Chapter 394: Knowing the Truth
Zhong Jian and the two little girls were only separated by a certain distance, and they clearly heard He Xin's troubled words.
He thought that he had never been such a sensitive person, but at this time, his heart was sour, and listening to He Xin say this, Zhong Jian seemed to feel even more that he should not be.
It's good that he doesn't know the truth, and once he knows, he should tell Qu Ran.
However, Zhong Jian couldn't make a decision for a long time, and it seemed that he couldn't move an inch at this moment, no matter how eagerly he was looking forward to buying a ring immediately and proposing to Qu Ran.
It's just that as long as he thinks of words about He Xin in his mind, he will look very flustered and confused.
He Xin could have had a happy and complete family, and Qu Ran could find his children very smoothly, but Zhong Jian didn't know how to talk to her about these facts.
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After He Chenfeng was forced to leave Qu Ran's ward, he accidentally learned the news - He Jinhang's death.
"What if He Jinhang is a good doctor, it's a pity that he's not dead."
"I heard that he was killed by a woman, Dr. He didn't think about doing matching donation surgery, but who knew that he was begged by that woman to do transplant donation surgery, and died on the operating table, so pitiful."
"He is the illegitimate son of the He family, because he is an illegitimate child, even if he dies, no one misses him, I heard that the funeral was carried out secretly, just to let the rescued He family survive."
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Listening to these words, He Chenfeng thought that he had heard it wrong.
He has no feeling for He Jinhang, and even the two brothers have always been incompatible and opposed, but he never thought of letting He Jinhang die.
Over the years, the people of the He family have never mentioned He Jinhang, and because He Chenfeng has little contact with him, the two usually do not interact with each other, and they don't know about He Jinhang's death at all.
Even, I asked the assistant to check He Jinhang's latest movements before, no wonder there has been no news from the assistant, it turns out that the assistant has known He Jinhang's news for a long time, but no one dares to tell him that He Jinhang died for him.
At this time, He Chenfeng recalled the original situation, and it turned out that his transplant was donated by He Jinhang.
At this moment, He Chenfeng stood there, motionless, as if he had heard the most shocking and funniest thing.
At this moment, He Chenfeng was anxious to find an assistant to understand the ins and outs of the matter, and when the assistant was found by He Chenfeng, he didn't know what to say......
Mr. He...... This...... It's not what you think, don't listen to people's nonsense......"
The assistant knows He Chenfeng's personality very well, if he knew about this matter, he would really not be able to live, after all, he and He Jinhang were so incompatible before, but now they are living with He Jinhang's life.
In the assistant's panicked answer, although he denied it, he made He Chenfeng understand more and more that what others said was the truth, and He Jinhang really died for him.
"Tell the truth, tell me the truth quickly." At this moment, He Chenfeng's mood was not so good.
The assistant was also yelled at for a long time, and it was a "boom" sound, "Mr. He...... In fact...... Actually......"
"Actually, He Jinhang died for me, right, people said that someone begged He Jinhang, and He Jinhang was willing to save me, at first He Jinhang didn't agree to give me a transplant and donation, right?"
If He Jinhang was unwilling to give him donation surgery, He Chenfeng must have believed it.
After all, if this kind of thing happened to He Jinhang, he would not donate so selflessly.
"And this person is Qu Ran."
When He Chenfeng mentioned Qu Ran's name, his voice and even his whole body trembled for a long time.
When the assistant heard this, he immediately comforted, "Mr. He, it's been so long, don't pursue it anymore, okay, let the past pass, the key is to live well and live well for the people we love now." ”
He Chenfeng became more and more uncomfortable, and his heart was jumping wildly, and such a crazy mind made his whole body cold.
"So, it's really Qu Ran, no wonder Qu Ran was willing to go to jail at that time, I finally understand."
"I see...... It turns out that everyone knows the truth, but I am the only one who lives like a fool in lies, and even ...... lives like a scumbag, and survives. ”
He Chenfeng laughed at himself, the bitterness from the corners of his lips was so boundless, as if his body was completely occupied by bitterness and absurdity.
The assistant was very nervous, for fear that he would accidentally say the wrong thing, which would make He Chenfeng even more difficult, "I'm sorry Mr. He, everyone is hiding from you, and they also know your temper!" However, don't be so sad, Young Master Jinhang is willing to save you...... Even if it is related to Miss Qu Ran, doesn't everything need to be decided by Young Master Jinhang himself! Therefore, you can't let him down, and you must live well. ”
Hearing that, He Chenfeng couldn't help himself, as if he was carrying a deep sadness in his heart......
In the next second, He Chenfeng didn't want to listen to it anymore.
Thinking that he had sacrificed He Jinhang's life in order to survive, he really hated to return his life to He Jinhang immediately.
You must know how wronged He Jinhang is to death now, he definitely doesn't want to leave......
"Warp dye...... Qu Ran ......" He Chenfeng muttered the name of Qu Ran in his mouth.
Originally, he was very ashamed of Qu Ran, but at this time, he was even more guilty of Qu Ran.
It's just that this woman, how can she be so cruel that she has been hiding the truth from him and has been letting him live like this heartless.
And Qu Ran's own life is so sad and uncomfortable, no wonder he can always see that grief in Qu Ran's eyes, it turns out that she has been repenting and has been feeling guilty about He Jinhang.
It turned out that the so-called no longer happiness in her mouth, and no longer deserving of happiness, was because of this reason, because of the guilt she felt for He Jinhang.
At this time, He Chenfeng's world seemed to be like the sky was falling apart, completely collapsing, and it could no longer be complete.
Qu Ran was already preparing to go through the discharge procedures in the hospital, and Deng Yun came to pick her up, but she never expected to meet He Chenfeng by chance.
Deng Yun seemed to come with a full of grief when he saw He Chenfeng, thinking that he was worried because Qu Ran insisted on being discharged from the hospital, but obviously when he approached them, his eyes staring at Qu Ran clearly showed that in addition to worry, there was also a strong grief and bitterness.
Mr. He...... It's just right that you're here, so persuade Qu Dye...... I also told her not to be discharged from the hospital so soon, but she just wouldn't listen......"
Deng Yun was the first to speak, and at the same time prepared Qu Ran, who was invisible to his eyes, and now that He Chenfeng is here, he especially doesn't look so "kind".
He Chenfeng didn't speak at this time, his eyes fell fixedly......
This woman is really, how she asked him to meet people in the future, how to face her!
At this moment, He Chenfeng had no face to speak of in front of Qu Ran.
"Why, why do that! Qu Ran, you shouldn't be like this, have you ever thought about my feelings, I'm not just surviving now, I've become an executioner, I'm the executioner who killed He Jinhang. ”
He knew he shouldn't have lost his temper at Qu Ran, not even yelling at her.
However, the mood at this time was grief-stricken, and even, He Chenfeng could not describe his mood, he was like a guilty person, and his whole body was occupied by guilt and pain.
Qu Ran was obviously shocked when she heard He Chenfeng's words, and she was so shocked that she couldn't speak, especially when she couldn't see it, her heart was even more panicked, she didn't know how to explain to He Chenfeng for a while, but she didn't seem to be able to explain it, all the harm was caused by her, and the more she explained, the more she was evading responsibility.
Deng Yun also realized He Chenfeng's uneasiness beside him, "Mr. He...... You can't blame Qu Ran for this, he was desperate at the beginning...... Koji is worried about you......"
Deng Yun was afraid that saying the wrong thing would lead to a deeper misunderstanding between them.
He Chenfeng just can't speak well now, can't control his emotions, "Worried about me, afraid that I'm dead, so I exchanged He Jinhang's life for my life, Qu Ran, did you think that this is not what I wanted!" In your warp eyes, am I just a greedy person who is afraid of death? Do you know who I am now...... Life is better than death. ”
He is really worse than death, and his mood is uncomfortable with ups and downs at the moment, and all kinds of pain are unspeakable......
Hearing He Chenfeng's words of reproach, Deng Yun also held grievances for Qu Ran, "What do you mean, everyone wanted you to live at the beginning, especially Qu Ran didn't want you to die, He Jinhang's death was an accident, no one thought that something like that would happen, what do you mean now, not only don't thank Qu Ran, but also complain about her, do you know that Qu Ran is more painful than anyone else!" ”
"I just know that she is in pain, I am worse than dead, how well I know Qu Ran's personality, she must be more miserable than anyone else now, but, you really shouldn't save my ......"
"Exchange He Jinhang's life for my life...... How can I ...... I'm not qualified to do that......"
He Chenfeng's voice trembled, "Because of me, you have lived a hard life in prison for four years...... Up to this moment, even if you are in extreme pain, even if you have been wronged, you are still hiding the fact that He Jinhang died, you are still smiling in front of me, you are obviously sick, but you are still in prison for four years......"
Thinking of this, He Chenfeng's eyes flooded wildly, and he even hated himself at this moment, hated his own existence, and hated the great trouble and guilt he had brought to Qu Ran.
"You may not know, Qu Ran, how shameless I am in front of you, and even, I don't deserve to live at all, I don't deserve to be by your side."
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