192: An arrow through the heart
Shen Xuan knew that Pei Jincheng was applying for national citizenship, in order to legally register with Bai Shan.
She knew, but she couldn't stop it, and she didn't want to stop it.
She just reminded herself again and again that if it wasn't hers, she couldn't grab it.
Bai Shan is robbing, so let her rob it.
The man who snatched it had nothing to do with her.
He wants to marry a concubine, marry, it's none of her business, what does it matter to her?
The murder did not belong to her in the first place.
Bai Shan is the woman he once wanted Ming Media to marry, and it was because of her injury that they were forced to separate.
Now that they are going to be together again, it is just a matter of heaven.
Although I reminded myself ten times, hundreds, and thousands of times a day, I wanted to anesthetize myself with such words, but the more anesthetized I was, the more awake I became, and the more awake I was, the more painful I became.
There is only a cycle of pain.
Pei Jincheng almost didn't think about it, so he casually chose a country that could be polygamous to apply for national citizenship.
It's good, she admires his efficiency in her heart.
Both became more silent.
Even when they stripped naked on the bed and fit each other, they stopped talking.
If he wants it, she will give it.
No matter what he wanted, she gave it.
She was thinking, what else could she have but give?
She has nothing, not even the right to say no.
But she has the right to close the door of her heart!
The door of her heart is closed, she will not be sad about what he wants to do, she knows all this.
The biological clock in the early morning woke up Shen Xuan on time, she lifted the quilt lightly, got out of bed and put on her slippers, quietly closed the bathroom door, squeezed toothpaste, brushed her teeth, squeezed facial cleanser, washed her face, and washed.
When he opened the wardrobe, he was also careful, picked out professional clothes, stood in front of the mirror and took a photo, his hair was not curled up, he was scattered, and he had not made up yet.
Take out the stockings from the drawer, they are pantyhose, she wears flesh-colored pants when she goes to work in the company, she has always disliked the thick flesh-colored pantyhose is not good-looking, the texture wraps the long legs, and it doesn't feel sexy at all.
But winter is always winter, even if it is G City in the south, the wind blows in the morning and evening, and it is still cold.
Pei Jincheng asked her to wear three pairs, no one pair was missing, and the pair inside must be thick.
His theory is that if you wear it inside, others can't see it, and if you wear it thinly outside, it is.
She tried it, but she really couldn't see it.
The first pair of thick ones was put on, and then I reached out and took the second pair of thin ones, pulled them up from the toes little by little, and pulled them to the waist, the thin stockings were shiny, and I saw them in the mirror, as if I had only worn this pair, her legs were slender and beautiful, and she was on tiptoe, very sexy.
The third pair was taken out, and the toes of the left foot had just been put in, and it was loosened to the heel, and the tears had already fallen.
He said that it is winter now, and he has had a miscarriage, even if he wants to be beautiful, he must wear thicker, and Zhong Ma said that women can't get into the bones when the wind can't get into their bones, and it will hurt in the future.
He didn't even have the right to wear a pair of stockings, he had to listen to him, and he had to wear three pairs.
Shen Xuan pinched the stockings in the palm of her hand, what should she do? What should I do?
Take off the third pair of stockings, fold them, and put them back in the drawer.
Since then, she has only worn two pairs!
Back in the bathroom, I started curling my hair. Twisted into a shrewd and capable bun.
Looking at herself in the mirror with red eyes, she wanted to sob, but she was afraid to make a sound.
At 10:50 this morning, the time of the private jet on the airport tarmac has been scheduled, and it will fly to Saudi Arabia and take Bai Shan to register.
I've always been afraid of the coming of this day, but I still came.
How many days have they not spoken?
Not even a sentence of "good morning", "good night", "where", "have you eaten", "do you have any projects", "have you had a meeting".
It's not that she doesn't want to fight for it, she doesn't want to monopolize it, it's a decision he made, and no one can change it.
Even if she said she was going to get a divorce, he just said, don't think about it!
Walking out of Wutong Garden, getting on the electric car to go to the dining garden, she knew that she still had to finish breakfast gently, then go to the parking lot, and drive to work.
She thought, should she be him or a vegetative person? Still lying on the bed in the Sycamore Garden, he didn't communicate with her.
Could she be without him? She just goes to work, works, and does her part.
The car drove out of Pei's house, Shen Xuan was wearing light makeup, there were no tears on her face, she was always at the intersection of the traffic light, looked up at the roof of the car, took a few deep breaths, and her eyes did not have water stains that could overflow, and then she leveled her gaze again
Pei Jincheng waited for Shen Xuan to go out before getting up, lifted the quilt, put on his slippers, went into the bathroom, squeezed toothpaste, brushed his teeth, washed his face, shaved, and applied the aftershave of the kind that Shen Xuan liked.
Life is like a circle, you can't run anywhere, running in such a circle every day, along that trajectory, it has become a habit.
When she got out of bed, he woke up. She was heard brushing her teeth, washing her face, and pulling open the closet door.
Mo Jin is not hindered. Together, they are either arguing or silent......
He got dressed, took his papers, and habitually opened her stocking drawer to check, and each color was wrapped up and put into a small grid, like his tie, except that her stockings were much more than his.
If it is hooked, she will throw it away, but every day the lattice will be guaranteed to be full.
Flesh-colored ones in the first row.
Two squares are empty today.
The stockings in the third grid are rolled differently from those in other grids, because the stockings in the other grids are all rolled by Zhong's mother, she doesn't know how to do housework, she cleans up in a mess, and she can't even roll her own socks well
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Shen Xuan returned to her office after the meeting, and she stood by the window.
The airport in City G was in the south direction of the city, and her window was facing just south, and she stood there, looking at the sky.
She had been standing here since 10:20, not moving, not even looking in any other direction.
Occasionally, planes in the sky swept up and flew deep into the clouds.
His private jet, she had sit, he pinned her to the window, looked at the clouds beneath his feet, kissed, caressed......
The same plane, Bai Shan is there today......
Her brow furrowed, because the pain in her left chest was excessive.
The pain was so painful that she couldn't bear it.
I raised my wrist and looked at my watch, 10:50.
It's exactly 10:50.
After a while, there was a shadow of an airplane in the southern sky, I don't know if it was his, anyway, it was so small that I couldn't see it clearly.
Slowly, slowly, her body slid down, she turned her back, no longer looking out the window, her bones spine slumped over the edge of the windowsill, and the pain was like scraping bones.
Until I bent my legs, sat on the ground, propped my hands on the carpet, and unintentionally put my right hand on my knees, it was a little cold today, even if I turned on the air conditioner, it was still cold, maybe I was used to wearing thick clothes, and I was always not used to it.
The fingers on his knees were as white as onions, and the ring on his ring finger was shining and burning people's eyes, and he said, "Ah Xuan, a married woman is going to wear a ring, you know?" ”
She still remembered that he put a male ring in the palm of her hand, and she said, "Ah Xuan, help me put it on." ”
But the man is left and the woman is right, and the wedding ring can only be worn on one ring finger, and now that he has Bai Shan, what should he do?
Raising her hand, the ring was right in front of her, and she smiled miserably when she looked at the arrows of Cupid reflected in the cut surface through her heart, and sure enough, it was an arrow through her heart.
She once thought that as long as ten thousand arrows pierced her heart, she would puff up her chest and never be nostalgic again.
Now she can't stand this arrow, how can she withstand ten thousand arrows?
There was a knock on the office door, she wiped the tears on her face, got up quickly in a panic, opened her bag again, took out the powder box, and touched up her makeup in front of the small mirror inside.
Everything was packed up before she said indifferently, "Come in." ”
Wang Qing led Zhong's mother into the office.
It wasn't the first time that Zhong's mother came, so Wang Qing went out after bringing her.
Mother Zhong walked to the desk, and there were no too many rules, so she took out a small bag from her backpack and read in her mouth, "Young grandma, before the young master leaves, let me bring this to you......"
A small envelope-sized light beige fabric zipper bag was handed to Shen Xuan, and Shen Xuan took it, "Well, I know, Xiexie Zhong's mother." ”
"Where is the young grandmother, thank you for this?" Zhong's mother waved her hand, "I'm leaving, and I'll have to send soup to Xiaoying to the hospital later." ”
Shen Xuan advised again, "Okay, if someone asks, don't talk nonsense." ”
"Don't worry, young grandma, I know the rules."
"Take good care of Xiaoying."
Zhong Ma nodded again and again, "Well, I know, I know." ”
The door of the office was closed again, and Shen Xuan sat on her vice president's leather chair, with a small bag on the side of a pile of documents, which looked out of place, she picked it up and threw it into the trash.
After throwing it in, his eyes are still locked in the trash.
She warned herself not to be cheap.
But the hand wearing the diamond ring had reached into the trash can, picked up the small cloth bag, and when she unzipped it, her throat choked, and she raised her head suddenly, her eyes were wide open, staring at the ceiling, staring, and the tears of shame fell again. V5qn。
The stockings that she had taken off in the morning and put back in the plaid were now in front of her again......
Pei Jincheng!
How long is he going to torture her?
The plane flew over layers of white clouds and began to fly level, Pei Jincheng looked at the newspaper calmly, Bai Shan sat on the sofa reading magazines, and Wenzhu and Bai Liwei sat with Bai Shan.
Pei Jincheng didn't raise his head, "Uncle Bai, have you brought all the things?" ”
Bai Liwei seemed to be in a good mood, and laughed loudly, "Of course, of course you have all the money, you can register it, and I will give it to you." ”
Friends, see you tomorrow, the relatives have been so well-behaved in the past two days, and there is no 99 at all, what's the matter.