Chapter 152: Funeral

Gu Xiyan met Shang Yiqi in the end. It's still that handsome. But he lay quietly on a stretcher. Sleep smoothly. It's as if the whole world has nothing to do with him anymore.

Lifted the white cloth from his body. For a moment, Gu Xiyan felt that her eyes were dark. Only she was able to support herself in the end. No. She didn't believe it was her revelation anyway. Unbelief.

"Enlightenment. No. This must not be enlightened. My enlightenment won't lie to me. This is not a revelation...... You lied to me. Lie to me. Give me back my revelation. This person is not my revelation. It's not ......" Gu Xiyan's eyes were red when she said this. And she didn't even dare to hold Shang Yiqi's hand.

No. How could this lifeless corpse be Kai. Her revelation is not like this. He will smile to himself. The man doesn't even laugh a little. How could he be Kai. Gu Xiyan protected her ears with both hands. But see her shaking her head desperately. A taste of dead silence began to flood her heart. She just felt that she was a luxury to even take a little more breath.

"Yeon-yeon. You calm down. Shrewd. Follow the business to start a few days. Then you just go back to sleep first, okay? Yeon-yeon. You're tired." Wei Zhe took two steps forward and pulled Gu Xiyan's hands. Whispered to her. Wei Zhe was afraid that Gu Xiyan would be stabbed at any time.

"No. I'm not going. I want to see the revelation. I want to see him." Gu Xiyan's voice was hoarse from crying. But she still refused to admit that the cold corpse in front of her was the man she loved deeply. No. Kai won't leave her. No, it won't. Why do all the people have to lie to her. Obviously, this person is not Kai at all. Even if he and Kai Chang look the same. But this person is not her inspiration.

"That's enough. Xi Yan. Do you recognize the reality. Even if the man lying on the ground is dead. But at least he really loved you and cared for you. Even if you can't accept his departure. But how can you not admit that he is your husband. Xi Yan. You're going to make your husband feel cold. Xi Yan. You come to me." Jiang Hanxiao couldn't see Gu Xiyan torture herself like this anymore. grabbed Gu Xiyan. She forcibly pulled Gu Xiyan to Shang Yiqi's face.

"No. I don't want to look at ......" Gu Xiyan cried. She coughed a few times because she couldn't breathe for a while.

"Xiyan. You have to see. And to see clearly. Xi Yan. This man is the one you love. Will you stop loving him because he's dead? Xi Yan. If you love him so much. Then you can still live with your memories in the years to come. Xi Yan. See. If you don't watch it again, I'm afraid you won't have a chance." Jiang Han smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. Xi Yan. How I don't know if you don't want to admit Shang Yiqi's departure. But. If you're always living in your dreams. Then the people around you will be even more sad because of you. Xi Yan. Would you like to see such a situation arise?

Gu Xiyan finally stretched out her hand tentatively. But her hand froze when it was about to touch Shang Yiqi's pale face. Five fingers are folded in the middle. She didn't have the courage to touch his cold body temperature after all.

Open. Is this your reply to me. You've broken your promise. You're a liar. Obviously you promised. You promised......

Sleepless nights. On the second day, when Gu Xiyan got up from the 'bed', her eyes were swollen like walnuts. The whole pillow was soggy. That's the night she sheds tears.

Three days later. Funeral.

A few times sincerely. A few pretenses. A few polite times. Several forms.

Gu Xiyan didn't know how many of the people around her who were crying really cared about Shang Yiqi. I am truly saddened by his passing. It doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't matter anymore. As long as she still loves Kai.

Three nights in a row. Gu Xiyan asked herself repeatedly between tossing and turning. Why don't you die. Why don't you stay with him. He's the man you love the most. How can you bear to leave him alone on the road to death.

The answer is already in mind... Bear. No. How could she let him go alone. Give her a few more days. Just wait for her for a few more days. Open. You must not blame me. Without you. I can't really be strong. I know I don't use it. So I can't continue to live in a world where you no longer exist. It's true. Unable......

Before the cremation begins. Ji Shufen couldn't help but rush forward and hugged Shang Yiqi's cardboard coffin. Then he cried and cried. It's her son who is asleep. She's just such a son. From the moment he fell to the ground, she 'worried' about him. Nurture him, respect him, nurture him. But he's fine. How could he be so unfilial. How could he let him and Lao Shang, two white-haired people, send him this black-haired man.

"Xiao Qi. How can you be so ruthless? How can you ......" Ji Shufen was actually a person in her twilight years who had become like a dying old man in just two or three days.

Until Shang Yarou pulled her with tears. Ji Shufen also grabbed the coffin like crazy. Finally, he opened the coffin and took a look at the man inside. The last flash of hope in Ji Shufen's eyes was also annihilated.

The man in here is not her son. But she was still delusional that it would be another person lying here at the moment. Xiao Qi. Her children. He won't wake up again.

Gu Xiyan also stepped forward after a short time and grabbed Ji Shufen's other arm. She didn't look at the man in the coffin again. No need anymore. No need...... Open. I'll catch up with you soon.

This day. Gu Xiyan watched with her own eyes as the body of the man she loved was pushed into the combustion chamber. After that she turned around. Don't look back.

Open. I just want to remember the warm smile on your lips. I just want to remember the best side of you. I know. You don't want me to see you embarrassed.

A deep sadness swayed in the air. Gu Xiyan slowly walked out of the crematorium alone. The crying behind her was getting farther and farther away from her. Gu Xiyan chuckled.

Heartless smile. Lined with her sad and lonely eyes. It's really unbearable.

The moment I got out of the crematorium. Gu Xiyan raised her hand in front of her forehead. The faint throbbing pain in her brain intensified. Accompanied by a cleaner but hopeless smile on her lips.

Open. That's nice. That's nice. So I really ...... I used to love you so much. Right now. I'm going to love more than ever. Love you more. Only love you.

Three days later. The little girl walked to Gu Xiyan's side with small steps. Grabbed the hem of Gu Xiyan's blouse and flew down. The little guy timidly asked, "Mommy. You don't want to move back to live in it. Mommy. Yan'er wants you to stay here with me."

"Yan'er. Mommy, I'm sorry for you." Gu Xiyan smiled gently at the little guy. followed her tightly and hugged the little girl tightly.

"Mommy. You have to promise Yan'er. You can never leave Yan'er...... Mommy. Whining...... Yan'er doesn't have a daddy anymore. Woo woo...... "The little girl couldn't help crying in Gu Xiyan's arms. Daddy. Why is Daddy leaving her and Mommy. Daddy didn't know that he was so sad that he left Mommy and Grandpa's 'Grandma' and 'Grandma' Aunt. She's so sad too. Daddy. Why are you leaving. Daddy. You're bad......

"Yan'er. My Yan'er is the strongest child in the world. Shrewd. Yan'er. Don't cry." Gu Xiyan pulled the little girl away. Then she meticulously wiped the tears from the corners of the little one's eyes.

"Woo...... Mommy. Yan'er wasn't that strong. So Mommy is okay to stay with Yan'er. Mommy. Why don't Yan'er and Mommy leave together?" The little guy refused to let Gu Xiyan go. Daddy is gone. Mommy won't be with her either. But don't Daddy and Mommy like her very much? Why didn't they bring her.

"Yan'er. Mommy I'm sorry for you. Yan'er. It's mommy bad. Mommy promises you. We'll meet again someday, okay?" Gu Xiyan comforted the little girl." Yan'er. Mommy doesn't want your daddy to live alone. So Mommy is moving back. Mommy is going to stay in the house where your daddy lived."

"Mommy. Then you can take me back too. Yan'er also wants to live in the same place where Daddy lived." The little girl tried to discuss.

Gu Xiyan only smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of the little girl's eyes. Not a word.

After coaxing the little girl to sleep. Gu Xiyan finally glanced at the little guy with nostalgia. Then she exited the room step by step.

Open. I'm so bad. I can't be brave. Can't be strong. But I want our daughters to be strong. I'm really bad.

"Xiaoyan. Do you really want to move back in?" When Gu Xiyan was about to leave the home of her businessman's father and mother. Ji Shufen shouted to her in a trembling voice.

"Yes, Mom. Mother. I'm sorry. Yan'er has to trouble you to take care of it more. I'm really unfilial." Gu Xiyan lowered her head as she spoke. Sour eyes. But she didn't dare to let the tears fall.

"Xiaoyan. Remember to come back often. It's not that far away though. But if you are separated from Yan'er for too long, the little girl will also be uncomfortable. You know what." Ji Shufen took a few steps forward and grabbed Gu Xiyan's hand. Carefully advised.

"Mom. I know." Gu Xiyan looked up and saw Ji Shufen's old and decadent appearance. She was almost about to give up her inner obsession. Mother. Mom, she suffered the loss of her child. How can she still be. How can I ...... It's even worse. But. Her revelation. The man she loves the most......

Open. You're so ruthless. How can you leave me such a difficult choice question. I really...... It's wrong to choose......

Ji Shufen nodded. Tears rolled in my eyes. Finally, she said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaoyan. You and Xiao Qi haven't gotten back together. You're still ...... Free body. From now on. Wherever you choose to go. Mom is ...... Don't stop you......"

After Ji Shufen finished speaking, she turned around and wiped her tears. The son is gone. She shouldn't have detained Xiaoyan. Xiao Qi. Mom said so. You'll agree.

"Mom. I only have one husband. It can only be that one forever. It can't be someone else. In addition to the enlightenment. I don't want any." Gu Xiyan choked up. A face full of vulnerability.

As soon as she finished saying this, Gu Xiyan covered her 'lips' and left in a hurry. A little faster. It would be nice to be a little faster. Open. I can't wait to get back under the roof we used to live under together. I'm wondering if the officials are thinking about how the ~~~~~ actor can die, fake~~~~ Hey, the world is impermanent~~ In fact, this article is really not a tragedy~~~~