Halfway through the song, the man's wife took the lead, and the surrounding thugs began to applaud.

I sang very badly, because I had only heard this song a few times, so I basically read it along, and I was not full of five notes. Even if you can sing a song, you won't be able to sing it too well, let alone a fast-paced song that you can't sing.

Zhang Qianqian was completely immersed in singing, and after the song was over, I put the microphone on the table, and at this time I realized that this song was Chen Huilin's notepad.

The song is relatively old, when I was a child, I heard my sisters who were a few years older than me sing, I didn't expect Zhang Qianqian to like to sing, when I heard the first sentence of the song, I was shocked, because this song seems to be very suitable for Zhang Qianqian.

"Open the journal you carry with you"

Singing and singing, Zhang Qianqian's eyes turned red, and I felt really uncomfortable when I saw it. It's all because of the diary, it's all because of that little habit, and now I look at how childish and ridiculous it used to be, and it's so stupid to do that kind of thing.

And this stupidity also led Zhang Qianqian to understand my character through the diary, and even became interested in me, and later we fell in love together until we broke up.

It was as if it were just yesterday, and I took the glass and drank it in one gulp. I feel very bitter in my heart, so this wine also has a sweet taste, drink cup after cup, I think this is the only way to reduce some painful memories.

The atmosphere inside the room was nice. I don't know who put on the vigorous vagueness, with the music, many girls jumped up under the flashbang, twisting their bodies, and the people who watched were dazzled, and in the crowd, I saw Zhang Qianqian at a glance. Input subtitles at the site: П新chapter

Her long hair shook with the shaking of her body, she walked up to me and took my hand, pulled me up, I followed her and jumped up in the light, I didn't think I could do the same, dancing with her, enjoying her warm embrace, I felt myself already writhing with my body.

In a daze, I hugged Zhang Qianqian's little waist and smelled her smell. Holding her tightly and reluctant to part, she leaned into my arms, lowered her head and opened her sexy and moist little mouth.

I kissed her hard until I felt that I couldn't breathe, I was reluctant to let go, Zhang Qianqian was very charming and very enchanting, probably because of the lights here.

"You've drunk too much, I'll send you back to sleep."

Zhang Qianqian took my hand and pulled me out of the room, I did drink a lot of wine, and I couldn't stand a little unsteady when I walked, if Zhang Qianqian didn't help me, I'm afraid I would fall to the ground.

"I know. You like me, Qianqian I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not a thing, it hurt your feelings, if there is a next life, I hope to love you alone, love you for a lifetime, love you for a lifetime, don't like others for a lifetime, don't have relationships with others, don't have feelings for other women, Qianqian is sorry. ”

I said and cried, my heart was very painful and numb, this relationship still came to this point, although I didn't want to face it, but I had to face it, and now I can't keep Zhang Qianqian anymore.

"People don't have a next life at all, and they don't know how long they can live in this life, don't say these useless, Qin Xiaofeng, I don't hate you, I hate myself, I can't lie to myself, I still like you now, I just can't be with you."

Zhang Qianqian's voice was very soft, on the street where there was no one, her long hair swayed in the wind, she hugged my neck and kissed me, her hands grabbed my body unscrupulously, I followed her in a daze, and my memory became a little blurry.

I don't know how to get to the hotel, I hugged Zhang Qianqian's body, pressed her on the bed, at first she was very repulsed, wanted to try to resist, but I kept saying that I loved her, and she was powerless to struggle and cry in the end.

Seeing her crying, I kissed her and hugged her tightly, and she no longer resisted or struggled, and the soft bed made both of us feel comfortable.

Zhang Qianqian turned over and pressed me under her all of a sudden, she lowered her head and kissed me, her long hair fell on my cheeks, at this time my feeling also came, in a daze, I felt a burst of unprecedented happiness, Zhang Qianqian sat on my body, the lights flickered, and the room did not know when it darkened.

Zhang Qianqian cried, tears kept flowing, and I hugged her tightly, although I had drunk a lot, but I still remembered what she was doing.

Zhang Qianqian still became my woman, maybe only when we are drunk, we will do this kind of thing, Qianqian's weak body seems to be flying.

The moonlight was blurry, the moonlight outside the window was beautiful, Qianqian was even more beautiful, her hands were holding my hands, looking at her messy hair, I began to take the initiative

Everything is so beautiful, the two of us were sweating and exhausted hugging each other, Zhang Qianqian cried and laughed, her little mouth opened and kissed me, I hugged her tightly, reluctant to let go.

The next day, when the sun rose together, I found myself sleeping alone in my bed, but when I saw the patch on the sheet, I knew exactly what had happened last night.

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and felt like the saliva in my mouth was fragrant now, and if I could, I hoped that last night's night would never end.

But it was over, Zhang Qianqian still left me, didn't say a word, just gave me her most precious and precious things.

I sat on the bed and pulled out my phone, only to find a letter on the bedside table, I picked it up and looked at it.

"When you read this letter, I have already made a plane and left, I am very happy to know you, to be honest, I don't hate you, I still love you, but I think we are immature, so it is better to separate, I give you freedom to let you be happy, and I also live freely, unrestrained, live more freely, I hope we can forget each other, if a certain year, a certain month, a certain day, we can see each other again, if you are not married, if I am not married, I will be your wife, you will be my husband, of course, this is just my blind thought, Maybe at that time, we are all married, you also have your wife and children, and I also have my husband and family, may we all be happy, and goodbye is too late to wave"

I put the letter in my pocket, held back my tears, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, I remembered the way Zhang Qianqian sat on me last night, and I laughed when I looked at the red of the sheets.

It's really a ridiculous thing, it's so ridiculous, is love just because I want to, if that's the case, my goal has been achieved, my heart should be very happy, but I can't be happy, the communication in my heart is indescribable, I'm afraid I can't forget Zhang Qianqian in my life, even if I die.

I cried in the hotel room for a day, and in the evening, my eyes were already a little swollen, I wiped away my tears, folded the sheets, and left the hotel with the sheets, and I took a taxi to the place where Zhang Qianqian lived.

At this time, there were still people inside, and after I knocked on the door, the woman smiled and said, "Our young lady has already gone abroad, early in the morning, the plane is early, she said that after you come, let you go to her room and take what you want to take, you come in." ”

I followed the middle-aged woman into the villa, everything here has not changed, but I can no longer see Zhang Qianqian, this villa has no Zhang Qianqian, as if there is no soul.

Coming to the room on the second floor, the middle-aged woman opened the door and left, she didn't mean to look at me, as if she didn't mind me flipping casually.

I was in Zhang Qianqian's room, and I searched for a long time but didn't find my diary, which was all some things about Zhang Qianqian's life, including clothes and some books she would read at sunrise.

There are several romances in it, and it can be seen that this Nizi still likes romance.

I sat on the edge of the bed and shook my head, at this time the phone rang, it was Fan Qingyu's phone, she is now my girlfriend, it is normal to call me, but I don't want to answer.

Maybe I was uncomfortable, I turned off my phone, I wanted to find something in the room, but I didn't know what I was looking for.

After searching for a long time, I found nothing, but I found a diary in the bedside table, the diary was not mine, and when I opened it, there were dense small words written inside.

The font is very beautiful, it is Zhang Qianqian's words, I know the words she wrote, and the words recorded on it are also some of her mood trivial things, from last year to this year, almost every time she has any ideas, she will record them in the diary.

This diary made me gradually understand Zhang Qianqian, and when she first determined that I was sorry for her, she wanted to kill me and die with me.

The anger in her heart gradually became numb as I fell again and again, and she didn't seem to know what to do.

Whether to forgive or pretend not to know anything, the question became a knot in her heart, and she finally chose to leave, she chose to let go, and the last time she wrote a diary was today, at seven o'clock in the morning, after writing the diary and leaving.

I put the diary in my bag and left the room with the bag that Zhang Qianqian often likes to carry, maybe she will eventually become my memory.

The person in the memory, what will become in the end, the lover makes people forget time, and time also makes me forget love, what I said before is right, but what I said later is not certain.

Time can make people forget love, but it will not make people forget, I will never forget Zhang Qianqian, that name has been engraved in my heart, that is what I can never let go, if one day we meet, I hope she is to bring her husband and children to see me, because then my heart will feel better, if she is still alone, how can I face her, a depraved me, not qualified to love her. ~