In the strong smell of disinfectant water, Ye Shucheng was in a trance for a moment.

He heard a soft sob, Su Nian was crying, although the voice was small, but the tears spread on the white sheets.

It's not that he hasn't heard a woman confess to him, either bluntly or shyly and timidly......

But none of them have an impact like the current one.

He couldn't tell what it felt, there seemed to be some joy, but when he heard her choked voice, he felt heartache, he let go of her hand, touched her face, his fingertips were stained with her tears, his eyebrows frowned, he lowered his head again, and his lips rubbed slowly against her cheek.

Her body tensed, he tasted the astringency of tears in the corners of her eyes, and the kissing movements were softer and full of love.

She closed her eyes tightly, she didn't like him kissing her like this, not contaminated with emotion, lust, but full of emotions, this kind of kiss would give her the illusion that she was loved.

After a long time, he spoke, and his voice was difficult.

…… Don't cry. ”

The sobbing voice was lowered, and her out-of-control emotions slowly calmed down, but her face was still awkwardly turned away, not looking at him, he continued: "I have always been lazy to spend time on women, I have always felt that there will be no woman worth my trouble, and there will be no woman who makes me want to live with each other for the rest of my life, so I think it doesn't matter who I marry." ”

She waited for a long time to say this, turned her face, raised her hand against his chest, and tried to get out of his arms, but he grabbed and pressed his heart.

No matter who I'm with, I've always felt like I'm still alone. So I don't care who the woman around me is. ”

It was the first time he had spoken his mind to him so bluntly, but it wasn't a good start, and she had a vague premonition of what he was going to say.

Jinghe is kind to me, I have always told myself that as long as I find her, I will do my best to take care of her, give her happiness, I will give her what she wants, I once broke my trust with her, and I can never break my promise in this life. ”

Through the thin clothes, she could feel his body temperature in her palm, but her words were as cold as her heart.

He was rejecting her.

Very roundabout and tactful language. But......

He said: "If I had met you earlier, maybe I wouldn't have been so hasty in this matter, maybe I would have taken some time to think about who I would have been with and what kind of life would have been different." ”

He said, "But, it's too late." ”

She looked at him quietly, expressionless, no tears.

His tone sounded regretful.

However, it is only a pity.

Men will make many excuses, but no matter how many excuses they have, there is only one.

- Not loved.

It doesn't matter what reason he is with Xu Jinghe for, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if he loves Xu Jinghe or not. The important thing is that he made this decision, and he chose Xu Jinghe.

He still looked at her with his head bowed slightly, she was too quiet, and the silence frightened him.

The two of them confronted each other silently for a long time before she reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth and showed a smile, "Mr. Ye, can you let me do it?" I want to go wash up. ”

There were still obvious tears on her face, the smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes, his heart seemed to be grabbed tightly, he thought it would be good to make it clear, no.

Her laughter was more heart-wrenching than when she cried.

Su Nian ......"

Get out of the way, okay? Her tone was very calm, "I listen to you, I'm not going to work today, I listen to you for everything, I don't force you, I'll get out when you let me go." ”

He felt as if his heart had been bullied by someone, and it hurt bloodily, "Don't be like this." ”

So what am I going to do? She also smiled, "You tell me, what a lover should do, how to act, I listen to you." ”

……”

He was completely speechless, and rarely was provoked by words to the point that he had nothing to say, at this moment, she was lying under him, her posture was weak, but the stubbornness in her eyes did not give in at all.

Seeing that he was silent. She was quiet for a few seconds and said, "What are you looking for me for?" ”

He was stunned.

Because I just got out of bed with no skin and no face, because I'm this kind of cheap woman, don't be in vain, send it to the door, right? ”

Su Nian you-"

Before he finished speaking, her hand was grabbed by her and placed on her chest, "You want me not to do this for this?" Then let's do it until you get tired of it. ”

Her hand had begun to zip up her skirt as she spoke, and his palm fit her soft curves, but there was no thought in his heart, only a completely unfamiliar tingling, he took his hand back, and got out of bed without her.

He clenched his fists tightly, walked to the window and folded back, still unable to think of what to say.

He told her not to push him, but now she was pushing harder, and he could barely breathe.

Her posture is a must-have word.

He can't give any accurate words, at least not now, she can't take care of herself at all now, where can she live alone? He couldn't think about it, not to mention that she had just confessed to him, he thought that even if they couldn't be together in the future, at least for now, for a short time, he still had time to be good to her, he didn't want the memories between the two to be all these painful fragments, he didn't want to find out in the end that all he gave her was harm, but she made him helpless.

Su Nian slowly sat up from the bed, she was already very calm, went to the bathroom to wash, and looked at her pale, bloodless face in the mirror.

What the hell did she want to escape from the Shen family?

Isn't it to live better?

But what has become of her now?

When he went out, he heard Ye Shucheng on the phone, and it seemed that the other end of the content seemed to be on the company's side, his expression was rare tiredness and anxiety, and he hung up the phone after dealing with a few words and saying that he would go over as soon as possible.

He then called Rita and asked her to come to the hospital.

Su Nian returned to the hospital bed and watched him walk over slowly.

The expansion is in a hurry, and I have to go to the company. ”

She let out an "um".

He looked at her, as if he had something to say, but in the end he couldn't say anything, and he left in silence.

The work of expansion is different from the previous ones, this is what he did for her, and he will never give up halfway at this time, he must go.

The door was closed, and the room fell silent for a moment, and she looked out the window for a moment, then slowly lay down.

Exhaustion spread from the depths of her bone marrow to her whole body, and she wanted to cry, but now there were no tears.

……

Su Jinghe got up very early in the morning, and her spirits were not very good.

Last night was a dream, and Su Nian in the dream was still fat, so when she and Ye Shucheng were holding hands, they pointed at her and called her an impostor.

The dream is really illogical, and the impression that Su Nian gave her is actually not like that.

In her memory, Su Nian had indeed really embarrassed her. Not in this way.

She was very kind to everyone at that time, Su Nian was a fat person, and everyone didn't like it very much, but she didn't care, when she stood with Su Nian, her advantages were easy to highlight, and the boys' eyes would stay on her, which made her feel very superior, and now she felt naïve when she thought about it, but at that time, she was quite serious about partnering with Su Nian.

As for being a friend, a person like Su Nian is naturally unworthy, how much vanity the little girl has, she is going to change schools and leave Jincheng No. 2 Middle School. It sounded like some kind of promotion to others, she held a Leaving Party, and everyone got together, she naturally didn't want Su Nian to ruin everyone's interest.

In the classroom after class that day, someone asked her, "Aren't you named Su Nian?" Isn't your relationship very good? ”

She waved her hand, "What's the relationship with her, her kind of person...... I'm just looking at her pitiful, how can I really treat her as a friend. ”

After a pause, she remembered that she hadn't seen Cheng Rin since she asked Su Nian, the disaster star, to send a letter, and added: "That fat man can't do anything well, I'm afraid that she will ruin the fun, and it's not easy for me to hold a party." Just spare me......"

In the afternoon, there were four or five people scattered in the classroom, empty, and the laughter of ridicule was infinitely amplified in the limited space, and Su Nian appeared in her sight before her words fell.

The fat man, probably a little lame from his injuries, rushed to her with a quick dash and stared straight into her eyes.

It was really embarrassing at that moment, the look on her face changed instantly, and several people around her dispersed when they saw this, leaving only her and Su Nian confronting each other.

Her forehead was sweating, and she couldn't think of anything to say, so she turned and ran out.

She was glad to think at that time, anyway, she was going to change schools, and she should never see Su Nian again in this life.

The result is extremely ironic, she sees Su Nian again, and Su Nian becomes the biggest threat to her life.

Su Nian is a thorn in her heart, if she doesn't get rid of her unhappiness, she can't sit still.

After washing up, she called Ye Shucheng and asked about the hospital and ward where Su Nian lived, he seemed to be very busy, and when she heard her say that she was going to see Su Nian, her tone was still a little unhappy, "You don't go to work today?" ”

I can take a vacation, and I can visit her for a while anyway. ”

No need to go, she's fine, you go to work obediently. ”

She heard his voice flipping through the papers. "You're at work?"

He let out a soft "um".

She thought for a moment, "Okay, then I'll take the time to visit her with you when she's discharged from the hospital." ”

Ye Shucheng didn't even have a perfunctory thought, and hung up the phone with a sentence of "I'm busy first".

The busy sound came "toot", her face sank, she held the phone in the palm of her hand, thought for a while, and smiled.

Last night, she noticed that the ambulance was from the Second Hospital of the city, and Ye Shucheng was not in the ward now, which was a great opportunity.

She didn't rub it anymore, she quickly cleaned up and went out, the second courtyard of the city was not far from Yishui Yunju, when she arrived. The little girl at the medical guidance desk has just gone to work.

She walked over and asked, "Hello, the employee of the group called Su Nian who was rescued from the elevator, can you help me check which ward I am in?" ”

The medical guide looked embarrassed, "We can't disclose the patient's bed number at will." ”

She carried the fruit basket in her hand and smiled and gestured, "Executive, I'm here to visit the employees, and I don't want to harm anyone." ”

The medical guide was still a little hesitant, "Then since you are here to see your own staff, how can you not know the bed number, you can ask the person who sent her yesterday." ”

Xu Jinghe sighed heavily, "I called, but there is a meeting over there, and I still have an itinerary in the afternoon, so I can't wait, so you can be accommodating and tell me." ”

Miss Guide lowered her head, "This ......"

Do you think I'm a bad person? ”

The medical guide smiled embarrassedly, "That's not what it means, it's that the hospital has hospital rules." ”

I understand," she laughed, "which unit can still have no rules, and our company is like this, and if I can't complete this task for me to visit, it will be difficult to do......"

She paused and clasped her hands together, "I'm a person who works for people like you, so you can be accommodating, right?" ”

The medical guide sighed, "What if something goes wrong......"

She was admitted to the hospital for malnutrition, and she was not seriously ill, so I could still pull out her oxygen tube? She smiled, and when she raised her hand again, she pressed a few red renminbi in her palm, and pressed it against the eyes of the medical guide, and slowly loosened the corner, "Please, I have to hurry back to the company after reading her, there is other work, I don't want to delay her business." ”

The medical guide's face was slightly panicked, she glanced around, and when she saw that no one was paying attention, she hurriedly pressed her hand with the notebook on the table. After pausing for two seconds, "Okay, you wait a minute, I'll check it for you." ”

Thank you! ”

She pulled out her hand, her palm empty.

There are always things that are better than lips than human feelings.

I got the bed number from the medical guide first, and she went upstairs and found the ward very smoothly.

The ward is still a ViP single room, presumably arranged by Ye Shucheng, she knocked on the door, and heard a weak female voice from inside for a long time.

Enter. ”

She walked in with a fruit basket, Su Niangang sat up on the bed, and was stunned when she saw that it was her.

As if she couldn't see the resistance on Su Nian's face, she walked over and put the fruit basket on the cabinet next to her, and then sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed. "Are you alright? It was scary to see you and An Ziyan trapped in the elevator last night......"

Su Nian tugged at the corners of his mouth and squeezed out a smile, "It's okay." ”

Xu Jinghe came to see her, she didn't know what the reason was, but thinking of Xu Jinghe's behavior in high school, she felt faintly unhappy in her heart.

Xu Jinghe is a kind of person who will not be attentive without anything, and when he approached her in high school, he approached her to find a sense of superiority in her, in order to take advantage of her, so what about now?

I strongly invited her to Jinghe Jewelry before, but now which one is this?

Xu Jinghe said: "I'm sorry last time, I didn't know that you liked architectural design so much, I was abrupt, I heard Shucheng say, you fainted because of malnutrition and overwork, why don't you pay attention to your body so much?" ”

Stretching out her hand not to hit the smiling person, not to mention that she apologized for what happened before, Su Nian had no choice but to cope: "I've been busy with work recently." ”

Why should a girl fight so hard, I want me to see, you are different now and when you were in high school, there should be no shortage of men around you, how good it is to find a good man to support you, go to work if you want to work, if you don't want to work, you can be a full-time wife, and you don't have to boil yourself like this. ”

Su Nian seemed to feel that this was like preaching, and he didn't like to listen to it. "I still want to have a career."

Xu Jinghe smiled, "Then you are more ambitious, I am not as good as you, I just want to be married and teach my husband and children with peace of mind." ”

Su Nian's smile had become stiff, and his voice was a little lower, a little slow.

Don't you have a career too? Jinghe jewelry is yours. ”

That's different, Shucheng asked me what I wanted to do, I said I wanted to do jewelry design, he sent me to study abroad, and then set up such a company for me, I only found out when I came back to China, he moved too fast, I didn't expect it at all......"

After a pause, he continued: "But Jinghe Jewelry is actually still holding on to it. I'm just a bit of a eater, and I don't plan to take over the company recently, anyway, we're going to get married soon, and we have to manage the company, so we have to wait until we get married and have children. ”

Su Nian's hand unconsciously clenched the sheet, and he felt that the muscles on his face became stiff.

You guys...... Getting married soon? ”

That's right," Xu Jinghe was still smiling, "Originally, we planned to go to the Ye family to discuss the marriage, but he has been too busy recently, after all, a man has to focus on his career, so it can only depend on when he is free, and we will go to the Ye family to finalize the date." ”

Su Nian pursed her lips, trying to squeeze out a smile, but it was very difficult.

Last time she heard in the car that Ye Shucheng and Xu Jinghe were going to Ye's house, it turned out that they had planned to get married at that time, but Ye Shucheng didn't say a word to her.

He is going to marry Xu Jinghe.

Those ominous premonitions found their source at this moment.

She didn't know if her expression looked like she was crying, it must have been very ugly.

For a long time she heard her own voice, which seemed not to come out of her throat, but from some distant place.

…… Congratulations. ”

Xu Jinghe looked at her and smiled, "Thank you, Shucheng said that you are also a friend, I must call you when the time comes, you hurry up and take care of your body, don't even be able to drink the wedding wine at that time." ”

Hands clenched tightly into fists. Nails pinched red marks in the palm of his hand, Su Nian held his forehead, "I...... I'm a little tired and I want to take a break, do you mind? ”

Her face was very bad, as if she had been drained of her soul, Xu Jinghe saw this, and was no longer reluctant, and said with a lost face: "Okay, when you are well, we will talk when we are free, you can rest." ”

With that, he got up and left, and happened to meet Rita at the door.

Rita was very surprised when she saw Xu Jinghe, "Mr. Xu." How did you end up here? ”

Xu Jinghe smiled and didn't answer the question, but asked, "Mr. Ye asked you to come?" ”

Rita was embarrassed to be silent.

The relationship is too embarrassing, she was sent by Ye Shucheng to take care of Su Nian as Ye Shucheng's administrative secretary, it is inevitable that it is a little strange to say it, Ye Shucheng's attention to Su Nian is obviously beyond the care of a senior leader for grassroots employees.

She didn't know what Xu Jinghe meant by asking, so she could only remain silent.

Xu Jinghe didn't embarrass her, and said lightly: "Su Nian and I are old classmates, and when I saw her sick, I came over to take a look." ”

Rita didn't speak, Xu Jinghe passed by her, walked a few steps and turned back and called, "Rita." ”

She looked over.

Xu Jinghe said: "How long have you been working with Mr. Ye? ”

She replied: "It's been more than four years. ”

Xu Jinghe smiled, "I have known Shucheng for more than ten years. ”

She didn't know why Xu Jinghe suddenly said this, and she deliberately changed her title to Ye Shucheng.

But soon. She understood.

Because Xu Jinghe continued: "I have always thought that you are very smart, what to say and what not to say, I know very well in my heart. ”

She bowed her head.

Although Xu Jinghe is a hint, it is also very straightforward.

I hope you can always follow Shucheng and do a good job. ”

Xu Jinghe said the last sentence and turned to leave, Rita felt a chill down her spine.

Walking out of the hospital, Xu Jinghe slowly let out a sigh, as if he had unloaded a great burden, and his steps became brisk.

With her understanding of Su Nian, Su Nian would not directly question Ye Shucheng, even if the estimation was wrong, it didn't matter, she was Ye Shucheng's genuine girlfriend. At most, Su Nian is a little ambiguous object in Ye Shucheng, or a lover who can't see the light, no matter which one it is, this identity is self-defeating if it causes trouble with Ye Shucheng because of marriage, so she is not too worried.

When she got into the car, Su Nian's pale face at that moment flashed back in her mind, and she raised her head and quietly looked at the window of the inpatient department.

She thought, she didn't mean to hurt others, what she did was just to protect herself.

If any woman wants to take Ye Shucheng away from her, she will not be soft, but she can make people, but the person who bumped into this muzzle is Su Nian, so it's no wonder that she is.

……

Rita had a miserable day.

In the morning, I was frightened by Xu Jinghe's threat. It is also difficult to serve Su Nian.

Su Nian was not in good spirits, and he didn't have any appetite at all.

The meal she bought at noon, Su Nian forced it and pulled it twice, she couldn't swallow it, and it was not easy for her to take care of people, Su Nian forced it into her mouth, and then it was even worse, she covered her mouth and rushed to the bathroom to vomit.

The stomach was empty, and all that came out was gastric juice and bile, and Su Nian was holding on to the toilet and tears were about to come out.

Rita couldn't help it, so she went to the doctor.

The doctor came to take a look, but he didn't find any special problems, so he told him to rest for a while or eat.

Su Nian listened blankly, and the doctor's face sank.

Your current body. If you don't eat well, it's not a minor problem like malnutrition, and it may cause other pathologies. ”

It is not uncommon for the patient to be uncooperative, and the doctor does not have much patience and leaves after explaining.

Rita looked at the meal with a sad face.

Su Nian looked at her and smiled very far-fetchedly, "Don't rush, I'll rest for a while, I'll definitely eat later." ”

Rita nodded, and said nothing.

Thinking that Xu Jinghe had only come, she suddenly felt that Su Nian's current appearance was a little pitiful.

Many CEOs in the circle have lovers, and she has not seen her in this position, and other people's lovers don't seem to be like Su Nian.

Su Nian is terrible now, the whole person is a lot haggard, much thinner than when he first followed Ye Shucheng, and no lover is as tired and tired as Su Nian.

But she worked for Ye Shucheng, and she didn't say much about this kind of thing, so she could only say a word of comfort very broadly.

There's nothing you can't get along with your body, and you want to open a little. ”

Su Nian was stunned, tears almost flowed out, and he hurriedly lowered his head.

Rita stopped talking and sat down in the chair at the window.

Su Nian lowered his head and was quiet for a while before raising his hand and slowly starting to eat.

My nose is also sour when I eat, and I resist the urge to cry.

It's really strange between people.

Ye Shucheng used to be her dependence and home. But at the critical moment, it was he who broke her heart and came to comfort her, but it was Rita, who didn't have much intersection on weekdays.

Su Nian didn't eat much, but she finally swallowed some more, and went to sleep again after eating, she was too tired, but she couldn't sleep well, and she still woke up from time to time.

At around six o'clock in the afternoon, He Zeng made a phone call and asked her which hospital she was, and he came quickly after asking.

Looking at her dying appearance, He Zeng pulled the corners of his mouth, "Why are you so fragile, you can close the elevator for a while." ”

Su Nian really didn't have the strength to talk to him. Qi Ruoyousi said: "Master He, are you here to aggravate my condition?" ”

He Zeng sat down on a chair next to the hospital bed and took a closer look at her face.

She looked really miserable, her eyes were still bloodshot, a little swollen, and her face was frighteningly white.

Rita answered the phone and went into the hallway, and when she saw the door closed, she turned to her and asked, "The sequelae of falling out of love?" ”

She shook her head.

If you don't fall in love, how can you fall out of love? ”

This self-deprecating tone made He Zeng stunned.

You really went all the way to the dark, who said that you won half of the way, and you are still very powerful, look at you like this, where do you look like a winner? ”

She sighed.

Master He, I told you a long time ago that I would win no matter what, but I don't know in what way. ”

He Zeng smiled: "Why, there is more than one way to win...... Is it possible that you are doing a plan or Plan A and Plan B? ”

She was silent for a few seconds and nodded, "Yes, I originally had a plan......