I came out of the apartment in a good mood.

I felt helpless about the ups and downs of my mood.

In the evening, I spent all day drinking with the two leaders, and I didn't plan to go back, but then I went back to the apartment, like a heart being held by someone, a little restless.

It was late at night when I returned to the apartment, and I was afraid of waking her up, so I didn't turn on the light when I entered the bedroom, and tiptoed in the door, not wanting her to be asleep, and exclaimed, "Who." ”

I raised my hand to turn on the light, and she sat up from the bed, rubbing her eyes with her hands. I noticed that her eyes were a little red, as if she had cried. I walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, trying to pull her hand away to see clearly, but she pushed me in disgust, saying that I was full of alcohol and told me to wash up.

She said this in a tone like a wife who disciplines her husband who comes home late, I listened very well, and naturally obediently went into the bathroom to wash, and when she came out of the bathroom, she had already laid down, I walked to the side bed, and saw that her eyebrows trembled slightly, and she was pretending to be asleep. I think she must have cried before I came back, but she just didn't want me to know, so I wouldn't poke her. I won't ask why she's crying for the time being.

I stepped over and lifted the covers to lie down beside her.

Just lay down for a while, she turned sideways, and took the initiative to reach out and wrap her arms around my waist, I was afraid that she would touch the injury on the back of her hand, so she asked her not to move, she said she wanted to sleep with me. I felt that she was a little sad and helpless, so I turned to her side, kissed her on the forehead, put my hand under her neck, and hugged her sideways, "Good night, baby." ”

The word baby overflowed from my mouth very smoothly, and I was a little surprised myself. What surprised me even more was that she turned her face sideways and kissed me on the corner of the mouth, and said softly, "Good night." ”

My heart seems to be teased by a soft feather, a little itchy, but very comfortable.

That night, I hugged her until dawn, and I didn't even dream. When I woke up in the morning and saw her nestled in my arms like a kitten, I never felt the satisfaction I ever had.

Looking at her quiet little face, I didn't want to get up for the first time.

Because of Yatai's affairs, Hengyuan's entire investment department was mobilized, and it was busy for several days, and successfully pulled Yatai's stock price up and down by two boards, and our investment doubled in just one week. At the meeting, everyone proposed to go to Yongtai Summer Resort on Saturdays and Sundays to relax, and I had no objection. Because I suddenly want to go out and relax a little bit and take her with me by the way.

I rarely got off work early that day, but she was not at home, Sister Chen said that she went shopping, I called her twice, she didn't answer, I wasn't angry at all, I thought I probably didn't hear it.

When she came back, she was a little surprised to see me at home, because I almost always left early and returned late during this time. I told her that the company would organize a go out tomorrow and let her go with me, and she seemed to have some scruples, but in the end she agreed.

She didn't want others to know about her relationship with me, but I just wanted others to know about her relationship with me.

After dinner, Ouyang Xue called and asked me why I didn't do it for a long time, but she couldn't understand why I kept putting it off and urged me to do it quickly.

I think it's time to close the net when I come back from vacation.

But I never thought that it was this 'vacation' that changed my mind and made me fall deeper and deeper.

In Ziyun Villa, Lin Xiaoyue's embrace, I learned that she had always been excluded in that home, her father regarded her as a tool of interests, and her stepmother and sister were calculating her behind her back, and now she fell into my fire pit again, and her fate was a little tragic.

But I didn't expect her to have anything more tragic than that.

When I checked in that day, I glanced at her ID card, and it happened that the next day was her birthday, thinking about how well-behaved she had been these days, and I wanted to celebrate her birthday on a whim, so I asked Xiao Liu to prepare secretly. That night, I said that I would take her to the hot springs, but I actually wanted to surprise her, but I didn't expect it to almost turn into a fright.

When she saw the cake, her expression of horror was like seeing a ghost. I thought she was too surprised, but her eyes suddenly turned red and tears fell down her face, and I had never seen her cry like that.

She said she hadn't had a birthday in 12 years. This number shocked me, don't all girls like this kind of festival, how can she not have it in twelve years?

I couldn't understand and asked her why?

She said that on her fifteenth birthday, her mother committed suicide, which means that her birthday was her mother's memorial day.

Belch!

She cried and asked me if it was because her mother regretted giving birth to her that she would commit suicide on her birthday. I don't know why her mother chose to commit suicide on that day, but I know how much that choice would have hurt a fifteen-year-old girl.

She cried and sobbed, as if she had been suppressed for a long time. I held her in my arms, my heart ached, kissed her tears, and coaxed her in a low voice.

She cried for a long time, and my heart hurt when she cried.

At that moment I realized how pathetic I was, I wanted to capture her heart, but I didn't know that my heart had been stolen by her. Perhaps, at the first sight of her...... It was stolen, and her heart was still in her chest.

The original purpose has long been deviated.

I began to regret what I had done to her, she was a poor person, and I should not have taken my anger on her for her father's sins, but now the ascites were hard to contain.

Early the next morning, Ouyang Xue called and said that she would arrive in Rongcheng at noon. I am ashamed of Ouyang Xue, no matter how I explain it, she is my girlfriend, I once promised her that I would marry her as long as she wants, but what I am holding in my arms now is another woman, or the daughter of the enemy. If she knew, she would probably make a big fuss.

On the way back to Banyan City, I kept wondering if it was time to end this game. But after more than three hours of driving, I didn't come up with a reason, reason told me that I could stop, but I couldn't make a decision.

I couldn't make a decision at the moment, but I wanted to...... It should be the time to close your mind.

Back in Rongcheng, send her back to the apartment, and I went to the hotel to find Ouyang Xue. She was wearing pajamas, as if she had just woken up from a nap, her hair was a little messy, and she smiled lazily when she saw me, "You come back." ”

In terms of appearance, talent, and family background, Ouyang Xue is as good as her, why do I just have no feelings for her?

I looked at her delicate features and squinted, maybe I should try. I threw my arms around her waist, bowed my head and kissed her, my hands free from her.

Ouyang Xue was quite pleased, responded enthusiastically, and unbuttoned my clothes with both hands dexterously, "Zichen," she whispered a little excitedly.

I know she's been waiting for this day.

Soon we rolled down to the bed, I took off my shirt, her nightdress suspender straps, the fullness of her chest loomed, I overturned, but at the moment when I was about to rush into her, my mind flashed the woman's face, she sobbed lowly, and all the passion cooled instantly. I panted and rolled over to the other side, looking at the ceiling, feeling guilty, "I'm sorry. ”

Ouyang Xue was a little unwilling, turned over and leaned on top of me, wanting to continue, but I had already softened there.

This was the first time I had sex with her but it didn't work, and before we were at most hugging and occasionally kissing, never to the point of seeing each other in person. I've always been taboo before, I can be casual with other women, but she can't, if I want her, I have to be responsible for her to the end, that 'responsibility' is too heavy, so I have kept a safe distance from her, and I don't know what I'm afraid of?

But now I want to break through all scruples and do what she wants, but I still can't...... When I was entangled with her, all I could think about was someone else.

"Zichen, am I so unattractive to you?" Ouyang Xue cried in my arms, "Why are you willing to touch those women who are not careful, just don't touch me, am I so bad?" ”

"After all these years, do you know how much I wish I could one day do what you did to me, but...... You, why can't you do it again? She thumped me hard in the chest.

How am I going to tell her?

I'm destined to be a loser for her.

I didn't go back to the apartment that night, and stayed in the hotel to accompany Ouyang Xue.

Ouyang Xue brought up the old matter again and asked me when I would do it to the Lin family, and I said that the time had not yet come, so let her wait.

I don't know if it's because women are born with a strong sixth sense or what, she seems to notice my abnormality, and tentatively asks me when she will marry me, in order to appease her and comfort my guilty heart, I said that I can get engaged first.

Ouyang Xue was very happy to see that I took the initiative to get engaged, and asked me to accompany her to buy an engagement ring tomorrow.

I couldn't say no more to her request.

At noon the next day, I accompanied her to a jewelry brand store, she liked that brand more, just a new style came to the store, she was very patient to pick it, I was bored, I looked at the flowers, she pointed to that, I said it was good-looking, and then she didn't ask me.

I stood by the window, and when I turned my eyes, I casually glanced at the other side, but saw a familiar figure, and left in a hurry.

How did she end up here? Did she also see me and Ouyang Xue?

She's so hasty...... Must have seen it.

I looked at her distant back, frowning slightly. She knows my relationship with Ouyang Xue in her heart, which is why she is so reluctant to appear in front of others with me. And I never avoided Ouyang Xue when I answered her call, and what I did was nothing more than to let her recognize her identity...... She's just my lover. To this day, I know that the person who has been unable to identify me is myself.

Why is she so rushed?

"Zichen, I like this." Ouyang Xue shouted behind him.

I turned around and walked over, she was holding a beautiful purple diamond in her hand, but it seemed a little inadequate as an engagement ring.

"Is it pretty?" She asked again.

"Well, it's good."

After buying the ring, Ouyang Xue was in a good mood, and by the way, I asked her to pick something else, but she said that she only liked the ring.

After sending Ouyang Xue back to the hotel, I also went back to the company, and on the way, Xiao Liu glanced at me a few times from the rearview mirror, looking like he wanted to say something.

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