Chapter 48: Don't Fall in Love with Others (Explosive Update 1)
Hara shallow scooped the pudding's hand for a meal. He immediately lowered his head. She forced her composure and said, "Brother Shang. So you've read this book before. But. No matter how you say it. It's just a story."
"yes. Just a story. Hara shallow. Don't eat too much. Let's sleep after eating this. I don't have any plans for the afternoon." I don't see any intention of leaving. Shang Shuze chatted about the formation.
Yuan Qian couldn't understand him. This man. It's getting weirder and weirder. One will ignore her. After a while, he was arrogant and kind to her. It's both complicated and 'fascinating'. Such a man. How many 'women' should be the desire of their hearts.
For a moment I was confused. Consciousness wandered, and Yuan Qian only felt as if he was walking on a dark passage leading to the darkness. There is less and less light around the body. She was getting more and more lonely. In fact. Just one turn around. Behind is the bright Kangzhuang Avenue. But she's in this life. About that year all the glory was gone. It's just a mask. How much sincerity. Even she can't tell the difference herself.
Shang Shuze silently made the 'bed' for Yuan Qian. Then depart for the depart. This girl. You can get distracted by anything. Could it be that his sense of presence is really so weak. Compared to Shang Shuze's depression and helplessness. Yuan Qian came back to his senses and lay down on the 'bed'. When Xia Yiyang came in, she was looking sideways at the opposite side. I don't know what is planned in the cerebellum.
"Shallow. Slept." Just feel free to ask. Xia Yiyang didn't think that Yuan Qian could give any different reaction. But unexpectedly. This time it was a surprise to him.
"Senior Xia. All in sight. Isn't it forever better than the memories of the past? Why do people always have to covet the past? There is no escape. Not free." The voice is low and slightly trembling. It seems to be unpredictable with a refreshing chill. Yuan Qian said. The two hands quietly gathered into a fist in the bed.
"Shallow. What's wrong with you." Hearing this, Xia Yiyang walked to the original shallow 'bed' and squatted down. Just right. His bright eyes. I can see the deep thoughts in her eyes." Shallow. Anything on your mind can be said. Don't hide it alone. That's it. Too lonely. It's too cold."
Yuan Qian only smiled blankly. Looks like I've heard something interesting." Senior. If it's a secret from the bottom of my heart. How can you say it? Speak up. It's not your own thing."
Childish arguments. But it can't make people want to be ridiculed. Xia Yiyang didn't know what to think of for a moment. There was pain in my eyes." Shallow. Some memories are sharp. You don't say it. You can only let it slash at your heart. Accumulate over a long period. Eventually, it will bring you the scars of the Tao. It hurts you more and more. More and more suffocating. So. Sometimes. Memories should also be shared with someone. Such. so that you don't get too tired."
Yuan Qian had never felt that Xia Yiyang's smile was so good-looking for a moment. Bright. Clean. Have clean hands. The warm and beautiful boy in my memory. At this moment, it seems to be superimposed with the person in front of you. Yuan Qian saw that there was a deep affection buried in his eyes. Endless spoiling. With deep love. Seeing his smile arc open. Magnificent. Bright as the breeze. Warm and shallow, like a bright moon. She couldn't help but reach out and trace the outline of Xia Yiyang. One stroke at a time. Focus and seriousness. It seems like this. You can reproduce the soft years in your memory. You can tell yourself. Actually everything. It's still the same peaceful and quiet appearance.
"Shallow. You're crying." Xia Yiyang suddenly reached out and pressed the original soft palm on his handsome cheek. It's this gaze again. He's no stranger anymore.
I laughed at myself in my heart. But I still can't bear to destroy her dreams. Xia Yiyang didn't know who Yuan Qian saw himself as. But I know. At the moment she is in her eyes. It's just being for someone else. This world. Could it be that there is another boy like him? And the man. In the darkness brought her to himself. If so. Then Xia Yiyang thought. He should have thanked the man. Not for anything else. Just for his encounter with shallow. There is little credit for this man's work.
Hara snorted. It was like I couldn't believe it. She wanted to 'pump' her hand back. Xia Yiyang was greedy and wanted to keep her for a few more moments. And so this moment of stagnation. In the eyes of the man at the door. It became these two people's concubines to look at each other obsessively. And he. Just a passerby.
Passers-by turn around. It's with a sense of panic. It shouldn't have been. Shang Shu Ze thought. He should have rushed in and angrily snatched her hand off the man's face. But it's just that. He hesitated. Not only hesitated. Also embarrassed to leave.
Inside the dormitory. Yuan Qian's hand was 'withdrawn' in the end. In a panic, he 'pumped' a tissue and began to wipe his tears. But it was as if a fountain of tears had been planted in her eyes. But it's weak for a moment. This moment reacted. Her tears have become **.
Xia Yiyang wanted to hug her. Then he whispered to her. Tell her that she is someone she can rely on. She can cry at him. But no matter how good my mind is. It can't resist the beautiful woman's sharp thorns all over her body. So I could only watch her force herself to be strong. but refused the warmth he gave.
"Shallow. Actually, you don't have to do that. We're friends." When this is said. Even I have a feeling of powerlessness. For the first time. Xia Yiyang felt that he was not so 'well-chested' and full of hills and valleys. But even so. He still wanted to be the person she could think of when she was lonely and vulnerable. I want to be her support.
"I'm sorry. Let you see the joke. Senior Xia. I'm going to go out for a bit. You'll be playing with the kids in the afternoon. Let's go to sleep." After saying that, he got up neatly. Yuan Qian ran out without even adding more clothes.
Xia Yiyang has a headache. before chasing it out. Then he saw that one of them had intercepted Yuan Qian before him.
"Hara Asa. What's wrong with the eyes. Like a rabbit. It's ugly." When caring, it is also wrapped in a layer of cold hard skin. Shang Shuze said as he took out a tissue and wiped Yuan Qian's eyes. I said that the rabbits are 'quite cute'. Why are you so ugly?"
The cry that was still suppressed between the original shallow 'lips' was so 'excited', but it was mutated. Still with trembling. But there was laughter in it." Blown by the wind. into the sand."
They all know it's a lie. But no one wanted to expose it. Shang Shuze cooperatively put his hands on both sides of Yuan Qian's eyes. Seems to dislike her tightly." It really doesn't work. But it's like this when you get into the sand. Blow it to you. Next time it's windy, remember to squint."
Hara felt a warm wind blow into her eyes. With a slight dampness. The mottled scars on the bottom of my heart. This moment seemed to receive some healing light. Slowly, the traces faded.
"All right. It's still uncomfortable." Let go of the original shallow brain 'door' and think about the cold. Shang Shuze led her to his new dormitory. It looks like it's just been a bit of work. He's got it in order. It looks very neat here. Just bring the futon or something. You can fall asleep.
Shook his head obediently. The original shallow was silent. Tears on the eyelids. It's dry.
The two of them stood silently at the bedside of the dormitory. When the school bell rings. Yuan stood up suddenly. Brother Shang. I'm going back to sleep."
Shang Shuze followed behind her. He said he was going to move the futon. Until you get to the dormitory door. That's when he grabbed Yuan Qian's hand." Hara shallow. Don't fall in love with others. I don't accept it."
It was noon three days later when Shang Shuze left. The weather was fine at that time. Hara took advantage of the lunch break to give him a short ride. And then go forward. Shang Shuze refused." I'll send it to you. Hara shallow. Is there anything else you'd like to tell me?"
Xu was the little expectation he inadvertently 'revealed' that made Yuan Qian retreat. Maybe there are some things that never need to be said too clearly. Even young. But they already understood the truth. Yuan Qian shook his head. Unconsciously bit his lower 'lip'.
"You're always like that. That's it. The plane to Hannam at half past two. I can't stay too long." Flicked the forehead of the original shallow. Shang Shuze tightened her scarf. Okay, you go back first. I'll wait for you to leave before you leave. Hara shallow. I don't know how many ideas you have for curved corners. You're smart though. There are some things that I don't need to make too clear. It's okay for you to love this and be with me now. But you remember. Someday. I want you to take my merchant's last name."
Yan Bi took a step back and picked up his luggage. Shang Shuze motioned for Yuan Qian to go first.
The footsteps of the original shallow were filled with lead at this moment. But she turned around. Step by step. Getting farther and farther away from the warm and thick place behind him.
Destiny. Here it magically turns.
That night. Xia Yiyang and his entourage were invited by several teachers from the school to go downstairs to learn about 'communication'. A teacher cooked a late-night supper. It's hard to resist the hospitality. The group excused themselves, but they no longer politely brought a bowl of porridge to eat. The porridge is filled with a local specialty. Kind of like a mussel. All in all, the taste is very fresh.
At this time, the evening news is playing on the TV. The signal here isn't much better either. Television images are occasionally distorted. But for a long time I was isolated from the world. At this point, most of the attention was still focused on the news station. is a local news station in the Northwest. The male host in a black 'colored' suit on TV looked very serious.
"Flight A417 from Northwest Guangyun Airport to Hannam South Hub Airport had an accident at 14:30 p.m. today. Now the plane has crashed somewhere in the middle. Confirmed by the local police. None of the people on board survived. Further investigation is ongoing. We will continue to follow up on the report."
What news is playing in the back, I can't hear it at all. All she knew was that the plane crashed. No one survived. And that plane. It was half past two in the afternoon and left for Hannam.
Previously, Yuan Qian had heard Xia Yiyang mention it. Because of the recent weather relationship and flight adjustments. Plane to Hannam today. There is only a shift at half past two in the afternoon. The only class.