Chapter 56: To Each His Own Heart

It is said that when Mu Yan galloped on her battlefield wholeheartedly, the minds of the two men beside her were also silently changing.

On the 19th floor, Li Zilong stood on the balcony with coffee in his hand, quietly looking at the movement downstairs in the community, looking downstairs from the 19th floor, he couldn't see the figure of the character at all, and the figure he saw was like a little ant, but he was confident enough, as long as she appeared, he would definitely feel it. He had told her that he could feel her place by feeling, and for so many years he was convinced that she had always lived in his softest place.

But now he can only look at her from afar, he knows that his proximity will cause her trouble, but he doesn't want to give up. It's not that he hasn't thought about giving up, how many women around him are much better than her, and there are also good people who show favor to him, he has tried, tried hard, but found that he no longer seems to have the ability to love others.

He can accompany others to go shopping, eat, and watch movies like a normal couple, but his heart can't be clearer, no matter how hard he invests, no matter how harmonious and not cold he makes the scene, but his heart, he touches his heart, --- empty.

He also told himself that the acquaintance was too short, the time had passed, and the love had been in love for a long time, once in the cinema, he tried to hold the hand of another girl, in fact, he did it, there was no heartbeat, no feeling, it was no different from what he usually held a thing, if he had to say that there was any difference, it was holding a strange hand, which was very awkward.

He never tried again and soon broke up. At the moment when another girl was immersed in fantasies about the future, he shouted to stop, he was a very responsible person, and he didn't want to make a big mistake, he thought that maybe after a long time he would really forget about her, and then he would meet someone who made him feel that he could get married, and that's it.

When she appeared at the hotel table that time, he realized that he thought that he was about to forget her, and it was completely a deception to himself, and he clearly felt that everything before was all back in an instant. The heart that has been empty for a long time seems to be stuffed.

He had restraint, and he thought about ignoring it. But he still couldn't help but think about her, couldn't help but want to go to her, as if every minute and every second of waiting was a torment for him, and he finally lost his mind, and he finally couldn't control himself.

Does he really not care about her marriage? He cares, he cares a lot. But what can he do, he can't let go of her, as long as she stands in front of his eyes, he also feels good.

For so many years, there has never been a woman who has made him so aggrieved. He is so good, and his woman must be extremely good, at least not one who has been married. Even if she is not married, her education is fundamentally different from his, he thinks that he is a realistic person and will not do crazy things for a woman.

When Mu Yan was first admitted to university, he weighed the difference between the two universities in his heart. At that time, he actually hesitated, but reason is reason, he will still unconsciously go to her, and when he can't see her, he will turn around in the middle of the night. He couldn't control his thoughts, he would always unconsciously think of her smile, her figure, and gradually, he felt that he really wanted to have an inexplicable heart with her.

For example, if they meet in a strange place, he can guess her location and find her by feeling in a second. Gradually, he seemed to have given himself to her, his ambitions were full of her, how he wished he had the ability to marry her home sooner, and then the reality shattered his dream.

At nine o'clock, he saw a familiar figure appear under the street lamp in the community, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly......

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At this moment, in Jiangcheng, Qiao Hai is patrolling around in his video game city, business is getting better and better recently, not only Tang Zhen's KTV is also the video game city he is responsible for, whenever night falls, business is so good that it bursts. He looked at the little couple who were focused on the machine, and he was very emotional.

In fact, most of the people who come to his video game city are young men and girls between the ages of sixteen and seventeen to twenty-two or three, and they may often be with these young people, although they are about to enter the age of establishment, but sometimes they behave like them.

He thought that he was not young and frivolous, he first thought of Dandan who accompanied him through the green years, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but feel a little funny.

Then Mu Yan's face appeared in front of his eyes, and he thought, if she knew that Dandan had flashed in her mind just now, she would probably be jealous again, and her unconscious face had a touch of tenderness.

And in my heart, don't look at you showing affection in front of me now, I don't know whose wife the girl next to you will be in the future.

Then I thought of my wife, who might have been by Li Zilong's side when she was sixteen or seventeen years old. couldn't help but immediately become serious again.

The thought of having been with another man for so many beautiful moments in her heart inevitably made her heart uncomfortable. Now his woman is not yet in another man's city.

Since the last time the two of them attended Feng Jingjing's wedding together, he realized that his wife was strange, he had been out for so many years, and he knew almost all about other people's facial expressions and behaviors, but he didn't know how to explain it......

It's true that she is inexplicably angry, it's true that she's unhappy, and it's true that she deliberately distances herself from him. But he felt that the two husbands and wives had been together for a long time, and they didn't explain anything anymore, maybe she would be fine in a few days. It's not that he's inexplicably unhappy, but it's good for him to digest it himself.

Besides, the two of them are going to be together for a lifetime, if everything is explained like this, wouldn't it be that both of them are tired to death, it is better to give each other a space to digest, maybe in two days her head will turn around, and she will take the initiative to smile at him.

However, she hadn't finished digesting it, so she went to Flower City. Of course, he would be aware of the danger, so he would send her a video every night. However, when she opened it, she still didn't say anything.

"How's your life over there?" He asked.

"It's not like that, it's good." She looked absent-minded.

"Are you going well at work?"

"Not like that."

"How about eating every day?"

"It's not like eating in the cafeteria of the D Silver Building, it's not like that."

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In the past, Mu Yan always had nothing to say, but now that he has nothing to say, the key is that he doesn't know where to find words. It's been two days in a row. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but frown again.