Chapter 33: You Can't Let Him Go?
"It's infuriating! Huo Yize, this damn bastard, how can he beat you? Which onion is he? Tong Mai was so angry that he had the urge to punch Huo Yize a few times.
However, she is also very bad and dare not pick it, after all, she doesn't want to mess with him anymore! Otherwise, he must have thought that he was trying to get his attention again......
Actually, she doesn't have so much leisure to play with him about these things, okay?
"You too! What people are not good to date! I have to ask Yin Yuqi and Huo Yize to come! Later...... With them present, don't look for me! "If something like this happens in the future, she won't give face like she did today! Tong Mai couldn't help but complain about Li Xianning, but his words were very polite.
"I'm sorry this time...... I didn't handle it well. So, should I play right? Don't be angry! Don't dare next time. β
Li Xianning's face was full of sincerity, his words and deeds always made Tong Mai lose her temper, as if as long as she continued to lose her temper, it would seem that she was extremely unreasonable!
"Alright! Never mind! Tong Mai seemed a little reluctant in his words, and looked at his watch, "It's noon, where are we going to finalize lunch?" "When it comes to a treat, she won't be stingy.
Now Li Xianning was not in the mood to think about lunch, so he choked Tong Mai's hand with a solemn expression, and his expression was too serious, which was undoubtedly putting a lot of pressure on Tong Mai.
"You...... Do you have anything to say to me? She swallowed...... and looked at Li Xianning with some defensiveness.
"Yes, I have a lot to say to you. Including, I will ask Huo Yize and Yuqi to play tennis together, I have only one purpose...... That'......" he wanted to tell her that he really liked her.
Tong Mai seemed to realize what Li Xianning was going to say, and she immediately stopped, "Xiao A, I suddenly remembered something, and I will invite you to dinner next time......"
"Wheat, don't you run away, okay? I know you love Huo Yize! But he's your sister's fiancΓ©! Soon, he will be your brother-in-law...... You and him have no results, why are you obsessed? If I say something you like today, you will think that I am abrupt and reckless! But we've known each other for a long time, haven't we? I've always liked you, both good and bad. Can't you give me a chance? β
The words suppressed in Li Xianning's heart finally poured out with relief at this moment, he didn't want to put pressure on Tong Mai, but he had to make Tong Mai sober up and recognize the facts, she and Huo Yize were out of play!
Indeed, she seems to be fine with Huo Yize on the surface, and it seems that she has completely broken off the relationship, and she is even more happy, as if nothing happened, the more this is the case, the more Li Xianning can feel the bitterness and sourness in her heart......
"Little A, we've known each other for a long time, but do you think you know me? Do I know you? We don't know each other, and it seems too superficial to say whether we like these things or not. I know very well whether Huo Yize and I have any results, but I will not have results with you either. We can be very good friends, but definitely not as a couple. β
Little A...... I'm sorry.
Tong Mai was apologizing in his heart, saying these words would inevitably make Li Xianning very sad. But it's better to be sad for a while than to be sad for a lifetime......
A woman like her, when she is lonely and panicked, she sleeps with others indiscriminately and puts herself in, which is not worthy of a clean and pure Li Xianning at all. She didn't want to hurt him!
"Don't understand, we can give each other time to get to know each other, why reject me so quickly? Even if you reject me today, I won't give up, Tong Mai...... I can tell you very clearly, I can't let go of you, you are the woman I identify! Even if you still have Huo Yize in your heart now, I am sure that from now on, I will ...... You'll only have me in your heart, but, I ask you to give me a chance now, and don't treat me as a friend! β
Li Xianning's brows were tightly pressed together, and in the face of Tong Mai's resistance, his chest was full of pain.
And his words put a lot of pressure on Tong Mai, she had already made a mistake once, mistakenly gave her heart to Huo Yize, and caused her deep pain! Even if she and Xiao A are really in love, the result will end up in the end......
The rich second generation, the family of the wealthy...... These people, she can't afford to provoke, and it's not something she can hope for.
"Little A...... I'm sorry, I can't treat you like a couple! We're still friends, if you will; If you insist on your opinion, then I'm afraid we won't even have to be friends. β
Yes, that's it! Don't involve Li Xianning in them again......
He is such a shining and noble man, and he should have a virtuous woman like Yin Yuqi to match him.
"You don't accept me because you can't let go of Huo Yize, right? You love him, so you are still vaguely expecting him to turn back, he will leave Yin Yuqi behind and be with you desperately? When Li Xianning said this, he couldn't help but feel a little funny.
If Huo Yize was such an irrational person, he would have been with her a long time ago, so why wait until this time? It was because Huo Yize was too rational and knew too well what he wanted that he would give up Tong Mai even if his heart hurts......
But he is different, he only knows that love is love, regardless of identity and status, and even regardless of the fact that she was once Huo Yize's woman...... These things, all aside, he just wants her, and he simply wants to be with her......
"I don't accept you, it has nothing to do with Huo Yize! We can chat intimately and ramble on the Internet, but everyone knows very well that you and I can't do it! I'm too far away from you, too far apart. It's like we're separated by mountains...... We have to go over mountains and mountains, and after going through countless levels, we don't know if we can be together, and even if we do, maybe we are tired. I don't want to make myself so tired! You'll just think I'm selfish. β
Vigorous love ...... Maybe not for her at all. She looks strong and brave, but in fact she is so fragile that she can no longer bear to be belittled and looked down upon......
It's like Huo Yize's parents...... There is contempt for her in every word and deed.
Mrs. Huo likes her more, regardless of her identity, because she likes her, and although Mrs. Huo doesn't seem to be close to her, she actually has the kindness and kindness that belongs to the old man in her heart, but others are different...... Not a charity, there is no obligation and responsibility to sympathize with any person! She doesn't need others to sympathize with her, other people's sympathy will only make her more miserable!
"Wheat, you answer me head-on! Can't you let go of Huo Yize? Li Xianning insisted on asking, as if he felt that what Tong Mai said was an excuse.
"It's not." The two words are a bit cold, but they also seem to have wisps of weakness.
There is a gap between her and Li Xianning, this is a fact, but ...... She couldn't let go of Huo Yize in her heart, which was also an important reason. When he didn't let go of Huo Yize, it was too unfair to him to be with Li Xianning......
"Wheat, you look me in the eye and answer me." Li Xianning can't seem to accept Tong Mai's rejection of him, the tacit understanding and relationship he has cultivated over the past two years...... He really can't replace Huo Yize a little?
It doesn't even matter if it's a substitute! As long as she's willing to give him a chance!
"Enough, little A! I think my words...... It's already been made clear! Keep talking, it will only make you and me more sad! If you can't meet me as a friend, then ...... During this time, we will not meet for the time being. Tong Mai obviously wanted to break up the relationship with Li Xianning.
After speaking, Tong Mai broke free of his hand and forcibly left......
Li Xianning stared at Tong Mai's back, his heart was tearing apart, her every word was like a heavy rock on his body, and his breath was full of condensation, "Where am I not as good as Huo Yize?" β
If it really can't be compared, it is probably that Huo Yize is luckier than him and contacted Tong Mai himself earlier than him, but they have known each other on the Internet for a long time?
Rejecting Li Xianning and hurting him is not what Tong Mai wants to do, he is a good person, just because he is good, she can't agree to him as she wants!
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As a resident singer at AMAX, Tong Mai has gradually become accustomed to everything here.
Occasionally, a few troublesome bastards would show up, but Amax kept their promise to protect her. It's just that it doesn't seem like it's the job and life she wants......
Ding Haolei, who originally came to AAX with his friends to drink, stared at the person in the center of the stage for a long time, looked at it for a long time, and was suspicious, as if he was not sure that it was Tong Mai.
When Tong Mai stepped down and walked into the lounge, he stopped him, "Miss Tong, is it really you?" Now at close range, Ding Haolei is 100% sure that she is Tong Mai.
When Tong Mai saw Ding Haolei, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, a little surprised, but not too surprised, rich people...... I like clubbing, it's normal.
"Is there something wrong?" Ding Haolei is Huo Yize's friend, since he is his friend, then he is her enemy, her tone is very cold, and a trace of impatience flashes in her eyes.
Ding Haolei noticed that the dress on her body belonged to the sexy style in the bar, and he boldly guessed, "Miss Tong, are you working here?" β
"Why not? Are you going to make such a fuss? "She's just a resident singer, and the bastard is too stunned.
"No...... It's not ......"
Ding Haolei was a little nervous, in fact, Ding Haolei knew very well that as long as Huo Yize blocked her for a day, she wanted to find a very legitimate job in the business world...... The probability is almost negative.
"Unaccompanied." Tong Mai didn't want to say anything to him, but he was still unusually indifferent.
"Wait...... Miss Tong, don't be in a hurry. You...... You don't have to sing here...... As long as you compromise with Yize a little, you can find a normal job......" Ding Haolei's face had sympathy for Tong Mai, not realizing that he was exposed.
Even if it's just singing in a bar, it's certainly not good to have a reputation when you say it.
When Tong Mai heard this, his footsteps stopped, "What do you mean by that?" She smelled a little unusual, half-narrowed her eyes, and stared at Ding Haolei......