I opened it and saw that there were two real estate deeds, as well as a key to the insurance and a letter.

I took the things and asked Lawyer He if the equity transfer documents he asked him to draft last time had been drafted, and he said that they had been prepared, and I thought to myself that I would do it all together, so I would have to go again next time.

In the taxi, I took out the letter from the leather bag, the envelope was very thin, it seemed that there was a piece of paper inside, but I don't know why, I was a little scared when I looked at the letter, and I didn't open it for a long time.

I didn't touch the car until it stopped at the door of the old villa.

Paid for the car and I got out of the car.

When I entered the house, Zhang's mother was watching the replay of the Spring Festival Gala and asked me what I wanted to eat at noon, I said casually, so I took the paper bag upstairs, and returned to the bedroom, I put the two real estate certificates and the safe key into the drawer of the dressing table, leaving the letter on the table.

I took a deep breath and picked up the letter and opened it, as I thought, there was only one piece of stationery inside, but it seemed to be full. When I opened the letter, I saw my father's official script, which was written in beautiful font but without force, which should have been written during his hospitalization.

Tong Tong:

When you read this letter, I should no longer be in this world, but there are some things that I think you have the right to know, but I don't have the courage to tell you in person, so I can only work with letters.

I was comforted by the fact that you never asked about your life story after you knew about it, but at the same time I was tormented by sin.

Your mother was forced by me, and if I had harmed her, she would not have committed suicide if it hadn't been for my deliberate neglect of her. The thing I regret the most in my life is not being able to trust her. That's why I hate that person, your own father, and if he hadn't come back, I wouldn't have had such a deep misunderstanding with your mother.

In fact, you have seen him when you were very young, and he is Ye Zhengsheng.

At the time, I thought he was just a good friend of your mother, but once I accidentally saw your mother's diary, and I realized that he was your real father. So after your mother died, I hated him even more, and when Meng Zhijie proposed that method, I would acquiesce.

It wasn't until I dug out your mother's diary some time ago that I didn't know that Ye Zhengsheng didn't know that she was pregnant with his child, and your mother really wanted to have sex with me. So I was wrong, I was so wrong that I was so evil that I knew that you and Ye Zhe were brother and sister, but I never hindered you from being together, and I wanted to take revenge on Ye Zhengsheng in that way. I'm simply inhuman.

Tong Tong, I'm sorry, please forgive me, I really regretted it later, I know that such a request is too shameless, but I still hope to get your forgiveness.

The final payment is: sinner Lin Feng

I was a little stuffy the first time, I was like a bolt from the blue the second time, I forgot to breathe the third time, and the fourth time I was ...... I can't be loved.

Destiny is really good at catching people.

I must have sinned so much in my last life that God would punish me like this.

I don't know how long I sat in front of the dressing table, but I felt that my body didn't look like my own, it was petrified and stiff and couldn't move, my eyes were astringent, my brain was empty, my hands and feet were cold and unconscious, and I was connected to my heart...... It's like a hole, and it's cold......

"Tongtong, come down for lunch, the person who picked you up is here." Zhang's mother shouted downstairs.

I stared at the letter in my hand for nothing, and then I slowly tore it up with all my strength and put it in the drawer of the dresser.

"Tong Tong," Zhang's mother knocked on the door outside, calling softly.

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make a sound.

She shouted twice.

I got up with my hands on the table, trying to walk over to open the door, but my legs were stiff and weak, and I stumbled and fell to the ground, and I struggled to get up from the ground.

The moment she opened the door, Zhang's mother was about to push the door in.

"Tong Tong, are you alright?" Zhang's mother looked at me with a worried face, "Why is your face so pale?" ”

"It's okay, my stomach is a little upset, you ask the driver to wait, it's still early, I'll lie down for a while." I was weak and weak, and my voice was small and hoarse.

"Okay, go back to bed and lie down, and I'll pour you a cup of hot water." Mother Zhang helped me to the bedside and hurriedly went downstairs to pour water for me.

I leaned back on the head of the bed, my eyes swept over the luggage on the sofa, and my mind swept over Zou Zichen's expectant face, and I closed my eyes weakly...... What am I going to do?

Soon Zhang's mother brought me warm water.

I barely took two sips of water, got up to get my bag, took out my wallet from it, pulled out a savings card, and stuffed it into Zhang's mother's hand.

"Tong Tong, why are you giving me this?" Zhang's mother was a little puzzled.

"Mom Zhang, I may stay in Beijing for a while, there is some money in this card, you look at the flowers." Saying that, I packed the money back in my bag and lifted the luggage on the sofa, "I'll go to the airport for lunch, you should pay attention at home alone, and call Wu Yue if you have something." With that, I gently hugged her and went downstairs with my luggage.

The driver sent by Zou Zichen to pick me up was already waiting in front of the courtyard gate, and I carried the small duffel bag and got into the back seat directly.

On the way to the airport, I chose a place for myself, a place that I had always wanted to go but couldn't go, and I heard that it was beautiful...... It's close to heaven.

After arriving at the airport, the driver said that Zou Zichen had to watch me enter the security check, so he helped me carry my luggage and help me get a boarding pass.

And after the driver left, I went out of the security check and went to the ticket office to ask for a ticket in the opposite direction of Beijing, Qinghai. I didn't change the booking but bought another one, and the boarding time was only 10 minutes away from going to Beijing.

When I went through the security check again, the mobile phone in my bag rang, it was Zou Zichen calling, I looked at the flashing name, my heart seemed to be torn apart by something, and my whole body trembled in pain.

It took me a long time to pick up the phone.

"Why did it take so long to answer the phone?" Zou Zichen's deep and sexy voice came from the microphone.

And I was holding the phone and watching the rush of people, and my mind was full of what he had said to me in the morning, and he said that he wanted three children, two boys and one girl...... He said that in this way, they will have company when they play, if it is a man and a woman, the two of them will not be able to finish together, and they will often quarrel, and one more boy can balance all the things...... He spoke of the Tao as if he could see the future.

"Tong Tong, are you listening?"

"Well, where are you?" I thought to myself, whether he is my brother or not, he is the man I love most in my life anyway.

"It's snowing in Beijing for the past two days, so let you wear more clothes in the morning, are you going to wear them?"

"Well, it's thick." My voice was low.

"Are you alright? Why does it sound so unmotivated? ”

He noticed something, and I was busy with the sound, "I was a little excited last night and didn't sleep well." ”

"Little fool." He chuckled, "When you board, send me a message." He told me again and was about to hang up the phone, but I hurriedly stopped, "Zichen." ”

"What's wrong?"

"Promise me, I'll have the surgery done."

"Well, when I get the certificate tomorrow, I will leave the day after tomorrow, and the tickets are all booked, so I won't lie to you."

"Think...... You," I said in a trembling voice, thinking to myself as I let me say one last time, "I miss you." ”

In fact, I wanted to say three other words in my heart, but I was afraid that he would not be able to bear it.

Zou Zichen was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Me too, there are still four hours, and I really never felt that time would pass so slowly." When the words fell, he chuckled.

The sound of laughter tapped on my heart, causing a slight pain.

When I boarded the plane, I didn't text Zou Zichen, but turned off my phone directly.

When the plane flew in the sky, I caressed my stomach, which was still flat, but a little life was already pregnant, and my essence and blood were growing day by day......

Thinking about this, I only felt dizzy, my nose was sore, but my eyes were jerky...... The tears really dried up.

There was a faint pain in the lower abdomen, but it was less than one-ten-thousandth of the heartache.

I feel that I am an optimistic person, and even after so many things, I can still laugh at life, but this time, I ...... I really can't hold it, I can't even breathe even thinking about it. Not to mention let him know how cruel and ironic it would be.

No, I'll never let him know about it, never.

That...... What should our children do?

What am I going to do? What am I going to do?

After the plane landed, I threw my phone directly in the trash bin at the exit and pulled the small suitcase out of the airport.

Got into a taxi and the driver asked me where to go? When I said I was going to Qinghai Lake, he said that the airport was more than 100 kilometers away from Qinghai Lake. I asked him how much he would like to go, and the driver glanced back at me and held out a hand, which I didn't think I thought would do.

The driver looked at me and seemed to be a little remorseful, slid the car, and chattered: "Now I must drive there at eight or nine o'clock in the evening, I am coming back in the empty car, it is estimated that it will be midnight, this price is really too cheap."

"Don't worry, I'll give you hard money when I arrive." I said lightly, and didn't speak. The driver wasn't nagging either.

Along the way, the machine company talked about a lot of scenic spots in Qinghai Lake, but said that the season I came to was wrong, and that the ice on the lake had not yet been fully melted.

I didn't hear what he was saying, and I didn't know where my mind was going, and my whole body was wooden and weak.

From reading the letter to the present, it seems that the instinct is to escape, to run away.

Not long after the car hit the road, I fainted and fell asleep tiredly, but I felt pain all over my body when I fell asleep, a little out of breath, and the pain in my lower stomach became more and more obvious, and I was also dizzy.

I don't know how long I sat down, I suddenly felt a pain in my shoulder, I was pushed hard, and then my body leaned out, rolled to the ground, and I woke up instantly when my hands and feet hurt, and before I could get up from the ground, the taxi was gone.

I felt a warm liquid coming out of my abdomen, and the pain in my lower abdomen was so tight that I could barely straighten my back.

Realizing that life was being drained from my body little by little, my internal organs and abdomen ached, and the only support I had was withdrawn.

It turns out that it is so easy to lose.

I clutched my hands in my stomach and screamed in pain, but the desolate old road ...... No one cared about me, I screamed, each one more miserable, the colic pain in my stomach made my whole body tremble, I looked up to the sky and shouted, "Ah Zhe, our child is gone...... Nope. ”

Then I laughed maniacally, "Haha...... Ah......h

And I couldn't shed a tear except laughing.

The sound of desolate laughter echoed among the empty hills...... Incomparably vast and sad.

I don't know how long I sat on the ground, but when I raised my eyes, I saw a silvery white wave not far away.

I slowly got up from the ground, and in the night, walked towards the light, my body swaying, but I still approached there step by step, as if I was enchanted.

As I thought, it was a lake, shimmering in the cold moonlight, I looked at the lake in a daze, I couldn't feel the biting cold wind, I couldn't feel the heartbeat, but my mouth muttered: "Child, go slowly, wait for Mommy, um...... Wait, Mom. ”

The surface of the lake sparkled with the wind, and the silver light flashed my mother's face, as well as the man named Ye Zhengsheng, their faces were extremely clear on the waves, and then I saw my mother waving at me, and the man smiled at me.

A grim smile crossed my lips and I walked towards them.

When my feet stepped into the biting cold lake, I couldn't help but tremble, but the cold under my feet did not make my heart cold at this time, and I moved forward mechanically. I think this is the only way I can go, and the only way I can be free.

I didn't expect that one day I would follow in my mother's footsteps...... It turns out that the fate of our mother and daughter is so sad.

When the lake flooded my waist, Zou Zichen's face flashed in my mind, and I couldn't help but raise my lips and chuckle: Zichen, I will bless you in heaven.

As I entered the lake, I heard someone shouting by the lake, and I was surrounded by darkness and cold.

Frozen to the bone, I guess that's what death feels like!

It's so nice to let the lake wash me clean and send me to heaven! Go to Mommy's arms! Go to the kids!