Yan Yazhen is very flattering to He Xin at this time, "If my mother said that all this was done by Qu Ran, would you believe me?" Do you think it's all mom talking nonsense? ”

"Of course not, because I know that Shen Qiao's mother was harmed by her, and it turns out that she is a harmful spirit!"

At this time, He Xin's hostility towards her was very deep, and Yan Yazhen was also quite happy to hear it, even if Qu Ran and He Chenfeng knew that He Xin was their child now, it was obvious that He Xin was very hostile to Qu Ran.

As long as He Xin doesn't like Qu Ran, Yan Yazhen has a way to stay by He Chenfeng's side, at least even if he doesn't stay by He Chenfeng's side, it must be so that Qu Ran and He Chenfeng will never be together.

"He Xin, in the future, the family of three will never be separated again, I want to ask your father's forgiveness, in the future, I will try my best to do a good job."

Yan Yazhen is also desperately trying to please He Xin, He Xin is a child after all, it is difficult to distinguish the true from the false, especially since she has always regarded Yan Yazhen as her own mother, and what her mother said, of course she has to listen.

She nodded, "Well, Mom, I'll help you, and I won't let Qu Ran take away Dad." ”

Yan Yazhen also pretended to be happy and affectionate and hugged He Xin tightly, He Xin seemed to be the first time to truly experience the love from Yan Yazhen, after all, she had never acted so affectionately towards her, and even sometimes felt that her mother was deliberately alienating her.

But now, she is clearly reformed and wants to be by her side, of course He Xin is very happy in her heart.

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It's just that now that Qu Ran has woken up and her eyesight has recovered, the person she wants to see most is of course He Xin, how much she wants to see her up close, touch her, and how glad that her eyes can still see her daughter.

Before, she really thought that her daughter would leave her like this......

However, when the truth was finally revealed at this moment, Qu Ran still felt that he was lucky, at least the child was still alive.

However, now He Xin is reluctant to come to see her, and this news really makes Qu Ran a lot of disappointment and uncomfortable.

Although He Chenfeng was saying that He Xin was busy now and didn't have time to see her, of course Qu Ran could guess it, it must be that He Xin didn't want to see her, but she didn't debunk He Chenfeng's lies, and replied with some loss, "I know......"

"Warp dye...... I'll find a time for us to get together, ...... later We don't separate. ”

Saying that, He Chenfeng was very firm, and he firmly held Qu Ran's hand, "We have experienced too much separation together, in the future, we can't be separated, promise me, don't resist me, Qu Ran, these years, it's my fault, but, I really miss you very much." ”

His miss is so deep and unforgettable, as if it is firmly engraved in He Chenfeng's heart, making He Chenfeng so afraid of losing her......

Qu Ran frowned, although she and He Chenfeng's thoughts are the same, even if there is resentment and hatred over the years, but more of it is love, it is still so unforgettable, "shameless" love He Chenfeng.

It stands to reason that now He Xin's identity is also very clear, they have a common child, and she is not He Xin's stepmother, but Qu Ran is even clearer, she can't be with He Chenfeng, just like once they are together, they are even more sorry for He Jinhang.

Therefore, it should be said, even if it is difficult to say it, it still has to be said clearly and clearly.

"I ......" She was a little hesitant, and even couldn't speak at the moment, after all, this life was saved by He Chenfeng after all, he always guided her when she was most dangerous and helpless, and also gave her the strongest backing.

Thinking of this, in fact, it was even more difficult for Qu Ran to speak, "Minister's style...... I thank you for helping me...... He Xin's matter...... I'm glad I've always been lucky, but ...... I'm not lucky enough to be with you again, to be reunited with you, with He Xin's family of three, I don't have this qualification. ”

Qu Ran's low voice was quite sincere when he said this, as if he was saying the most sincere words in his heart, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I can't be with you, we can't, if we can...... We are no longer embarrassed to meet as before, and we are unfamiliar with each other, all we can do is be friends. ”

"It's because of He Jinhang." When He Chenfeng said this, the bitterness spread at the corners of his lips, and the discomfort and chagrin in his heart converged.

"I really regret and am annoyed, Qu Ran, do you know, since I learned that He Jinhang saved my life, it was He Jinhang who saved me with his own life, I live a very tormented and painful life every day, I never like to owe others, but I owe He Jinhang such a big favor, I use his life to live secretly, and I am not even qualified to decide to die."

When he said this, He Chenfeng's endless discomfort surged out, "I even, completely drew an end with you, I was afraid of getting close to you, I obviously thought about you like that, loved you, but I also knew how shameful, hateful and pathetic I would be if I proposed it with you, but I still brought it up, because I love you, but my love is a heavy burden for you, I know all of this." ”

It is precisely because he knows that He Chenfeng will be as difficult as he is now, and he will be like his ups and downs at the moment, "Once I get close to you, you will work very hard, and you will naturally think of He Jinhang's death at the beginning, so I understand that we are not suitable." ”

"But Qu Ran, I'm very conflicted, I know that being with you will make you embarrassed, but I don't feel at ease with whoever I put you next to now, because I'm afraid that you will get sick, I don't want you to get sick, only if you are healthy, I can feel at ease."

When he said this, He Chenfeng was very bitter.

His whole body seemed to be covered with grief and sorrow, and the thick pain pressed him, so that he couldn't even breathe......

Qu Ran listened to his words, and he was also reluctant to suffer so much, and he had so many embarrassments, "Chenfeng...... I promise you that I will be safe, and in the future, I will cherish myself more and cherish myself, because I know that only if I am good, you can rest assured, and you can let go......"

After all, she wants to let He Chenfeng let go, and no matter how reluctant she is, she can't let him continue to suffer, "In the future, you can find someone who is suitable for you, fall in love when you should fall in love, get married when you should get married, don't worry about me, because I also want you to be well." ”

After all, he is the man she has loved and loved all her life, so how much she longs for him to live well.

And if He Chenfeng is good, He Xin will also be fine.

As for her, so far, although I miss He Xin very much, although I also hope that He Xin can stay by her side and be raised by her, but her condition is not suitable for living with He Xin, after all, her condition is still unknown, as the doctor said, although she wakes up now and can recover her vision, but the tumor in the brain is still worried that it will continue to grow, and when the growth rate is fast, it will compress her optic nerve, and sooner or later she will go blind, and she will continue to operate. At that time, we still have to face death or vegetative people, these two outcomes.

Qu Ran knew very well that she was now in the midst of endless treatment, and she also stepped forward to approach He Chenfeng and clenched He Chenfeng's hand, as if this was the last time she held his hand in her life, firmly, tightly, and her demeanor was also full of warmth and tenderness.

"Chenfeng, let's leave it like this, He Xinshe...... I can only hand it over to you in the future, if one day in the future, my tumor will still grow back, or I will have to have surgery, if I will never be as lucky as this time to wake up during the operation, don't be sad, because every day from now on, for my Qu Ran, is a gift from God, and I was originally going to leave. ”

Eventually, however, she woke up.

The feeling of being alive, at this time, how beautiful and lucky it is for Qu Ran.

"As for He Xin, don't tell her for the time being, I'm a mother, I thought about it, if one day, or even one day not far away, I die, she will be sad."

As long as Qu Ran talked about He Xin, his eyes were both touched and warm, but also guilty.

"As her mother, I have never done anything for her, and I am actually not worthy of her to recognize me."

Rather than one day she will leave unexpectedly, it is better to let this secret be protected for the time being, so that Qu Ran will always believe that Yan Ya is really her mother, and not one day in the future, He Xin will know that her "irresponsible" mother will pass away forever.

He Chenfeng was already crying silently at the moment, and he couldn't continue to discuss this topic with Qu Ran at all, the more he talked, the more uncomfortable he felt, and the more he talked, the more pain and discomfort in his chest were intertwined, and he couldn't do anything except hug Qu Ran.

"Say no more, please...... Stop it...... Koji dyeing ...... I won't let you have anything to do, believe me, just like this time, believe me, even if the condition is not good in the future, even if the tumor will still grow, I will not give up on you, you believe me, I just want you to live well. ”

He may not be qualified to be by her side in this life, but the least he can do is to let her survive and firmly guard her life.

He Chenfeng held the back of Qu Ran's head, so stubborn and reluctant to let go, he never wanted to be indignant with her, but everything was showing that he had to let go, only by letting go of Qu Ran, she could live a relaxed life.

Otherwise, He Chenfeng was worried that she would make Qu Ran feel very difficult to live because of the burden and burden he gave.