Chapter 18: The Pleasure of Pain

? Gu Xiaobei, who is like a knife, is a little girl after all, her Taoism is too shallow, she can't sit at the banquet casually, the smile on her face is a little stiff, she knows that no matter how much she pretends to be fine, it is in vain. So, she handed the 'hairy' fluffy bear in her hand to Li Yi, "Son, this is a birthday gift that your mother bought for you, do you like it?" ”

Xiao Li Yi nodded very respectfully.

"Son, take it, mom won't go in!"

In fact, as soon as Gu Xiaobei entered the courtyard, Li Haonan found her, but he was resentful in his heart, and deliberately pretended not to see her, even if she came in later, he deliberately ignored her, but his ears clearly heard Gu Xiaobei's voice saying that he was leaving, and a sudden anger suddenly rose!

Although he was angry with Gu Xiaobei, he still had a hint of joy in his heart about Gu Xiaobei's arrival, and now he heard that Gu Xiaobei refused to enter the table and was about to leave, his heart was cold all of a sudden, and his despair was as cold as ice!

An uncontrollable anger rushed up, and he slammed the glass in his hand under his feet, and the snap was extremely sharp, the glass was fragile, and the sound was crisp, startling everyone present.

"Gu Xiaobei, are you here to celebrate your son's birthday, or are you here to block me!"

Li Haonan suddenly became angry, his voice was very loud, Gu Xiaobei was also startled, Li Yi had never seen his father so fierce in front of him, his mouth was flattened, he almost cried, and timidly leaned his head on Gu Xiaobei's arms, and his chubby little arms wrapped around his mother's neck.

Gu Xiaobei looked at the child frightened, sad and angry, holding his son in one hand and a 'hairy' bear in the other, comforting the child softly, "Son, don't be afraid, it's okay!" Son, be good, don't be afraid! Then he looked up and glared at Li Haonan, "What are you doing?" What about scaring children? ”

"Scaring the kids?" Li Haonan stood up with a sneer and walked to Gu Xiaobei's side, "What, you are taking care of the child now?" Do you know there is this child? Gu Xiaobei, have you considered children in everything you have done? ”

"If I didn't think about the children, I wouldn't be here today!"

"If you come like this, you might as well leave, it's better not to come!" Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei, the expression on his face was a little strange, as if he was forbearing, and as if he was hesitating, but his heart was angry and sad, did he say that he was leaving her for a while?

Gu Xiaobei knew that she was at a loss, today was her son's birthday, and it was really wrong for her to be a mother and leave, but she really didn't have the courage to face Li Haonan and Anya, she lowered her head unconsciously, and was silent.

Li Haonan opened his mouth and closed it again. The long-standing repression, resentment, and sadness have not been understood, comforted, and the feelings they have given have to be reciprocated...... All of this, he wanted to vent it and vent it fiercely to Gu Xiaobei, but looking at this stubborn and proud little girl, suddenly like a child, with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, he couldn't stop yelling.

He looked at Gu Xiaobei and snorted coldly, turned around and walked towards the banquet, he thought that Gu Xiaobei's expression just now was that he had tacitly lost and would sit down with the child.

Gu Xiaobei put Li Yi on the ground, kissed the child's little face, thinking that the next time he saw the child, he didn't know when he would wait, his eyes turned red, and finally hugged his son, "Son, you have to be obedient and well-behaved!" After saying that, he stuffed the teddy bear into his son's arms, hurriedly stood up, and strode outside with tears in his eyes.

"Mom!" Li Yi didn't know why, and shouted in a daze.

There are only mothers in the world who can't do without their children! There is no child who cannot live without his mother! When Gu Xiaobei heard the child's call, his heart was like a pinprick, he gritted his teeth and endured it without looking back, and continued to walk forward, "Mom! Xiao Liyi, who understood, cried in his uneasy voice.

Li Haonan, who turned around and walked back, didn't care when he heard Li Yi shouting his mother for the first time, and when he heard his son's voice shouting his mother again with grievance and sadness, his mind moved, and he suddenly turned his head, and saw Gu Xiaobei's back striding away, his eyes were almost on fire, "Gu Xiaobei, you stop!" ”

The anger that had been suppressed for a long time was finally unstoppable like a surging river, didn't she understand what she just said? It is estimated that everyone is laughing at him, yelling so much just to let her stay a little longer, only she, hard-hearted, indifferent.

Li Haonan chased to the 'door' in two steps, looked at Gu Xiaobei who turned around, his brows furrowed deeply, and his face was as black as a storm was coming, "Gu Xiaobei, you don't want this child anymore, right?" ”

"I gave birth to the child, why don't I want him!" Gu Xiaobei kept his eyes open, not letting the tears in his eyes fall in front of Li Haonan. He already has Anya, will he still cry to show him!

"You want him! If you want him, you will not come back to see him once for ten days and half a month, and if you want him, you will leave him aside and ignore him! Today is my son's birthday, you come back and shake it like this and leave, how uncomfortable you make your child feel in his heart! ”

Venting is an emotion that can be saved and endured, but once it starts, it is quite difficult to stop. Li Haonan gasped quickly, his sharp eyes stared at Gu Xiaobei, and his expression was almost a little hideous, "Tell me yourself, since the child was born, what responsibilities have you fulfilled as a mother, how many times have you eaten with the child?" How many times have you slept your child? When did you have a child get sick? Tell me for yourself, where are you worthy to be a mother! ”

Gu Xiaobei pursed his lips, stood in place, looked at Li Haonan's vicious eyes, and Li Yi's call to Anya sounded in his ears again, his heart was sour and jealous, you have already found a mother for the child again, of course I am not worthy of being a mother for him!

She retorted angrily, "I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a mother? Li Haonan, while you accuse me like this, have you ever thought about why I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a mother! It's not because of you Li Haonan, if it weren't for your means, how could I give birth to a child for him? If it weren't for the fact that you did something wrong, how could I divorce you and separate me from my own son! Li Haonan, when you have time, please think about the ugly things you have done, and don't accuse me here! ”

Li Haonan was like being punched hard, his body almost shook, he gave wholeheartedly and loved her sincerely, but in exchange for such a result! Everything was 'forced' by herself, and her every word reminded herself: Gu Xiaobei, she is not willing to marry herself at all, she is not willing to give birth to a child for herself at all!

I forced her!

Didn't she like herself at all? She was so disgusted and hated for herself?

There was a very familiar feeling of suffocation in his heart, Li Haonan's breathing trembled uncontrollably for two seconds, the alcohol and anger made his face red, and under the anger, he said even more "intense" words without thinking: "Since you are so reluctant, then this child has nothing to do with you from now on!" Since you are so busy, then you should never come to see your children again! ”

"Why? I gave birth to the child! ”

Li Haonan was originally a little trembling by Gu Xiaobei's anger, but suddenly calmed down, and said with an angry smile: "No, I just won't let you see it!" He found that only in this way could he be happy, albeit a painful one.

Isn't it, give you the best, you don't; Therefore, what awaits you is only the worst, "Gu Xiaobei, let me tell you, legally this child has nothing to do with you, and you don't even have the right to visit him in the future." Li Haonan, who calmed down, her cold eyes were like sharp blades, and they swept around Gu Xiaobei's body, causing her intense pain.

"Listen to me, no one is allowed to let this 'woman' enter the 'door' of this house again in the future!" Li Haonan drank a lot today, and at this time he was a little restless, like the smell of wine was pouring up from his chest, and there was nowhere to relieve it, causing the sun 'temples' on both sides to be faintly throbbing, he turned his head and shouted to the person behind him, "Send two more bodyguards to the little young master tomorrow, and never let any stranger approach the child." ”

Li Haonan's 'sex' was as fierce as fire, and the rewards and punishments were clear, and the servants and bodyguards immediately agreed in unison. Wen Yimo, Chen Jiaqiang and others, who were sitting at the table, saw him say such cruel words, and they all had the heart to come over to dissuade him, but he was unpredictable on weekdays, and when he was so angry at this time, naturally no one dared to come over and speak.

Gu Xiaobei listened to Li Haonan's calm instructions, her heart was cold, and time seemed to build a wall, firmly blocking the once dreamy intimacy and sweetness outside.

She stood alone in the courtyard alone, as if she saw the 'yin' cold, vicious, and ruthless Li Haonan again, he used all her weakest places to hit her, he would no longer show mercy to her, and the means he should use would be used, just as he was as ruthless and eloquent as he was to other people.

"You don't have to guard against thieves, I won't come back in the future!" Gu Xiaobei said softly, looking at the son who was picked up by the servant behind Li Haonan, he was abandoned when he was a child, fatherless and motherless, lovers were separated, husband and wife were separated, only this child, when he was most depressed and depressed, brought happiness to himself and hope to live.

What else is there in this world besides this child?

But now, Li Haonan has even snuffed out her last glimmer of hope!

Gu Xiaobei's words made Li Haonan feel a strong feeling of being ignored and despised, a hundred times more painful than hearing her say that she didn't like herself, and he gasped heavily, "Who the fuck are you scaring with this?" This little girl was so ruthless, she really wanted not to come back to see the child, he only felt that his eyes were cracked, his heart was like a knife, and he looked back to see that his innocent son was staring at them with frightened eyes, and snatched the 'hairy' fluffy bear that was held in the child's arms, and fell hard in front of Gu Xiaobei, sneering coldly: "Gu Xiaobei, my son doesn't have any good things, he will be rare with your broken bear!" Take it, fuck off, never be here again! ”

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