Chapter 44 Letting go is also a fulfillment

She never wanted to say these words, but when faced with the accusation of the culprit, she could no longer control the power in her heart. This time, she defended not only her, but also him.

"What do you know!" Chen Yaxin screamed, "What are you, why are you yelling at me, why are you pointing at our love." ”

Xu An's patience was exhausted by Chen Yaxin, he pointed in the direction of the door, and said impatiently: "Get out, don't appear in front of me again." ”

He Qian also sneered, "Chen Yaxin, there are gods three feet above your head, people are doing it, the sky is watching, don't go too far." We don't say that we are not afraid of you, but we feel that we have to be forgiving and forgiving, do you still need me to point you out one by one for the shameless deeds you and Ye Minglan did. ”

Xu An looked at He Qian, who was very inward-looking, and was stunned for a while, he had never seen her angry, obviously with such a serious expression, but he only felt cute.

She is defending him, even if her heart hurts to death now, but she still defends him first!

What a silly girl, such a strong affection, but in order not to become his burden, she would rather be his cannon. You don't want to be his bond. Why, until now, he understood, that her love was deeper than he had imagined.

"That's a matter between me and Xu An, and it has nothing to do with you, an outsider!" Chen Yaxin planned to mess around to the end, and automatically ignored Xu An's expulsion.

However, how could Xu An make her satisfied, took her arm and walked out. However, He Qian stopped him from moving, and all his words today must be explained.

"Then please shut up, don't talk nonsense, don't be a slut at every turn,*. Chen Yaxin, I think I'm not thin on you, why are you slandering me like this! "It's really hell alive, it's unlucky!

Chen Yaxin sneered and snorted disdainfully, "What kind of white lotus, in fact, you are much better than me, after having Xu An, you are not recruiting bees and butterflies." Today with this man, tomorrow with that man, you are a bus, a broken shoe that a man throws away after wearing! ”

He Qian trembled angrily, Xu An really couldn't listen to it, how could this woman's mouth be so vicious, her heart was so vicious, she really looked at it more, she felt that it was a blasphemy against her eyes, and if she said a word, she felt that it was a serious waste of life.

"Chen Yaxin," Xu An bent down, pinching her delicate chin without pity, word by word, "I don't want to mention the past anymore, and if I don't say it, it doesn't mean that I have let it go." I don't want to repeat all the bad things you did. I tell you clearly, even if there is no He Qian, I will never be with you again in this life, I don't hate you, but I hate you! Now, you'd better disappear from my line of sight immediately, or I'll really call the police. ”

He had given her enough face, and he was fed up with her doing nothing, and if she hadn't retreated, he wouldn't have been so good at talking.

"You won't." Chen Yaxin shook her head again and again, tears flowed down her face, she hugged Xu An's leg suddenly, and pleaded poignantly, "Give me a chance, I will love you well, and I will never be willful again, don't leave me." ”

However, Xu An was unmoved, and watched Chen Yaxin's belated confession and apology coldly. "Release!"

"Don't, Xu An, forgive me, I really know it's wrong. Don't do that to me, I'm so sad. ”

He Qian really couldn't stand it, and at this moment, seeing Chen Yaxin, who was humbly begging Xu An not to leave, she suddenly felt a little despicable. They are lovers who have been in love for a long time, and it is normal for them to be separated and combined. But is she a saboteur who takes advantage of the situation?

She really needs to think about this question. She can't forcibly destroy the love of others in the name of love, which is really no different from Xiao San's behavior. He Qian returned to the room in despair, and faintly heard Xu An's call, but she had no idea.

Sitting in the corner with her hands and knees, He Qian recalled the bits and pieces of her and Xu An's together, every scene was vivid, whether it was sweet or sad, she regarded it as a baby.

She loves Xu An, but she doesn't want to embarrass Xu An. Now that it has reached this point, the chaotic situation is more or less mixed with her factors. It can be seen that Chen Yaxin really knows that she is wrong, so what about Xu An, does he still have her in his heart.

He Qian knew that Xu An was a responsible and good man, but that was why she was worried about whether Xu An only had the word responsibility for her and no love.

He knew that she loved him, so he couldn't bear to hurt her even if he didn't want to. Therefore, he could only pretend to love her and reluctantly be with her.

Could that be the case? He Qian's heart suddenly panicked. Perhaps, she should quit this game of love, and letting go is also a kind of fulfillment. Anyway, he already had him, and he was really content.

There was also Chen Yaxin's sad crying outside the door, He Qian looked around nostalgically, and then silently packed up her salute and packed everything, including her memories. He took several deep breaths in the doorway before he mustered up the courage to walk out.

Seeing her dragging her suitcase, Xu An was shocked, "What are you going to do!" ”

He Qian looked at him deeply, as if she wanted to imprint his appearance in her mind. She didn't reply to Xu An's words, but turned her head to look at Chen Yaxin, hesitated for a moment, and then spoke, "Do you really love him?" ”

"Love!" It's not muddy at all, it's neat.

He Qian paused for a few seconds, and then said solemnly: "Then please take good care of him and don't hurt him anymore." ”

"You don't need to say it, I will!"

He Qian looked at Xu An, who was blue with an iron face, her heart was dripping blood, but she showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, "Thank you, I'm sorry to disturb!" ”

After speaking, without waiting for them to reply, he turned to leave. She didn't turn her head until the door closed, so she missed the anger and sadness in Xu An's eyes.

"He Qian!" Xu An shouted, he was really about to explode, and she gave him away without saying a word.

She obviously loves him deeply, why do she want to push him into the arms of other women. He had already made it so clear why she still didn't want to believe him!

"Let go!" Xu An is so angry, don't expect him to maintain any hellish demeanor at this time. "Did I let you go?"

He Qian had already left, Chen Yaxin's face was rippling with a smug smile, compared to Xu An's thunderous jump, Chen Yaxin seemed much calmer. She stood up suddenly, hugged Xu An, and said proudly: "It's okay that slut has a little eyes, otherwise I won't be done with her." ”

Xu An pushed Chen Yaxin away violently and roared angrily: "Shut up, I don't allow you to say that about her!" ”

Don't look at what kind of person you are, what qualifications do you have to judge others!

"Distressed?" Chen Yaxin sneered, "It seems that He Qian is not simple, it has only been a few days, and it has fascinated you upside down, black and white." Oh, it's useless to feel distressed, she's gone, you're mine now. ”

"I'll never be yours." Even if he dies.

"Get out." Xu An pulled Chen Yaxin and wanted to pull her out, but Chen Yaxin made up her mind and refused to leave.

"How can you do this to me, I really want to be with you. What's so good about that slut, you..."

To be a slut, a slut on the right, Xu An finally couldn't bear to slap her, "Shut up, I said, you are not allowed to say that about her, do you take my words as a deaf ear." Get out, get out! Don't show up in front of me again, I feel sick when I see you. ”

Chen Yaxin held her hot face and looked at the fierce Xu An in horror, and her body trembled involuntarily.

When they were together, Xu An doted on her very much, and almost never blushed at her, no matter how unreasonable she was, he would at most pull down his face and say two words to her without pain, not even swearing, let alone beating her.

"You beat me for her?"

Xu An slammed her out of the door and slammed the door shut, refusing her to step into his house and pollute the air.

"I'm finally making it clear that we couldn't have been together since you betrayed me and were with that man. I also made it clear to you that you should also be decent when you break up. So, you're going to break up, and I accept it. But to get back together, I will definitely not agree, because you are dirty! ”

She doesn't deserve it!

After speaking, he didn't look back, pressed the elevator, and flashed people directly.

As for what Chen Yaxin thinks, it has nothing to do with him half a dime. That kind of selfish woman would never do anything to hurt herself for a man.

"Xu An, Xu An." The moment the elevator closed, she saw a face full of disgust.

Damn the little woman, she didn't believe him so much, and waited for him to find her and see how he cleaned her up.

Xu An angrily punched down the wall of the elevator, and by the time he ran out, He Qian had already disappeared. kept dialing her cell phone, but the long beep was freezing his heart little by little.

Where would she go at such a late hour? The imperial capital is so big, and it is undoubtedly a needle in a haystack to find someone in the vast sea of people. But he must find her, teach the little woman a lesson, and never let him go at any time!

He Qian walked aimlessly on the road, and the cold wind was not as cold as her heart. She doesn't have any good friends in the imperial capital, except for Chen Yaxin, there is also a person named Lu Qing. It's just that Lu Qing lives with her fiancΓ© now, and although Lu Qing will definitely take her in, she is really embarrassed to make that super-wattage light bulb.

Anyway, I have to go to the magic capital with Che Yanling tomorrow, so it's convenient to just stay in a hotel.

made up his mind, casually flagged down a taxi, and after He Qian sat down, the taxi was gone.

Opening the door, He Qian sat on the bed in despair, tears streaming down her cheeks. It's so sad, it's really sad, her heart seems to have been torn apart by force, and she swallowed the tears with difficulty, so that her heart was eroded under the soak of tears. The breakup is only in a moment, but the longing is a lifetime.

With tears in her eyes, He Qian looked at the flickering mobile phone screen, and tears flowed down.

"Where are you? I'm going to pick you up. ”

Almost at the moment of connection, Xu An's deep voice pierced through the microphone and straight into He Qian's heart, go home? What a good word, but it wasn't her home.

"No, I can't bother you anymore."

"I never said you were bothering me, Hesie, why do you always impose your self-righteousness on my head." Xu An finally got angry, "You love me, but you give up on me easily every time, is this your love!" ”

He Qian cried and shook her head, she cried so much that she couldn't even speak.

"I don't, I can't, I don't know."