?“ Do you want me to cherish you? ”

I looked back at Fan Qingyu, and suddenly felt that I had been abandoned by this world, and my previous cognitions had disappeared, Xu Yang said before he died, cherish the people in front of me. Although those words were said to Ji Xiaoyun, I listened to them in my heart.

"What do you do, can I manage it? I'm not your Qianqian, you have never heard what you say, Qin Xiaofeng is actually not bad, to be honest, I also want a stable life, I want a man to rely on, but the premise is that the man wants to give me a sense of security, and I want to follow him to see the hope and see the future, so that I can give my body to him, you have always been like this, how can I still be stupid to hang myself on your tree, you have never listened to me, not once. Ӑ

Fan Qingyu was particularly serious today. She is less hypocritical than before, and it feels very real to me.

"You say, I'll listen."

I really regret it, I regret believing Xu Yang's words, I feel really unpleasant to be used, what Xu Yang did made me see through the ugliness of human nature, people are selfish, and he used me before he died in order to fulfill his mind.

"It's cold here, let's get in the car."

Fan whispered and took my hand, I immediately took her in my arms, picked her up and came to the back door of the car, opened the door and put her in the back seat, and then lowered her head to kiss her, she pushed me away and glared at me with a little anger and said, "Don't kiss me with the mouth that you have kissed another woman." I have a habit of cleanliness, don't touch me with your hands that have touched other women's bodies, I'm dirty. ”

Fan whispered coldly, she was obviously very unhappy, her jealous and angry appearance made me ignore her before the first time, and I never thought about her feelings.

"Okay, I won't touch you, you should dislike me, whoever made me have been ruined."

I leaned back in my seat and almost cried, I didn't cry because I was a man, and this kind of thing is terrible to cry about.

"Xu Yang is dead now, how are you going to be responsible for Ji Xiaoyun and her?"

Fan whispered and sat next to me. Keeping a distance of half a meter from me made me feel very uncomfortable.

"She said that if I forgot about the matter with her, I shouldn't be responsible, I really want to talk about it. ：。 I still want to make me responsible, isn't it important for us men to be the first time, women all shout that men and women are equal, but they shout too much, but they ignore the fairness of men. ”

Fan Qingyu frowned and said, "So Ji Xiaoyun still needs some face, since she said that you don't have to be responsible, you can forget about the matter with her, I'll take you back to take a bath and wash away the bad luck on that dirty woman." ”

Fan Qingyu finished speaking and got out of the car, she sat in the cab, started the car, we didn't talk much along the way, I took the initiative to talk to Fan Qingyu several times, but she refused with a reason that made me very depressed, he said that my mouth was full of the smell of that dirty woman, and I couldn't say too much.

The car stopped in the neighborhood where Fan Qingyu lived. At this time, the community was very quiet, I had been here once before, so I was quite familiar with this place, so I followed Fan Qingyu upstairs.

After opening the door, Fan whispered to me to hurry up and take a shower, and asked me to wash it a few more times, she threw the coat I took off into the trash can, and I could see how disgusting Ji Xiaoyun was.

When I came to the bathroom, I took a cold shower, thinking to myself that this was a kind of torture, and the cold water washed over my body, washing my body like a piece of ice.

Thinking about the matter between me and Ji Xiaoyun before, I feel unhappy and aggrieved, this kind of thing should be carried out if you are willing to do it.

"Damn, why is this happening, I didn't like her before, I even dreamed of her, but God played such a joke on me."

Just as I was scolding the street, there was a knock on the door outside, and I whispered, "What's wrong?" ”

"Give you new pajamas and throw all your clothes in the trash."

Listening to Fan's angry voice, I felt that she was just like my wife, a wife who caught J in bed, but was generous and conniving, thinking of this, my heart felt warm.

Did Whisper really have real feelings for me, and when I thought of how she took care of me during that time in the hospital, I suddenly realized.

I opened the door a crack, took the clothes and grabbed her hand, she snorted and shook my hand away: "Wash clean is touching me." ”

When I heard that, I hummed like a child doing something wrong, and closed the door. Jin Tu just now.

I washed my body several times with soap and shower gel, and after washing it up, I changed into new clothes, and I felt much cleaner.

"It seems that I really made Whisper angry, and I will find a way to make her happy."

I pushed open the door and came to the room wearing slippers, Fan Qingyu was sitting on the sofa watching TV in a silver jumpsuit, her skirt was very short, and all could see her snow-white long legs.

I haven't seen her for such a long time, her long legs seem to have grown a lot, and her figure is very mature, especially the curve, which is already a standard S-curve.

"I really regret going up, if I didn't know anything, I wouldn't be so blocked, it's not good who you slept with, it's that dirty woman, the person I look down on the most is Ji Xiaoyun, she is a stupid person, she looks average, she always causes trouble for you, I don't need her to be strong somewhere, I'm not convinced."

Fan whispered and lit a cigarette, her eyes were a little red, looking at the cigarette butts in the ashtray, I knew I couldn't let her smoke anymore, I sat next to her and grabbed her hand.

"Don't stop me, let me finish the last one."

Fan whispered leaning on my arms, looking at the ceiling in frustration, I didn't stop her, just watched her finish her last cigarette, she snorted after smoking, clenched her fist and punched me hard in the chest, pointing to the gauze on the table: "Bandage the wound yourself, I'll go take a bath, help me warm the bed." ”

I patted Fan Qingyu's long legs, and said with a smile: "Well, from now on, as long as you say, I will listen, don't be sad in the whisper, okay, in fact, I feel uncomfortable, if I were a woman, I would have cried by now." ”

"Poof"

Fan whispered and laughed: "You guy, I feel uncomfortable when you always say such funny things, but I will find a way to release the pressure, and I will treat you as a princess who doesn't cost money, so that I feel much more comfortable." ”

I can't cry or laugh, it seems that what women care about most is men's mental derailment, and they don't seem to care much about their physical needs, but what I don't understand is why Fan Qingyu can accommodate Qianqian, or Xiaoyou, but she can't accommodate Ji Xiaoyun.

Soon I figured it out, the reason is very simple, Ji Xiaoyun doesn't love me, so this is the key to her anger, and this really makes her very aggrieved.

Fan whispered and ran to the bathroom barefoot, and I sat on the sofa and watched her cartoons, which I have seen many times and cats and mice, which are very effective in relieving stress.

I was a little tired after bandaging the wound, and just wanted to lie down, I saw a book under the coffee table, no, it should be an autobiography, and there were a few beautiful brush words written on the book cover, and the smartest girl Fan whispered.

I opened this book and read it carefully, it is all recorded when Fan Qingyu was a child, and there are even photos of her when she was a child, which records her youth scatteredly.

When she was very young, Fan Qingyu knew that you have to learn to cry when you are beaten, so that others will not beat you, and when others give you candy, it may be purposeful, it records that when she was nine years old, she was stunned by a middle-aged man with a lollipop, and she was almost ruined, but fortunately, she was seen by a girl in the community at that time and called the police.

She has been really full of ups and downs in the past ten years, I only read half of it, and I feel that she is pitiful enough, I closed the book and sighed.

"Why don't you look at it?"

Fan Qingyu sat on the opposite side of the sofa and smiled at me, I looked at her and shook my head and said, "I can't stand it anymore, why is your life so bitter?" ”

"God is fair, he gave me such a good skin, and naturally asked me to suffer more, so I never complained about anything, even in the face of great difficulties, I will persevere and live."

Looking at Fan's whispering appearance, she didn't seem to be sad anymore, and she didn't expect her to adjust her emotions so quickly.

"That's right, you look like a goblin, you won't be the reincarnation of Daji, right?"

Fan whispered and licked her mouth and said, "That's right, I am, why do you want to accept me?" It's up to you to see if you have the ability, I'm hungry, help me cook some instant noodles to eat, and I'll go to bed to help you warm the bed. ”

"Uh."

I ran to the kitchen in my slippers, took two bags of instant noodles, boiled two eggs, and when I finished cooking, Fan Qingyu was already lying on the bed and fell asleep, I put the bowl of instant noodles on the bedside table and gently patted Fan Qingyu on the shoulder.

Fan whispered and rubbed his eyes and snorted, opened one eye and looked at me and said, "I don't want to move, can you feed me noodles?" ”

"Open your mouth."

I squatted on the edge of the bed, holding chopsticks and carefully picking up the noodles, Fan squinted her eyes and opened her small mouth, this scene looked so cute, and it was funny to send a few noodles to her moist and sexy little mouth at once.

The girl is the most beautiful when she is hazy, I feed Fan softly little by little, and she cooperates with me quite tacitly.

"I want soup."

Fan looked at me with a pout, I stood up with a smile and said, "You wait a minute, I'll give you that spoon." ”

"No, people just want to drink soup now."

Fan whispered and twisted her soft body like a swimming snake, and I frowned a little embarrassedly and said, "But I don't have anything to feed you soup?" ”

"You can use your mouth, stupid."

Fan Qingyu sat on the bed and scratched her hair, she stretched out her hand and said, "Okay, I'll not joke with you, I'll drink the soup myself, I don't want to kiss you now, I want to kiss me and see how you behave." ”