"It's nothing, it's just a little sleepy, and I had a nightmare just now, by the way, how did you get in?"

While I was talking about sorting out the relics on the table, Qin Xiaoyou smiled and said, "I have the key to the study." Seeing that you didn't come out for a long time, you didn't open the door when I knocked on it, so people were worried about you, so they opened the door, and they couldn't bear to disturb you when they saw you sleeping inside. ”

"Is Whispering back?"

I put the box in the drawer, and Qin Xiaoyou took a small handkerchief to help me wipe the sweat on my forehead: "I didn't come back, Sister Whispering called just now and said that she was socializing with Su Feifei, and she seemed to be very busy, but she said that she would definitely come back before twelve o'clock in the evening." ”

"That's good, I don't have anything else to do, it's not too early."

I looked up and saw that it was past six o'clock in the evening, and because it was getting dark early, it looked like it was ** o'clock in summer.

"It's still early. But it's time to eat, you wait for me for a while, I'll help you cook some dumplings to eat. ”

"Let's do it together."

I followed behind Qin Xiaoyou and walked into the kitchen with her, I hugged Qin Xiaoyou from behind with an apron, and after helping her tie the apron, I found that there was nothing to do.

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However, Qin Xiaoyou is also relatively relaxed. She looked back at me and said, "It's been a long time since we've been together like this, and I miss the days together, do you think it's possible for us?" ”

"What is possible?"

"That's it, I've always liked you, and liking you has become a habit. In the days without you, I think about you every day, I want to see you, even if it's just talking, I feel satisfied, this feels like being poisoned, I can't control myself if I want to. ”

Qin Xiaoyou sighed and said, "Being near the water is the first to get the moon." I drew my sword and looked around at a loss, seeing that you like Ji Xiaoyun, I silently endured loneliness, and saw that you liked Zhang Qianqian. I still watched silently, watching you get angry with me for Fan Qingyu, and I could only watch, I was thinking why it couldn't be me once, even once, let me know what it's like to be liked by someone I like, I really want you to love me once, even if it's once you love or not, I don't care, at least I have your love. ”

"Fool, our love doesn't need to be so dirty, Xiaoyou, you are still a child, you don't understand some things, you will be irritable if you talk too much, I'm not back now, and I'm still talking and chatting with you like before."

I patted Qin Xiaoyou's little head, she shook her head and leaned on my arms: "It's different, you hug me tight, try to see if you have feelings for me, I don't believe I'm really inferior to the three women you like, how bad am I?" The body and face are still in love with you, I don't think I lose to those three people, why do you want me to be left out in the cold. ”

"Yes, I want to know the answer to this question, and I don't know why, so I can't answer you."

"I know the answer, in fact, in your heart, there is also my existence, you just care about me too much, so you don't want to hurt me, you feel that you are close to me, and you will not be able to control doing dirty things to me, but you don't know, what you don't want to do, but what I want to do, what age is this, a girl as old as me can already be used."

I shook my head with a wry smile, I didn't know what to say, the corners of Qin Xiaoyou's mouth raised and said with a smile: "I just said what I thought, I didn't force you to do anything, so don't worry, you want to maintain such a relationship, I respect you, I just hope you can care more about me, I have also reached the age of falling in love, and there are many people chasing me, I am really afraid that one day I can't hold it and will transfer my feelings for you to another person, and at that time, I am afraid that I will no longer be me, or an empty shell without a soul." ”

"There's no need to wait for a man who can't give you happiness, Xiaoyou, when you grow up, you have to understand a lot of things, living is living for yourself, as for your so-called love, it's just the longing for good things in your heart when you're young, love often ends in tragedy, you can be happy without love, if there is a man who says he loves you, it doesn't matter if he says he loves you for a day or two, and he says for a lifetime, he really loves you if he can really do it, but does that kind of person exist? Could it exist? ”

After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked out of the kitchen, I said everything I should have said, as for whether Xiaoyou can understand it, it depends on her understanding, I have experienced several feelings, and I have also looked down on a lot of things.

Qin Xiaoyou came out of the kitchen, she squatted on dumplings and asked me to call my parents, after I knocked on the door, my father helped my stepmother out of the room, which will make us a family of four, eating happily.

It is estimated that there will not be much time like this in the future, and only during the New Year, can you enjoy a few warm days.

After eating, Qin Xiaoyou and I cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and after cleaning up, she ran to the room and started to practice singing.

I occasionally walk on the street, and I will hear a lot of little boys thinking nonsense with Qin Xiaoyou, and what they say is unsightly, but no matter what, Xiaoyou is popular and has become a jade girl among young people.

But only I know that Xiaoyou also has a crazy side, and there are times when she is not ashamed, the jade girl is just a legendary thing, just like a goddess, just a superficial appearance, maybe a plaything under someone else.

I went back to the room alone, turned on the computer, and logged in to the chat tool that I hadn't been on for a long time, and there were few messages on it, and a few messages were all monkeys and fat people.

I clicked on the junior high school graduation photos in the album, looked at me and Zhang Qianqian at that time, and suddenly felt much older.

It's only been half a year, but I feel that time has passed for a long time, and suddenly a gray avatar jumps.

The avatar is Zhang Qianqian's, and the owner of this number is also Zhang Qianqian, and the beating avatar makes my heart beat fast.

I clicked on the avatar and sent a message: "In? ”

"Well, let's take a look at the boredom, what have you been busy with lately?"

"I'm not busy, just read books, plant flowers, I found that Sister Siqi's self-cultivation is really effective, I now feed two cats and a dog, these two cats and dogs don't fight, live in peace, I'll send you a photo to see."

Soon I saw the photo sent by Zhang Qianqian, in the photo of the three little guys hugging each other, looking very cute, in the photo Zhang Qianqian made a scissor hand, with a bright smile on her face.

Seeing her so free and happy, my dark heart seemed to shine on the light all of a sudden, and after getting the sun, those things hidden in the depths of my heart began to surge.

"Is it cute?"

"Well, you're much cuter than a couple of pets."

"Oily tone, don't make fun of me, or I'll ignore you."

"But don't ignore me, it's hard to talk, don't quarrel, you choose to be friends, I respect you, but you have to at least give me some of the rights that friends should have, isn't it, it's always okay to make a joke?"

"It's okay to joke, I didn't say you can't joke, show you the flowers I raised."

Zhang Qianqian seems to like to share happiness with me, she sent me those photos of planting flowers, and when I saw these flowers, I thought of the flower roots, the roots are dirty, there is soil, and these dirty soil and water can nourish such beautiful flowers.

It's like people, successful people have dirty things to support them to bloom, and at the same time, many people only see the superficial things, but they can't see what is hidden in the depths of the soil, or they don't want to see it, and they don't want to admit it.

"What's wrong, isn't it pretty? Why don't you speak? ”

"No, it's good-looking, Qianqian, I miss you, can we come out and have a meal together?"

"It's hard to say, I'm busy these days, I'm afraid I won't be able to get out."

"Then it's good for you to take the time to come out, there will always be time if you want to come out, unless you don't want to come out and eat with me."

Zhang Qianqian didn't reply to me, I looked at the avatar that gradually turned gray, and then I felt ridiculous, I still thought of myself as the previous Qin Xiaofeng.

I thought that Zhang Qianqian would listen to me, and I would come at any time, I was so naïve, she didn't care about me so much anymore, the two of us were just friends, not even as good as ordinary friends.

"I'm waiting for you where I lost my first kiss."

I was instantly ecstatic when a jumping avatar appeared along with a line of words, but after thinking about it carefully, I realized that I forgot where the first kiss was.

I couldn't ask because it would be bad to ask, so I tried to remember the past, and soon I thought of a place, and that was the classroom where we went to school together.

That's where we accidentally bumped into each other after she bullied me, and I don't know if that kiss was the first kiss.

I didn't dare to think about it, so I replied that I would go over immediately, and then I ran downstairs, and I ran all the way so crazy that I forgot to drive.

I walked for about half an hour before I finally came to the dark school building.

The students here are on vacation, there is no one in the empty room, and I can't see anything in the dark light, but after three years of school, I am too familiar with the environment.

I strode to the previous class, the door was locked, I took out the ear scoop from my pocket, twisted it slightly, and soon the door was opened by me.

The moment I opened the door, I saw a figure sitting on a stool, if it was an ordinary person, I would be scared half to death when I encountered this thing, but I was not afraid, even if it was just a dark shadow, I knew that it was the woman I loved the most.

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