I think that Ye Jinliang's pantyhose, which he can't tear apart even with his strength, can be easily peeled off by Jiang Zuoyi - it doesn't depend on whose strength is greater, but on ...... Who I belong to.

The heavy snow covered the car from the world, and the biting cold wind could not penetrate the beautiful scenery in the window.

In the little half a year since I slowly confronted him, I didn't think about what kind of scene I would give myself to Jiang Zuoyi one day.

Although my self-esteem and pride make me reluctant to be like a plaything, I don't want to drown myself in the catharsis that he sends usher.

But it wasn't until this moment that I realized that I was just a little woman at a loss in front of love and surname.

The air conditioner in the car climbed slowly, and I shivered with cold.

He hugged me and kissed me, as if he wanted to give me all the temperature in his body in this most primitive and lingering way. It's just because we want to stick closer, closer.

Let the blood surging under the skin, the soaring heartbeat, the grinding bones, and completely stuff yourself into the soul of the other party.

Jiang Zuoyi's movements were very rough, not only did the kiss make my lips and teeth hurt, but even the rubbing and stroking seemed to be ravaged.

If there is nothing between heaven and earth, I am relieved and bold to hand myself over to him for training, day and night.

He never said love to me, he said something that was precious only once.

So I told him that I had felt it. In the future, as long as there is no longer doubt.

***

Shen Xinpei's funeral was scheduled for the morning of Chinese New Year's Eve.

I stood in the family area, not a daughter-in-law, but a daughter.

Ye Jinliang hugged his mother's last photo, and I stood beside him, greeting and shaking hands with the condolences guests.

Li Dongye led the leaves, carrying a basket of flowers full of yellow carnations in his hand. Her little hands grasped the petals and sprinkled them gently along the coffin.

Shen Xinpei was a dance teacher before her death, and later worked in the S City Federation of Literary and Art Circles. Be decent and be kind to others all your life. The deeds of sacrificing his life to protect his granddaughter have been praised by major media.

In addition to her friends and colleagues, there were also many spontaneous people.

But in the face of people's unclear praise of virtue, my feelings are very complicated.

What they see is just a positive energy worth promoting, but they will never know that Shen Xinpei is just an ordinary grandmother.

remembered that when he called Wang Xiaofei yesterday, he said to me-

He said he didn't want to write such a report. He couldn't stand those high-sounding news people who squatted in front of the children with the microphone and asked: "Grandma lost her life to protect you, what do you want to say to grandma?" ”

At that time, I laughed and tears apart, and I said Wang Xiaofei, you really understand me. There was really a tabloid reporter who stopped at the entrance of the kindergarten to catch my leaves, and I was glared away on the spot.

Because people simply don't understand that the grief of losing a loved one is not something that can be covered by a few titles of 'moving S City'. Sometimes, the people involved just want to be sad quietly for a while, and they don't need to pay attention.

It was almost noon when I accompanied Ye Jinliang to send the ashes to the storage hall, and he said that he was going to arrange for the guests to have a white meal, and asked me if I could accompany him again.

I said no, I have to go back to cook for Jiang Zuoyi.

He stood in the snow that night and waited for me for hours, and when he returned, he had a cold. Looking at such a big body, he was nested in the air-conditioned room with tears dripping from his nose all day long. It really makes me feel distressed and can't help laughing.

"Shu Yan is gone." When Ye Jinliang suddenly mentioned these two words, my heart still clenched involuntarily.

I asked what was called gone?

"I don't know, the doctor at the hospital said that she was discharged from the hospital and then disappeared."

I said, didn't you look for it?

Ye Jinliang said no.

I was silent for a while, saying that you don't have to be like this, you don't have to deliberately show your 'loyalty' to her in front of me.

No matter what Shu Yan did wrong, whether she hated me or not, whether she loved you or not, no one was innocent in this short and absurd relationship between you and her.

"I know, but I ...... I can't care about any woman but you anymore. Shu Lan, do you know, I want her to disappear, I want her to never appear in my life.

I wish it had been a nightmare and not a ghost talisman I had drawn with my own hands! ”

I said Ye Jinliang, the ghost talisman is what you put on your heart, and no one can help you.

"As for Shu Yan, if I were her, I would have left."

The reason why I say this is because Wang Xiaofei told me such a thing when he called me yesterday-

Mo Qiaoqi's family of three died of gas poisoning that night, and the police determined that it was a suicide.

My father's lawyer threw her an ultimatum to get out of the Shu family with her son forever.

I swear to God, I didn't know about it.

Because of Shen Xinpei's death, I still haven't been able to think about the whereabouts of these characters who are about to retire from the stage of history.

But Wang Xiaofei said that he felt a little guilty, because he felt that it was after he helped me find out Li Tong that he forced people to this extent today.

For this, I promised to invite him to dinner in the future as a token of gratitude. But Wang Xiaofei felt that a meal could not buy back his demons that could not sleep peacefully.

He showed me Mo Qiaoqi's suicide note, which told a very real and helpless story.

It turned out that back then, the woman who became pregnant after having a one-night stand with my father, who was suffering from the loss of his wife, was not Mo Qiaoqi, but another woman who sold red wine with her in the clubhouse.

When she found out that she was unexpectedly pregnant, all the sisters persuaded her to kill the unknown child. After all, they are used to their business.

Like that kind of drunken prostitute who turns his face ruthlessly with a wave of his sleeves in a Fengyue place, do you really expect to marry a wealthy family with a child?

This woman is quite scheming, probably thinking that if she came directly to my father, she would probably be forced to have a baby, so she thought about gambling and giving birth to her daughter and sending it home. It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, and they died in childbirth.

At this time, Mo Qiaoqi, who had been on stage with Shu Yan's biological mother, had a thought. At that time, Mo Jianlin had to go to school, but his household registration was never settled. She thought about it, anyway, my dad was drunk that day, and he couldn't remember which of the two young ladies who came to sell wine was the one who was happy with her.

So he took Shu Yan away without doing anything, and insisted that she gave birth to this child to my father.

As soon as the paternity test was done, my dad was dumbfounded. At first, I didn't plan to take the mother and daughter home, but I gave a lot of living expenses every month.

How much can a little girl spend on Shuyan? If you can stutter and drink, you don't starve to death and freeze to death, and most of the money is not used by Mo Qiaoqi to support her family and younger brother?

For Mo Qiaoqi, at first, he probably wanted to use this daughter to cheat a few dollars, but after a long time, he felt that if he could ask my father for a name, it would be best to have no worries about food and clothing in the second half of his life.

So to do the best of gentleness and grace, alas, it's not easy anyway.

Later, my father was also moved, after all, my mother has been gone for many years, so she wants to marry someone else's mother and daughter.

In my impression, Mo Qiaoqi was polite to me when she first entered the door, and she was only promising everywhere, as long as Shu Yan provoked me a little, she would severely reprimand me.

Now that I think about it, I don't even hate Shu Yan that much......

But later, my dad was very busy with business, and he didn't have much affection for Mo Qiaoqi, so he was very cold.

She was bitter in her heart and didn't dare to say much, if it weren't for Li agreeing to appear in her life, maybe she would still keep the original lie and live the material life she tried so hard to possess.

Li Tong, like her, is introverted and sensitive but very thoughtful. The eldest brother who has an excellent aura like Li Dongye's father at home is not a cowardly person who is very good at fighting for fame and fortune.

That winter night, when my father was seeing my father, he came to deliver some information, and he met Mo Qiaoqi.

In other words, the reason why people are tragic is nothing more than an unwillingness.

Li Tong has proposed many times to leave my house with Mo Qiaoqi and Shu Wei, but Mo Qiaoqi always feels that he has taken care of Shu Yan for my father for so many years, and in the end he has no real estate and no passbook to leave the house.

Anyway, my dad went to prison later, and she calculated that she would either endure it and wait until Shu Wei got his shares-

Li Tong always felt that his self-esteem was frustrated, thinking that he could not give the mother and son a relatively superior material environment. So the cowardly man who didn't have such a strong heart of contention finally stretched out the claws of desire to poor Li Dongye.

Of course, all this, in the final analysis, is still fueled by the bastard Ling Nan. People honestly explained, didn't the original intention just want to turn my family upside down from the inside out, from people to money!

Our Shu family is also really powerful, the company doesn't know what is boring, and there are only a few people in the family who can pull out such a big show.

If I were Ling Nan, I don't think I would have to bother much.

Li Tong was abolished by loan sharks, Mo Qiaoqi lost everything overnight, and my father told her to leave the house, which is reasonable to put it bluntly. No matter how many grievances and grievances there are, one of them is that she deceived her biological mother who pretended to be Shuyan and deceived my father.

Second, she committed adultery with Li Tong, and she didn't care if you were true love, but she betrayed my father.

So last night, Mo Qiaoqi made a final supper for the only man he had ever loved in his life, and then quietly turned on the gas switch.

She couldn't bear to keep her poor son behind, so she took him with her.

Unfortunately, the report fell into Wang Xiaofei's hands again.

The poor little reporter cried as he spoke. He asked me, Shu Lan, do you really think they are all bad people, should they end up like this?!

I said I don't know, maybe I've been with Jiang Zuoyi for a long time, and the sense of right and wrong and good and evil will be blurred. All I did was to keep my father's dignity, keep my Shu family's property, and avenge the winter night and Chenfeng by the way.

You say that I want to be ruthless, whether it is black or not, from my position and perspective, I am not wrong.

Wang Xiaofei said Shu Lan, you should still be with me, I promise that I can make you back to the original sunny and kind-

I said, hehe, a woman like me, if the sun is kind, she will be dried into a grilled fish fillet.

"What are you going to do with Mo Qiaoqi's future?" Ye Jinliang asked me.

I said just spend some money, call the funeral company to cover the one-stop package, a family of three, and give them a joint burial.

I said that I didn't want to accomplish anything so noblely, but I just thought that the cemetery was too expensive, and there was a limit to what I could do out of my own pocket.

"I'll give you the money."

I said, hehe, what do you mean? You are not from the Shu family.

No matter how bad Mo Qiaoqi is, she is also my and Shu Yan's stepmother. And you, Ye Jinliang, will never be the son-in-law of the Shu family again.

I said you don't care, I'll just discuss it with Winter Night. Anyway, Li Tong is also his own uncle.

"After the New Year, we will put the company in order. You ...... too. Take care. Oh yes, if you have any news of comfort, let me know. I turned around and went to Li Dongye, who was holding the leaf, without leaving Ye Jinliang a chance to speak again.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Jiang Zuoyi playing games with Jiang Ling around a quilt, and the picture was so warm that people were intoxicated.

I told Ye Zi to wash his hands first, and then hide in the house and not come out. At the same time, he snatched Jiang Ling's handle: "Okay, stop playing." Hurry up and stay away from your godfather, he has a cold. ”

"Oh......" Jiang Ling is quite obedient, even if he is not satisfied, he doesn't say much.

It's only occasionally bad that makes you wonder if he's also a dual personality!

Like now—

"Then I'll go in, Aunt Shu, don't kiss my godfather, it's contagious."

Me: "......"

Jiang Zuoyi asked me if it was all over, and I said yes. Whether it's Shen Xinpei or Ye Jinliang, it's all over.

He stretched and went to the kitchen to bring me the hot meal.

I said if you don't feel well, just lie down, why do you still cook?

"It's been fine for a long time, but I just think that the New Year is approaching, and people are a little tired."

I burst out laughing, and I said, are you a pig? Thinking of being slaughtered during the New Year, not only is it tired, but it also feels that life is boring.

"Shu Lan, do you want to be infected with a cold?"

I said thank you, you can get up first and then talk harshly.

As a result, he pinned me down in the kitchen, and I begged for mercy saying that I was really not in the mood.

"Mo Qiaoqi lit the gas at home last night, and even Li Tong and his youngest son didn't live."

I wasn't going to show him how much I didn't want to go.

Because from the moment I made a move, I didn't intend to give them a way to live.

"It's good to get used to it." Jiang Zuoyi said: "Both the murderer and the lover like to return to the scene to be nostalgic, and they have made a decision and think about right and wrong. Waste of time. ”

I said, hehe, should I make myself as cold-blooded as you now, so that I can tell people that I am Jiang Zuoyi's woman?

Jiang Zuoyi swam his eyes, took a bite of the cherry tart I bought, and said that he didn't need it.

"Because I don't like people like me."

I sighed and said you don't understand that men like you are often dangerous and attractive.

"That's because some of you women are full of food, and they don't want to live a down-to-earth and plain firewood, rice, oil, and salt."

I took the food out, and while Jiang Zuoyi didn't move his chopsticks, I hurriedly sent the two children to the house.

For the New Year, don't be infected by Jiang's sick cat for a room.

The matter of the kindergarten is basically over, but Jiang Zuo Yi Enwei also invested a sum of money in the dean to build a security system. I think if I were the dean, I would be so moved that I would have cried.

"After the Chinese New Year, the child still has to be sent to kindergarten. Don't worry, I'll send two bodyguards to be responsible for the safety of Ye Zi and Xiao Ling. ”

"So?" I pouted: "I knew that your side was so unpeaceful, I should really consider being with you again." ”

"It's all for you, what's my business." Jiang Zuoyi dropped his chopsticks.

"Yes." I lowered my head and thought about it: "In addition, regarding the disappearance of Shu Yan, I always feel unsure. ”

Jiang Zuoyi asked me, saying that if I am Shu Yan, what do you want to do at this time?

"Of course, I hope I die as miserably as possible," I said.

"I told Andy to start the investigation, as long as she is in S City, dig three feet into the ground to dig her out, and then ...... Bury it deeper. Jiang Zuoyi said while eating.

I took a breath of cold air and said yes, I didn't want her to die.

"There's no way she'll let you go anymore. Whenever you have the chance, you can be stabbed to death with a ballpoint pen. ”

I frowned and said Jiang Zuoyi, I have always had a doubt.

Who is behind Shu Yan's support, otherwise with her little trick, can she have so many resources to become a climate!

"Didn't you say it was Anan?" When Ling Nan was mentioned, Jiang Zuoyi's expression was always unnatural.

"But I've always been weird. When did Ling Nan start to find Shu Yan.

Do you really not know anything about this? ”

"I don't know." Jiang Zuoyi put down the spoon and seemed to hesitate for a moment.

I said that you are too relieved to Ling Nan, and you don't feel that he has hidden a lot of things from you back and forth?

I always feel that the relationship between him and Shu Yan is a bit not simple. Think about it, for two people who are so dark and terrifying in their hearts, when they come together, should they first trust or doubt?

Because of Ling Xue's hatred, Ling Nan wanted to send our family to death. According to you, shouldn't Shu Yan be repaired in one piece!

My dad is also Shu Yan's dad, and it's understandable that she hates me and even hates Mo Qiaoqi, but if you want her to stab Ling Nanyan obediently at her own house, where is her benefit?

"Jiang Zuoyi, don't tell me that you never doubted it. This series of seemingly logical things clearly hides a lot of unreasonable details.

Even I think..."

I would say that on the day of the accident, I met my father for a few minutes.

Although it is impossible to say anything superfluous in front of the surveillance location and the police accompanying the escort. But my father's attitude towards Jiang Zuo is too objective to make people lose their memory!

Maybe I can understand the complex and deep bond between you and the Ling family brothers and sisters, but I really ......

"It's the New Year, don't talk about it." Jiang Zuoyi didn't seem to be listening to me seriously at all, and buried himself in eating happily: "I understand what you mean, in the final analysis, you always resent Anan." I can understand. ”

I said, don't talk about me like a complaining woman! He designed me to be raped, and he didn't rape me. I hate a ghost!

"Jiang Zuoyi, I'm not resentful, I'm suspicious! Doubt you understand? I suspect he's hiding something from me, even from you. I suspect there is another truth behind the truth! ”

Jiang Zuoyi didn't speak, and I was even more crazy if I didn't speak.

I admit that I am in a bad mood today, the atmosphere of the funeral is so depressing, and the death of Mo Qiaoqi's family......

Putting down the chopsticks, I said that I was full, and then I got up and went back to the bedroom.

"I'm just sick for two days and haven't nourished you, so you have a temper tantrum with me?" Jiang Zuoyi came in, stretched out a hand from behind me, and pinched my sensitive waist.

I shook a little, deliberately ignored him, and said that you don't have no face and skin with me, I just felt uncomfortable.

"I think you just want to be blocked." He explained to me as soon as he started, and ate a dessert after a meal without saying a word.

At first, I refused, and I was afraid that I would struggle too much and alarm the two little ones next door.

But the facts were still shocked-

When Xiao Ling stood up with the bowl, he knocked on our door politely: "After eating, do you want to send it to the kitchen?" ”

Here Jiang Zuoyi is nine shallow and one deep with me, I was pressed by his mouth, and my breathing was about to twist.

I said Jiang Zuoyi, we can't do it once without being watched by others...... Love it so much!

"Little Zero, go out and wash the dishes." Jiang Zuoyi's answer was really unchanging.

"Oh, godfather, are you having a fever again, why are you breathing so badly?"

"I'm fine, it's your Aunt Shu who is uncomfortable, I'll help her massage."

Me: "......"

Later, the unpleasant topic stopped at a pleasant one.

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, the first New Year without Ye Jinliang, and I have a new home.

Andy purchased all kinds of New Year's goods for me, I thought there would be a sumptuous Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, but unfortunately I started coughing and sneezing from the middle of the night - damn, Jiang Zuoyi you are a poisonous snake, if you don't infect a few, I see that you can't get better.

So early in the morning of Chinese New Year's Eve, when the man took his two children downstairs to set off firecrackers, I could only look pitifully through the window with a thermometer in my mouth.

Deep in the snow, a figure slowly walked from the entrance of the community to this side, which I was familiar with.

That should be Lu Zhaoxin.

The company will have a holiday from this afternoon and go to work on the eighth day of the new year. I was lazy and didn't go. At this moment, she was dressed lightly and walked out of the gym at the entrance of the community.

It's Chinese New Year's Eve and I'm alone......

I called her and asked her if she had any arrangements for today?

"Mr. Shu, are you okay? I thought you'd go to work this morning. ”

I said it's okay, I accidentally caught a cold. A lot has happened this year, so it's better to stay at home and take shelter. I said the company is fine, right? Let's all go home for the holidays.

"Well, except for Manager Du in the finance department, who is still working overtime, almost all other departments are empty."

"Du Chenfeng?" I said, why is Du Chenfeng still here? Can't close the account? I'm too careful, even if it's a sister's man, I can't use it like this!

"Have you forgotten, you asked him to take someone to thoroughly investigate the accounts left by Song Jia."

Oh, yes, yes, yes! I said okay, I'll give him a call later.

"In addition, Zhao Xin, in the Chinese New Year's Eve, don't you go home to see your parents?" I see how you got out of the gym......"