After having dinner with He Zeng, He Zeng was going to drive, Su Nian and he separated in front of the company, and then walked away alone.

Han Jing rarely goes to the house, most of the time she comes and leaves in a hurry, the house is just her, it is too deserted, she doesn't want to go back too early.

After a long rainy day last week, when the weather had cooled down and the autumn wind was blowing in the evening, she put her collar up, stopped and sat down for a while on a bench by the square as she passed the square, and felt for a cigarette to light it.

The lighter clicked a few times, the flame was small, the wind blew and went out, Xu was out of steam, she frowned and blocked the wind with her hands, and was about to fight again, she heard the sound of the lighter at close range, the blue flames jumped up under her eyes, the man's bony hands, the white body of the PPO lighter refracted a golden halo of the street lamp overhead.

She knew the lighter, so she lit the cigarette with this torch, took a deep breath, and the evening breeze blew her hair and stuck it to her cheek, and she held it with her hand, but she didn't look up.

Ye Shucheng sat down next to her, and also took out a cigarette and lit one.

The two of them just smoked like that, and neither of them spoke.

A few days have passed since the incident, and they seem to have calmed down a lot, unlike the sabre-rattling that day, and they don't have the heart to quarrel, Su Nian smoked and wondered where he came from.

Spare her if you encounter this kind of thing, she needs time to forget, and she should reduce the chance of meeting him as much as possible.

Her heart was not strong enough not to think of the nasty words he had said, and the man who had spoken them was sitting beside her at the moment, and the distance between the two of them was no more than ten centimeters, and the throbbing she had ever had with him had changed. Turning into the knife that stirred into her heart at this moment, her fingers unconsciously constricted, and the soot fluttered down.

She lied to An Ziyan.

She didn't want to hate, hatred was useless, but in the darkest corners of her heart, those dark emotions were still growing.

In the distance, someone was dancing in the square, there were children laughing and playing, there were couples walking, someone was shouting something to their friends, many voices came into her ears, her hands were a little trembling, and she simply extinguished the cigarette in the garbage bin next to her, and then the familiar low male voice came from close by.

Your card is not taken. ”

Ye Shucheng didn't look at her when he spoke. Just look ahead.

She didn't have the courage to look at it, and put her hand back in the pocket of her trench coat, "Don't." ”

He said: "Your purpose should be to punish me, but you don't take the card, you are tossing yourself." ”

The cigarette in his hand had not yet been extinguished, and the white smoke drifted far away with the wind, and her eyes followed the smoke, and she said slowly: "I toss myself, that's my business." ”

It has nothing to do with you.

He took another puff of his cigarette, he didn't really know what he was going to say, she made him feel helpless, she was too calm, but his composure was not real. He followed her here from the door of the company, and even said a word that required courage to speak, and he thought that An Ziyan's words might be right.

He probably really liked her.

He hasn't liked anyone, let alone talked about any decent love, he doesn't understand, he's like a stunned young man, and many things are already too late when he suddenly realizes it.

He didn't think about it, he liked it, but he was separated, so what would he do in the future.

He just wanted to see her, wanted to hear her, and when he saw He Zeng walking separately from her, he even breathed a sigh of relief, and he found that he was really afraid of her, as An Ziyan said, and turned around and threw herself into the arms of other men.

It was a long time before he said, "Where do you live now?" ”

The big leader has to check the household registration in person for the grassroots employees? ”

She said teasingly, and he quickly answered: "Every day in the waiting room of the bus station? ”

She was stunned, and in just a few seconds, the sadness in her heart turned into anger, and her fists clenched unconsciously in her pocket.

She didn't want to think about the events of that night, she knew that An Ziyan might tell him, but he asked her embarrassed like this, it seemed that she really became a stray dog when he drove her out, and his condescending posture made her feel disgusting.

I rented the house. ”

You can't rent a decent house for your salary. ”

Heh......" she chuckled, turning her face away, "you think only mansions are houses?" ”

…… I. He paused, "I said that even if you are separated, I don't want you to suffer." ”

Mr. Ye, you've passed. ”

She was about to get up slowly, but he grabbed her wrist, she twisted her eyebrows, and heard him say, "I'm not here to quarrel with you, I thought we could talk calmly now." ”

What do you want to talk about? ”

He took something out of his pocket and placed it in her palm.

Want to give you your stuff. ”

She looked down at the bracelet in her palm, the hair card, and a brand new bank card.

That day, when she returned to Rongcheng, she actually found a bracelet and a hairpin, and the box was overturned on the ground at that time, but the thing was not in it, and she thought it had been thrown away.

The best memories that Ye Shucheng gave her were all carried in these two small, inconspicuous gifts.

The tip of her nose was sore, and she wanted to cry sadly, but she couldn't help it, and Ye Shucheng's voice sounded again.

There are 10 million in this card, and it has nothing to do with the 6 million, you saved me on Mochizuki Island, and I will repay you, so you can always accept it. ”

He didn't want her to live a life of worrying about money, he didn't want her to be upside down, but he didn't know how to make her accept his money, he made a big detour to say this, and finally he could only hope for this reason.

She looked at the thing in her palm, with a shallow arc of ridicule at the corner of her lips, "Really give it to me?" ”

He didn't speak.

Don't regret it. ”

She got up, walked around the front of the bin, first threw the card in, and then, the bracelet and hairpin stayed in her palm for a short time, but it was only more than ten seconds, and finally she threw it in.

She remembered that he had said before that he didn't want the two of them to be separated one day, leaving behind all bad memories.

But bracelets and hairpins, these things that carry good memories, only make her sadder.

These things, like these memories, shouldn't follow her, or she wouldn't be able to move forward.

Ye Shucheng sat there and watched, very quiet, and everything around him became very blurred, and so was the sound, but there was something broken in his heart, and he couldn't ignore it if he wanted to.

Her appearance was too proud and too cold, she didn't look like the Su Nian he knew.

She wasn't his Su Nian.

We're clear," she glanced back at him, "I don't like clingy men, and in the future, you and I will be the relationship between the president and the grassroots employees." I'm going home, Mr. Ye, the weather is cold, you should go back early, don't let Mr. Xu wait at home alone. ”

His lips moved, he wanted to say that he and Xu Jinghe didn't live together, but before he could make a sound, she had already turned around and left.

How to describe the mood at this moment.

Anger is there, he suppresses it, he still can't let go of her assertion to overthrow the overall situation, he hates most of all that someone let his life fall out of control, but it's not that he hasn't quarreled before, and the situation of losing both sides is not interesting. Those words came out like the stinger of a bee, it stinged her and stinged himself, he wanted to talk well, he wanted to solve some problems for her, but she turned him away.

Looking at her back in the distance, he suddenly realized that he had no way to deal with her.

There was a burning pain between his fingers, and he came back to his senses, and the cigarette butt that burned to the end fell to the ground.

He was stunned for a while, and when he turned around, he couldn't see Su Nian's figure.

He got up, walked slowly to the bin, opened it, and took out the bracelet and hairpin, but fortunately it didn't get too dirty. He wiped it with a tissue, the silver metal and the diamonds refracting a little light.

He's never been so embarrassed.

……

Su Nian returned to the house, it was very rare, Han Jing was there.

I don't know where to come back, there are a bunch of pictures on the carpet in the living room, she goes over with a glass of water to look, the photos look like it is in the village, some poultry, and farmers, fields......

Han Jing beckoned to her, "Come, help me choose a photo." ”

Anyway, it's okay, she went over and sat next to Han Jing with a water glass, "This is what you went out to shoot this time?" ”

Well, there is a village more than two hundred kilometers from Jincheng, and the people there are more primitive, you see-" he pointed to one of them, "It's hard to imagine, right?" Now they are still grinding the noodles with stone mills. ”

Su Nian felt a little novel, picked it up and looked at it, "You have found this kind of antique." ”

I finally found it, but the bus couldn't sit in the village, so I got off the bus and walked more than 10 kilometers, and slept on the road for a night. Han Jing shook his head, with an unbearable expression on his face.

Su Nian was speechless, "That's so dangerous." ”

I'm a big man, with rough skin and thick meat. I'm used to sleeping outside, that is, you have to be vigilant in places where there are wild beasts, let me tell you, once I went to Tibet with people, and I met a wolf in the middle of the night on the road, so thrilling, and since then I have to bring some self-defense in my backpack to be stable. ”

What to bring, anti-wolf spray? ”

Su Nian smiled, Han Jing also looked at her and laughed dryly, pulled over the huge backpack next to her, and took out something and shook it in front of her eyes, "This is it." ”

It was a Swiss Army knife, and it was a bit larger than the usual carry-on. But it's not big enough to be a big knife, so it's not a contraband.

Han Jing played with the knife and said, "Why do I think that you girl is now sarcastic, and her mouth is so poisonous, you won't be able to marry in the future." ”

Su Nian smiled bitterly, "Marrying someone is enough once, I'm already divorced, do you think I still want to." ”

Han Jing was stunned for a moment.

He didn't know anything about her, and naturally he didn't know that she was divorced.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little stiff, the experience of divorce is always like this, the other party is either sympathetic or watching the excitement, no matter which one is not comfortable, Su Nian hurriedly enlivened the atmosphere again, took a photo and said: "It's still good in the village, if I can't get out in the future, I can just go to the village to pack a piece of land and farm, be self-sufficient, have enough food and clothing, and cultivate one's self-cultivation and stay away from the hustle and bustle, how good." ”

In the photo is an endless wheat wave, in the sunset, shining golden light, there is a farmer aunt in the middle of the wheat wave, smiling, with a wrinkled face, but this photo is full of happiness.

Han Jing said, "Okay, I'll take you next time." ”

After thinking about it, he asked, "But you seem to work a 9-to-5 job, when do you usually take a vacation?" ”

Su Nian said: "I am doing architectural design, but now I am still a small assistant, if I don't work overtime, I will take normal weekends and holidays." ”

Which company? ”

Group Headquarters. ”

Han Jing was stunned, "That company, ......"

You know that too? ”

Han Jing took the photo of Mai Lang and her aunt in her hand and put it in the screened pile of photos, "The president of that company is very famous, and the Ye family is three young." ”

Su Nian was stunned.

How to get famous, how I don't know. ”

Oh, there was some gossip about the Ye family in the circle for a while, and he was the core figure in it. I've heard a little bit about it too. ”

Su Nian hesitated for a while, looked at Han Jing's selection of photos, and finally couldn't help asking, "What kind of gossip?" ”

Ye Sanshao was originally an illegitimate child, the son of Jincheng business magnate Ye Jinze, after Ye Jinze's ex-wife passed away due to illness, Ye Sanshao's mother Cheng Yi successfully ascended the throne, at that time, in addition to Ye Sanshao, there was an illegitimate daughter, that is, Ye Sanshao's sister, Cheng Yi finally abandoned Ye Sanshao and only brought his daughter to the Ye family, but later for various reasons, Ye Sanshao was taken to the Ye family again when he was a teenager. At that time, everyone was wondering why the Ye family was willing to have this son again. ”

Han Jing's words reminded Su Nian of what An Ziyan had said.

She thought for a moment and said, "It's a rumor, isn't it true?" Where would a mother abandon her child, and besides, his mother even brought his sister to the Ye family, how could she leave her son alone? ”

You don't understand this, the wealthy family has the rules of the wealthy family, Ye Jinze's ex-wife originally left a son, that is, the boss of the Ye family, one son in that kind of family is enough, and one more is a dispute, either it is pressure from others, or Ye Jin decides by himself, anyway, the old couple of the Ye family definitely didn't want Ye Sanshao at that time, the daughter is different, so it is a lot easier, although Cheng Yi's choice is quite wise, but it only protects her and her daughter from glory and wealth, and sacrifices her son, Ye Sanshao has completely become a superfluous, When she abandoned Ye Sanshao, Ye Sanshao was only eight years old, and he was completely a child who couldn't take care of himself, so everyone in the circle was surprised when Ye Sanshao returned to the Ye family later. ”

The more Su Nian listened, the colder his heart became.

Ye Shucheng didn't say a word to her, and she couldn't imagine how he lived in the past.

An eight-year-old child, the father did not want it. Abandoned by his mother again, how can he live......

She felt like she shouldn't have relented.

Ye Shucheng is a bastard, how can she be soft on a bastard?

But she actually felt distressed.

Han Jing said again: "At first, everyone pitied Ye Sanshao, after all, my father didn't love my mother, I thought that he was treated by Cinderella and bullied when he returned to the Ye family, but it didn't take long for there to be news that he and Ye Jin had talked about a deal. Everyone thought that the company was the boss of the Ye family, and they didn't know what method Ye Sanshao used to get it, and then Ye Sanshao went abroad to go to school, and it took less than seven years from front to back, which was simply a myth in the circle, and Ye Sanshao was rumored to be very mysterious since then. ”

Su Nian put down the cup in his hand, pulled a pillow from the sofa and hugged it in his arms, rested his chin on the pillow, and looked at Han Jing, "What else?" ”

Han Jing spread his hands, "No, this is what others said I heard, can I still hear the details?" Until now, no one has figured out what means Ye Sanshao used at the beginning, so everyone thinks that he is very powerful, and the company has developed very smoothly, but he doesn't seem to have a good relationship with the Ye family, and he doesn't want to talk about his father and mother who abandoned him, and it seems that the relationship with his sister is also very ordinary. ”

Su Nian didn't speak, and his eyes dimmed.

Ye Shucheng once told her that he had no home.

Also, the Ye family's kind of place is not worthy of being called "home".

Su Nian sighed and thought of something, "Senior, isn't the circle you mixed in the photographer circle?" Why do you know so many secrets of Jincheng's wealthy families? ”

Han Jing's face froze for a moment. quickly laughed: "Aren't there many rich second generations in our circle?" So I heard about it. ”

Oh......" Su Nian nodded, his eyes returned to the photos, but he couldn't concentrate anymore.

Su Nian tossed and turned in bed for a long time this night and couldn't sleep, except for the first two days of separation, she actually didn't have insomnia, she felt that she had recovered very well, she felt that she could forget Ye Shucheng very smoothly, but after listening to Han Jing's words, she thought about it a lot.

If it was before, when they were still together, she knew these things, she felt that she would not hesitate to go to Ye Shucheng and see him, even if she didn't do anything. She would want to be with him, talking, she would want to hug him, even if he was strong enough and didn't need to be comforted, but she would want to comfort him.

But it's all "ifs".

She didn't know how he got here, but he survived.

How strong and independent does a person have to be in order to survive like this?

She seemed to understand a little bit of what An Ziyan said, Ye Shucheng didn't love anyone, because no one was worthy of his love, and it was not easy for him to not hate the whole world.

She thought about it a lot, and it was not until the middle of the night that she fell asleep, but she didn't sleep well, and she dreamed of Ye Shucheng. Dream of the past, dream of them still together.

……

In the early morning of the next day, the elevator room in the morning rush hour was very congested, and Su Nian ran over to line up in a panic, and it happened to be He Zeng in front.

He Zeng glanced at her, "Didn't sleep well?" ”

Well. ”

She rubbed her eyes, and heard someone next to her calling "Mr. Ye".

Several people turned around, Ye Shucheng and Rita were passing by to the exclusive elevator of the president's office, Su Nian was stunned, and the others bowed their heads slightly to show politeness, He Zeng also lowered his head, but she looked at Ye Shucheng blankly for a few seconds.

He saw her, too, but only for a glimpse. Her gaze quickly moved forward, and she lowered her head in hindsight, her heart beating violently.

At that moment she had an urge to talk to him.

She scolded herself in her heart for being cheap.

As a result, he walked over like that, after he and Rita left, the staff elevator door opened, and a bunch of people poured inside, Su Nian was still stunned as he looked at the direction Ye Shucheng left, his heart hurt slightly, he didn't watch out, he almost fell down after being hit, He Zeng quickly helped her with his hand, and wanted to pull her into the elevator, but she was completely sluggish, and the elevator was crowded in a few seconds. Closing in front of his eyes, He Zeng sighed and looked at her.

lowered his voice a little and said, "Who swore to me yesterday that I don't like it anymore?" It's just a shame that you're just passing by now, shameful. ”

She came back to her senses, her eyes were a little red, and she hurriedly lowered her head, "I just don't like it." ”

Pull it down. ”

……”

She suddenly felt a little uncomfortable again, yesterday she said something very ugly, and threw Ye Shucheng's gift in front of him, ridiculing him and saying that in his eyes, only a mansion is a house, he had been upside down, and she didn't know how much suffering she had suffered, she was so self-righteous.

Although Ye Shucheng just doesn't love her. But she suddenly felt that it was really difficult for someone like him to fall in love with anyone, and it was difficult to put himself in anyone's shoes, he lived too lonely.

She shouldn't blame him for not loving him, at least she should speak calmly, even if she rejects his kindness, she shouldn't be so straightforward.

She sighed, "I also want to hate him well, hate him well, and if I can't do it, then ignore him, but ......"

He Zeng listened quietly, but in the end, she just sighed again, "Forget it, don't talk about it, now that we're separated, it's not interesting to talk about this." ”

If there is anyone else in this world who can comfort Ye Shucheng, it should not be her, but Xu Jinghe.

That was Ye Shucheng's choice, no matter what the reason, among tens of millions of people, he chose Xu Jinghe, identified Xu Jinghe, accepted Xu Jinghe, even if she had the heart to care about him. It's just wishful thinking, it's not interesting.

He Zeng said: "I asked you to adjust your state, you adjusted in vain, why is it still this virtue until now, you cheer me up, today I have to determine the quota for internal training, maybe the leader will talk to you." ”

That training was still done by Ye Shucheng for her, and when she said it, she was even more annoyed and confused.

From this aspect, Ye Shucheng treated her well, all she thought about before was his bad treatment for her, and all she thought about was what Xu Jinghe said to her the moment she appeared-

Su Nian, let's go. ”

But now. But she remembered how good he was.

She shook her head, tried to put aside those thoughts, and kept thinking in her heart, whether it was good or not, it had nothing to do with her anymore.

In the morning, the management of the architectural design department has been in a meeting, and surprisingly, Xu Jinghe also appeared in the department, and did not stop when he passed Su Nian, Su Nian only saw her back, and his heart was chuckled.

Xu Jinghe is not from this department, so there is no reason to appear here for no reason.

After the end of the management meeting, the architectural design department held the first all-staff meeting after the expansion, the new employees have basically joined, and even those temporary designers who used to be almost all industry myths have also come, there are a lot of old acquaintances of He Zeng, a large number of people will fill the large conference room, Su Nian shrank in the corner, listening to He Zeng next to him talk to the temporary designer about some of the situation in the industry.

Looking at it, this department has grown to this scale in such a short period of time, and this is all done by Ye Shucheng, for the project of that horticultural exposition, this is a backwater battle.

Su Nian's gaze froze as he swept over the rostrum.

In general department meetings, several seats on the rostrum are occupied by the management of the architectural design department, but now, Xu Jinghe is also sitting there.

Xu Jinghe didn't look at her, lowered his head and discussed something with the deputy director.

She shuddered all over her body.

It seemed that it was only in this morning that she felt that Ye Shucheng was not so bad in her heart, but now, she had a very ominous premonition.

He Zeng also saw it, and leaned over to lower his voice: "Xu Jinghe came over to join in the fun?" ”

…… I do not know. ”

At the beginning of the meeting, the department director roughly talked about the purpose of the expansion and the completion of the expansion, and then began to introduce the new employees of the management in this expansion in turn.

Her gaze swept around, and finally settled on Su Nian's pale face, with a smile of provocation.

Su Nian heard the voice of the department director, echoing in the conference room through the microphone.

This is the new business director of our architectural design department, Xu Jinghe, who is also the design director of Jinghe jewelry......"

Su Nian didn't hear the latter words clearly, and his mind went blank in an instant.