What is called no comparison, no harm, this sentence is vividly displayed in Mu Yan at this moment.

As much as she told her that Qiao Hai had worked hard to change, she told her that she had thought deeply before she got married, and she might need to face such a scene in the future, but at this moment, her sensibility had made her world collapse.

Her mind is full of pictures of Qiao Hai's bad treatment of her, they have been together for so long, they got married, he just handed over all the money to his mother-in-law for safekeeping, in the final analysis, he was guarding against her, although she didn't care about the money, although she would not ask for a penny from his family by default from the beginning, but now that she thinks about it, there is a tingling in her heart, even if she didn't plan to ask for it, he didn't take the initiative to give it, and he also wanted to prevent her, he didn't think about it from her position at all, what a big little talk this is.

A woman's imagination is usually very strong, and she thinks that since she married him, he seems to have been of no help to her, both materially and spiritually, and that he is at the peak of his career, at least she has been silently with him, doing her best to help him out, even though they are just ordinary friends at that time. At least she's righteous enough.

Thinking of the scene where he helped Dandan carry her bag, if she hadn't run away, maybe he would never have thought of helping her carry her bag. Thinking that he always had a smile and talked and laughed at Dandan every time, but when he went home to her, he was tired and cherished like gold, and her whole person was very uncomfortable, he may never have spent his mind on her, although she didn't care about these before, but now that she thinks about it, she will still mind, and it will still hurt.

He is not a person who does not understand the amorous feelings, he has run many supermarkets just to buy a beef-flavored mooncake for Dandan, he has been attentive to a person, she has long been unwilling to mind the existence of Dandan, she knows that although Dandan does not exist, he will not be so meticulous to himself, Dandan's existence just allows her to clearly see the other side of him.

She was suddenly very confused, if their marriage had been so boring without ripples, would she still have the need to insist, if she used to rationally think that she did not account for the more likely conflicts, but now she is still caring?

She finally understood that no matter how rational she was, she was just a sensual woman after all, a woman who needed to be nourished by love, and she also had a strong desire for a man to care about her. She also needs a man who loves her, cherishes her, and treats her as a treasure. She also hopes that there is a man who can understand her and put his mind on her, and this person is definitely not Qiao Hai.

originally thought that their marriage would go their own way, and there would be no contradictions and conflicts, but now that I think about it, my thoughts at that time were too naïve, it turns out that she is still an accountant, and she will still be heartbroken.

Maybe she is not alone in the pain of this marriage, maybe Qiao Hai thinks the same way, why is he barely living with himself.

Thinking about it, she suddenly had an idea that she had never had before, she used to run away when she was unhappy, she would always run away from home, and at this moment she thought of ending this marriage as soon as possible, this marriage did not bring them what they needed, but made them both fall into loneliness.

She needs to live a ceremonial marriage with someone who loves her, when she was waiting for Zilong before, she has always fantasized about the marriage she wants, two people sweetly huddled in the quilt and talking at night, the scene where the two people are tired of being together on their days off, the scene where the two go out to travel together, Mu Yan and Jingjing are both people who love to travel, so she once fantasized about the scene of traveling around the world with Li Zilong.

However, in her actual marriage, the two of them have never gone far together, he didn't mention it, and she didn't force it. After all, there is an essential difference between her requirements for Zilong and those for him, and two people who are not in the same world may be a pain in one space. If she reluctantly went out to travel together, she couldn't imagine how it would end!

Mu Yan got home and washed and climbed into bed early, she was so chaotic at the moment, she needed to use sleep to stop thinking nonsense, sleep was a good solution for her, first of all, she didn't have to think about the headache, and secondly, she might find a solution to the problem when she woke up.

So when Mu Yan has nothing to do, when she wants to completely empty her brain, when she encounters a problem, she will choose to sleep. Almost every time I go to bed and wake up, those things are no longer a big deal.

It was late at night, and Qiao Hai also tiptoed on the bed, hugging her tightly from behind. Although there seemed to be no gap between them, Mu Yan could feel that their hearts were far away, as if there were several people blocking the gap in their embrace.

"You haven't spoken all night since you got in the car, what the hell are you thinking, what are you thinking about, huh?" Qiao Hai didn't care if she was asleep or not, so he asked directly.

Mu Yan heard it, and she didn't answer his question, because she didn't know what kind of attitude she should face him now.

She was really scared that their marriage would gradually die in the passage of time, and it would take no energy at all, and it would cost both of them to be exhausted, and it would be better to cut through the mess now than to regret it in the future.

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It was late at night, there was a faint light on the road, she saw a familiar back not far away, the back was at first two meters away from her, she quickened her pace, ready to catch up, but the back went farther and farther, she quickly chased forward, but she couldn't reach the back, when she was tired, she really didn't have the energy to chase, she had to stay in place helplessly, but the figure turned around......

Mu Yan suddenly woke up from the dream and realized that she was dreaming, she patted her head and tried to recall the dream just now, as if it was exactly the same as the dream in high school.

It was a dream that Li Zilong would have every time he left her, dreaming of his familiar back, constantly walking into the distance, this dream followed her to the university, and then rarely dreamed, but today I dreamed again, the only difference was that the back turned around, she tried hard to see the other party's face, but accidentally woke up, which made her extremely depressed.

Qiao Hai's even breathing sound came from beside her, and it seemed that every time she woke up from a nightmare, Qiao Hai was always in a state of deep sleep. Only the quiet night was with her, and there were occasional footsteps in the community, and she rested her head on her hands, as if this was the only way to give her a long-lost sense of security.

When he woke up the next day, Qiao Hai had already gone out. Mu Yan paced around the house and finally decided to go to Huacheng early.

She didn't know what kind of expression and mood to face Qiao Hai in the next few days, maybe he went out so early, and he didn't know how to face her.

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On the day she went to the airport, Qiao Hai drove her to see her off, and they were silent with each other, Qiao Haiken let her go, also because she said that the project over there in Huacheng had urgent matters to deal with, otherwise Qiao Hai's character would definitely not let her go.

The airport came and went with people seeing them off, some hugging each other, some holding hands. But the two of them glanced at each other silently, and Mu Yan turned around and prepared to leave. Qiao Hai suddenly pulled her hand from behind, and subconsciously forced, Mu Yan's whole body fell into his arms, and after a short hug, he let go: "Go over there and give me the video, huh?" ”

"Hmm." Mu Yan whispered yes.

Now Mu Yan needs space to stay alone, and she doesn't want any interference in her thinking.

On the afternoon of returning to Huacheng, Mu Yan ran directly to the office.

However, what was presented in front of her was a different scene, the three workstations of Donglin Group were all empty, and when she walked to the innermost, she only saw Han Xu and an unfamiliar face sitting at her workstation, and Zhu Chen didn't know where it was.

"Manager Mu, you're back." After Han Xu saw Mu Yan, he quickly got up and said.

And another unfamiliar face also stood up instantly: "Hello Manager Mu, I'm Director Zhu's assistant Sasha." ”

Mu Yan looked at her, her facial features were very exquisite, and she was dressed up very charmingly, but in terms of overall temperament, Mu Yan still felt that Han Xu was superior.

"Manager Mu, because you have been off for the past few days and there is nothing big about it, I didn't report the situation to you online." Han Xu saw that Mu Yan didn't speak for a long time, and hurriedly explained.

"Then you can report to me in detail about the recent situation." Mu Yan has a little atmosphere in her heart, and Han Chen should also say hello to him when she recruits an assistant, this is good, just cut it first and then play.

"Okay." Han Xu said.

"First of all, Director Zhu recruited his assistant Sasha, which was the first thing." Then he said again.

"The second big thing is that the east of the office has been forced to move to the room next to us, which is good, whether we are recruiting or all kinds of meetings in the future, we can hold them in the current office, and we don't have to worry about the company next door robbing our people......"

Mu Yan directly interrupted Han Xu: "Han Xu, tell me how Donglin Venture Capital went next door." ”

When Han Xu kicked Donglin Venture Capital out of the next office, there was a faint trace of worry in his heart.

She knew that Zhu Chen himself was very talented and cunning, maybe these things were just trivial to him. But he drove them away without informing them, which made Mu Yan feel very uncomfortable. There are joys and worries.

In the afternoon, Mu Yan left the office very early, and when she walked to the community, Mu Yan thought of Zhu Chen's approach, and suddenly had a headache, she walked to the chair in the community and sat down gently.