I think whether it is Jiang Zuoyi or Ling Nan, it is rare in this life to have the opportunity to enter the hospital so openly.

After the crisis, they can only casually pull a bandage to wrap the injury and continue walking. Because the souls that don't see the light of day have long been forged into the way of survival for people like them.

I didn't even have the opportunity to wait outside and listen to the doctor say 'we've done our best', and many times, it was hastily erased......

In fact, after Ling Nan entered the emergency room, Jiang Zuoyi disappeared.

When I found him on the rooftop, he said that he was not used to waiting for the doctor to pronounce the sentence like a normal person.

At four o'clock in the morning, S City is just as beautiful as most people can't see.

The mist of a winter night reflects the clock tower in the distance, and the close-up and neon echo tirelessly.

"Where's the leaf?"

I said I was still sleeping, and there was a nurse monitoring it 24 hours a day. I just went upstairs to spend a while with her, thinking about either going back to take a shower and change clothes.

"Go ahead, Anan is not out of danger yet. I'm guarding. Jiang Zuoyi stood on the railing, and he didn't look back at me from beginning to end.

"That ......" I don't know what to say to comfort me, because Jiang Zuoyi is not at all like others. For example, when something happened to Yezi, he always stayed by my side to help me take care of it, but he never said a word of comfort - 'don't worry, it will be fine'.

Probably because he is too realistic person, so realistic that he is not willing to pay for the weakness of deceiving himself and deceiving others.

So I don't want to say, 'Don't worry, Ling Nan will be fine'.

I knew that Ling Nan was seriously injured, and this knife was clearly easy to block for Jiang Zuo.

So I said I'd go first.

"Shu Lan." Jiang Zuoyi suddenly stopped me.

My heart thumped and I looked back and hummed.

"Why are you following today?" Jiang Zuoyi turned around and stood in front of me with two steps.

I rarely realized that his height in front of me was actually very oppressive, so it would make people involuntarily burst out like a little woman and feel coquettish.

"I'm worried about you." I say.

I really didn't dare to think that Jiang Zuoyi would give me a hug, like an idol drama. But I really didn't dare to think that he would raise his hand and give me a slap, not a light force, which made my eardrums tremble!

I was beaten half a circle, and I was directly stunned-

"Who do you think you are? Is that kind of place for women to come? Jiang Zuoyi stepped forward half a step forward and pressed me on the railing, I even thought that he was going to push my whole person down to count.

Licking the corners of my salty lips, I chuckled: "Jiang Zuoyi, are you in love with me?" ”

"I see, I haven't you yet. What do you mean by 'falling in love'? "He was close to my cheek, his eyes deeper than the stars in the night sky.

My face was hot, and I turned it slightly, and my lips were only half an inch away from him.

Just lift my neck a little, or tap my toes, and I'll be able to reach him. But many times, people stop at the last step, often because there is no reason.

"Do you want to be here?" I asked.

I provoked him, because I, like him, was almost numb with nervousness.

If Ye Zi is my only relative, then Ling Nan is also his only relative. No matter how deep the night is, there is always the breath of death. I have the strength to think about things in the best direction, but that doesn't mean I can really calmly face my daughter's death on the operating table!

Grabbing Jiang Zuoyi's shoulder, my tears could no longer be stopped.

I said I threw in the towel! I admit I love you! Jiang Zuoyi, are you satisfied!

He didn't speak, just hugged my waist and lifted my waist to the platform. Without a kiss, I started to get to the point.

It was cold, but I didn't feel the slightest bit of freezing in his hand as he stripped me of my coat.

Holding his neck, my breath was like steam. The body involuntarily seeks a breakthrough in agitation.

But he stopped and pulled down my clothes. Then the palm of his hand landed on the side of my embarrassed hair and moist cheeks, and in turn gently soothed my reddened face.

One of the reasons why I am afraid of Jiang Zuoyi is that at any time, I can't see his inner world through his eyes.

Transform into a face, and don't even say hello.

"You go back first."

"Oh......" I blushed and grabbed him by the shoulders and jumped to the ground. Picking up her coat in embarrassment, like a prostitute who can't get kicked out of the door.

I said Jiang Zuoyi, in fact, I lost, right? You...... Haven't fallen in love with me yet.

"Go back, when the leaf surgery comes out, I have something to tell you." Jiang Zuoyi turned around and shook his hand at me, and walked away without looking back.

He left me with too many backs, but not once did he give me the urge to catch up.

When I got home, I threw myself into a hot bath and took a soak. The exhaustion of the whole body is immediately transformed into excitement by the law of conservation of energy.

I changed into a cardigan with a cartoon pattern, and it was a parent-child outfit. Because the leaves like this one the most.

Hold your hair and rub it with a touch of baby cream.

I tried my best not to think about the troublesome and ineffective entanglements and contradictions, and I just wanted to accompany my daughter into the operating room in the best mental state.

Ye Jinliang was also there, sitting on the bench in the corridor, his figure lonely like a poor man who had just received a cancer diagnosis.

I walked over and looked at him inside and out. Oh, I even wore that personal woolen sweater, and there was a big dog bone on my chest......

I didn't tease him for talking nonsense like 'why didn't Shu Yan come along with him, did he hide at home and drop his head', because I think he still really loves Ye Zi in his heart.

If the leaf has any three long and two short, he just collapses a little less than me, but it will be just as bad.

"Have you eaten breakfast?" Ye Jinliang looked at me, and then handed over a bag of bread and carton milk: "You are always like this, often you don't remember to eat breakfast." In the past, Sister-in-law Lin could still urge you, but now-"

I took the food and took two bites, and I said that you are someone else's man, so don't come to me and pretend to be warm, okay? I can't afford a house, can I want a kennel to be grateful to Dade?

"What's wrong with your face?" Ye Jinliang unintentionally saw that there seemed to be a red mark on my left cheek, and I immediately turned my face: "I didn't sleep well, I hit the door." ”

"Is Jiang Zuoyi good to you?"

I said hehe, he's good to the leaves.

"I saw him just now, it looks like he's downstairs-"

"It so happened that his brother was injured and is still in first aid."

"yes, no wonder he looks ....."

I popped the milk carton with one hand, and I said Ye Jinliang, what do you want to say!

"Don't get me wrong, I'm just curious how you're doing.

It feels like you're right there for me, but I can't understand your life anymore. Ye Jinliang lowered his head.

"Why do you want to know about my life? Shouldn't you be by Shu Yan's side now? I snorted coldly: "Oh yes, I haven't been back to the company for the past few days, but I heard that she hasn't come much, and it's about to start work, and your combat effectiveness is not as explosive as I thought." ”

Ye Jinliang groaned and said that the doctor said that the fetus in Shu Yan's belly did not seem to be very good, and it was kept at home.

I felt a sigh of retribution in my heart, but my face remained silent.

"And what about your mother?" When asked about Shen Xinpei, in fact, I just wanted to ask Shen Xinpei how she was doing, out of polite concern. But I didn't expect Ye Jinliang to obviously misunderstand what I meant.

"Although my mother was reluctant, she still visited her and brought medicine from abroad......

Unexpectedly hearing Ye Jinliang say this, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart.

Because the meaning of Shen Xinpei to me is definitely not as simple as my ex-mother-in-law. It's a pity that Shu Yanhuai is Ye Jinliang's child after all, no matter how strong the old man is, he finally has to compromise with others, right?

I felt like I had lost a position, a piece of paradise that had been mine, and eventually became the Great Rift Valley after a land shake.

It was only six o'clock, the curtains were drawn dark, and the leaves were still sleeping.

I took her little hand, tied a red rope around her wrist, put one end on hers and one end on mine, and cut it with my nail clippers.

Superstition says that this is called a mother-child knot, even if the child's soul is lost, he can find me through this red line of heart.

My tears dripped on the child's quilt, but I didn't dare to cry. Ye Jinliang stood behind him and patted me on the shoulder, saying let Ye Zi sleep for a while.

Actually, I would love to say, why sleep a little longer, in case she has to sleep for a long, long time in the future? Can I wake her up and make her look at me, smile at me, and hug me.

I'm afraid that the fate between us is really ridiculous and short-lived, and I love my leaf too much, no matter whose child she is.

After controlling my emotions, I ran away from Ye Jinliang's side.

I went downstairs and turned around the courtyard and went straight to the building on the emergency department.

"Huh?" On the way to the emergency operating room, I saw a figure outside the glass door of the hallway.

With his back to me, his shoulders trembled a little.

I thought this back was very familiar, so I stopped and leaned in to look: "Zhao Xin? It's you?! ”

I was surprised to see Lu Zhaoxin turn her face.

"You...... Why are you here? ”

At this time, she was wearing sunglasses, and the bruises on her face had not completely dissipated. Standing slim in the morning light, his body is still a neutral suit that has not changed for thousands of years.

"Mr. Shu?!" Lu Zhaoxin picked her lower lip at me and turned her face a little embarrassed: "Oh, I heard that Ye Zi had surgery today." So early in the morning, she ......" She leaned on her sunglasses and reached out and casually rubbed her cheek.

I was a little puzzled, and I said that Ye Zi was in the ward building next door, and this was the emergency center.

"Ah, that's right." Lu Zhaoxin smiled and said that he was in the emergency department when he first came to see Ye Zi, and he forgot about it. No wonder I waited for a long time and didn't see anyone.

"Then Mr. Shu, why are you here?"

I said that one of Jiang Zuoyi's brothers was in first aid, and Ye Zi would have to wait a few hours to get out of the operating room, so I stopped by to take a look.

"Look at you, your injuries are not healed yet, and you still care so much about Yezi."

Lu Zhaoxin smiled and said that she also had a problem, and after helping me bring the leaves a few times, I couldn't get rid of that little guy in my heart.

"It's rare that so many people love Yezi, she will definitely be fine." I patted Lu Zhaoxin on the shoulder and said Are you okay lately? Is anyone else bothering you?

"I'm fine, a little dispute, don't bother you."

I said with a tiger face that if you were so polite to me again, I would rather fire you first.

"Shu Lan, you are such a special person." Lu Zhaoxin snorted and laughed, to be honest, Rao was dressed in such a neutral style of masculinity, but she still couldn't hide the exclusive sweetness in her smile.

I said, Zhaoxin, don't you wear a skirt? When the leaf disease is cured, shall we go shopping with the winter night?

"Okay, I'll carry the bag for you."

Me: "......"

I think Lu Zhaoxin is probably really a woman with straight male cancer, and this disease is probably more serious than Ye Zi's dual personality. Shaking his head, I said, "You go over first, Ye Jinliang is also over there." I'll go see Jiang Zuoyi—"

After saying goodbye to Lu Zhaoxin, I hurried to the door of the emergency room and found the man.

I asked how the situation was, and he said that Ling Nan was not out of danger yet. During this period, a critical illness notice was issued, and the wound was severe and it was difficult to stop the bleeding.

"You go and accompany the leaves, I asked Andy to bring Xiao Ling over. Don't tell the child about Anan. ”

I said I got it, you ......

"I know what you want to ask," Jiang Zuoyi glanced at me sideways: "Xiao Ling is Ah Nan's nephew, Ah Xue's son." ”

I waved my hand again and again, saying that I didn't mean that, I ...... Actually, I ......

God testifies that I really don't gossip to the point of being so shameless, I want to ask Jiang Zuoyi if he wants to go and see Ye Zi, but I feel that it seems a bit unsatisfactory to ask like this now.

Unexpectedly, he took the initiative to say: "I will go over there before ten o'clock, and promised the leaves." ”

"Jiang Zuoyi..." I sat down beside him and gently raised my hand to put it on his shoulder.

His suit was covered with dried blood, and the smell of dust and oil smoke looked like it had just been fished out of an underground workshop: "Actually, I've been thinking that if only Ye Zi were your daughter." ”

I'm telling the truth, because I always feel that Jiang Zuoyi's attitude towards me is as if it is far away. But for children, it seems to love from the bottom of my heart. He wasn't a good husband or even a lover, but he was definitely a good father.

"It's a pity I don't have that blessing. In my life, I'm afraid I don't deserve to have my own children. Jiang Zuoyi lowered his eyes, and then raised his eyebrows and looked at me.

There was a fleeting tenderness in his eyes, but it quickly returned to a pitch-black state like a power outage. His big palm gently touched my cheek and asked me, "Does it still hurt?" ”

I nodded and asked, "What about you...... Why are you hitting me? ”

"I don't know..."Jiang Zuoyi stopped talking, these three words sounded like an excuse for helplessness, in fact, I believe, I think he might really not know.

Suddenly, the lights in the operating room flashed, and the doctor hurriedly ran out and said that he wanted a blood transfusion.

Why do I need a blood transfusion when I have surgery? There is no plasma bank in such a big hospital!

The doctor explained that there had been a major accident in the early hours of the morning, the truck and the bus had collided, and the emergency rooms were pulling patients, and the entire hospital blood bank was in an emergency.

But there is always a first-come-first-served thing to help lives! Even I was annoyed, I thought Jiang Zuoyi would jump up and beat up the doctor.

Unexpectedly, he rolled up his sleeves and stood up, and said with a calm expression: "Use mine, I have the same blood type as him." ”

Jiang Zuoyi told me that Ling Nan was his mobile blood bank in those years. Because most of the injuries on the road are not easy to enter the hospital file, the plasma obtained in private clinics is often of unknown origin.

Therefore, under this unwritten rule, there is both death and blood between brothers.

"Someday, I have a chance to return it to him..."

I didn't wait for him to go back to the leaves on my own, because I knew he didn't like to be seen tired the most.

"Leaves! Mom is coming—" As soon as I entered the ward, I was dumbfounded. What kind of ward is this, it's a party!

"Lan Lan, why are you here? I'm going to get ready for it soon. Li Dongye also came over, she was discharged from the hospital two days ago to recuperate at home, and she also rushed over early in the morning. I said before that I would let her go into the operating room together, although I didn't interfere, but with my own people inside, I was always more down-to-earth.

At this moment, I took the hand of the winter night, moved my lips but could not speak. Her eyes were firm, and she patted me on the shoulder, no extra comfort but worth a thousand words.

I saw that Jiang Ling was also here, and put a row of colorful cards in front of Ye Zi's hospital bed, saying that these were all kindergarten medals: "Godfather and Nan's mother said that I will transfer to kindergarten after a while, with you." Leaves, you have to come out well! ”

"Well, my mother said that if you don't look crooked when you grow up, I will consider marrying you."

Me: "......"

I pleaded, I didn't say it!

Ye Jinliang coughed lightly twice, I knew what he meant, because this sentence was what I said to Ye Jinliang when I was a child.

"Oh, little sister, don't move, I'm crooked here."

At this time, my eyes were drawn to two girls who were tying fake pigtails to the left and right of the leaves. Because Ye Zi was going to have surgery, her hair had already been shaved, and she cried a lot about it, saying that she looked like a little monk.

I don't know where these two girls ran out, and they actually got a light wig and buckled my daughter's head! Then one person on the other side helped her tie her braids.

The two girls looked to be in the first and second grades of elementary school, and they looked exactly the same, they were supposed to be twins, with long hair, big eyes, and a bright water.

Ye Jinliang told me that this was the twin daughters of Dr. Su's family. When I chatted with Ye Zi last night, I saw that she was still worried about not having hair, so I brought my two daughters this morning to play with Ye Zi for a while.

My heart warmed and I asked Dr. Su.

"I'm already preparing, I'll come back later." Ye Jinliang said.

I nodded, walked over to my daughter's hand full of infusion tubes, gently pulled it up, leaned over to her lips and kissed it: "Yezi, don't be afraid, mom is here." ”

"Dad is also ......," Ye Jinliang squeezed up from behind me.

Ye Zi squinted, looked left and right, and then said, "Mom, where is Uncle Jiang?" ”

"Jiang ......"

"Uncle Jiang is here." As I spoke, I saw Jiang Zuoyi's figure appear at the door.

He took off his coat, probably not wanting the leaves to see the blood on it, but the inside of the shirt was still stained with a lot of dots.

He pressed the vein in the crook of his left arm, and his face turned slightly pale.

"Uncle Jiang, you haven't finished telling me the story you told me last time." Ye Zi raised his little face and said, "Can you talk now?" ”

I patted Ye Zi's face: "Good Ye, will I talk about it when the operation comes out?" Mommy read it to you—"

"But Uncle Jiang's stories are not in books, and my mother can't tell them." Ye Zi flattened his small mouth, and his eyes looked at me with a slick eye. , and turned to Jiang Zuoyi again: "Uncle Jiang, do you tell me the ending?" What happened to Li Lei and Han Meimei in the end......"

Me: "......"

"Li Lei and Han Meimei ......" Jiang Zuoyi poked me with his hand and whispered: "I haven't studied anymore since I finished my second year of junior high school, you tell me what's wrong with the two of them in the textbook later?" ”

I said that you dug the pit yourself, and you will finish it with tears.

"Alright, seven-seven, eleven! Stop playing-" Fortunately, Su Xihang came in at this time, and Jiang Zuoyi fooled around casually, saying that if you want to know the ending, you should be stronger, and when you grow up and go to school in the future, you will be able to see the story behind.

"Daddy! You have to sew a beautiful wound for Sister Yezi, you see how good-looking she looks, it's a pity to leave a scar! ”

"Don't worry, if you have long hair in the future, Ye Zi will be a big beauty." Su Xihang bent down and touched Yezi's face.

Ye Zi was obviously still a little nervous, pursed his lips and said, "Will it hurt...... Uncle, can you be lighter? ”

"Well, I don't know it hurts when I get anesthetic, Ye Zi closes his eyes and sleeps well, and when he wakes up-"

"Don't worry, if Ye Zi has any three strengths and two weaknesses, Uncle Jiang will not let this doctor go-"

I'm really afraid that Jiang Zuoyi will shake S at such a time, but before I could pinch him, I heard him suddenly hiss, turned his head, and saw two little girls standing on their waists and glaring at him angrily: "Hey, uncle, where did you come from?" Dare to threaten my dad! ”

"That's it, the red envelopes are confiscated from you, and you dare to make a big fuss, believe it or not, I will whip you!"

I think Su Qiqi and Su Shiyi are seven or eight years old at most, who did they learn from the style of the little sister in this minute!

"Hey, you two are-" Jiang Zuoyi's face was already bad, but now he is even more crippled.

As a result, before the words could be spoken, I saw the little girl on the left suddenly cover her eyes exaggeratedly: "Ah! Uncle, you have opened the zipper! Perverted! ”

Me: "......"

Jiang Zuo instinctively lowered his head like an electric shock, but of course it turned out that he didn't. But the two little devil-like daughters had already escaped from Erlidi.

Su Xihang took Ye Zi's temperature for the last time, and then walked over and pressed Jiang Zuoyi's shoulder: "Think about it." Usually as long as I scold them, they will do this. I knew it was fake, but I still didn't dare not bow my head. Now I don't even dare to wear pants with zippers. ”

Ye Zi is obviously still young, and he doesn't understand the essence and joke in it. Blinking his big ignorant eyes, he asked what was wrong. But Jiang Ling understood that he was already rolling on the ground with laughter at this moment. I saw Jiang Zuoyi staring, and I just wanted to go up and kick him, but I hesitated to put it down when my leg was raised in the air.

My heart shook violently, and I understood that he remembered what Ling Nan had said to him at the last time......

Holding Jiang Ling's arm, Jiang Zuoyi hugged him up: "Have you eaten breakfast?" Ye Zi will go into the operating room later, and I'll take you to eat a burger first, okay? ”

"Good!" The flattered expression on Jiang Ling's face was fleeting, and he immediately rubbed his hands again: "But Nan's mother said she wouldn't let me eat it...... Eating junk food. ”

"It's okay, Nan Ma doesn't care about ......you today" Jiang Zuoyi looked at me, waved his hand to Ye Zi and made a cheering gesture, then carried Jiang Ling on his shoulder, turned around and left.

"Where did Nan's mother go, she didn't come back yesterday?"

"I want to work. How can you make money without working? ”

"Then why don't you buy more money and come back, you don't have to make money. I want you two to spend more time with me......"

"The boy's family, what to accompany."

"You're murdering me again......"

Listening to the conversation between the father and son, I suddenly felt as if I was standing in God's perspective. As long as there is love, it can really be greater than anything else.

Ye Jinliang, actually...... You'd love the leaves like that, right?

After sending Ye Zi into the operating room, I saw Ye Jinliang standing outside the door and already standing with a spider web. Oh, I didn't see him when everyone was frolicking in there just now.

"Why don't you go in?" I asked, of course, only politely.

"I feel like I'm redundant," Ye Jinliang's injury hadn't been removed yet, his clothes were wrapped very thickly, and he looked at me sideways like a very lonely uncle: "Shu Lan, I didn't expect you to ...... Even if you leave me, even if there are so many things in your life, you can still be happy.

I suddenly felt like I couldn't get into your world. ”

"You decided to come out on your own." I say.

"Who's that little boy?"

"Jiang Zuoyi's adopted son."

"Okay, if he can raise one, he can raise two, I hope he can treat the leaves well." Ye Jinliang's words seemed to be quite realistic, but I always felt harsh. I said, why do people have to support others? If I'm happy, can't I give him one?

Ye Jinliang didn't say anything more, just found a chair on the side and sat down. I stood for a long time and felt a little tired. It didn't matter so much, he sat next to him in a chair: "Huh? By the way, did you see Lu Zhaoxin? ”

"Well, come over here before. Said a few words. Ye Jinliang nodded: "Oh, what's wrong with her face?" ”

I sighed: "Ask your little Yanyan." As long as it's my person, there's nothing she doesn't dare to move. ”

Ye Jinliang didn't argue with me, but just sighed heavily. The hospital hallway was cold, and I tossed and turned all night without sleeping. Although he was nervous at this time, Su Xihang meant that the operation would take more than half a day, and it would not be good for a while.

I was a little tired, so I closed my eyes and leaned against the wall.

Later, Ye Jinliang sat down and lent me his shoulder. I wanted to push it away, but he suddenly grabbed my hand: "Shu Lan, lie down." Today, I'm just taking care of you as the mother of the leaves.

Next month, I'm going to marry Shu Yan. ”

"Congratulations." I swallowed my saliva, it was a little salty.

"She promised me, and ...... Never trouble you and the leaves again. Ye Jinliang grabbed my hand and rubbed it lightly twice. The strength is occasionally light and sometimes heavy, and occasionally the residual thoughts are occasionally reluctant.

"But I'll trouble her."

"Whatever you want, I won't take revenge on you for her, but I will protect her."

"Okay, let's see...... The two of us are ruthless. I still couldn't stop the tears, drop by drop, into his shoulder. I don't know if it wets his injuries, but I occasionally see him convulse a few times. I said Ye Jinliang, I still like you a lot, I know when you love me, and I know when you hate me. Unlike Jiang Zuoyi, what he was thinking, I never know.

One morning passed, and I slept in a daze for more than ten minutes. But it seems that I have had several dreams, and all the things in and out of the dreams are leaves.

The lights in the operating room were not on, and I prayed with my heart, but subconsciously felt that this was a good thing. If it is not over, it proves that it is still ongoing, and there is hope if it is still ongoing.

But at this moment, I saw Li Dongye running out of it in a panic.

With a suffocating breath, I jumped up like a rabbit: "Winter night! How's she doing! ”

"The needle has been removed, but the large blood vessels in the cerebral artery have collapsed! You wait a minute, I'll go to the central blood bank! ”

"What!" I was about to collapse almost all of a sudden, Ye Jinliang reached out to help me, but he couldn't help me. The two almost fell into a mess.

"Leaves! My leaves! I was about to rush in like crazy, but Su Xihang, who was covered in blood, came out and hit me: "What are you doing!" Get out! Still in first aid, what are you panicking about! ”

Ye Jinliang grabbed me: "Shu Lan, wait a minute, wait a minute!" Don't delay the rescue, bleeding during the operation is normal, my dad back then-"

"But your dad is dead!" Ye Jinliang's father died of cerebral hemorrhage in our two sophomores, and at that time, a blood vessel burst during the operation and hemorrhage!

"Dr. Lee!" Su Xihang called Li Dongye: "The central blood bank may not have time to be deployed, and the emergency room is full of sudden accidents this morning." I prepared four bags of plasma first, but I didn't expect it to be enough!

You and Xiao Xia," he beckoned to bring out a little nurse: "Go to the lounge and bring me Qiqi and Eleven, two hundred milliliters per person, their blood types match!" Hurry up! ”

I was so shocked that I couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

That's his own daughter!

"Don't look at me like that, I'm a doctor, and I want to save people. Those two little bastards are very strong, and it will be fine to go home and make up for it-" Dropping this sentence, Su Xihang returned to the operating room again. When the two girls were brought over by Li Dongye and were about to be sent to the blood collection room. But he was stopped by a big hand that stretched out!