The brand-new Maserati drove out of the set, and with the roar of the motor, it rushed into the traffic like a speed, and the whirring wind poured in through the slightly open window, blowing the long bright golden red hair, but it could not blow away the depressed expression on the milky white face.

Looking at the dial, Nicole took the initiative to reduce the speed of the car, and she still remembers what Ryan solemnly said when buying the car - no speeding!

Thinking of the person she cared about the most, Nicole's face looked a little better, her left hand couldn't help but press her chest, and under her clothes was a platinum necklace that she was wearing closely. Jenkins' flowery body rubbed against his skin from time to time, and he had never left her.

She hadn't seen each other for almost a month, and that kind of longing was like a magic sound that pierced her brain, haunting her heart all the time, and she couldn't wait to fly to New York now!

Don't get cranky, Nicole? Kidman! You're not a kid like Ryan! She thought so much in her heart, didn't she just call Guò last night, and he would be back in three days.

The car finally arrived at the door, and when it slowed down, many reporters surrounded it and asked loudly through the window.

"Miss Kidman, I heard that you are with Fang? Is Mr. Kimo dating? ”

"Nicole, someone saw Fang yesterday? Kimo sent you home, are you already in a relationship! ”

"May I ask, what does Ryan think about you getting a boyfriend?"

“……”

Nicole's face was dark and cold, and if she had a Chicago typewriter in her hand, she would definitely surprise all the people outside.

She stepped on the accelerator suddenly, and in the loud buzzing sound, the car flicked its tail and entered the house, leaving only a puff of green smoke for the reporter paparazzi.

Bastard! All bastards!

Closing the door hard, Nicole's mood became even worse, it was just a small breakdown in the Bentley last night, and it took a party? Kimo's hitchhike home. As a result, it was hyped up by tabloids the next day.

Rubbing the corners of her forehead, Nicole walked into the villa, her annoyed expression almost written on her face, what would Ryan think if he knew about it?

That's what she's most concerned about!

Maybe I shouldn't have taken on this damn "Batman Forever"! Nicole is starting to regret the show contract she signed, Fang? Kimo is one of the male protagonists, and the two of them have a lot of rivalry, and they may not be hyped up by these boring guys in the future.

I don't know when she deliberately kept the necessary distance from other men.

"Nicole, this is the magazine you want."

Nicole took the thick stack handed by the housekeeper and walked upstairs. "Thank you, Lisa."

Entering her bedroom, Nicole kicked off her pointy heels, went to the bathroom for a shower, changed into pajamas and loungewear, nestled in the comfortable fabric sofa, and flipped up the stack of magazines.

She's not trying to read the scandals about herself, it's just some music magazines, and most of them are about the latest developments in the pop music industry.

Really. In the prominent position, there is a report on Ryan's signing in New York, looking at the radiant teenager in the picture, Nicole's pale blue eyes lit up. The corners of his mouth unconsciously pulled a smile.

Ryan is getting more and more successful! Nicole remembered the album "My Love" and laughed even more.

1.35 million in the first week, 1.29 million in the second week, and more than 3 million in the third week. Such sales swept the major record sales charts at the beginning of the year, and many singers who wanted to release films this month or next month have postponed their release plans. to avoid its edge.

Throwing away the magazine in her hand, Nicole picked up the "Billboard", and sure enough, Ryan's criticism from above continued.

Shaking her head, Nicole didn't read it anymore and threw the magazine aside, and those music critics could guess without looking at her, it was nothing more than Ryan's new album giving up the exploration and thinking of music, completely inclined to commercialization, and went astray in their eyes!

All right! Pop songs are not commercialized! Movies are not commercialized! Do the workers of these two industries go to the streets to beg?

They are all guys who like to stand on high and criticize others, and they don't even think about the actual situation! Nicole shook her head disdainfully, and although she didn't quite agree with Ryan's view of the commercialization of art, she also knew that if it became the style of the independent circle, the two industries would only decline.

Bending her knees to her chest, Nicole was distracted and habitually looked at the other side, which was a glass cabinet with more than a dozen photo frames, all of which were photos of her and Ryan.

Nicole jumped off the sofa, took the soft and white thick cotton cloth, walked over, took out the picture frames and wiped them one by one, carefully and seriously, as if she was wiping the most precious jewels.

All along, the cleaning and finishing of these photo frames is her own hands, she will not let anyone touch it, there are her best memories, these memories are as deep as engraved in her mind, whenever she sees these group photos, she can always think of the bits and pieces of getting along with Ryan.

The last photo frame is a group photo on New Year's Day, the former thin boy has already completed his transformation, not only is his height level with himself, but the immaturity between his appearance has gradually faded.

He's about to become a real man! Nicole's hand shook slightly, this is, my Ryan.

In the blink of an eye, it has been seven years, and for seven years they have been getting along day and night, they depend on each other, they encourage each other, they never let each other be sad, they not only belong to themselves, but also to ...... Each other.

Quietly looking at the person in the frame, Nicole was stunned for a long time, and she didn't know when, her feelings for Ryan gradually changed.

Maybe it's his talent, maybe it's his maturing appearance, maybe it's the explosion of emotional accumulation, or maybe it's the destiny of fate and God's will.

"You know what, Ryan, I've been waiting for you to grow up!" Nicole murmured.

But...... Will he understand himself? Will he accept himself? Nicole's heart is full of boredom, and the uncertainty of the future makes her suffer from gains and losses.

And also...... What else would anyone else think of Ryan...... Nicole simply ignored herself, and there were things she both looked forward to and feared to come.

Well, don't think any more! Nicole shook her head, but the delusions seemed to be wrapped around her heart, and she couldn't rest for a moment.

"Perhaps, I need to relax."

Nicole walked over to the cupboard at the head of the bed and took out the cigarette case that Ryan had once seen. He pulled out a hand-rolled cigarette, put it to his nose and sniffed it.

I got these things from my sister Anne when I returned to Australia one year, and occasionally when she was too stressed, she would take a small sip to relieve the tension.

It's only been a few years, and she's only sucked a handful of them, one of which was almost discovered by Ryan, and she's been in the cupboard ever since. Never used again.

After igniting it, she inhaled hard, and the discomfort of the smoke entering her lungs made Nicole cough violently, and after a while, she was able to breathe steadily.

A blush gradually appeared on her white face, her pale blue eyes narrowed into crescents, and Nicole leaned back on the sofa, looking at the ceiling stupidly. Another puff of smoke came out of his lips.

One burned to the end, and Nicole lit another.

Compared to other celebrities, I can be called a model in Hollywood! Nicole is in a state of excitement, and they get drunk, binge, drugs, and one-night stands......

What about me? Growing up with him every day. Pouring all his heart and soul into him, does he understand his painstaking efforts? Does he understand the anguish in his heart?

Nicole staggered to her feet, her body crooked as if she was stepping on soft velvet. I almost fell on the sofa, and my blurry eyes reflected obsession and madness.

I'm a normal woman! I also have normal physiological needs! I've been depressed all these years who he X knows!

Three or two in between. Nicole untied her lounge clothes and threw them on the thick carpet, wearing thin suspender pajamas, walking back and forth crookedly, venting her increasingly excited feelings.

"Ryan? Jenkins, you bastard, why didn't you come back in New York, is that Natalie so important? ”

…………

Time moved forward, just before Nicole's Maserati entered Beverly Hills, Ryan walked out of the VIP tunnel of Los Angeles International Airport with a backpack on his back, probably because he decided to come back on the impromptu basis, and there were no reporters and paparazzi nearby, after George drove the car over, he waved his hand to the people at Hollywood Records and quickly got in.

"Go home!" Ryan only had one word.

Originally, he planned to come back in three days, and he told Nicole last night, but what he didn't expect was that he temporarily canceled a radio promotion trip and simply flew back to the City of Angels today.

"Lisa, where's Nicole?"

After returning home, Ryan didn't see Nicole, and couldn't help but ask the housekeeper.

"It should be upstairs."

Before Lisa's words could fall, Ryan strode up the stairs, tossed his backpack into his room, and headed for Nicole's room.

Coming to the door, Ryan curled his knuckles and tapped lightly a few times, but no one responded, but he could vaguely hear someone walking inside.

Ryan opened the door and walked in, and saw Nicole? Kidman's face was red, excited and tired, and he walked around with his forehand dancing as if it had lasted for quite some time.

"Nicole!"

Frowning, Ryan smelled something strange.

"Ryan!" Nicole turned to look, her pale blue eyes flashing with an unknown meaning.

"What are you doing?"

The Australian girl wears only thin pajamas, and two obvious protrusions can be seen on her chest.

"What am I doing?" Nicole? Kidmange laughed, "Do you want to know, Ryan? ”

"You've been drinking?" Ryan came to her lips and sniffed, but there was no smell of alcohol.

"Drinking?"

Nicole shook her body and suddenly blew into Ryan's face, "You're hallucinating!" My Ryan is in New York......"

After speaking, he raised his hand and put it to his mouth, but he couldn't breathe anything, and the cigarette had long been extinguished.

"It's annoying!"

Nicole? Kidman was just about to look for the lighter, but Ryan had already snatched the thing between her fingers, and after a glance, she understood.

"Nicole, you're sucking too much!" Ryan's voice gradually shifted to Yan Sù.

"Well, why don't I think so." Nicole reached out to snatch it back, but Ryan grabbed her wrist, "Alright, it's time for you to rest, Nicole." ”

"You...... Are you really back? Nicole opened her mouth slightly, but the madness in her eyes was even greater, and the exhaustion after the excitement was revealed. (To be continued......)