On the way here, Ye Shucheng has been apprehensive in his heart, and this apprehension has reached the extreme when he saw Su Nian and saw her smile.

The red and swollen eyes he saw were clearly crying, and his heart ached violently.

He opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

You can't live by your own sin, and you can't even think of a way to argue it.

At this moment, it seems that everything is superfluous.

The weird smile on the corner of Su Nian's lips did not dissipate, and he slowly turned his head to look at Han Jing, "Senior, let's go." ”

Han Jing nodded and stepped forward, and Su Niancai turned sideways but was grabbed by Ye Shucheng's wrist.

"Su Nian, let's talk."

She was stunned for a moment, and raised her eyes to look at him, "You should be very busy, you should make some preparations before getting engaged," paused, glanced at the clothes on his body again, and moved her gaze to his well-defined face, "The clothes are very suitable, Mr. Ye, congratulations." ”

"......" Ye Shucheng was blocked and couldn't speak, and his heart twitched tightly.

She looks calm, and she's even smiling.

Han Jing spoke up: "Sanshao, let it go, we're leaving." ”

Hearing this, Ye Shucheng glanced at Han Jing coldly, "Our affairs have nothing to do with you, you brought her here today." What intentions? ”

Han Jing laughed, "What are you talking about, should you ask me?" ”

Ye Shucheng's eyebrows burst with ruthlessness, and he realized that Su Nian turned his wrist to break free, and pulled her to the house.

Su Nian was forced to take two steps, and Han Jing took her other hand.

Ye Shucheng's anger surged in his heart, "Han Jing, let go, I have something to say to her." ”

Han Jing ignored him and asked Su Nian, "Are you going?" ”

Su Nian was silent for a few seconds, and then smiled at Han Jing with a pale face, "It's okay, senior, I'll be back soon." ”

Han Jing twisted his eyebrows and looked at her for a few seconds before letting go, "Call me if you have something, I'm here." ”

Ye Shucheng snorted disdainfully, pulled Su Nian straight back to the house, did not go upstairs, casually found a nearby empty room downstairs to enter, and closed the door.

Fang let go of her hand and pressed it to her forehead, her mind spinning rapidly.

How to say?

Unexpectedly, whatever he said seemed to be a dead end, he knew too well what kind of person she was, and there was fear in his heart that was overwhelming.

Su Nian rubbed his wrist and looked around a little blankly.

The decoration of this house, brand new, even in a guest room is extremely luxurious, she has nowhere to look, and finally falls on the sandalwood floor at her feet, and sighs a deep sigh, there must be someone who speaks first, and she says, "Say whatever you have to say." ”

He opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

For a long time, he said bitterly, "I...... I will try to cancel the engagement, I have already talked to Lu Rongan, and I will discuss with her what to say later. ”

"Really?" She smiled and looked up, "Why cancel?" Canceled, all this was prepared in vain, the wedding room, those flowers outside, hydrogen balloons, banners...... You see the servants are busy, and they're still preparing. ”

After thinking about it, he said, "I also prepared in vain." ”

He was stunned.

"You've been preparing me for so long, and now it's canceled, aren't you working in vain?"

She tried to make her tone appear nonchalant, but her hands were clenched unconsciously, her nails were embedded in her palms, and she took a step back and leaned against the wall, only to gain some strength to support her feet.

Ye Shucheng lowered his head, raised his head again, his eyebrows were frowning, and his mood was extremely anxious.

So far, the explanations may have been in vain, but he couldn't just watch her go.

"I admit it, I approached you with a heart of revenge, but Su Nian, you obviously know how much I want that child, you beat the child, have you thought about my feelings? You always weigh rationally, think that the child and I are useless to you, just throw it away, how many times have I said that I will make it up to you and you will repay you, but have you listened to it once? ”

His face was depressed, and when he thought of the child, his emotions were a little out of control, and his chest rose and fell violently, "Have you ever thought that it was a life!" Later I would dream that you pointed to the bucket and told me it was my child. What kind of woman can be ruthless to you? Now you want to forget about your children and move on? ”

His lips opened and closed, his eyes were red, and his voice was a little floating, "How can you forget the child?" ”

After a few seconds, he said, "That's our child." ”

Su Nian smiled bitterly, to this day, he is still like this, blaming her for all the problems.

He could never see himself clearly.

"I thought you had really learned to forgive, you told me you would learn, remember you once confessed to me in the hospital, and you said ...... at that time"

"You don't have a family, you don't know how to love, you don't know how to love someone, but you want to learn...... Ye Shucheng, all your words are just talking, is this what you call love? She raised her head slightly, looking at his deep eyes, there were tears in her eyes, and she smiled sadly, "There is no tolerance, there is no forgiveness, some are deception and incomprehensible cities, this is your love, Ye Shucheng, don't teach me a lesson with the attitude that you care more about the child, you actually don't love anyone, you only love yourself, the reason why you are angry is not because of the child, it is because you use this child to reflect yourself, you treat me as Cheng Yi, you are bent on reversing the fate of being abandoned, so you can't bear me to beat the child." ”

She spoke calmly and slowly, but every word was a knife, a knife that broke his heart and stabbed straight into the depths of his soul.

He felt like he had been killed.

She said: "You take me as a thing in your hands, you can't accept that I am not under your control, you have used all kinds of means to control me, once used transactions, then house arrest, and finally, you used my feelings ......"

Speaking of this, she bit her lip fiercely and tried her best to hold back.

In the presence of the enemy, tears are deadly.

Ye Shucheng is now her enemy, and she can't show weakness in front of anyone she weeps in front of him.

Ye Shucheng didn't speak, his face turned pale, and he stared at her.

The brain was empty, because her words were too sharp, and those old wounds, which he did not dare to touch, were now uncovered by her and nakedly exposed.

- What kind of person can face his ugliness and ugliness, face the darkest side of his soul?

His blood flowed backwards, and in the bottom of his heart, it was no longer sadness or the anxiety of losing her, but the embarrassment of being seen through. Helplessness, as well as ......

Wrath.

Sensing that his aura became cold, she continued to laugh, her voice was very deep, without waves, "Actually, Ye Shucheng, they are not wrong, maybe your past is sympathetic, and now you can't blame you for becoming like this, but you are really a monster, in this life, you can't learn to love, and you don't deserve to be loved......"

Before the words fell, there was a gust of wind in my ears, and there was a heavy "bang". His fist landed on the wall next to her ear.

The whitish joints were pressed against the wall by the huge impact, and blood oozed from the scratched places, and he looked angry, his breath became short, and he lowered his head to her, "You say it again. ”

She smiled and continued.

"I said you're a monster."

Her tone was as light as if she had made an innocuous joke, she was not provocative, but it was better than provocative, and her calm had turned into an arrogance, which made him angry.

"Why ...... You"

He said with difficulty, "Su Nian, why are you?!" ”

His voice became louder, and his eyes were full of gloom, but he couldn't think of a word to refute her, and his mind was blank. But they struggled to the death.

She looked at him quietly for a few seconds, shook her head, and sighed, "You haven't made any progress at all, whether it's that gangster Cheng Rin, or the current President Ye Da, you are the child who was abandoned in the playground and couldn't find a home in your bones, you have never come out, Ye Shucheng, no one will take you out, you will stay in that playground for the rest of your life." ”

His eyes were scarlet, his heart seemed to be frozen, and his blood was so frozen that it couldn't flow.

Most of what outsiders hear is rumors, even if An Ziyan knows about it. It's just a rough idea, those details that no one knows, little by little, he told her defenselessly.

No one knew that on the day that Cheng Yi and Ye Junya were left in the playground, the crowd dispersed, and he searched the entire playground alone in the night, and was finally kicked out by the staff.

He had already learned her sharp teeth, but one day, when she saw all his weaknesses, she used this remarkable eloquence against him, and every word had to make him bleed.

The counterattack at this moment was all instinctive, and the excessive anger made him cold, and after looking at each other for a moment, he slowly spoke.

"As a loser...... You've amazed me. ”

She was stunned.

"Yes, I'm just a monster, I don't understand love, I don't need to understand, I don't lack women, aren't you women all the same? You can climb into a man's bed for a small profit, just like when you were at the beginning, for a mere 500,000 yuan, you sent it to the door yourself, and sold yourself cheaply for the first time, and ...... for a gay husband"

He deliberately dragged out his tone and looked at her pupils that suddenly tightened.

"I am surprised that you are really cheap, sometimes you have a high attitude, as if you are so principled, but later, in order to be a designer. It's fun to be my lover......"

He laughed, full of banter, "Do you know why I like you?" Because you look like a chaste martyr from the first time, but you will succumb to lust and hope because of instinct, for money or dreams, you always struggle, but you can't get out, like this time-"

He hooked her hair and kissed her gently, with a flirtatious smile between his eyebrows, "You are so sensible and so accountant of the pros and cons, in the end you are not the same as staying in my room, saying that you will do it for me......"

His gaze fell to her lips.

She looked bloodless and bowed her head in a hurry.

The lip was bitten and bloodied deeply, and no pain was felt.

Her heart seemed to be numb with pain, unconscious, and she was dazed and unable to think.

He was humiliating her, using the usual way of men, trampling all her dignity under his feet and crushing her hard.

She tried hard to pull a game back, but she couldn't, and once he attacked with her feelings, she was powerless.

"A good wife said that she would hurt me in the future, do you know how ridiculous I heard it at the time? I don't need to go to Yeshu City, I will come alone, and I will go down alone, women are in my position as long as they beckon, if I am willing, I can find goods like you everywhere. ”

He didn't really know what he was talking about, he just instinctively wanted to hurt her.

He is a black hole, he wants to absorb her, so that she can not taste the pain of the day, he is a hedgehog, he once gave her the soft side, but she was slandered, so he can only erect thorns all over his body to fight back.

He lifted her chin with his hand and stared into her eyes.

Her eyes were very swollen, and there were tears in her eyes at this moment.

He smiled and asked, "Don't you want to cry?" ”

She tried to look away, but he gripped his chin so hard that she snorted in pain.

The vacancy in his heart was gradually expanding, and it was a bloody pain that was cut open to her word by word, and this pain overwhelmed everything at this moment.

He stared at her in silence for a few seconds, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed her on the lips.

Her eyes widened in disbelief. Immediately he struggled desperately, tears welled up in his eyes, and his cheeks were also wet at close range.

Her jaw was fixed and she couldn't even turn her head, her hand scratched at his hand, her nails scratched blood one after another, to no avail, remembering that this was the hand he had once injured, she simply punched him hard where his bones had been cracked.

Sure enough, he twisted his eyebrows in pain and let go of his hand, before he left her lips, and before he could raise his head, a slap "snapped" and fell on his cheek.

She exerted so hard that his face felt a burning pain in an instant.

He raised his hand and touched his cheek. Turning his head to look at her angry face, he hooked his lips and smiled a little wickedly.

"Yes, I just said it...... It's the way you are now, a pretending chaste martyr, you should not ask for it if I am willing to touch you, but unfortunately Cheng Yi and Ye Junya interrupted that day, otherwise I can try your unforgiving mouth again......"

A knock on the door interrupted him.

Su Nian's face was pale, tears were still flowing out, and her hazy gaze fell on his face without focus.

She overestimates herself, underestimates him, and is ruthless, and they are equal in strength to each other.

All her low profile and humility were deliberately magnified by him, and he wanted to frame it to remind her how lowly she had been and fell in love with him.

Ye Shucheng glanced at the door, but before he spoke, there was a sound of the doorknob turning outside, and then Lu Rongan shouted noisily, "Sanshao, why did you lock the door?" Let me tell you, another guest is coming, you should come out and sum it up......"

Ye Shucheng walked over and opened the door, looking down at Lu Rongan at the door.

Lu Rongan's eyes touched the red mark on his cheek, and he was stunned for a moment, but Ye Shucheng deliberately blocked his vision.

Ye Shucheng said, "I'll talk about it later." ”

She was dumbfounded, "It's almost too late......

"I said, wait a minute."

Lu Rongan flattened his mouth, and he didn't dare to ask when he looked fierce. "Okay, then I'll wait for you in my room first, you hurry up...... If it is delayed any longer, the Ye family will come. ”

After speaking, Lu Rongan glanced at the room unwillingly, but was so frightened by Ye Shucheng's sharp eyes that he hurriedly withdrew his gaze and left.

Ye Shucheng turned around and saw Su Nian wiping his tears.

Her thin shoulders fluttered, twitching and twitching, and his heart felt like a pinprick.

The tears were endless, and she wiped them with her sleeves very carelessly, wiped them and then flowed out, and wiped them out again......

She could only exert herself hard, the cuffs of the down jacket rubbed against the corners of her eyes, and again and again, the skin around her eyes began to hurt.

Ye Shucheng stepped in her direction. It was only two steps, and she suddenly looked up and backwards like a bird, and looked at him in horror.

He was stuck in his throat, and he wanted to speak, but he couldn't.

All that can be said are hurtful words to each other.

Her body shrank a little, the momentum that she had forcibly disguised before, she was powerless to continue, she thought that if she spoke out about the darkness in his heart, she would be able to pull back a game, but no.

She can't get it back, she can't reverse it at all, because she put her true feelings, he trampled on her to the point of misery, and now she has to pour salt on her wounds. Not even the last shred of self-esteem was left for her.

She lowered her head and was about to leave, but he stopped her.

He was about to speak, but he heard her speak first, and her voice was very small and soft: "I admit defeat." ”

He suddenly looked down at her.

She didn't look up, she just wanted to escape from this embarrassing place as soon as possible, "I admit defeat, I deserve it, Ye Shucheng, you should be satisfied." ”

She tried to push his hand away, but he didn't move, panic in his heart.

This time, once she leaves, can she turn back?

She was silent for a few seconds, then finally looked up at him. Tears welled up again, stinging his eyes.

His hand was losing its strength and slowly drooping, and she didn't say anything, just looked at him with tears in her eyes.

After a while, she turned her head and walked straight out, throwing him one last word.

"Congratulations...... You win. ”

He heard the footsteps drift away, and for a long time, he slammed his fist into the wall.

……

Walking out of the house and going to the parking lot, Su Nian was extremely embarrassed, looking like a female ghost when she lost her soul.

Her face was pale, but her lips were red and glamorous because of Ye Shucheng's ravage, and the sun broke through the clouds in the rare good weather in winter, reflecting her bloodless face.

Her steps were vague and soft, she didn't know how she got to the villa parking lot, and she glanced around, but Han Jing was far away, as if she had met an acquaintance, and she was greeting with a smile.

A few men were talking and laughing there, and she glanced at herself reflected in the car window, and she really didn't have the courage to go over to call Han Jing, so she stumbled a little and wanted to simply go out by herself.

All the way to the red carpet, the whole yard has become a sea of flowers, each one is a mockery of her, here is joyful, so lively, she is only like a water dog, that ugly posture is unprecedented.

Hurry to the door, someone stops me.

She looked up slowly and saw Yu Kun.

Yu Kun twisted his eyebrows, and only after he glanced at her, he already understood.

"I said it earlier......" he paused.

At this time, it is not a good time to dig through old accounts, and he said, "I'll send you back." ”

Her eyes glazed over, unresponsive.

Yu Kun couldn't help it, so he patted her on the shoulder, "Let's talk about it when I go back, don't stay here." ”

He swept his gaze inside, and sighed silently in his heart.

The more powerful this engagement is, the more cruel it is to her, but it is obvious that Ye Shucheng just wants to be cruel to her.

Su Nian walked forward a little stunned, acting mechanically, Yu Kun followed closely, and opened the car door to ask her to get into the car when she went out.

The villa area was miles away from the main road with buses, and this time, she didn't resist and obeyed the board. The driver in the front seat turned around, "Mr. Yu, are you not attending the engagement banquet?" ”

Yu Kun said, "Well, go back first." ”

The car was driving on the road, Yu Kun made a phone call, Su Nian vaguely heard him explaining to the same person why he couldn't attend the engagement banquet, the other end of the phone seemed to be someone from the Lu family, her body was weak, and she leaned on the car window a little weakly, looked outside for a while, and closed her eyes.

Her mind was spinning slowly, and she thought she should call Han Jing and tell him that she was gone, however, she didn't want to move.

She was so tired that she didn't even want to move a finger, she didn't want to do anything, and just breathing took her energy.

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, the air was not circulating, she was getting more and more uncomfortable, and she wanted to vomit halfway, Yu Kun hurriedly found a paper bag for her to pick up, but she didn't eat in the morning, just pantothenic acid in her stomach, retching for a while, and she didn't vomit anything.

Yu Kun was next to her, stroking her back with his hand. Again and again.

The car had left the villa area, and finally left the villa area, but because of her motion sickness, it was parked in the middle of the road, on the side of the bustling road, a temporary stop.

She burst into tears, and she didn't look at Yu Kun, as if she was talking to herself, "...... I don't want to be in a car. ”

Yu Kun was silent for a while, opened the car door and took some things, and told the driver to drive away.

The two of them stood on the side of the road for a while, she was stunned, stunned for a while, and then walked forward blankly.

This section of the road happened to be in front of a high school, and children from school flocked out, and high school boys ran mischievously. She was hit and almost fell, Yu Kun hurriedly helped her and pulled her to the inside, and her voice was very deep, "Wait a minute, the students will disperse and leave." ”

The two of them stood at the door of a steamed bun shop next to the school gate, a simple steamed bun shop, a steamer was placed at the door, and the white heat was faint, Yu Kun glanced at it, and suddenly said, "I'll invite you to eat steamed buns." ”

Su Nian didn't react, but she didn't refuse, she kept showing a stunned state, so Yu Kun smoothly pulled her into this small steamed bun shop.

The environment is not good, but Yu Kun doesn't care too much. pulled Su Nian to sit down at a table next to it, and then ordered a few steamed buns, both meat and vegetarian, and quickly served them.

He handed the chopsticks to Su Nian, and seeing that she didn't react, he took her hand and forced her to let go.

"In those years in the United States, I dreamed of Chinese steamed dumplings, which are not a high-grade place, just like this: "I used to live in the village with your mother and often ate them, but at that time I was really poor, and I couldn't afford the meat filling, so I could only eat vegetarian, and your mother followed me and ate vegetarian for a long time." ”

Su Nian slowly looked up at him.

The surrounding voices were a little noisy, Yu Kun smiled, "My first job on Wall Street was not stable for a long time, because the Chinese were somewhat despised over there, and every time I felt depressed, I would go to Chinatown to eat steamed dumplings, and after eating, I should start again, think about it, no matter how big things in life are, it is only a big meal." ”

"It's a pity that many times, no one can understand, what you think is important may not be important, what you think doesn't matter may not really matter."

Su Nian's eyes drooped.

"But one thing is obvious," Yu Kun looked up at her. "It's not worth it if you make it so painful, you deserve better, you should learn to be kind to yourself."

She had a sour nose and frowned.

"You are like your mother, smart and strong, you will walk over and start over, the pain is temporary, you think like this, everything will pass."

"No......" she whimpered, "No, I can't get by, how can I get by?" I ......"

She covered her face, tears sliding down her palms, "I'm pregnant...... His children ......"

Yu Kun was stunned.

Su Nian's words were a shock to him.

Although Su Nian didn't recognize him, in his eyes, she was his daughter, which father could be calm in this situation?

Even though he had gone through the wind and rain, his tone was not stable at this moment, "Then what do you want to do...... Knock it out, or give birth? ”