The day after Yu Kun returned, Su Nian offered to resign.

Yu Kun was taken aback, "Why do you want to leave suddenly?" ”

The two of them were in Yu Kun's office, Su Nian explained: "My friend wants to do his own design studio and wants to pull me into the gang, I think about it and sooner or later I will also develop in the direction of designer, so I ......"

After a pause, "Dad, you see that Huanya is definitely powerless now, Hengyi's next road should be very good, with you and Xiao Meng here, it must be no problem, I want to do something of my own." ”

The corners of Yu Kun's mouth drooped, and when Su Nian's words came to this point, if he stopped him again, it would seem that he was selfish and unkind, so he sighed, "Okay, you can't let the company limit your development, you can hand over the work to the deputy director first......"

So, I asked Su Nian about the colleague and the studio.

Su Nian didn't know anything about the situation in the studio, so she could only talk about He Zeng's situation first, Yu Kun heard it, she was quite satisfied, and she was quite supportive, and she was relieved in her heart.

Because it was her own person, the resignation process and procedures were all simplified, she urged the personnel to complete the formalities, and then slowly made the handover, Yu Kun was a little surprised by her urgency, but thought that she was in a hurry to go to the studio, so she didn't ask more.

Qiao Ye heard that Su Nian was leaving, he was surprised and reluctant, fortunately, the reason for doing a studio with He Zeng could stand up to scrutiny, and Qiao Ye could only accept the result stupidly after hearing it.

Only Meng Yiping came to Su Nian's office that afternoon.

When Meng Yiping came in, Su Nian was still handing over some data with the deputy director of the business department, and when he saw Meng Yiping, Su Nian sent the deputy director away first.

After the door was closed, Meng Yiping sat down on the chair opposite Su Nian and asked her, "What are you thinking?" ”

Su Nian casually closed the document shelf on the table, "I originally planned to go to you tomorrow." ”

Meng Yiping looked at her with frowns.

"Find Ye Shucheng."

Meng Yiping was stunned, "Are you sick?" ”

She brushed aside the folder in her hand, raised her hand and rubbed her temples, "You can't understand what I said, why should I bother to explain it to you?" Xiao Meng, I'm not afraid of you, I see that Hengyi and my dad need you, otherwise I wouldn't talk to you so calmly, in case I go to find him and something happens, I need your help to deal with the aftermath. ”

Meng Yiping frowned, "You seem to be confessing your last words." ”

Su Nian looked tired, his elbows propped up on the table, and his hands on his forehead, "I'm not sure myself, what if I'm really arrested by the police?" You've got to take care of my dad, and you've got ......."

Thinking of Mianmian, her face was a little depressed.

"Should you tell me that you are going to confess to Mr. Ye," Meng Yiping saw that she didn't look like a joke, and his face sank, "I said a long time ago that as long as you don't do superfluous things, you won't be exposed, and it's been a few days since you called the police?" If Mr. Ye was willing to provide clues to the police, someone from the police would have come to the door a long time ago, it is obvious that he does not plan to come out for you, what are you doing now sending it to the door yourself? ”

“…… I can't get over this hurdle in my heart. ”

Her voice was heavier, pointing to her heart, "The reason why I cooperated with you in the first place was because I thought that we would only use the information for our own use, and I never thought that you would create a credibility crisis for Media Asia, nor did I expect such serious consequences." ”

The last few words, she simply gritted her teeth, as if she was suppressing her excited emotions, and her chest rose and fell significantly.

Meng Yiping looked hesitant: "It's a good thing for Hengyi that something happened to Huanya, why are you so excited?" ”

Her hands clenched into fists, and her angry brain was dazed.

Talking to Meng Yiping is really playing the piano to the cow.

"I can't be as unscrupulous as you, you may be right, I'm not a good person, but I can't be a bad person either."

Meng Yiping twisted his eyebrows, his eyes were clearly a little disdainful, "What do you want to do when you go to Mr. Ye now?" ”

She stared at Meng Yiping for a few seconds, then lowered her head, "This has nothing to do with you." ”

Meng Yiping was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly smiled: "Do you still like Mr. Ye?" ”

Su Nian hung his head and shook his head, "No." ”

Then I heard him say again: "You actually don't believe Mr. Ye either." ”

"You feel uncomfortable now, so you want to go to a showdown with others, but you know that there is a risk, so you quickly leave Hengyi, and tell me this, just because you are afraid that if you go to see him clearly, he may choose to hand you over to the police, and you also want to reduce the impact on Hengyi and pave the way back."

Su Nian didn't speak.

Meng Yiping's face was clear, and he sighed again, "Sometimes I think you are smart among women, because you have always been very rational, but now it seems that you are still sensual and terrible, you obviously have no confidence in Mr. Ye, and you still make this kind of decision, in case something happens, not to mention hurting Mr. Yu's heart, haven't you thought about it?" ”

Su Nian clenched his fists, "My dad will take care of Mianmian." ”

How could she not have thought about it? It was because I thought about it that I struggled for a long time.

She even tried to comfort herself with the reason that Ye Shucheng had hurt her, but it didn't work, this time it was different from the personal dispute between her and Ye Shucheng, and he turned a blind eye to the negative news of Huanya, thousands of employees, ., .

As for Yeshucheng......

She really didn't believe him.

This time he watched her take the database, and she was indeed surprised, especially at first, she was even in a trance because of his stupid behavior, and felt full of guilt and sorry for him.

And An Ziyan came to her and said those words, which made her seem to go back to the beginning, or the time when she was entangled with him, those emotions came back, the kind of complicated feelings that accompanied by contradictions, struggles, fears, but also full of reluctance, pity and admiration, once again put her in a difficult situation, so her tears flowed inexplicably, and she couldn't stop.

However, when she talked to Yu Kun and calmed down, she found that she seemed to be walking back into the old circle.

- She couldn't see through Ye Shucheng, just like at the beginning, she really thought that he had a deep affection for her, but in the end, the reality slapped her in the face, and he hurt her again and again in the name of love.

And she still feels sorry for him, just like before, without brains, sensually, and paradoxically sorry for him.

This result was not what she wanted, she didn't care what he thought of her, but she wanted her to be able to be indifferent and completely forget in the end.

I don't love him, I don't hate him, and of course, I can't apologize.

She obviously planned to take this opportunity to completely break off with him.

Trust is a very luxurious thing, her trust in him has long been crumbled, she can no longer be like then, swayed by his actions that she can't understand, she has to ask for clarity and make a decision, and if she goes, she is doomed to risk.

Yu Kun is right that escape and tears will not solve the problem.

She has already done it, and it is too late to regret it, and now she can only face it, even if it costs her, she has to go.

Meng Yiping tugged at the corners of his lips, "If you come up with the title of a financial criminal......

"That's my business." She interrupted him directly, "You just need to protect Hengyi...... And my dad, who knows about it, will probably be disappointed in me. ”

After a few seconds, "I also have to determine what the situation is first, maybe I don't have to go to jail, so Mianmian is here...... We'll talk about that then. ”

Meng Yiping asked, "I can't stop you, right?" ”

Su Nian didn't speak.

Meng Yiping nodded, "Whatever you want, you have to send it to other people's doors, what else can I say." ”

After Meng Yiping left, Su Nian locked the door and lit a cigarette.

Taking two deep breaths, the nicotine diluted the anxiety in her body, she leaned on the sofa, holding the lighter given by Ye Shucheng in her hand, her expression was a little blank, her brain turned very slowly, and she thought of Ye Shucheng again.

Once again, he succeeded in disturbing her mind, making her always think of him unconsciously.

She had been deceived by him more than once.

Every time, when she thought he really loved her, he wanted her to see the reality, but she still fell again and again, she couldn't fall into the same gentle trap again, she couldn't be so passive anymore.

She was meant to make a decision, even if she really went to prison, she had to do it.

Yu Kun had a party at night, and she couldn't wait to leave the company early after work, and when she returned home, Mianmian was catching butterflies in the garden in the yard.

Catch it and let it go, the child will always be happy with this kind of entertainment, hear the footsteps, Mianmian turned around, and ran over excitedly when he saw her, "Mommy is back!" ”

Like a puppy, making a fuss, he pounced on her.

Su Nian couldn't help but smile, squatted down, and matched Mianmian's eye height, "Mianmian is not obedient today?" ”

Before the servant who was in charge of taking care of Mianmian next to him could speak, Mianmian himself replied first: "It's good-"

With an arrogant expression and a long tail note, Su Nian couldn't help but smile and touched his hair, "In a few days, will I take you to find a place where children can play with you?" ”

When he was abroad, Mianmian began to take classes in early education institutions very early, and he didn't want to learn anything, but he had more contact with people to cultivate his character, Yu Kun once said that he was most afraid that Su Nian would affect the child with a bunch of negative emotions when she was pregnant, so she was afraid that Mianmian had a gloomy personality, but fortunately in misfortune, Mianmian was not only gloomy, but also very lively, which was inseparable from the encouragement-based education model of early education abroad.

Mianmian was very obedient, "Okay." ”

Su Nian got up and took Mianmian's hand and was about to go to the house, but Mianmian suddenly spoke: "Isn't Mom going to see Dad?" ”

Su Nian almost didn't fall down when he stumbled under his feet, twisted his eyebrows and looked down at Mianmian, "What Dad?" ”

"My grandfather told me that he wouldn't be coming to dinner tonight because he was going to show me a dad."

“……”

Su Nian was a little speechless, and his tone was as if "Dad" was some kind of clothes sold in a shopping mall.

In fact, Mianmian didn't ask questions about her father in the past, after all, even if she didn't talk to Yu Kun, when she went to an early education institution and contacted others, she would find that there was a vacancy in an important position in her life.

This is really a difficult question, fortunately, the child was still very young before, and he only knew that everyone else had a father and she didn't, but he didn't know what his father meant, so Su Nian prevaricated and said that his father went to a distant place, and there was no way to meet Mianmian.

This lame lie is very unbearable, one day she took Mianmian to the early education class, she talked to the teacher alone for a while, and returned home with Mianmian, Mianmian asked her directly: "Mom, is my dad dead?" ”

Su Nian was drinking water, a mouthful of water squirted out half a mouthful, coughed embarrassedly, for a long time, wiped the water with a tissue, and then asked depressedly: "Who did you listen to what you said?" ”

"That Tom in the class," said the fat little face without a smile and looked very sad, "I said that my father had gone far, far away and couldn't come to see me, and he said that it might be the same as his dog, dead, and he said that if he died, he would be with God, because God was better there, and he would never come back." ”

Su Nian couldn't cry or laugh, "Dad is different from a dog......"

Mianmian continued to chatter: "I discussed with him for a long time, his dog is dead, my father is gone, and he said that gone itself can also mean dead, I think he is American, and his English must be better than mine......"

Su Nian couldn't help laughing, the two children also discussed English vocabulary, she said, "Don't worry, Dad's gone, it doesn't mean dead." ”

But Mianmian continued to ask: "Then since you didn't die, why didn't you come back?" ”

Su Nian touched his head and felt that this problem was very tricky, and finally continued to coax the child very unkindly, "Dad won't come back until Mianmian grows up." ”

Mianmian asked, "Then when will I grow up?" ”

Su Nian said vaguely: "Five years old." ”

As a result, Mianmian began to look forward to her time until she was five years old.

It turns out that talking nonsense with children is risky and needs to be cautious, Mianmian marks the calendar every day, calculates how long he has to be five years old, and sighs in disappointment after the stroke, "It's still a long time." ”

Su Nian could only pretend to be deaf and dumb.

It's not uncomfortable, she didn't have a father when she was a child, she experienced the same confusion, and when she grew up, she was disappointed and sad, and she couldn't be relieved until a long time.

Every time she wanted to try to make it clear with Mianmian, she couldn't continue because of Mianmian's ignorant, hopeful little eyes.

Saying that to a child may not be understood, she broke the jar and thought, it is better to wait, wait for Mianmian to grow up again.

As a result, Mianmian asked again one day in a surprising voice: "Mom, are you lesbian (lesbian)?" ”

Or at the dinner table, Su Nian almost choked to death, and only after relieving himself did he shake his head, "Why do you ask that?" ”

Mianmian held the pizza in her hand, the corners of her mouth were still pasted with salad dressing, and she didn't look at her, and said: "Don't treat me as a child, I suspect now that I don't have a father, and they also suspect that I don't have a father, Linda in the class said that it doesn't matter if you don't have a father, she is, she has two mothers, so it's okay to have no father, and I also have a mother, right?" ”

Su Nian was once again impressed by Mianmian's astonishing remarks, and couldn't speak in his heart, and after a while, he said with difficulty: "No, Mianmian, I'm not lesbian, and you only have one mother, as for ...... father."

This time, she really couldn't think of a lie to fool Mianmian.

The child will know more and more, and there is no lie that can be once and for all, but if the truth is told, the child may not be able to accept it.

Mianmian saw that she wanted to speak and stopped, and sighed, "Alas, Mom, don't comfort me, I can probably think of it, doesn't Dad want us?" ”

Su Nian was stunned for a moment, as if his heart had been sharply stabbed.

"It's okay," Mianmian said, "He doesn't want us, we don't want him, we can change a father, our class rob is, he said that his father is not good, his mother changed him to a father, and changed him to a better looking than the original rich one, who wants the original one if there is a good one......"

Su Nian's face darkened a little.

Mianmian's concept of her father is vague and has gone through many twists and turns, and finally became like this, but it is very free, and she can't tell whether this is good or bad.

An incomplete family background has a profound impact on children, and at that time, she had to face this problem, how to make up for the missing part of her father's love in her life.

She can't give it, Yu Kun can't give it, who can give it?

Of course, she couldn't count on Ye Shucheng, the humiliation that Ye Shucheng gave her was enough in her life, he disappointed her to the extreme, after hearing about what Ye Shucheng did later from Qiao Ye and Meng Yiping, she was even more sure that Mianmian must not be allowed to have such a father.

In this way, Xiao Mianmian's concept of "father" became very strange, and began to instigate Su Nian to quickly replace the original father who would never come back.

After stumbling so far today, Su Nian felt that the explanation was not clear, so she simply broke the kettle and told Mianmian that she would change her to a good father.

Mianmian is very happy, after all, she doesn't have what others have, and this matter is a piece of her heart.

But where to find this father, Su Nian was very worried.

Yu Kun came back that night with some wine on his body, and he was very happy to say to Su Nian that he was a person.

Su Nian rolled his eyes, "I've said it all, don't rush ......"

Yu Kun lay on the sofa and said: "This is very good, let me tell you, he started his own company from scratch, although the company is not large, but people are potential stocks, and I was a bit like ...... back then."

Su Nian couldn't listen to it, so he poured Yu Kun antidote medicine and said, "I'll wait until my career is a little better." ”

Yu Kun was stunned for a few seconds, and said, "Don't be so unhurried, have you thought about Mianmian?" ”

Su Nian was stunned.

"Mianmian said that she once asked her father to ask a lot, and then saw you crying at night, so she didn't dare to say too much, she said that it's good to have no father anyway, but you know, she actually feels uncomfortable, and she doesn't have what others have," paused, "Fortunately, it's a child, it's uncomfortable, and it will soon pass, but I can't stand it, what is the strength of such a small child, I couldn't grow up with you, it's the regret of my life, you look at the sins you suffered in the past, I don't want to just give Mianmian abundant material living conditions, You and Mianmian need someone to take care of you. ”

Su Nian's eyes were astringent, "Dad......"

Yu Kun sighed and closed his eyes, "Find a good man, Ye Shucheng is really not good like that, just look at his style of acting in the mall, you can know that the extreme, no way back, can reflect a person's character very well, I know that you actually have a shadow in your heart because of him, but Su Nian, marriage is another thing, marriage needs a lot of tolerance and accommodation, you have experienced a failed marriage should be very clear, that kind of painful love is not the norm of life, you need to stay together......"

Yu Kun thought for a moment, "Maybe it's like the Bible says, love is endurance. ”

This night, Yu Kun may have drunk a little too much and talked a lot, but Su Nian's mind was a little trance.

She doesn't really know what love is.

Ye Shucheng made her confused and full of fear about this relationship, these hurts and shadows were not something that Ye Shucheng could completely forget with one connivance, and the reason why she wanted to see Ye Shucheng was not because she was in love, but because she was confused, because she wanted to take responsibility for what she had done.

She didn't want to live with guilt for the rest of her life.

……

Saturday was a good day, Yu Kun took Mianmian to see the early education institution, originally to call Su Nian together, Su Nian found an excuse to ask someone about the studio,.。

The moment in the hall, she was stunned.

It felt like time had been reversed, and she had forgotten how long it had been since she had been to this place.

She can even remember that the first time ,., handed her over to personnel, there were countless days, and she came here every day with excitement and longing, thinking that this would be a springboard for her to realize her dreams.

But in the end, it became her sad place.

There are not many people working overtime on weekends, and the front desk is still on duty, and Ye Shucheng has already explained in advance, so she went to the president's office on the top floor unimpeded.

From the moment I stepped out of the elevator, my heart beat gradually faster.

I can't tell why......

Fear? There are still.

If she can't talk, Ye Shucheng may hand her over to the police, so she is not surprised, after all, she betrayed him and betrayed him, because she has become a mess, Huanya may go out of business, and she is a normal person In this case, she probably wants to tear her up.

But there are also other things, inexplicable, that make her nervous and make her full of apprehension at every step.

Rita was also working overtime today, and when she saw her, she pulled out a smile, her mouth opened, and she didn't know whether to call eve or Su Nian, so she finally gave up and said, "Mr. Ye has already said it, you can go in directly." ”

She turned slightly pale, nodded, and walked to the door.

When I knocked on the door, my palms were sweating.

The doorknob turned, and he came over and opened the door for her, and when he saw her, he couldn't hide his joy in his eyes.

With a stiff smile on her lips, she stepped in, sat down in her chair, and watched him sit down across from her.

He sat down, seemingly at a loss, remembering something, and asked her, "Do you drink coffee?" I'll let Rita give you ......."

She shook her head.

He fell silent.

She said that she came to him, and his brain was hot, so he agreed without even thinking about it.

Yu Kun is back, he can't go to her as unscrupulously as before, so the opportunity to see her is unique, he was already desperate, thinking that he wouldn't have the opportunity to meet, however......

Right now, she's sitting across from her.

He was happy, but also apprehensive.

He knew very well what kind of person she was, and now that he had lost his use for her, she wouldn't come to him when she was fine.

An inexplicable silence diffused between the two, Su Nian clenched his fists, his palms were covered with fine sweat, and for a long time, he looked up at him, "When did you know that I approached you to get the database?" ”