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Li Haonan didn't know what was going on with him, obviously he was not a pervert, and it was normal to treat other 'women', but as soon as he arrived in front of Gu Xiaobei, he seemed to be a few steps away from being perverted, and sometimes he was even more perverted than a pervert.

He enjoyed the wonderful high that Gu Xiaobei brought him again and again.' tide', devoted himself to the impeccable 'passion', and didn't notice at all that under his strong movements, a pair of big eyes with tears looked at him aggrieved and resentful.

Gu Xiaobei slowly closed her eyes, she didn't dare to ask that question anymore, because she loved him......

The next day was a 'cloudy' rainy day, Gu Xiaobei didn't wait to get up, she heard Li Haonan's mobile phone buzzing, she closed her eyes, but her brain was instantly awake, and she felt that the 'bed' next to her sank slightly, Li Haonan quickly got up, took the phone and went out.

When Li Haonan came back, Gu Xiaobei was sitting on the 'bed' in a daze, looking at the large strawberry field that he had forcibly planted by himself in front of her neck and 'chest', he was in a good mood and bowed his head and kissed her face, "Little baby, why are you in a daze?" ”

Gu Xiaobei turned around and hugged Li Haonan's waist, because she was a little afraid of the hideous wolf head in front of his 'chest', she rubbed the skin in front of his 'chest' back and forth with the back of her head, "Haonan, it's always raining here recently, and the weather is always 'overcast' and gloomy, I feel bored, why don't we take our children abroad for the New Year!" Li Haonan made this request a few days ago, but now Gu Xiaobei is no longer sure, at the moment when Anya is just pregnant, can he leave Anya behind and take himself and his son abroad for the New Year.

Looking at Gu Xiaobei, who was well-behaved and submissive in his arms, Li Haonan really wanted to agree without hesitation, but then he thought of Anya and Ruan Wenzheng, he sighed in his heart, and 'rubbed' Gu Xiaobei's hair with his hand, "Good girl, I've been sick for so long, the company has a bunch of things waiting for me to deal with, I can't leave for the time being, will it be good in a few days, I will accompany you wherever you want to go then!" ”

"Okay." In front of Gu Xiaobei's 'chest', there was a place called the heart, and he felt cold.

The two of them had breakfast, and the rain outside was getting bigger, and there was no intention of stopping, Gu Xiaobei pulled Li Haonan and begged softly, saying: "Dad, it's raining outside, and you can't go anywhere, it's better for us to watch the disc together at home, or I'll play chess with you!" ”

Li Haonan looked at the scenery outside the window was hazy in a cloud of moisture, and the raindrops continued to fall on the carved 'flower' railing outside the house, he was reluctant to go out of the house, and wanted to stay at home and accompany his rare and gentle little wife, but Ruan Zhiming's panicked voice on the phone made him unable to leave the two enemies alone, he gently coaxed Gu Xiaobei, "Baby, not today, there is really something in the company, I promise you, I will come back to accompany you as soon as possible." ”

Gu Xiaobei is not good at acting, so long of continuous disguise made her a little about to collapse, she turned her head sideways and saw Xiao Liyi running out, pretending to hold the child, turned around and ran, forcing herself to laugh: "You go to the company, I'll stay at home with my son." ”

Li Haonan watched their mother and son chasing and playing in the house, the corners of his mouth slowly rose, and he 'revealed' an obvious sincere smile.

Watching Li Haonan's car leave from the villa, Gu Xiaobei put on his coat and went out of the 'door' to recruit a driver from his own house, and followed out of the 'door' in the car, she knew the villa community where Anya lived, she pretended to go to the shopping mall over there to buy something, and asked the driver to take a detour.

Li Haonan is really lying to himself!

Gu Xiaobei's 'chest' seemed to have been hammered by something, and the painful feeling was piercing, she began to shiver, all she wanted was a smooth and peaceful marriage, she didn't want to fight with Li Haonan every day, nor did she want to fight with any 'woman', let alone take her son to compete with another 'female' son in the future for Li Haonan's huge family property.

Gu Xiaobei pretended to go to the shopping mall near Anya's house and took a turn, sitting by the window of the coffee house, looking at the silent rain outside the window, she found that her palms were all cold sweat, she kept thinking, kept thinking, she knew that she couldn't show too much displeasure and resentment now, Anya and Li Haonan were together during her divorce from Li Haonan, their children's existence was reasonable, she had no position to interfere and resist, and Anya saved Li Yi's life...... A thousand and ten thousand reasons, piled up into one can't!

She felt that her brain was 'messy', and intuitively, she felt that her current state was very bad, she knew that she had suffered from 'spirit' mental illness, had been forcibly hypnotized, had suffered from depression, and knew that her current 'spirit' ability to resist pressure was very poor.

I don't know if it's because the weather outside is too cold, or if my heart is even colder, Gu Xiaobei walked out of the mall with the toys she bought for Li Yi a little trembling, and she asked the driver to drive home quickly.

After arriving home, she endured dizziness, ran upstairs in a few steps, and rummaged through the cabinets to find out the anti-depression 'medicine' prescribed by the doctor when she was abroad, this 'medicine' was still prescribed by Wu Mo at the beginning, and it had the effect of stinging 'stimulating' people's nerves, and she had eaten it secretly when she first returned to China, and she knew that this 'medicine' was extremely harmful to people's bodies, so she didn't use it when she was in such a bad mood in B City.

She arrived at a cup of warm water and hurriedly put the 'medicine' into her mouth, she couldn't use her body to drag Li Haonan down, nor could she embarrass Li Haonan because of her depression, that child was innocent, even if the child was not her own, but it was still Li Haonan's child, thinking that Li Haonan looked at herself with anticipation on her face, and begged that she wanted a little 'girl'......

The rain outside the window was still dripping, and there was moisture everywhere, Gu Xiaobei smiled miserably, this child, whether it is a man or a 'woman', Li Haonan will like it!

After taking the 'medicine', Gu Xiaobei collapsed on the 'bed' without taking off her clothes, she was so sad that she actually hated Li Haonan in her heart, hated Anya, and hated herself even more, but what was wrong with Li Haonan? What's wrong with Anya? What's wrong with you?

Gradually, the 'medicine' came up, she felt that her mood was a lot calmer, she went downstairs to see that Li Haonan still hadn't come back, the maid came to call her to eat, and the six 'fine' dishes were all she liked to eat, but she just simply ate a few bites of food, in addition to being in a bad mood, this lack of appetite was also one of the side effects of antidepressant 'medicine'.

After lunch, Li Yi went to sleep, Gu Xiaobei sat in the empty room for a while, and she asked the driver to drive her to the hospital.

Gu Qingbei's ward was quiet, Gu Xiaobei probed in, and saw that her sister was asleep, and the nurse was also lying on the table on the side and napping, she walked in lightly, standing on the side of the 'bed', looking at Gu Qingbei, who was thin and had taken off her image, in the past, a face like a 'flower', but now only the curly long fan-like eyelashes are reminiscent.

She slowly sat on the chair next to Gu Qingbei's bed, carefully stroked her sister's skinny hand, tears slowly flowed down, in fact, in some sense, my sister is a more pitiful person than her, this half of her life, she has tried her best and has never been treated sincerely by others.

Gu Xiaobei was lying on the side of Gu Qingbei's 'bed', she made up her mind, she still had to do a match, if Li Haonan couldn't find a suitable kidney source, she would give her sister a kidney.

Coming out of the hospital, Gu Xiaobei called Li Haonan and asked him if he wanted to eat together, the phone was so noisy and abnormal, listening to Li Haonan seemed to be **, he said that he couldn't eat together, and some friends invited him to eat because he was discharged from the hospital, and they were all people on the road, so he didn't let her go.

Gu Xiaobei was originally full of grievances and grievances, and when she heard Li Haonan's words, she was even more disappointed and sad, she wanted to go out with Chen Shuang, but maybe it was a cold wind blowing on a rainy day, and she had a headache, so she chose to go home and sleep.

When she slept until midnight, she felt that Li Haonan was back in the 'fog', 'fog', 'meng', 'meng', just entered the house, and vaguely heard his mobile phone ringing again, Li Haonan went out again, she lay on the 'bed' and hesitated, climbed up the 'bed' and walked towards the 'door'.

The long 'hairy' carpet on the ground fell silently, and Li Haonan could be seen standing in the halo of the corridor between the half-open 'doors', perhaps because of the drinking, his face was without the 'shrewdness' and indifference of the past, his expression was very gentle, and there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, and he whispered: "It's okay, don't make a fuss...... It's okay if you don't eat now, and Shinokita always vomited at that time...... Well, I'll go over tomorrow morning, and we'll have to go to the hospital for a check-up......"

What kind of depression does Gu Xiaobei need to suppress the desire to go out directly and 'smoke' his mobile phone, arrogantly fall to the side, or, directly grab the mobile phone and scold Anya on the other side!

No! She can't! She stood there and listened blankly for a while, then turned her head and walked back, lying on the 'bed' with her eyes wide open, do you have to be like this all your life, sharing a husband with other 'women', and letting other people's children share Li Haonan's fatherly love with Li Yi.

After a long while, Li Haonan walked in again, went to take a bath, and then carefully lay down beside her, Gu Xiaobei lay with his back to him, he didn't care, he hugged her like a pillow, and soon fell asleep.

Gu Xiaobei looked out the window with his eyes open, and ...... for a long time She closed her eyes, a tear sliding from the corner of her eye.

The next morning, Gu Xiaobei saw Li Haonan hurriedly going out of the 'door', and she also went out of the 'door', Li Haonan was busy in the past two days, and she didn't have time to care about her, she went to another big hospital in the city, bought a bouquet of 'flowers' at the 'door', pretended to visit the patient, threw off the two bodyguards who followed her far behind, and went inside to do the most comprehensive examination of the kidneys.

The process of inspection was long and tedious, she stood at the window on the second floor and looked down, and saw her husband and Anya walking out of the big 'door' of the hospital surrounded by everyone, and the group was walking in the direction of the parking lot.

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