864, that's how selfish
After the seizure, the Yuan Shen is so weak that it is difficult to even live, how can he still be saved? The reason why he has been able to survive until now is still relying on Jian Bufan's secret technique.
The more Qingguangzi thought about it, the more desperate he became, and he looked at Lingyu, and his tone brought out more jealousy: "If the Lord is dead, if you want to kill me, you don't have to humiliate me!" â
Lingyu was not angry, she understood Qingguangzi's mood at this time, shame, despair, living in the shadows for hundreds of years, enough to torture him to a manic and perverted state.
"If you live like this, the primordial spirit will continue to weaken, and when the time comes, you won't even be able to reincarnate." Lingyu's tone was as calm as ever.
Qingguangzi laughed, with a mockery in his eyes: "Cheng Daoyou, why don't you say it directly, now I, even if I am reincarnated, I am still an incomplete person!" â
The true spirit is the foundation of the soul, and the reason why the seizure is poisonous is that it will directly erase the primordial spirit of the seizure body and make its true spirit annihilated. In this way, it is natural that you cannot be reincarnated.
Qingguangzi survived, but he experienced the primordial god of taking away, and he was too weak to make up for it. The true spirit is too weak, and after reincarnation, the spirit is not opened, which is equivalent to a wasted person.
And if it's not good, it may not even be able to reincarnate, and you can only continuously consume the power of the true spirit between heaven and earth, and eventually dissipate the formless.
This is the end of him, the ending that he knows but can't change.
Qingguangzi laughed miserably, did she really think that he was willing to be driven by Jian Bufan? If it is not impossible to think, why would he want to live like this? There is no hope, there is no future. Because he has no hope and no future in the first place!
Lingyu said lightly: "Then do you know that your lord himself only has half a true spirit?" â
Qingguangzi was stunned when he heard this. And then something came to mind. His eyes lit up suddenly.
"You...... Are you telling the truth? His voice trembled.
Lingyu nodded lightly: "It's true." His true spirit has already merged, and your dwelling place is also what he sued me. â
"Then I'm ......"
"He asked me to come here just to give you a way out."
Qingguangzi's gray and miserable face was distorted, he wanted to laugh, but this smile was more ugly than crying.
"I ...... Am I really saved? No, I don't believe it. You must be lying to me! How can I still be saved? The Yuan Shen has been damaged so far, who can save it? You must want to watch me down, watch me collapse, don't you? â
Listening to Qingguangzi's hoarse voice, roaring in anticipation and despair, Lingyu couldn't help but show sympathy.
He did not dare to hold out hope, lest he should despair even more. Qingguangzi is not a good person, but he is not a bad person, he is actually timid and cowardly, too timid to face the unknowable future. Too cowardly to fight for that glimmer of hope.
"Why should I lie to you? Why should your Lord deceive you? Lingyu's voice hid a sigh, "I'm just here to speak for him." According to what he said, you may still have a chance to live. â
She said the secret method mentioned by Fan Xianshu, and finally said: "This method has a seventy percent chance that you will be reincarnated as a normal person." After living the next life well, the true spirit will be nourished by the physical body, and perhaps it will be restored. Of course, there is still a 30% chance of failure, and it is up to you to do it or not, and from then on, you are free. If you don't want to be reincarnated, don't leave the Mingyuan, with your current situation, there is no place for you outside of the Mingyuan. â
With that, she turned around and walked out of the Yin Wind Tunnel, crisply and neatly.
Qingguangzi stood there dumbfounded, looking at her back, not knowing what to choose.
Xu Wei was waiting outside the cave mansion, saw her come out, and asked, "What's the matter?" â
Lingyu didn't say that she wanted to leave, but sat down beside him: "I told him the secret method of repairing the true spirit." â
Xu Yi nodded: "You plan to let him go." â
Lingyu smiled as if self-deprecatingly: "The higher your cultivation, the less you want to kill." He's just a wretched man. â
In fact, Fan Xianshu did not explicitly say how to deal with Qingguangzi, but put the decision in the hands of Lingyu.
If she wants, she can pass on the method of repairing the true spirit to Qingguangzi so that he can be reincarnated. In this way, it can be regarded as giving Jian Bufan a way to live and dissolving the cause and effect in himself.
If Lingyu is unwilling to let him go, then it doesn't matter, just kill him. Fan Xianshu is now in debt, and no matter how many karmic sins are placed on him, he doesn't feel how to - stepping out of the vicissitudes of life, he is already doomed to a bad future.
Lingyu chose to let Qingguangzi live, and it was also to eliminate part of Fan Xianshu's sinful karma. No matter how many Jian Bufan's thoughts he had, in her heart, he was still the immortal stone that Baishui Mountain relied on back then.
Moreover, she and Qingguangzi are also acquaintances, and to be honest, Qingguangzi didn't do anything excessive. He is just an ordinary person with a dark psychology, while creating a bold and righteous image in the hearts of others, and on the other hand, he can't help but do some shady things.
This kind of psychology may not even be aware of himself. When his brothers besieged him at the Tower of Babel, he probably really felt innocent. But what I did wasn't completely unintentional. He was unwilling to let his senior brother override him in his heart, and unconsciously snatched the favor of his master......
Human nature is really complicated, Lingyu has lived for six hundred years, and she doesn't dare to say that she knows it completely. She didn't feel pity for Qingguangzi, she just sympathized with him for living such a muddy life, no matter how bright his appearance was, it couldn't hide his dazed and dark heart. Perhaps, he also felt that his true face was hateful, right? So ashamed to see her.
The gloomy wind blew by his side, and there was a whining ghost cry.
Lingyu suddenly said: "From the reincarnation of heaven and earth, you don't seem to be quite right, is there something wrong?" â
Xu Ying's eyes moved, and he said softly, "I'm thinking about Ziying." â
Lingyu turned her head to look at him.
Xu Wei didn't meet her gaze, but looked at a certain place in Mingyuan: "I haven't been able to understand Ziying's Dao until I ...... in the reincarnation lock of heaven and earth."
Lingyu looked at him steadily, and his smile disappeared unconsciously: "What do you want to say?" â
Xu Wei lowered his head and covered his eyes: "Jian Bufan said that we will return one day, and the same thing, Ziying also said." I didn't believe it before, but ...... I'm really not sure if I will one day make the same choice as Jian Bufan. â
Ziying is the former self. their thoughts. It has a natural fit. Xu Wei recalled the brief period when he became Ziying. Only then did he realize that Ziying's Dao was so natural for him. At that moment, he seemed to be Ziying.
"You mean, I wonder if you're going to give up on me one day?"
After being quiet for a while, his low voice came: "I am so resolute now, I don't know if one day I will become Ziying, will I be so resolute?" I'm not even as frank as Jian Bufan, determined to veto my predecessor, but I don't have enough confidence...... Lingyu. If one day, we were faced with that situation, would you hate me? â
"Are you trying to find a way out for yourself?" Lingyu couldn't tell how she felt, perhaps, she didn't understand Xu Rui's mood. Because, Huaisu is not much different from her, while Ziying and Xu Wei have a fundamental conflict.
Look at Fan Xianshu, Jian Bufan is so powerful, he has lived in the shadow of his predecessor for hundreds of years. Knowing his savings, he didn't even dare to leak a word. If one day. What about the people in conflict becoming him and Ziying?
Xu Yi raised his head and met her eyes: "Lingyu, promise me one thing." â
"What?"
"If there is a day when I can't come back, you ...... Just let it go. â
"What did you say?"
Lingyu's voice became tense, and her expression changed subtly, and Xu Wei knew that she was angry. But he didn't retract the preface, and continued: "Zi Ying will not show mercy, he has spent millions of years, if he feels that you are an obstacle to his progression to a higher level, he will not hesitate to get rid of you!" â
"So what? If that day comes, should I accept it? â
"Don't you understand? Between me and Ziying, the avenues are fundamentally different, and there will be a fight in the future! If I win, if I lose......"
"Do you think I'll be afraid of him?"
"It's not a question of fear? It's ......" Xu Yi looked at her, there seemed to be a flash of light in his eyes, and his voice was low, "I hope you are well, whether I am here or not, you are fine." Live a sunny life, there is nothing that can hold you back......"
"Just like Waisu?"
Xu Wei nodded: "Just like Huaisu." â
In response to him, it was Lingyu's palm. There was also a sparkle in her eyes: "I'm not Huaisu!" Don't let me be Huaisu just because you might become Ziying! This is just an excuse for your cowardice, Cheng Lingyu is gone, it doesn't matter if you become Ziying, so you can be ashamed, isn't it? â
Xu Wei was silent, and after a long, long time, he said softly: "Yes." What I said before was an excuse, but in fact, I was selfish. If one day, I don't save zĂ i, I hope you don't save zĂ i either, so I can feel at ease. You don't smile at people, you don't think about someone day and night. As long as I think that one day you will look at Zi Ying like this, I want to destroy the Upper True Realm! â
When he said this, he completely let go. He said in a very relaxed tone, "I want you to stay with me, even if you disappear, you will disappear with me." â
After hundreds of years of life, he had never indulged himself so much as he did now. Indulge in your own selfishness and cowardice, and be honest with your own darkness. It's not good, it's not right, reason told him, but he didn't want to pay attention to it.
Listening to his words, Lingyu smiled: "Fool." â
Xu Yi looked at her steadily: "I don't like you to talk to others in this tone. â
"Fool!"
"I'm just so selfish, are you disappointed?"
"Fool!!" Lingyu pounced on him and hugged him hard, "What stupid things are you talking about?" When I think you want me to become Huaisu, I can't wait for Huaisu to disappear forever! Love, jealousy, greed, these have always existed, and you are not Ziying, why do you force yourself to give up? Love is so selfish, let yourself always face everything rationally and calmly, that's Ziying, not you! â
"So ......"
"So, face your selfishness calmly and let Ziying go to hell!"
If you are so arrogant, it is really Cheng Lingyu's style.
Xu Wei smiled lightly, those gloomy and unconsciously dispersed with the wind: "Okay, let Ziying go to hell!" Perhaps, this was the first step in his refusal to become Ziying.
In the wind tunnel, there was a slight vibration. A ghostly light flew out of the Yin Wind Tunnel, stopped in front of them, paused as if nodding, and flew into the depths of the abyss.
They entered the Yin Wind Tunnel, and Qingguangzi sat cross-legged in the corner, no longer breathless. A dark stone was placed in front of him, exuding an eerie aura.
In the end, Qingguangzi mustered up the courage and chose reincarnation.
And what about them? Although there are all kinds of hidden dangers in the future, and although they can't tell what twists and turns the future will have, at least, there is still light and hope. (To be continued......)
PS: Yesterday I wanted to take a nap, but when I woke up, it was already past ten o'clock, so I simply slept until dawn and got up to renew when I was full.
The plot of the upper part,That's almost the end of it.,There's still a small part of the end left.,There's not a few chapters left.ă The lower part will leave the Cangming Realm and go to the wider world.
Unknowingly, I have been writing for almost two years, and this book has never been interrupted for a long time, even if I ask for leave, I will make up for it the next day. In the last month, the burnout has been coming in, and I feel like I need to improve my condition.
So, after the end of the upper part, there will be a period of rest, and this period of time will not be too long, about a week to half a month, and then continue the story of the lower part. How long will it take, and the upper part will be notified when it is officially over.
Thank you for your continued support.