"Can I still trust love?" Deeply shocked, she felt that the sky had fallen, "Sister, it's been three years, I've been like a fool for the past three years, he is my closest lover, and he is also the strangest person!" ”

Why, why is this so, why the person she loves the most hurts her the most.

"Let's cry," He Qian put his arms around her shoulders in distress, "just cry." "The comfort of words is too pale and barren to be of any effect. Instead of saying too many big truths, it is better to be by her side, listen to her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and listen to her love and hatred.

"Sister, where should I go next?" She now feels that the road in the future is all black, how stupid is she, she hasn't found out that his sexuality is different from ordinary people for three years together.

"Go the way you go. Let me ask you first, will you die if you leave him? "Love is not the only melody of life, you can be affectionate, but you must not regard love as the only one in life.

That would be a desecration of life! Everything needs to have a degree, and moderation is the king.

Ye Qing shook her head, although she was very sad and couldn't breathe because of her heartache, she would not do some irrational behavior because she fell out of love.

"Isn't that over, if it hasn't reached the point of death, then what hurdle can't be overcome. The sun has set today, and it will rise tomorrow, you, go back to sleep, and wake up tomorrow as a real beauty. ”

"Sister," this world is really fantastic, but I didn't expect that the person who knew her best was the person I met for the first time. "I will. Give me a week and I'll be stronger than ever. Don't mess with your heart, don't be trapped in love, don't be afraid of the future, don't think about the past. ”

"Yes, that's the right thing. You have to know that what you can lose is not really yours, it is only temporarily handed over to you for safekeeping. So don't feel sorry. It can only be said that the two of you are deeply in love, after all, this is an era of popular departure, but we are not good at saying goodbye. ”

This sentence really spoke to her heart, Ye Qing looked up at the vast starry sky, and her dark eyes were full of melancholy.

"Sister, I'm not reconciled, I'm not willing to give up like this!"

"Alas," He Qian sighed helplessly, "since you are out of love, you must die, and it is impossible to chase back the kite that has broken the string." The most regrettable thing in life is that I easily gave up what I shouldn't give up and stubbornly insisted on what I shouldn't have. ”

"But..."Ye Qing couldn't help but burst into tears, "I can't forget him, I really can't forget him." I can't forget his gentleness, his seriousness, and his cuteness when he tells cold jokes. Sister, do you know that I already love him to the bone marrow. ”

"I once saw a sentence that memory is a bridge, but it leads to a lonely prison. If you can't forget him, then don't forget it, because it doesn't take effort to really forget, to really let go. That's a natural thing to do, and you don't need to struggle like that. ”

Love, just like that little goblin, is really grinding. When the love is strong, it is earth-shattering, and I can't wait to declare each other's sovereignty to the whole world; When they parted, they were full of sorrow, as if the whole world had betrayed them.

"I don't know if I'll ever fall in love with other men." Ye Qing closed her eyes in despair, "I don't know if I still have the ability to love." ”

"Hey, beauty." The young and beautiful girl was really surprised that she could say such an old-fashioned thing. "Know that your brilliant life has just begun. You're still young, don't worry, the best is always late, he'll definitely show up inadvertently. So keep your eyes peeled and just wait with peace of mind. Stop complaining, it's just a broken love. Happiness is lifelong, sadness is only temporary! ”

It's easier said than done, but what can't be passed with the passage of time, and life can only continue to move forward, and there must be no regression!

"Sister, thank you." Ye Qing sincerely thanked her, if it weren't for He Qian's presence, she really didn't know what kind of crazy move she would have made today.

After all, she's not an ordinary person, but when she goes crazy, she's not an ordinary person!

"You're welcome, aren't we good friends?" He Qian stuck out her tongue mischievously and smiled brightly.

The two left each other's contact information, such a good friend can't just communicate once, if it weren't for the fact that she still has classes tomorrow, Sister He has to go to work tomorrow, she won't let her go back if she says anything today.

As she spoke, Ye Qing's phone rang suddenly, He Qian glanced at the names that kept flashing on the screen, and said lightly: "Take it, some things have to be faced after all, if you have any doubts in your heart, it's best to figure them all out today, don't let yourself have regrets." ”

Ye Qing nodded, indeed, she did have a lot of questions in her heart, she didn't want to end this relationship in a daze. Even if it is to say goodbye, she has to leave without regrets, come gently, and leave resolutely!

"Hey." Once there is a crack in the relationship, no matter how hard you try to repair it, there will still be a scar after all. After all, it is difficult to complete the broken mirror.

"Ye Qing, do you really want to break up with me?" They get along well, can it be because of such trivial problems that they can abandon their three-year relationship?

This question is really a bit white-eyed, if it is not sad to what time, who would be willing to give up the love in their hearts. Love is never a game, and people who play with love generally don't end well.

"Otherwise, Lu Nan, tell me, what should I do?" Ye Qing roared in pain, like a wounded lone beast.

He knew that today's events had hit her hard, but he couldn't do anything about it. She is a good lover, gentle, sensible, empathetic, and not unreasonable.

With Ye Qing, he is relaxed and comfortable, so he wants to maintain this relationship for a long time. But paper can't contain fire after all, he has feelings for her, but not love.

Probably since junior high school, he discovered his own anomaly. He has no interest in women. He can be friends and girlfriends with them, but he can't be lovers.

He doesn't like to have excessive intimate contact with girls, it's okay to hold hands, kisses are bearable, but further, he really can't accept it.

It's not that Lu Nan hasn't worked hard, I'm afraid that Ye Qing will think too much, and they once kissed. Although it was just a drop in the water, it still made him miserable, and such a sweet thing seemed to him to be the harshest torture in the world, making him miserable.

"I love the feeling of being with you."

"Do you like me, then?"

"I like it."

"Is it love?"

Lu Nan was silent, this is a disguised denial, He Qian understands, Ye Qing understands better.

"You like men." This is no longer a doubt, Ye Qing said it is very sure.

"Hmm." He is indeed very impulsive towards men.

"Do you have someone you like?"

"Nope."

"It's always going to happen."

"Thank you!"

Ye Qing didn't ask the reason, the result was already like this, and the reason didn't matter. There are not so many reasons in love, if it is suitable, it will be together, if it is not suitable, it will be separated, and there is no reluctance and grievance in happiness.

And she is not willing to wronged herself. When she loves, she loves seriously; If she doesn't love it, even if it's painful, she won't drag her feet.

"Lu Nan, I love you very much, but I won't be with you. I have dreamed countless times of our future, a warm home, a pair of lovely and clever children. However, the harsh reality tells me that you can't give me everything I want. ”

She couldn't accept sexless marriage, and she refused to accept it. She doesn't want to live in the fear of gaining and losing every day, although platonic spiritual love is beautiful, it is not realistic, she wants to feel real care and warmth.

"Is that really that serious?" Isn't love able to defeat all difficulties and obstacles?

"Don't you understand, what I can't accept is that you don't love me. If you don't love me, what's the point of being together. Marriage is not a house, love is the foundation of marriage, there is no foundation, how to build! ”

Lu Nan was silent, not knowing how to refute.

"Maybe it's because you haven't met a girl who really suits you." Ye Qing let out a long sigh, "Perhaps, when your true destiny girl appears, you won't be so miserable." ”

"No, if I can't even fall in love with you, then I won't fall in love with other girls." They really fit together.

"Thank you." Ye Qing's heart finally felt a little better, "I won't say anything about wishing you happiness, and I can't say it." I don't want to force myself to lie, and if I can, I still hope that your life is getting better and better. In the future, let's treat it as if we don't know each other. ”

Don't be friends after a breakup, because they have hurt each other; You can't be enemies, because you loved one another deeply. So, only be the stranger you know best.

Since choosing to break up. Don't give each other any hope, it doesn't matter if you love or you love. The past, laughing at it, when passion and romance no longer exist, it is really difficult to say love again.

She doesn't regret that she once loved, really, not at all. Whatever the future holds, at least once upon a time, she was happy.

In addition to being silent, Lu Nan is still silent. He didn't want to break up, but it seemed that breaking up had become a certain end, and it wasn't until today that he saw Ye Qing's resistance that he realized how selfish his past thoughts were.

If it weren't for Ye Qing's desire to have a further relationship, he might never have thought of telling her the truth, and how long could he hide it. It was also at this time that he discovered that his aversion to women's contact had reached an outrageous level.

Since he had a good impression of Ye Qing, but when she approached him, he still couldn't help but feel disgusted, if it weren't for reason controlling him, he would have stayed away a long time ago, instead of standing there stiffly like a wooden stake.

"I hope you can find a man who loves you and live happily." Although he was reluctant, he couldn't be selfish anymore. "It's not that I don't love you, it's that I don't have the qualifications to love you."

No matter how many reasons there are, after all, it is still a person who does not love, and after going around for so long, no matter how much it is hidden, if you don't love, you don't love.

"Then let's try to find happiness at the next stop. Good bye. ”

It's time to really say goodbye, and the phone hangs up, which means that her love is really over.

"Lu Nan, goodbye." Ye Qing looked up at the sky at forty-five degrees, and under the bright starlight, she officially said goodbye to the past.

"The old doesn't go, the new doesn't come, say goodbye to the past, and look forward to the future!"