463: I can't go back, so I have a wedding in Marseille
Pei Jincheng held the steering wheel, his eyes stared ahead, the scenery on both sides slowly moved back, he didn't look at her when he said this, just thought, try his best to make his breathing sound flat, flat, don't want to have too strong ups and downs, don't let her feel his nervousness.
He was no longer a boy in his early twenties, and if he couldn't even say a word in front of her, she would look down on him, right?
Oh, he couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart, he was actually worried that she would look down on him.
If a person like him lets others know that he has such thoughts, he will definitely laugh at him.
Shen Xuan sat in the back, holding her son, and when she heard him speak, she had already looked at him, he didn't look back, just drove the car calmly as Fang Cai, but she still felt his nervousness.
He has reconciled countless times, returned to his side countless times, every time she is blunt refusal, she has always felt that she is moving forward on a one-way street, there is no way back, because there is a car behind, she stops, there is no way to turn around, let alone brake sharply, she can only go forward.
There is no way back.
But now, she really listened to his words.
Just listened to it.
"Jincheng, we can't go back." She said so.
Use a soft voice.
In his cochlea, these words sounded extraordinarily gentle, and they were rare tenderness in her recent years except for her son, no sighs, more like consolation.
She was persuading him, he understood it, she was coaxing him, deceiving him, like a child drinking medicine, she treated him as a child.
After she broke up with Jin Sihan, she now talks to him in a coaxing way.
He smiled, "I don't think so, we broke up, and we said that we would never look back, Ah Xuan, we have missed it for too long, and the small order is too big, he can't do without any of us, of course, I can't do without you." ”
He is still driving the car, the throttle under his feet is just right, unhurried, without the previous domineering, the kind of domineering who wants to snatch his prey from the hands of others, now he has no competitors, and he is calm and calm, even if he is driving, it makes people feel that he is a gentleman out of ten.
Shen Xuan was amazed at Pei Jincheng's awesomeness, he was really a person who changed roles very quickly, not long ago, he angrily scolded her for having no sense of responsibility, and now, in the face of her opposition, he finally started talking to her in a comfortable way.
How ironic these words had been three years ago, and now he is so frank.
"yes, we all said we'd never look back." She pinned her face out of the window again, in fact, she couldn't say anything, she didn't have the previous resistance, but she was more indifferent than before.
"Ah Xuan, let's sit down and make it clear what happened in the past."
"Actually, why should you hurt me by talking about the past again." She suddenly inhaled, tilted her neck and tilted her head, she really couldn't think of what to say again and again, and she didn't want to listen to it again and again, she just rejected, just didn't want to listen, maybe it was to escape, maybe it was a more serious pathology.
Pei Jincheng swallowed what he wanted to say, "I don't want to gain sympathy in front of you." ”
"So, don't say it." Her head looked back, and there were layers of peeling in her heart, peeling off a little bit and shedding a little tear.
He heard a faint sniffing sound mixed with the breathing in the back row, and his eyebrows tightened, "If you don't say it, you don't want to hear it, I will never say it." ”
She stopped talking.
"Now you're separated from Sham. Ah Xuan, since you can't get rid of me, you might as well just give in. ”
Will?
She smiled, miserable.
Jin Sihan also said before, it's better to just settle for it.
It would be great if we could. "I just feel too tired and don't really want to toss." She was tossed and scared by him, so scared that she didn't dare to have any illusions about love and love.
"I know the way, I know that you are tired. So in the future, I won't let you get tired. ”
What nice words, I don't know how the men in this world will appear, why will there be such a person, he said the love words simply but vividly, the same words, different people say it, the taste is completely different.
Someone makes you look sarcastic, someone makes your heart dull, a man like Pei Jincheng is the latter, the same sun is like gold, the blue sky is like washing, time and space seem to be transformed, the smell of the sea on that island is clearer than Marseille, the sound of the waves is still beating in the ears, and he rubbed his heart, "You also said before, hold me in the palm of your hand and let me see the entire world, but the world world I see is full of devastation......"
He looked at her from the rearview mirror a little sideways, the car drove very slowly, slow as a snail, her eyelashes were wet in the rearview mirror, and she gently sniffed in the heart of her ear, that sound, like she suddenly sucked out a knife, and suddenly pierced into his ear, which hurt his nerves.
Her world was full of devastation, all thanks to him, he still remembered how her world collapsed at that time, how she mourned, and then he thought carefully, if she wasn't pregnant with a child, if it wasn't for a child, she probably wouldn't be able to persevere.
She doesn't want to know that there may be thousands of reasons for Lu Dao, even if there is only one, she doesn't want to hear it, he can't do anything, as Jin Sihan said, he is hurt but finds all kinds of reasons, those injuries are still there. He could only say, "I really have a hard time, and then I can't afford to praise you, I just want to hold the world in front of you, Ah Xuan, at that time, I took care of the entire Pei family, and I wanted to pass it all over to your name in the future." ”
He didn't say anything about the process, but he still said the result he wanted.
As soon as he finished speaking, a suppressed cry from the back seat filled the entire carriage, and he suddenly felt like a numb, and the hemp rope was twisted into a knot, and he felt distressed. It's a good thing to drive slowly on this road, otherwise he doesn't know if he will accidentally hit something.
Even if he said such a thing, she couldn't accept it.
Shen Xuan rested his head on the back pillow of the seat in front of him, and pressed against it, "I don't want to hear about the past anymore, anything." ”
She repeatedly stressed.
He finally made up his mind not to mention it.
Slowly calm down, calm down.
The small restaurant not far from the theater stopped, Pei Jincheng parked the car, got out of the car, went around to the other side, opened the door of the back seat, and sat in, Pei Xiaodan was still asleep, so Shen Xuan hugged him and didn't get out of the car, Pei Jincheng sat in, held a tissue box in his hand, took out two tissues, folded them, "You lift his back a little, I'm afraid I'm sweating from sleep, he didn't dare to turn on the air conditioner when he slept just now, because there was no blanket cover." Yesterday I took the blanket and washed it, thinking that I didn't need to put it for the next two days, but he still got in my car. And I forgot to bring a sweat towel to go out, I guess you have it in the car, and I ended up driving my car. ”
While explaining to Shen Xuan, Pei Jincheng pulled open the hem of his son's small clothes, put a tissue into his back, and wiped the sweat on his back.
Shen Xuan looked at Pei Jincheng's meticulous movements, very lightly, wiped it again, and then changed the tissue. "I'm tired of hugging, I'll hug for a while." He said as he held out his hand to her, "Come on." ”
Shen Xuan shook his head, "Don't be tired, let me hug him, if I don't hug him again, he will grow up, and he won't let me hug him when he grows up." ”
He listened to her say this, and his heart was very sad.
Pei Xiaodan was less than two years old, and he ran around with joy, he didn't like to be hugged at all, and Shen Xuan came back, otherwise he always liked to walk by himself, and when he walked, he also learned to put Pei Jincheng in his trouser pocket or coat pocket with one hand, if he was outside, Pei Jincheng didn't speak, Pei Xiaodan didn't speak, Pei Jincheng said-hi with others, Pei Xiaodan also said-hi with others, it was completely a cold mold carved out.
But as soon as he got home, he would play whatever he wanted, and if it wasn't for someone watching, he would dare to jump from the third floor into the pool.
No matter how big Pei Xiaodan is, he really won't be hugged anymore, that kid is very assertive, and he will feel more and more that he is a man in the future, and it is a shame to let people hug him.
"Otherwise, wake him up, he has slept for so long, and he refuses to go to bed early at night." Pei Jincheng wants to experience it, a family of three going to have a meal and see what the movie will be like. These are the scenes when he dreams.
"If you don't wake up, you'll make a fuss, and you can't coax him to cry, let him sleep until he wakes up naturally." Shen Xuan is still a little stubborn.
Pei Jincheng threw the sweaty tissue in his hand into the environmentally friendly garbage bag, but the tissue box was still in his hand, at this time, he put the tissue box on his left leg and then on his right leg, and changed it back and forth, but it looked cramped.
Looking sideways to the woman next to her, today because of the working day, still wearing professional clothes, skirts, holding the child in the hand, this picture looks very beautiful, the son is sleeping in her arms, it does not affect her beauty at all, the calves are still beautiful and white, a pair of slender feet in the high heels still look delicate, and the professional clothes are just buttoned out of the waist that is not grasped.
Son, wife.
It's all in front of you.
She looked at the child's sleeping face, quietly, the two eyelashes fluttered occasionally, and the eyelashes patted against her skin. Her face is still very stunning, even if it's just light makeup.
When her jaw was snatched away by him, she hugged the child tighter in shock, "What are you doing?" ”
"Nothing." He looked at her, smiled faintly, there was no evil in his eyes, faint, no domineering, no anger. Faint, only gentle.
Then his chunk slice tricked him.
She was stunned, her eyes wide.
The back of his head was against the glass, and between the glass and the back of his head, there was actually his palm.
The light in his chunshe and his eyes was faint, only gentle.
In addition to the sound of the child's breathing in the carriage, there were also two "bang dong dong" extremely disordered and crazy heartbeats, Shen Xuan couldn't breathe, and he couldn't breathe.
"Mommy" The child opened his eyes and looked at the parents above his head in a daze, they bit really hard, uh, wouldn't this be good? Should he pretend to be asleep? Because there are kisses on TV, Zhong Ma and Xiaoying will reach out to cover his eyes, saying that children can't watch it.
But what if he has already seen it? And he called "Mommy" before he opened his eyes, and it was unlikely that he would be pretending to be asleep again now, if it had been earlier, he could have pretended to dream before his parents looked down at him.
Now that he's in a bit of a dilemma.
Pei Xiaodan rubbed his eyes, "Mommy, Xiaodan also wants to kiss." ”
Shen Xuan's face, brush!
Red!
Pei Jincheng couldn't hide the smile on the corner of his mouth, hooked the corner of his mouth and took Xiaoshan out of Shen Xuan's hand, "Let's go, let's eat first, and then watch a movie, have you slept for nearly three hours?" Your mommy's hands are sore. ”
Pei Jincheng pushed the door and got out of the car, Shen Xuan didn't even dare to follow behind, she really didn't know what to do just now, she even forgot to hide, in fact, she had nowhere to escape.
Shen Xuan straightened his clothes, then got out of the car, and just closed the car door, Pei Jincheng held his son in one hand and locked the car door with a remote lock in the other.
This time, it was Shen Xuan's turn to follow behind the father and son, and she even felt a fire burning behind her neck and ears for a while, and when her son saw it, she really wanted to dig a pit on this road and jump down, and then bury herself alive.
Especially the kid just blinked his watery eyes, lying on his father's shoulder, looking at her with a smile, the eyes were very simple, but what he said was really a bit embarrassing, "Mommy, your face is so red." ”
Pei Jincheng stopped when he heard the sound, turned around, and looked at Shen Xuan deliberately following from a distance of two meters, that face was really like a burning cloud was hanging in front of her, her face was illuminated red, seeing that she was walking more slowly, she simply walked towards her, holding Pei Xiaodan in one hand and Shen Xuan in the other, "Let's go, I can see everything, we are a family that loves each other." ”
Saying that, Pei Jincheng put his face in front of Pei Xiaodan, "Son, one father." ”
"Let's go!" Pei Xiaodan gave Pei Jincheng a refreshing and saliva kiss.
Pei Jincheng put Pei Xiaodan in front of Shen Xuan again, "Son, one mother!" ”
"Let's go! Let's go! Pei Xiaodan gave Shen Xuan two heavy and loud saliva kisses. When he was about to kiss the third one, Pei Jincheng glared at him and hugged him away, "Pei Xiaodan, just do it in moderation!" ”
Pei Xiaoshan smiled hehehe, "Mommy, kiss me twice." ”
Pei Jincheng put Pei Xiaodan on the ground and walked with his hand, which was much safer, "Pei Xiaodan, you have already paid the price of not being hugged for the more kiss you just now, pay attention in the future." ”
Pei Xiaoshan looked at Shen Xuan, and Shen Xuan frowned, "Pei Jincheng, are you there?" ”
"Of course." Pei Jincheng said and turned his head to Shen Xuan and smiled, "Ah Xuan, I have already accepted your willingness to remarry me." ”
"Who said that!"
"Just in the car."
"I obviously said I can't go back!"
"Then we don't go back to the wedding, just Marseille."
"Pei Jincheng, you are taking this out of context!"
"Huh." Pei Jin just smiled faintly, and this smile made Shen Xuan smile creepy!
Shen Xuan slapped his forehead, is he playing a scoundrel?
"I don't want to go to dinner, you can go with Xiaodan." Shen Xuan stopped, turned around and was about to leave.
Pei Jincheng, who was originally proud of the fact that she had just succeeded in stealing incense and jade, was suddenly shocked, was she angry? Hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab her, "The child is here, what kind of temper are you playing." ”
"I just don't like the feeling of being forced by you every time, it makes me feel useless! Why is it always whatever you want! ”
Pei Jincheng's heart trembled slightly, he really committed a big taboo!
"Okay, Xiaoshan is still there. I just said playing, it's all up to you. "I took Pei Xiaodan's hand and pinched it, but there was no response? pinched it a little heavier, and threw it in front of Shen Xuan, but there was no response? Shake it off a little harder!
"Wow!" Pei Xiaodan was on the road, howling! Dry howl!
The aggrieved past hugged Shen Xuan's legs, and while howling, he complained, "Mommy, Dad made a small order." ”
Shen Xuan didn't see Pei Jincheng make a move, so the corners of his mouth twitched, and Xiao Shan stretched out his hand, "Mommy, Xiao Shan is still a child, you see that Dad is about to pinch off Xiao Dan's hand." ”
Sure enough, a pair of small hands were pinched and turned white, Pei Jincheng is this La's own son?
Shen Xuan glared at Pei Jincheng, squatted down in distress, holding Pei Xiaodan's hand for a while, only to hear Pei Xiaodan say as if he was reciting the lines on TV, "Dad is a rough person, how can a woman be careful, how can Mommy leave Xiaodan alone, if you let Dad take care of Xiaodan every day, Xiaodan's hand will not be a painter or a pianist in the future." ”
Shen Xuan thought to herself, Pei Jincheng is a rough man?
Pei Jincheng was also stunned, is he a rough man? This bastard son! Doesn't it mean that the biological one has a soul?! This is here to trap him, right?
Shen Xuan helped Pei Xiaodan silently change his sentence, which roughly means that Pei Jincheng pinched him like this every day, and in the future, he couldn't talk about the piano and paint.
Do you want to be a pianist or a painter?
That also depends on whether the family surnamed Pei is allowed or not.
In the end, Shen Xuan pulled Pei Xiaodan and entered the restaurant together, Pei Jincheng didn't dare to laugh casually because Shen Xuan said that he would leave them halfway.
He felt that this relationship was a bit depressing.
Falling in love with his son, I'm afraid he is the only one in the world who carries it like this, right?
This restaurant is not a high-end restaurant, it is just a civilian restaurant next to the movie theater, a fast food restaurant.
The atmosphere of the family of three was slowly harmonious, Shen Xuan took a tissue and wiped the ketchup on the corner of Pei Xiaodan's mouth, only a little bit, although the sauce looked very cute on the corner of the child's mouth, but she was afraid that the child would get cleaner and cleaner the older he was, and she would never have the opportunity to help him do these trivial things again.
Watching his son pouting and eating a spoonful of mashed potatoes in his mouth, Shen Xuan just wanted to ask Pei Xiaodan if he wanted to drink some more soup, but his eyes were suddenly attracted by the woman who had just pushed the door in.
Marseille's July list is not particularly hot, and the sea breeze is cool.
If it weren't for the woman's temperament like a tea chrysanthemum, she would not have noticed there, the long skirt was ankle-length, with the jingle of the wind chimes opening the door, and a wide silk scarf shawl was wrapped around her body, which was the green of early spring and the blue of the Marseille sky, bright but elegant.
The woman reached out and pulled her long hair and hooked it behind her ear, which was touching and very gentle.
Behind her, a group of children flocked to her, and she always smiled inclusively, gesturing with those children in sign language.
There were six children from different nationalities who came in, the youngest was about eight years old, and the oldest was estimated to be twelve or thirteen years old.
Ye Xiao handed the book in his hand to a taller boy, and used sign language again, but Shen Xuan only understood the gesture of "wait".
"Ye Xiao?" Shen Xuan looked over.
Pei Jincheng also looked over, he stretched out his hand to wrap his chin, how could Ye Xiao come to Marseille?
He hadn't taken care of Ye Xiao's affairs for a long time, she was innocent after all, and told Pei Jincheng that Ye Xiao was not doing well, but it was just to make Pei Jinrui's conscience uneasy, although Ye Xiao was not rich, but life should not be a problem.
At that time, Ye Xiao was arranged in Melbourne, but he deliberately gave Pei Jinrui the information that Ye Xiao was in India, and Pei Jinrui naturally couldn't find it.
Ye Xiao is obviously in Melbourne, why did he come to Marseille?
And Ye Xiao can sign language?
"Hmm." Pei Jincheng nodded.
Shen Xuan called Ye Xiao when Pei Jincheng didn't have time to stop him, "Xiao Xiao! ”
Ye Xiao was obviously stunned, turned around, and when she saw Pei Jincheng, her face suddenly became extremely unnatural, but it was only for a moment, and she bent the corners of her mouth at Shen Xuan's side, "Ah Xuan, wait for me." ”
Shen Xuan nodded, waited for Ye Xiao to order a good meal, brought all the food to the pile of children, and after the sign language was arranged, he brought a drink to Shen Xuan's table.
Shen Xuan asked her to sit down, and Ye Xiao was not polite.
Pei Jincheng didn't speak much.
Ye Xiao actually didn't dare to talk nonsense, she no longer had anything to do with the Pei family, the things she saw about her sister-in-law and Pei Jinrui had already paid a heavy price, and then she didn't pay attention to everything in G City anymore, and it was a pure coincidence that she met in another country today.
Glancing at Pei Xiaodan, who was eating mashed potatoes, Ye Xiao's eyes softened, "Your child? ”
Shen Xuan nodded, "Yes, Xiaodan, it's called Auntie." ”
"Auntie." Pei Xiaoshan screamed and continued to eat vegetable salad, and his father said that when the family eats together, they should eat less meat.
"It's so cute, it's so pretty."
Shen Xuan knew that Ye Xiao did not have a child, for fear that the child would make her sad, Ye Xiao saw what Shen Xuan meant, and smiled.
The two chatted for a while, and Shen Xuan realized that Ye Xiao was doing a job as a translator, but every week and two days off, she went to the orphanage to volunteer, this group of children is very special, they are all deaf and dumb children, very inferior, so she spent a lot of time with them, often take them to the suburbs, this time, she and a few other volunteers applied to travel to Marseille at their own expense, and now several other people go to contact the boat, the children are hungry, she will bring them over to eat something.
In fact, it is not only Marseille, they have already traveled to several countries, and after the summer vacation, they will go back. Now these children have seen more of the world, and their temperaments are becoming more and more cheerful.
Shen Xuan looked at Ye Xiao when he talked about the child's temperament becoming more and more cheerful, his eyes were relieved and peaceful, and he always felt that Ye Xiao was much more beautiful than when he was in the Pei family at that time.
"Is Jinrui looking for you?" Pei Jincheng asked suddenly.
When Ye Xiao heard the word Jinrui, his eyes shook, his body shook, and he groaned for a while, before pursing his lips and saying, "President Pei, I remember that you promised me before that you would never let him find me, thank you, thank you, I'm very happy to meet you here." Ye Xiao's words had something to say, it turned out that she came over not only to reminisce, but also to advise and beg, a word of thank you, she had already put a high hat on Pei Jincheng.
Pei Jincheng sat in his seat for a long time, and sighed with a smile, "Naturally." ”
Shen Xuan faintly felt that there were many things, like buds that were about to break the ground, and they had to be drilled out anytime and anywhere
Six thousand words, updated complete. 99 These days, I am looking for pits in my notebook, one by one, and I have a headache to look at, so don't urge my relatives, don't blame it, if it's a small pit that you don't like to see, you can raise it first, but it generally doesn't take too much pen and ink. The story has to be complete, huh.