After staying in Hong Kong for a week, Xia Qi is in good condition, from waking up once a day at the beginning to waking up twice a day in the morning and at night now.

It's just that I'm a little worried about her state, because since she said sorry to me with difficulty, she hasn't said a word, hasn't shown a smile, hasn't shed a single tear.

I am not the only one who is worried, even the attending doctor has advised us to carry out psychological intervention as soon as possible, otherwise psychological problems will become the last straw that breaks the camel's back.

But it didn't work at all, although Xia Qi's eyes were open, but she stared at the ceiling as if she was dead, sometimes for three or four hours.

The psychiatrist came batch after batch, and finally they all shook their heads and left, so I had to call Tang Chuanxiu and ask him to contact Pei Chu if he could come over and give Xia Qi a hypnosis to wash the nightmarish memories out of my mind.

I can't imagine that if those pictures had always existed, not only Xia Qi, but everyone would have gone crazy.

Even if Jiang Fuhai is killed, this problem will not be solved.

He Junxi cried every time he sat in front of the hospital bed, pulling Xia Qi to cry: "Wife, I beg you, you talk to me, you look at me twice, I beg you, don't leave me behind......"

Later, he found that it didn't work, so he hugged He Xia over, and the child began to cry when he saw that his mother ignored him, but his voice was hoarse, and Xia Qi still didn't look at him.

I know that He Junxi and He Xia are not wrong, and Xia Qi is not wrong, it is not them who are wrong, it is Jiang Fuhai who is wrong.

One day in the middle of the night, I woke up from a nightmare, crying so much that I had to ask Luo Ange to take me to the hospital.

He Junxi was still sitting there, Xia Qi was also awake, and she didn't react when she saw us entering, as the psychiatrist said earlier, she closed her heart.

He Junxi wiped a handful of tears and asked, "Why are you here, you should rest more when you are pregnant." ”

I put my hand on his shoulder: "I'm fine, how is she?" ”

He smiled helplessly: "It's still like that, Yan Shan, she closed the door of her heart and didn't allow me to enter." Does she not want me anymore? ”

I kind of wanted to cry: "No, she just can't think about it for a while, and when she recovers, everything will be fine." ”

He covered his face: "Yan Shan, don't lie to me, it's not okay, Xia Qi is dead, died in that lonely afternoon, died in the clutches of Jiang Fuhai, she can't live anymore." ”

I shoved him: "What nonsense are you talking about, what can't you die?" ”

He shook his head: "Yan Shan, do you know, I'm about to run out, I really can't hold on." ”

I finally couldn't help crying: "He Junxi, don't give up, if you give up, what will Xia Qi do?" ”

He Junxi's shoulders twitched, and he almost reached the point of crying: "Yan Shan, why is God so unfair, we haven't done anything hurtful, why should we let Qiqi suffer such a crime." Even if we do something wrong, should the punishment be so severe? ”

I shook my head: "No, you're not wrong, it's not wrong at all, it's them who are wrong." ”

While we were talking, Xia Qi was lying there, unfocused, not knowing where to stare at.

Soon Yukawa Xiu came with Pei Chu, and we pinned all our hopes on him, but bad news followed.

First of all, Pei Chu regretfully told us that hypnosis had no effect on Xia Qi at all, and her heart was completely closed and she couldn't enter at all.

Then there was a lawsuit in an investment case involving He Junxi, and the relevant departments asked him to go back to assist in the investigation, but he lost control of his emotions and beat the officials on the spot.

In the end, because of the negligence of adults, He Xia was scalded by boiling water, and the injury was not light.

All of this is like a spell, tightly binding the family, making people breathless.

But we have no power to fight back, we can only bear it.

Mother He and Aunt Su kept accompanying He Xia in the pediatric inpatient department, but where did the child know so much, crying in pain, as soon as the child cried, grandma and grandmother also cried, and the whole ward was a mess.

I ran at both ends, wiped my tears for half of the day, and the morning sickness was severe, and then Luo Ange was afraid that something would happen to me, so he found the best nurse to take care of Xia Qi's mother and son in the hospital, and we went back to Cannes.

The day after I returned to Cannes, I had a high fever, talked nonsense, and cried all the time, Luo Ange was so nervous that he sent me to the hospital.

However, because I was not yet three months pregnant, the doctor did not dare to give me an infusion, so I had to take physical cooling.

But I burned and hallucinated, and I always felt that Xia Qi was standing at the door looking at me and laughing, smiling eerily.

I called her name and she ignored me, I shouted again for her to turn around and leave, I chased her out and grabbed her, shouting, "Kiki, Kiki, don't leave me." ”

Her face was horribly white, as if she were covered in ice, and she looked at me with a vacant gaze: "I just came to see you, I'm leaving." ”

"Where are you going?"

"Go where I need to go, Shan Shan, every one of us is a sinner. I'm gone, take care. ”

Before I could speak, she swished away, and I woke up shouting her name, and someone hugged me: "Baby, baby, have you had a nightmare, haven't you?" ”

I burst into tears, the dream was so real, so real that it made me shudder.

I had the same dream for several nights in a row, and in addition to drinking medicine every day, I called He Junxi and took the trouble to ask him over and over again if Xia Qi was better.

I knew there would be no results, but I persevered.

As a result of perseverance, I was physically and mentally exhausted, and my fever was better, but my cough worsened, and I returned to the state of my previous cold.

My mother was highly nervous, and every day she boiled medicine and soup and sent it to the villa for me, but it was okay if she didn't come, I cried as soon as she came, crying and telling her Xia Qi.

After a few days, my mother didn't dare to come, she told Luo Ange that she was afraid that I would cry blind.

This incident attracted the attention of the Luo family, and more than 20 people from the two families came to the villa to see me, and then solemnly told me how it was not good to be too sad during pregnancy.

I know it's not good, but I can't help it.

In the end, Mo Yinghuai asked Luo Ange to take me to relax, wherever I went, in short, he wanted to take me out for a walk.

During this time, I was very thin, I had 95 pounds before pregnancy, and now I only have 90 pounds, and one day I looked in the mirror and was surprised to find that my chin was so sharp, as if it had been cut out.

When they spoke, I was coughing, Luo Ange was patting my back on the side, and Mrs. Guan looked worried: "It's not a way to cough like this, go abroad to find a doctor to take a look?" ”

Mo Yinghuai agreed: "That's it, go abroad to protect the baby." Girl, you have to cherish it this time, if there is anything good, your grandmother and I will have nothing to live with. ”

They knew my temperament, so they deliberately made it very serious, just to get me to pay attention to it, and to ask me to take care of myself and the child in my womb.

For the first time, I didn't object, and even took the initiative to pack my clothes after they left, and asked Luo Ange to book a ticket to Provence.

I haven't looked at the manor since the last time I visited.

When I was packing up, I told myself that the worst state is now, I am very thin, and Xia Qi's family is also going through pain, there is nothing worse than this, we will definitely get through it.

Winter is over, it's spring, and we will definitely be able to wait.

After packing up my things, I made a video with He Junxi, and in the camera, I said to Xia Qi, who was out of focus: "Kiki, I have to go abroad and will be back soon." You're alright, wait for me to come back, okay? ”

She's still like that, she didn't look at me, she didn't look at He Junxi, her eyes were out of focus, she was like a dead person now.

I felt uneasy, and told Xia Qi's nurses and nurses to worry more.

Everything was well prepared, Luo Ange also booked a plane ticket, I took a deep breath, took a bathrobe into the bathroom and prepared to take a shower.

Luo Ange naturally followed up, since I was pregnant, he insisted on helping me take a bath, and even the procedures of dressing, brushing my teeth, wiping my face and combing my hair, he was also completing it.

I'm lying in the bathtub, and my belly is actually a little bit obvious, but I've been very thin lately, so it looks flat.

Luo Ange lightly put his hand on it and laughed: "Baby, you say, will the two of them fight inside?" ”

I laughed: "It's only been three months, and it's not yet formed, so how can you fight?" ”

He hugged me, pressed his bare chest against my back, and sighed, "Baby, you know what, I'm scared?" ”

I nodded and grabbed his hand: "Luo Ange, I know, don't worry, I will take care of myself and the baby." ”

Actually, I'm scared too, there are so many things I'm afraid of.

In this world, there are too many things we can't do anything about, the past that we can't go back to, the unpredictable future, and the people we will never see again.

I don't want to go back to the past, I can't predict my future, I just want to be, Xia Qi is fine.

I have only this humble wish and that's it.

Before going to bed, Luo Ange read a fairy tale to my stomach, his voice was already good, I was drowsy, and asked him, "What time is the plane tomorrow?" ”

He took me in his arms and kissed my hair: "Ten o'clock, go to sleep, I'll sleep with you in my arms." ”

And then I really fell asleep.

I don't know what time I went to sleep, I was woken up by Luo Ange's voice, he was standing on the balcony on the phone, and the phone in his hand was mine.

I suddenly had a bad premonition, jumped out of bed and ran over, grabbed the phone, and fed it.

Then I heard the voice of the little nurse who took care of Xia Qi: "Mrs. Luo, come quickly, Mrs. He has an accident." ”

I couldn't get up in one breath, my chest was suffocating, if it wasn't for Luo Ange supporting me, I would definitely have to fall.

Luo Ange wanted to snatch my phone, but I pushed him away and shouted over there: "You make it clear, what's the situation?" ”

She sobbed and said, "She pulled out the tube herself and is resuscitating, and the doctor said to let you come over quickly, I'm afraid it won't work." ”

My phone fell to the ground and fell to pieces, and three seconds later I burst into tears.

I was scared, afraid that the memories that I had deliberately ignored would come again, that I would have to go to the morgue to see Xia Qi.

Amu drove the car fast, and Luo Ange sat in the back with me in his arms, constantly helping me rub my hands.

He kept reassuring me that I was fine, but I knew that I had a hunch that Xia Qi must have really gone this time.

Originally, I thought that I would be able to see Xia Qi for the last time, or I could hold her and cry for a while, if I was lucky, or I could listen to her angrily tell me to live well.

But when we went, we happened to see several doctors pushing Xia Qi out of the operating room, and she was covered with a white cloth.

He Junxi stood to the side, his face unwavering.

I knew that everything was in the end, that it was too late.

The little nurse sat at the door of the operating room, wiped her tears and said, "After she woke up last night, I found that she was not normal and had been in a daze, but when I asked her, she ignored me." If I had known that she would kill herself, I would not have left the ward. ”

My feet were weak and I collapsed on the ground, Luo Ange wanted to help me, I stretched out my hand to stop him, crying and shouting: "Don't come here, don't come here, let me see her, just take one last look, I promise it's really just the last look." ”

Luo Ange also cried, leaning against the wall and shedding tears in silence.

I crawled to Xia Qi, trembling and pulling away the white cloth on her body, seeing her puffy face, seeing her sunken chest, and closed eyes, I couldn't support it anymore, my chest seemed to explode, as if it was torn apart, and when I just wanted to speak, I spit out a mouthful of blood and spit on Bai Huahua's sheets.

I couldn't speak, I could only touch her face, the face that I could never see after nearly twenty years and could only look at pictures, the face that would smile at me no matter how angry I was, the face that had accompanied me countless days and nights in reality and dreams.

He Junxi's voice was faint: "She's relieved, she's finally liberated." Yan Shan, don't cry, she's too tired, let her go in peace. ”

How can I rest assured, that Xia Qi who is unscrupulous and boundless with his teeth and claws, and Xia Qi, who will definitely live a long life and live a hundred years and be blessed with heaven and fortune, how can he die?

I got up and grabbed He Junxi's collar and asked sharply: "Didn't you guard her day and night, how could you still let her pull out the pipe?" Ho Junxi, why did you go? Say, why did you go? ”

He was shocked and looked at me in disbelief: "Yan Shan, what do you mean, do you think I don't care about Kiki?" ”

I kept crying, like the faucet in my eyes was broken, Luo Ange dragged me: "Don't worry, it's not about Junxi." He had a high fever to the point of coma, and when Xia Qi had an accident, he was woken up by the doctor after being injected with drugs. ”

I felt that I couldn't accept it: "He Junxi, why don't you guard her, why do you give her the opportunity to pull out the tube, why are you?" ”

Luo Ange pulled me away and asked the doctor to push Xia Qi away and walk in the direction of the morgue.

I clung to the edge of the bed, and I wouldn't let them go. Luo Ange broke away from my hand and waved his hand for He Junxi to leave with the doctor.

The last second they disappeared in front of my eyes, I vomited another mouthful of blood, remembering the words "Heaven and Man Forever", and I fainted.

When I woke up, I saw my mom sitting next to me, surrounded by other people, including Shu Yukawa and Jin Jiang.

I struggled to sit up and asked my mom to put my shoes on while I went to see Xia Qi.

Luo Ange came over with water, grabbed me and said, "Don't go, you are still a patient yourself, be obedient, drink some water." ”

I pushed him away, and my mother wiped her tears: "Child, don't go, don't go, ah." ”

I glanced at Yukawa and saw him with his head down and tears falling. I yelled at him, "You're fucking here to help me, I'm going to see Xia Qi." ”

Luo Ange hugged me: "Don't go, I've already sent it to be cremated." ”

I couldn't hear the sounds, I knew they were talking, but I couldn't hear anything, it was like I was deaf.

Luo Ange pushed them out, including my mother, he also pushed them out, he closed the door, came over and hugged me tightly, I knew he was crying, I knew that he shed many, many tears, and those tears all flowed into my neck.

I don't know how long it took me to hear him say, "I'll take you out of here, where do you want to go?" ”

I shook my head and let him hug me tightly, only to feel cold.

Xia Qi's attending doctor pushed the door in and handed me a mobile phone, saying that Xia Qi had left it.

I clicked on it and saw that the page was stuck in the state of writing information, and before I could send it, it was a letter written to me by Xia Qi.

Don't worry, you must be crying at the moment, you know, every time you cry, I feel sad, because you cry so ugly. Don't worry, I know my body, and I don't want to live like a dog. For me, take good care of yourself, help me say sorry to my parents, Junxi and He Xia, help me take care of He Xia, I'll go first. Live well, my body is gone, but my soul is with you.

The doctor said regretfully: "Before Xia Qi's accident, a thin and tall woman came to see her, but she just sat for a while and left. She unplugged the alarm before the accident, so we found her breathless. But don't worry, she left with a smile and without a trace of pain. ”

I was like crazy: "Who is the tall and thin woman?" ”

The doctor shook his head: "I don't know the name, the visit registration is written about friendship." ”

I screamed, "Visit-in, visit-in." ”

The nurse hurriedly brought the visitor registration book, and after opening it, she sighed in surprise: "Why is it gone, it was torn apart?" ”

I knocked out the registration book and asked anxiously: "What about monitoring, isn't there monitoring in the hospital?" ”

The nurse looked at me in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, Mrs. Luo, we are a private hospital and there is no surveillance. ”

I chuckled in my heart, I always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't say exactly what it was.

I hurriedly turned on my phone and wanted to find a photo of Li Wanqiu to confirm with the nurse, but after changing the phone several times, I couldn't find all the photos that the three of us took together.

After flipping through it for a long time and still not there, I suddenly smashed my phone on the ground in anger.

When Luo Ange heard that I was going to check Li Wanqiu's entry and exit records, his brows furrowed, and he looked at me with a displeased face.

But I'm really going crazy, I think absolutely no one will believe me, Xia Qi's death was not an accident, but someone deliberately wanted her to die.

If I say it, people will think I'm crazy.

Sure enough, when I said it, Luo Ange shouted: "Yi Yanshan, are you crazy, don't you think things are messy enough?" ”

I grabbed my hair and fell, even Luo Ange thought I was crazy, who else would believe me?

But I just have a hunch that that woman is Li Wanqiu, she must have said something to Xia Qi, otherwise Xia Qi would not have pulled out the ventilator by herself.

It has to be so, it has to be so.

Luo Ange looked at me and thought I had a headache, so he hugged me: "Baby, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you." ”

I held his shoulders and looked into his eyes: "Luo Ange, please, you go and help me check, this matter must be related to Li Wanqiu." Or, you can help me check who helped Jiang Fuhai go through the medical parole procedures in the first place. ”

He hurriedly agreed: "I'll go, I'll go, you're obedient." ”

I coughed violently, and he quickly drew a tissue to wipe my mouth, and then I saw that I was coughing up blood.

It was just 0.01 seconds, before Luo Ange found out, I hurriedly stuffed the tissue in the quilt, and then endured the urge to cough and lay down.

After Luo Ange went out, Tang Chuanxiu came in, his eyes were red, and he walked to the side of the bed and hugged me gently: "Ah Wei, don't scare your brother." ”

I pinched the tissue with my hand hidden in the quilt and smiled: "It's okay, it's just a cough, it's like this before." ”

He burst into tears: "Sister, my brother is scared, are you really okay?" ”

I shook my head: "It's okay, where's my aunt?" ”

"She went to help you make porridge and left crying. You really don't let us worry, you have to scare us to death. ”

Speaking of death, my eyes suddenly reddened: "Brother, my best sister, is dead...... I'll never see her again. ”

He patted me on the back: "Don't be afraid, you still have me, there is an aunt, there is a grandfather, we love you." ”

Luo Ange came back soon, holding a few pieces of paper in my hand, I jumped out of bed and rushed over to grab them, and after a glance, I collapsed to the ground.

Luo Ange hugged me and carried me to the bed, I grabbed him by the collar and kept asking: "Is it true, is it true, Luo Ange, is it true?" ”

He was a little helpless: "Don't worry, you asked me to investigate, why are you asking me if it's true now?" ”

I covered my face: "Why, why?" ”

Li Wanqiu's phone couldn't get through, and Jiang Cheng's phantom couldn't get through, I was sitting there with no master, and I suddenly couldn't understand the world.

Obviously, it was you Li Wanqiu who robbed Xia Qi's boyfriend, obviously it was your Li Wanqiu's mother who almost killed Xia Qi, obviously it was your Li Wanqiu's father-in-law who destroyed the Xia family with such dirty means, and it was clear that the people of the Xia family have stayed away from you, why don't you still let her go?

You are all devils, devils who eat people and don't spit out bones.

Luo Ange suppressed the excited me: "Okay, okay, these can only prove that Li Wanqiu helped Jiang Fuhai apply for medical parole, prove that she arrived in Hong Kong, and nothing else can be proved." ”

I gritted my teeth: "Do you know where Li Wanqiu is?" ”

Li Wanqiu was stunned when she opened the door, and when she saw me angry, she trembled and didn't dare to look at us.

I pushed her away and walked in, sat on the couch, and controlled my emotions, I was afraid that I would rush into the kitchen and hack her to death with a kitchen knife, and then split up the body and cook something.

Li Wanqiu came over, sat beside me, and asked me softly, "Why are you here, do you want tea?" ”

I saw a cup of steaming coffee on the coffee table, a box of ladies cigarettes, and the cigarette butts in the ashtray were still smoking, and I didn't think about it, so I picked up the coffee and splashed it on Li Wanqiu's face.

Her hair and face were covered with coffee stains, she didn't move, she opened her mouth and called out to me: "Yan Shan......"

I slapped it again, and I asked bitterly: "Li Wanqiu, I know it's you, I just want to ask you, why?" Why did you force Xia Qi to death? ”

She wiped her face and looked at me: "I didn't force her, I just went to see her and talked to her for a while." ”

I clenched my fists: "What did you say?" ”

She laughed: "I didn't say anything, I just talked about He Junxi." ”

I slammed the coffee cup in my hand on the ground: "Don't tell the truth, do you, what does He Junxi have to talk about?" Li Wanqiu, I really can't see it, you let me understand what it means to be the most poisonous woman's heart. Since the three of us met, Xia Qi hasn't done anything to be sorry for you, right? Let you everywhere, but what about you? ”

Li Wanqiu is calm now, she took a tissue to wipe her face, and looked at me: "Okay, then let's talk about it, what's good about her?" ”

I'm also calm now, since she wants to act, then I'll accompany her to the end.

"I liked Jiang Cheng Phantom when I was in junior high school, but what did Xia Qi say, she said that Jiang Cheng Phantom was a playboy and unreliable, but she herself got along with others. When I got to high school, I was good with Wen Yuan, and she jumped out again, accusing Wen Yuan of not being worthy of me. I thought, why is she pointing fingers at me, why is she dictating to me, just because she is prettier than me, just because her family is richer than mine? So I hibernated, waiting for the most opportune moment when I would give her a heavy blow. So I went to seduce Jiang Chenghuan, I thought it would be very difficult, who knew that this straw bag was so easy to be tempted, I hooked my finger casually, and he couldn't wait to climb into my bed......"

I interrupted her: "Enough, Li Wanqiu, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person." Later, we reconciled, you also have ulterior motives, right? ”

She laughed: "If I don't have ulterior motives, will Xia Qi allow me to come to Hong Kong from time to time, and will I be able to meet He Junxi?" ”

I stood up abruptly and asked in disbelief, "Are you for Ho Jun-hee?" Do you like Ho Chun Hee? ”

She didn't speak, just lit a cigarette by herself, took two puffs, clipped it to her fingertips, and looked up at me slightly: "What do you say?" ”

I seem to be able to expect what Li Wanqiu said to Xia Qi, I just can't believe that there are such scheming people in this world, and there will be people who are as good as snakes and scorpions.

I think Xia Qi died unjustly, and dying at the hands of people like Li Wanqiu is simply the biggest insult in life.

I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth and asked, "You just told Xia Qi that you have always loved He Junxi, and the reason why you reconciled with us is entirely for He Junxi, right?" ”

But it's not enough, with Xia Qi's IQ and EQ, Li Wanqiu's few words can't have any impact on her at all, Li Wanqiu must have said something else, and those I can't guess are the ones who will deal a fatal blow to Xia Qi and make her give up even living.

I didn't dare to think about it, but I was very angry, completely angry, I pushed Li Wanqiu down, grabbed her head and dragged her to the bathroom.

Anger completely controlled me, I didn't care at all that I was pregnant, and I didn't care at all that Li Wanqiu might be killed by me, I was just very angry and angry, angry like a balloon about to explode.

Li Wanqiu shook me off, she pointed at me, panting: "Yi Yanshan, are you crazy, you dare to hit me?" ”

I was thrown against the door by her, but I didn't feel pain, or I felt disheartened, and there was only one thought that supported me: Xia Qi couldn't just die in vain.

Li Wanqiu realized my madness, she ran away and ran to the coffee table to pick up the phone, but before she could dial out, I pulled her hair and threw her to the ground.

The phone fell out, fell to the door, and fell apart.

Li Wanqiu screamed and grabbed my face, but I avoided it, and I don't know where the strength came from, so I was able to grab a yoga belt on the sofa while avoiding her, and then I quickly tied Li Wanqiu backhand.

At this moment, Li Wanqiu suddenly curled up and kicked on my shoulder.

I stumbled, backed, and fell to the ground.

My stomach hurt immediately, but I couldn't care about it, I wanted to kill her and avenge Xia Qi.

Li Wanqiu saw that I could still stagger and stand up, and I had a fruit knife in my hand, she screamed in fright and shouted for help.

In fact, I was rational at the beginning, I felt that I was not a policeman or a judge, and I couldn't kill Li Wanqiu to avenge Xia Qi's death because it was related to Li Wanqiu.

But now that I'm completely unconscious, I just want to kill Li Wanqiu with the fruit knife in my hand.

I approached step by step with a knife and asked sharply, "Li Wanqiu, what did you say to Xia Qi?" You know my skills, and you also know Luo Ange's skills, even if I kill you, it is legitimate defense, do you believe it? ”

My stomach was twisting and hurting, and it hurt so much that I was in a cold sweat, I walked over step by step, and kicked Li Wanqiu's stomach, I still felt that it was not enough, so I raised my foot and stepped on her palm.

Then I bent down slightly and put a knife against her face: "If you don't say it, I'll scratch your face." ”

What she cared about most was that face, and when she heard me say this, she began to cry: "Yan Shan, I said, I said, the knife is not long-eyed, you bring the knife first." ”

I snorted: "Less nonsense, if you don't say it, you will die." ”

She closed her eyes: "I said, I said...... I just told Xia Qi that I slept with He Junxi, and I also showed her the video, and I also told her that the child was He Junxi's ......"

I was heartbroken to the extreme: "Li Wanqiu, why are you so despicable and dirty? ”

As soon as she was scared, she told the truth: "That video was forged by me and used to deceive Xia Qi." ”

I took the knife away, and in Li Wanqiu's relieved expression, I suddenly thrust the knife into her chest.

Screams rang out, and knives were stuck between her breasts and arms, settling her clothes.

I stood up slowly, word by word: "Li Wanqiu, I won't kill you because I'm dirty." Do you know what is the best way to get revenge on someone? It's about destroying the thing she cares about the most, or the person she cares about the most. Who do you care about the most? It's definitely not Jiangcheng Phantom ...... I think I know, Li Wanqiu, I want you to live forever in guilt and fear as long as you live, I want you to live better than die. ”

Actually, I came out without Luo Ange, I first deceived Tang Chuanxiu, he didn't know why, and helped me deceive Luo Ange together.

I came to find Li Wanqiu alone, and I didn't plan to get out of the way.

But now that I have figured it out, what can I do if I kill Li Wanqiu, Xia Qi will not survive.

What I want is for Li Wanqiu and Jiang Fuhai not to die well, I want them to be more sad to live than to die, and I want them to live and not to die.

The door was kicked open at this time, Luo Ange and Yukawa Xiu rushed in, and the moment they fell, Luo Ange hugged me.

I laughed: "Luo Ange, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Luo Ange glanced at the scene coldly, and then looked at me: "Yi Yanshan, do you think it's over when you say I'm sorry?" I warn you, if anything happens, I'll kill you. ”

I cried: "Luo Ange, you kill me, Xia Qi is dead, and I don't want to live anymore." ”

He rolled my eyes and sighed: "Go to the hospital first, you shut up for me." ”

I finally felt something was wrong when I got into the elevator, I felt like I was bleeding.

I was so scared that I started crying, and Luo Ange was nervous more nervous than me when he heard it, and when he put me down, he was about to untie my skirt.

I turned my back to him and pulled open my skirt to see that it was really bleeding.

When I arrived at the hospital, I grabbed Luo Ange, I was so scared that I couldn't speak, what should I do if something happened to the child?

He clenched me: "Baby, it's okay, it's okay, it's just a general check, I'll accompany you." ”

But when I saw that his eyes were also red, I became even more scared: "Luo Ange, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

He bent down to block my lips, and I was so kissed by him that I couldn't breathe, and it took him a long time before he let go of me and met my forehead: "Baby, it's going to be okay, I'm not going to let you have anything." ”

I didn't dare to come out of the whole process, and I didn't dare to move at all, but fortunately, Luo Ange was allowed to go in to accompany me, which relieved my emotions.

After various examinations, the doctor told us: "Mrs. Locke just fell on the ground and caused the bleeding, and now it has stopped." But Mrs. Luo is severely malnourished and must protect the fetus, otherwise it is very dangerous. ”

Luo Ange nodded: "We listen to the doctor." ”

Then I stayed, and this time I learned to be obedient, and every day in addition to sleeping, I drank soup.

The most uncomfortable thing is that Luo Ange ignores me, he accompanies me in the hospital all day, but he just doesn't talk to me and doesn't look at me.

At this time, I was so aggrieved that I panicked, I knew I was wrong, I apologized, I promised to beg for mercy, I was coquettish, why did you just ignore me, I was really stingy.

After Yukawa Shu came a few times, he secretly asked me, "He still ignores you?" ”

I nodded, feeling particularly aggrieved: "Brother, I know it's wrong. ”

He shrugged helplessly: "I can't help it, you have to rely on yourself in this matter." ”

In the evening, Luo Ange sat on the sofa and read documents, because I was hospitalized, Zhu Bang came from Cannes with important documents.

So the atmosphere was a little delicate, no one spoke, and only the sound of turning documents was left in the audience.

I coughed and shouted, "I want to go to the bathroom." ”

Zhu Bang glanced at me, then at Luo Ange, and finally remained silent helplessly.

I shouted again, but Luo Ange didn't look at me at all, he made a look, and Zhu Bang walked to the door and explained something to the nurse.

The nurse came in and helped me into the bathroom, and I sat on the toilet with a grunt, crying aggrieved.

For three days in a row, Luo Ange was like this, he was in the ward, but when I asked for it, he asked the nurse to do it for him.

I know he's angry, angry because I lied to him, angry because I said I'm going to die, angry because I didn't talk.

I cried uncontrollably, tears and snot flowed out, and I pulled a tissue to wipe my nose.

I walked out angrily, walked up to Luo Ange, snatched his documents and smashed them on the ground, and then asked, "Luo Ange, what do you want, give me a happy word." ”

Luo Ange didn't look at me, just glanced at Zhu Bang, Zhu Bang naturally wanted to leave here a long time ago, so he picked up the documents and went out with the briefcase.

After the door closed, Luo Ange finally squinted at me.

I couldn't stand the look from him, as if I was heinous, as if I had committed a great sin.

I couldn't help but let myself cry, but I couldn't help it at all, and it fell down: "Luo Ange, as for you, didn't I just lie to you and go to Li Wanqiu?" I'm at fault, but why do you ignore me, why do you still show up if you ignore me, you go back to Cannes, you divorce me, you beat me, why do you have a cold war with me? In the past, we had made an appointment, and if we had anything to say, we would resolutely not fight a cold war. I know you're tired of me, tired of me, you said earlier, can't I go? As I said before, as long as you don't like me anymore and are tired of me, you tell me that I will go by myself and will not pester you at all. I'll leave now, don't worry, I'll go by myself......"

After saying these words, I felt very comfortable, and I didn't look at Luo Ange, so I still raised my feet and walked to the door.

His voice came from behind him: "Yi Yanshan, you take one more step and try." ”

I paused and walked on, and within two steps I was grabbed from behind.

Luo Ange hugged me and couldn't go to the bed, put me up, and then pressed me, his breath brushed my face, and his tone was ambiguous: "The wings are hard, aren't they?" Small things, take divorce at every turn. Say, "How shall I punish you?" ”

I had already cried so much that my nose and tears flowed down my face, and I sobbed: "Luo Ange, obviously I have apologized, but why are you holding on." Isn't the child good, am I not good, why do you do this to me? ”

He laughed helplessly: "Okay, okay, I'm just angry with you, for Xia Qi's affairs, I don't even care about myself and my children, even I don't care." Don't worry, think about it, if something happens to you and your child, what will you do with me? Do you think that if you had an accident with your child, I would still live alone in this world? ”

I was still crying, rubbing tears and snot all over his expensive suit.

He pinched my face: "Okay, okay, crying and crying, angry, we're okay, okay?" ”

I had to take an inch: "No, you hurt me, why should I forgive you?" ”

"Then what do you want, are you wrong?"

I shouted: "Luo Ange, you bastard, get out." ”

He grabbed my lips, tossed and turned to pry my mouth open, and bit my tongue.

I struggled, and then I thought, what is there to struggle, so I gave up.

After a long, long time, Luo Ange let go of me out of breath: "Is the breath gone?" ”

I was confused: "It's still early." ”

Another lingering kiss, I quickly lost the battle, when Luo Ange asked me if I dared to threaten him with death and divorce, I shook my head: "Don't dare, husband, I was wrong." ”

On the day of Xia Qi's cremation, Luo Ange didn't let me go, Tang Chuanxiu went on our behalf, and when he came back, his eyes were red and swollen, and he didn't speak.

I didn't dare to ask, full of absurd words and a handful of bitter tears.

I went the next day, and I didn't see He Junxi for a few days, he was much older, his beard was unkempt, his hair was messy, and he looked like a homeless man.

When I got closer, I found that a lot of He Junxi's hair was gray.

I covered my mouth, I used to watch TV and say that there was a woman who was hurt by her love and her head turned white overnight, I never thought that such a thing would happen to me one day.

I've never dared to look up at Xia Qi's photo on the urn, although I used to always say that I wanted to take a set of black and white photos, but now what I'm most afraid of is this black and white, which makes my eyes hurt.

He Junxi hugged He Xia and sat on the ground and said, "Before Qiqi sent her to be cremated, I helped her put on clothes." She was so thin that only bones remained, do you remember the beauty mole on her forehead, I used to remember it was slightly red, and my grandfather also said that the red mole was a blessing mole. I don't know if it's malnutrition, and even the mole is thin and black. You said that three years later, five years later, ten years later, Kiki is still so young, but we have been robbed by the years and only have wrinkles, whether she will dislike us or not, she doesn't want to look at us. ”

I wiped away my tears, and finally had the courage to look at Xia Qi's photo, so young and splendid, but it was frozen in this second, I said: "It's okay, if there is a next life, we will die first, and let her be robbed by the years to become an old lady." ”

Uncle Xia's hair was also gray, and he sat in the corner, motionless as if frozen, and I couldn't bear to talk to him or look at him.

Then I heard He Junxi say: "I don't know why, I always feel cold lately, so cold that I can't sleep, so cold that my bones click, am I going to die too?" ”

I snorted at him: "Nonsense, He Xia still needs you to take care of it." He Junxi, you'd better not give me cranky thoughts, otherwise Xia Qi won't forgive you. ”

He looked at me blankly, "Why did she leave us, Yan Shan, I never disliked her. In my heart, no matter what happens, she will always be the cleanest. ”

I nodded, "yes, so you have to stop." ”

It was raining on the day of the funeral, and we all went, and all of them came, and there were many college classmates.

Luo Ange tightened the coat on my body and explained to me in a low voice: "I booked a ticket to go back tomorrow, and Xia Qi's matter is over for the time being." ”

I asked, "What about Jiang Fuhai, what about Li Wanqiu, Xia Qi's death, is that it?" ”

He looked at Xia Qi's tombstone and said lightly: "What I am talking to Jiang Fuhai now is not what he did to Xia Qi, but that he tried to shoot you." With this alone, he will have to stay in prison for the rest of his life. As for Li Wanqiu, that's He Junxi's business. ”

I looked at him in disbelief: "You already knew? ”

He nodded, "Got it." So, Yi Yanshan, you give me a good baby, and if you dare to run around again, see that I don't break your dog's legs. ”

In fact, Aunt Su couldn't come to Xia Qi's funeral, she is not in good mental condition now, sometimes sober and sometimes confused, Uncle Xia was afraid that the funeral scene would stimulate her, so he left her in the hospital.

He Xia kept crying, and when He Junxi hugged him, he cried and stretched out his hand to Xia Qi on the tombstone, calling his mother vaguely, which broke everyone's heart.

The next day's flight was in the afternoon, and I took some time in the morning to visit Aunt Su in the hospital with Luo Ange.

I was stunned by the sight in front of me, Aunt Su fell to the ground foaming at the mouth and kept convulsing, while Uncle Xia was putting his hand in her mouth, and the doctors and nurses were holding her hands and feet.

Luo Ange let go of me, picked up the spoon on the table and rushed over, pinched Aunt Su's chin, and then put the spoon in for her to bite.

Uncle Xia moved his bloody hand and smiled bitterly: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, I'm slowly getting used to it." ”

I was surprised and asked, "How so?" ”

Uncle Xia looked at Aunt Su: "After Qiqi's accident, your aunt is like this." In fact, even earlier, when she didn't come to Hong Kong, she had a problem, and she had insomnia all night......"

After saying that, he stood up and went to the table to get the milk, then took out a bottle from his pocket, took out two pills and put them in the milk, and shook them twice. Looking at my puzzled eyes, he said, "This is a sleeping pill that can help your aunt sleep." ”

I whispered, "Auntie, this is so bad, why didn't you tell me?" If I hadn't come today, how long would you have been hiding from me? ”

Uncle shook his head helplessly: "Yan Shan, you are pregnant now, take care of the fetus, don't bother about us anymore." ”

"Auntie, is there no way to do this?"

"It's a psychological disease, it's complicated to say it's complicated, it's simple to say it's simple. Take your time, I'm going to take her back to Cannes and then to Beijing. It might be better to go to a new environment. ”

I noticed that the lights were on in the ward, it was daytime, and the weather was fine today, so there was no need to turn on the lights at all.

"Your aunt always said that she couldn't find her way back after turning off the lights, saying that he was afraid of the dark, and that she ...... said that Kiki and Junxi went to Beijing and came back when it got dark. It's good that you saw it today, she didn't run out. Once she ran to the intersection, one stop was a day, and when she saw someone, she asked if she had seen Kiki. ”

I stood up, rubbed my eyes and said, "Uncle, don't say it, my eyes are in the sand, I'll go first." ”

I curled up and walked out of the ward with Luo Ange's support, and when I closed the door, I fell into his arms, biting my arm and crying loudly.

Why, everything became what it is today? I couldn't find the answer, and I didn't know where to go for the answer I wanted.

I hugged Luo Ange tightly and said weakly: "Luo Ange, I'm afraid, you hold me tight." ”

He hugged me tightly: "Baby, don't do that. I'm sad that you're like this, and Xia Qi will definitely be sad if she knows. ”

After getting on the plane, Luo Ange helped me cover the blanket and asked me to sleep for a while. I don't know if it's because of Aunt Su's matter, I slept very unsteadily, tossing and turning, and I heard Luo Ange's breathing for a while, and I heard the sound of crying for a while.

I've been a light sleeper lately, and I wake up at the slightest movement, and once I wake up, it's hard to fall back asleep, and if I'm in Cannes, I'd probably have gotten up and drunk two glasses of red wine. Luo Ange also woke up, asked me softly if I was unwell, and touched my forehead after asking.

I held his hand and stared at the porthole: "When I was in the third year of junior high school, Xia Qi was the most powerful. I remember once taking a chemistry test, the question was how to distinguish between dilute and concentrated sulfuric acid, do you know how she answered? Ask our classmates to try it and find out. Another time, when the political science teacher talked about environmental protection, she asked us how to save water in the best way, and she stood up and said that she used urine to flush the stool, and the teacher couldn't stand at that time. ”

Luo Ange hugged me, touched my tears, sighed and said, "Baby, don't cry, I feel sorry when you cry." ”

I nodded, and just wanted to say if you were afraid that my tears would drown you, and he said something that made me vomit blood: "You really don't cry, it's like you're a chick and I'm a prostitute, the key is that you're a minor girl and I forcibly have sex with you." ”

I talked about the past, mostly how the three of us got into trouble and how we ganged up to bully children. At first, Luo Ange could hum a few words, but then he fell asleep completely, one hand tightly around my waist.

After returning to Cannes, I started a long career of protecting the baby, I didn't want to go out, but now I am staying at home every day, fortunately, with Xibao with me, it will not be too difficult.

After a while, Uncle Xia really came back with Aunt Su, they came back in the morning, and we made an appointment to have dinner together in the afternoon, but it was still an hour and a half away from the agreed time, Uncle Xia hurriedly called and told us that Aunt Su ran out.

Luo Ange and I didn't dare to be careless, so we mobilized everyone to go out to look for it, and even advertised it on TV.

Luo Ange and I walked around like headless flies, with the intersection in front of us, then the city center that was not wide and full of traffic, and then my high school alma mater.

The entire moat stretches from one side of the mountain to another side of the mountain that has not yet been developed, and it is the rainy season, and the river is tumbling as if it were boiling. At this time, don't talk about people, if a cow falls into it, there will definitely be no bones left.

Luo Ange and I didn't dare to walk but trotted, and asked when we saw people, fortunately, many people knew my aunt, and a kind grocery shopping aunt told us that we saw people going in the direction of the school just now.

We didn't dare to stay, so we ran to the school while calling Uncle Xia. My concern is that the school is in session, what if my aunt does something impulsive and scares those children?

After running two intersections, Luo Ange stopped, pointed to the largest intersection and said, "Look at you, isn't that Auntie?" ”

I looked over and saw my aunt standing in the middle of the road, wielding a stick in her hand, directing traffic. The two traffic policemen stood next to him, not daring to touch her, looking more like they were protecting her.

I was about to rush over, but I was dragged by Luo Ange, who made a shushing gesture and led me quietly over.

The aunt is like a child who has just learned to do radio exercises, directing the traffic uncoordinatedly with her hands and feet, and babbling the same sentence in her mouth: "Kiki is not afraid, Mom is here, Mom will take you home." ”

Luo Ange made a gesture to the two traffic policemen, and then went over to her aunt and said, "Auntie, I know where Qiqi is, can I take you to find it?" ”

The aunt threw the stick, grabbed him, and saliva flowed out of her mouth: "I know, Kiki is back, is she at school, I'm going to find her." ”

After saying that, she continued to walk forward, a car rushed over and almost hit her, and the young driver opened the window and scolded: "Look for death, you, crazy woman." ”

I rushed over and slapped the driver's engine hard: "Your mother is a crazy woman, do you understand how to respect the old and love the young?" ”

He was more angry than me, and rushed down to hit me, scolding him dryly. I waved my hand at Luo Ange and the traffic police, who wanted to rush over, and shouted at the driver: "Didn't your mother teach you to be a man with public morality?" Didn't your mother teach you to call your aunt when you meet an older person? ”

He scolded a psychopathy and got into the car and left, I thought he was going to fight with me, I wanted to fight for a long time. Otherwise, I have to hold myself crazy, and if I don't hold back my madness, I will have to hold back my illness.

A traffic policeman rushed over, and just as he wanted to speak, Uncle Xia and the others also rushed over.

A group of people followed the aunt, and no one spoke, only she kept saying, "Go home, go home, go home." ”

When we walked to the school, the doorman saw us and opened the door for us to enter, and as he was leaving, I heard him say how pitiful he was.

The aunt kept walking and walking, walked to the old teaching area of the school, sat in front of the dilapidated teaching building, biting her fingers and counting one by one, two and three, and when she counted to six, she went upstairs with a smile.

My uncle waved at us and told us not to follow, but I persistently followed. I'm not afraid of my aunt jumping off the building, because I know what that six means, and Xia Qi and I were in class six when I was in high school.

The aunt stopped in front of the classroom door and suddenly stopped talking. When I walked over, I found that she was crying, but there was no sound, not even a shake in her shoulders.

I hugged her gently and found that she was so thin that she was only skinny and bone-like. My tears flowed so hard that I couldn't say a word.

My uncle helped my aunt, who had come out of school without saying a word, to go home, and the tears I had just wiped away came out again, but I didn't want to wipe them, so let them flow to their heart's content.

Before going to bed, I called Uncle Xia, and he told me that Aunt Su had fallen asleep and that they planned to leave for Beijing tomorrow.

Instead, he comforted me: "Yan Shan, take good care of yourself, don't be careless." Your aunt doesn't have to worry about it, I'm here. ”

In the middle of the night, I got up to drink water, and Luo Ange saw that I was restless, so he simply got up to accompany me.

Now my belly is getting bigger and bigger, and I always feel powerless, and I always feel that it is difficult to breathe.

Lying on the bed, Luo Ange touched my stomach: "Okay, okay, what if you don't sleep, I'll sleep with you." ”

I slept in a daze for a while, and I didn't know if I was thinking about it day and night, but I actually saw Xia Qi.

She sat alone on the couch, shivering from the cold.

I asked her why she didn't go to the sun, which used to be our favorite place to run to the playground.

She looked at me: "Yan Shan, I am a dead man, I can't bask in the sun." I'm just asking you, my parents and them, are Junxi okay? Is Luo Ange good to you, has anyone bullied you? ”

"We're all good, Kiki, we're all good."

She cried out, "You lied to me, Isan, you lied to me." I know, my mother is not good, He Xia is not good, Junxi is not good, and you are not good. You're all bad, you're not good. ”

I cried and grabbed her: "Kiki, Kiki, you listen to me." ”

She shook me off: "Yan Shan, stay away from me." ”