When I drank so much that I didn't know who I was, when I vomited all my internal organs, I vaguely realized that I was lying on the toilet, and the toilet was full of red liquid.

Before I lost consciousness, I vaguely heard Xia Qi and Li Wanqiu's crying, my eyes were open and closed, and I really didn't know anything.

When I woke up, the doctor told me the sad news: a third of my stomach had been removed because of a severe stomach perforation.

The doctor explained the precautions formulaically, but I inexplicably felt lucky, the cost of one-third of the stomach let me know: you can't drink indiscriminately, you can't fall in love with a scumbag, otherwise you will die.

I lay in the hospital for two months, Xia Qi and Li Wanqiu came to accompany me every day after class, told me some things in school, and the three of them sat in silence for a while, or the three of them hugged and cried.

Kirin is my boyfriend, a wealthy young master in Cannes, and he will drive that pink sports car the next day to accompany me for a while.

The days went by, my mom gave me a light diet every day, and my dad would come to the ward after work to sit down, and most of the time we didn't talk.

Occasionally, my grandfather would come and I would like to say a few words.

I didn't see Du Fanchuan and Yi Huayang again, but one day Zhou Fan came to see me and inadvertently said that my dad was contacting his American friend and wanted to send the dog man and woman out of the country.

I listened without any reaction, staring at a certain point on the ceiling.

It's just that I didn't expect Du Fanchuan to come to the ward to look for me, I haven't seen him for two months, he is so thin that his cheekbones are nested, and the whole person doesn't look good.

We were relatively speechless, his eyes reddened, and he broke the silence: "Yan Shan, I'm sorry. ”

I turned my back to him: "I'm tired, you can go." ”

He didn't move: "Yan Shan, can I take you to a place?" ”

I lost my patience, sat up and asked him coldly: "Du Fanchuan, put away your pretentious posture, I'm not uncommon." As early as the day when you and Yi Huayang didn't want to go to bed, there was already a stranger between me and you. ”

He wrung his hands, and the scars on his hands were clearly visible, like two ugly centipedes.

He burst into tears: "Yan Shan, I know that I am sorry for you. Really, I know wrong, very wrong...... I don't mean anything else, I just want to talk to you. You don't know, I've been having insomnia all this time, and I'm ......"

I don't know where he's taking me, maybe I'm betting, betting that I'm actually different in his heart.

The car was driving at a gentle speed, and Du Fanchuan handed me a bottle of water, which was my favorite lemon drink, but I looked at him with disgust: "No, I'm dirty." ”

He retracted his hand and said in a weak voice: "You...... Can't really forgive me? ”

I sneered: "Du Fanchuan, who do you think you are?" ”

He stopped talking, and I didn't talk either, just texted Kirin and told him I was going out with Du Fanchuan.

He quickly asked me where I was going, and I said I didn't know.

In fact, I was impatient and asked Du Fanchuan where he was taking me.

Instead of answering my question, he said, "I can explain what happened that day." I went to your house to look for you and wanted to take you out and help you celebrate your birthday. You're not here, Yihuayang......"

I covered my ears: "Du Fanchuan, shut up, I don't want to hear it." ”

He continued: "I know very well that I love you, Yan Shan, I was really wrong, when I was doing and having sex with her, I was thinking about you...... I'm just confused, and I'm making the same mistakes that men make......"

The memories that have been slowly diluted are resurrected one by one, those moans, groans, shouts, and disgusting movements...... I yelled at him to shut up.

He drove steadily: "Yan Shan, I know you're angry, you still love me, don't you, let's start again, you give me time." I will make it clear to your sister that the two of us will go abroad together and never come back. Didn't we say okay, we want to have a boy and a girl, we don't ......"