: "Qingyou, girl, don't be too strong in everything." Sometimes I feel that I have encountered a tricky problem, but in fact, it is mainly in a softer way, and it may be solved immediately. If you have to carry it to death, the problem will only get worse. ”

Tang Qingyou didn't have a clue, and smiled slightly: "Elder Zhan, please make it clear." ”

"The value of human existence begins with changing the environment. What can't be changed, adapt to it. If you can't adapt to it, give it up. Life is said to be long, and no one knows exactly what she is for her. But it's also short, decades pass in the blink of an eye, don't waste your youth and compete with others. ”

"You mean I'm competing with Tu Yiran?"

Zhan Hong shook his head: "Tu Yiran, I'm not familiar with it. Little girl, how is it that your memory is worse than that of an old man like me? I remember back then, in the face of love and dreams, you chose love. Zhan Lao personally mentioned that back then, Tang Qingyou couldn't help but feel concerned. Back then, she was coaxed by Tu Yiran into an internship at Yida Culture with a few words, and since then she has quit the Pingsheng Drama Club. At that time, from Fei Dong to the shadow boy to the instructor Zhanhong, they talked to her in turn, hoping to keep her, so that the pillars of Pingsheng Drama Club who had been trained with great difficulty could continue to stay in the literary and artistic circle for development...... In the end, they all came home. Tang Qingyou, a young female college student, did not regard theatrical performance as an option for career development, nor was she tempted by the halo of stardom, and sold herself directly to love, which was unexpected and incomprehensible to everyone. Even looking back many years later, Tang Qingyou still retains his love for literature and art, but he has no dream of stardom.

Seeing that Tang Qing was silent and silent, Zhan Hong continued to say to her: "I heard Fei Dong say that he wants you to go over to his side." Isn't that great? Your brothers and sisters have always had a common language and experience in cooperation, and they have done something meaningful together, which is good for each other, the unit, and the society, so why do you have to stay in the North and South Cinemas? That's not a good place. ”

"Zhan Lao, I don't like to hear what you say, it's not fair. As the second of the four major cinema chains in China, Huayi Cinema Line and the North and South Cinema Lines are in an equal relationship. If one party has a problem, the other party is the same. Tang Qingyou habitually sought his position in his position, and the Su of the food monarch took care of the king's worries, and subconsciously opened his mouth to maintain the image of the North and South cinema lines.

Zhanhong shook his head again: "Fei Dong is not a few years older than you, but he is too mature." Look at what you've been locked up by that boyfriend all these years, you don't know what to turn around! ”

Tang Qingyou joked: "Zhan Lao, you and Fei Dong are the pro-master and apprentice. I picked it up. ”

Mr. Zhanhong doesn't have a beard, otherwise he must have rubbed his beard and shook his head at her: "Do you still remember the three-character mantra I told you?" There are not many people in this world who can do it, and I am not asking you to do what I say, so you don't need to be yourself. ”

Tang Qingyou slowly evacuated with a smile on her face, she finally realized that the teacher was the one who knew her best after all, so she dug out the crux of her heart at once. ——A long time ago, when Tang Qingyou first joined the Pingsheng Drama Club, she had been taking Zhanhong's drama courses, and Zhanhong's drama and the values hidden in it directly affected Tang Qingyou's entire life. Tang Qingyou deeply remembered that when talking about "The Great Split Coffin", Zhan Hong selected a few "Zhuangzi" to give additional lectures by the way, and when analyzing the excerpts of "Zhuangzi • Wandering", he especially emphasized a sentence in it: "To man without self, God and man without merit, and saint without name." If a person can be "holy", he is basically not a mortal.

Perhaps it was at that time that Tang Qingyou's heart has always hidden an extraordinary self, without self, merit, and nameless. Tang Qingyou tried her best to get closer to that "most sacred" image, a little closer, but the voice of the world was always reminding her how naïve she was. And she has a natural advantage, no matter how difficult it is, she can't fall into the situation of exhaustion, so she always saves a little bit of hope for herself, which will never be extinguished.

"Zhan Lao, teacher, preaching and receiving karma to solve doubts. To me, you're a founder. I chose to believe, I followed, and I persevered. Hold on to the end of the road. Besides, no matter how difficult or illusory the faith you have passed on, it is not up to you to deny it personally! As a believer, I would have been disillusioned. I always have to experience injuries myself to really learn to face the gap between reality and dreams, don't I? ”

Zhan Hong was speechless. He felt that he might have really lived in vain in this life, so why did he boil the closed disciple into his mentor?

Zhan Hong personally said that Tang Qingyou, who was stubborn, was injured in his old face, and he couldn't think about it for a while, so he actually used his own son, who had been denied and suppressed for a long time, Zhan Peng, the new dean of the Art Academy of Tang Qingyou's alma mater.

Zhan Peng has never been treated by his father, but after receiving the task, he was happy for a long time, and called Tang Qingyou to come and mingle: "The old man has been very concerned about you recently, I heard that you can't listen to his suggestions?" Do you want to listen to my brother? ”

The dean of the Tangtang School of Communication surrendered himself as her senior brother, how could Tang Qingyou not sell his face: "I want to hear about it." ”

Zhanpeng has his own set: "The old man has been high all his life, and he will not be willing to deal with people and things that he does not approve." He opposes your continued stay in the North and South Cinemas, which is a choice that is in line with his values. But from my observer's point of view, it's not a question of staying or leaving, it's a question of how you turn reactive into proactive. If you have the initiative, resources in hand, and the right to speak, you will naturally have gains and development. ”

Sure enough, he was a dean-level figure, and every word he said made sense, but when they were strung together, Tang Qing was stunned and didn't understand: "Then, what do you think is the right to take the initiative?" ”

"Fei Dong is very right about one thing." Zhanpeng began to comment again: "Relationships, backgrounds, resources, whoever uses them well is whoever." At the moment, you don't lack anything, all you lack is the proactive thinking and fulfillment space to make good use of these. There is an old saying that if there are conditions, you must hurry up, and if there are no conditions, you must create conditions. ”

"How?" Tang Qingyou was a little dizzy when he heard Zhanpeng spin in circles.

Zhanpeng's professional theoretical ability is really high, but he didn't expect that the carefully prepared rhetoric would not work at all in his own "little junior sister", so he had to give up his professional thinking, take out the patience to communicate with ordinary people, and carefully guide Tang Qingyou: "In this way, start from the academic aspect." I recommend you to the dean of the School of Arts, and you used to be a lecturer, and you gave a few lectures on art management and sent a few papers. Use academic influence to communicate with your big leaders, go back and arrange a school-enterprise cooperation, and give your big leaders a title like honorary professor. And that's what happened next. ”

"Are you here, let me bribe the leader?" Tang Qingyou briefly summarized it and couldn't help but smile.

Zhanpeng's fresh smiling face suddenly couldn't hold back: "You kid, what did you say?" School-enterprise cooperation is common all over the world, this is something on the surface, what kind of bribery is it? ”

Tang Qingyou saw that Zhanpeng was showing signs of madness, and stuck out his tongue: "Okay, I lost my words." After thinking about it, he decided to live up to Zhanpeng's kindness: "I happen to be in charge of the art base work outside the theater performance system now, there are sections for public art popularization and vocational art training, and there is indeed a need to strengthen exchanges and cooperation between primary and secondary schools." I try my best? ”

Zhan Peng smiled like an old father.