122 Leave him
The appearance between her and me has not changed, she is thin, and her hair is tied in a gentle and feminine Korean knot.
He wasn't surprised to see me coming, but said with a tired smile, "Shu Lan, you're here." β
I nodded and said that I just came to see Jiang Zuoyi, and I didn't want to rush to take care of him.
Zhu Dani was embarrassed for a while, looked at me, and looked at my daughter who was clutching tightly-
"Hey, hello Yezi, do you still know Teacher Zhu?" She crouched down to greet my daughter. Only then did I see that the half basin of warm water she was carrying was soaked in blood-stained gauze. It was shocking and made my breathing a little uncomfortable.
"I wish the teacher ......," Ye Zi called timidly.
"That's good." Zhu Danni reached out and was about to touch Yezi's face, but I pulled my daughter behind me, and my vigilance was overflowing. I said Yezi, my mother told you not to talk to people you don't know.
"Shu Lan, don't get me wrong." Zhu Dani straightened up, looked into my eyes and said seriously, "I just heard...... I heard that Ye Zi's illness was serious some time ago, isn't it a small zero ......?"
My heart suddenly rose to my throat, and I was in a hurry. I raised my hand and knocked over the basin that Zhu Dani was carrying!
tried everything to hide her daughter's tragedy, how could this woman say it intentionally or unintentionally?
I can't imagine how Yezi's sensitive and fragile heart can bear the fact that Xiao Zero is dead.
"Shu Lan, what are you doing!" Andy grabbed my wrist and scared the leaves so much that she almost cried.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's me...... Said the wrong thing......" Zhu Dani leaned down obediently, scrambling to clean up the mess.
"Shu Lan, you should know that Mr. Jiang has always chosen a woman who is obedient enough to stay by his side." Andy's words are very harsh, and I'm not stupid, can't I hear what he said?
Holding my daughter in my arms, I raised my head and said to the loyal dog boy in front of me: "Then you should know that he will choose a 'woman' by his side." β
Grazing Andy's shoulders and crashing in, I dropped an unceremonious rebuttal.
"What else do you want!" Andy pressed my shoulder, and his strength rose in proportion to the hatred value at the moment: "Mr. Jiang has just been out of danger, and he is still in a coma. He can't say anything to you! And even if he is willing to say it, will you believe it? β
If you are willing to say, will you believe it? What can I believe? What else can I believe?
I want to say that it's not that I can't trust Jiang Zuoyi and won't harm me, I just can't believe that his means of doing things won't hurt the people around me.
Pushing Andy's hand away, he glanced contemptuously at the missing cufflinks on it. I said I was just going to see him and didn't want to hear an explanation. Because I have brains and eyes, I will judge for myself.
"Self-righteous." Andy said fiercely.
I said that your idiom is still in place, and then I slammed open the door of the ward and went in-
It's not that I didn't think I'd encounter obstacles today, but it was easier to deal with than expected.
It's just that I suddenly realized a very confusing question - what do I want to do with Jiang Zuoyi today?
At this time, he was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, his breathing was heavy and undulating, and his whole face was almost transparent.
I took a deep breath and grabbed my daughter's hand a little closer. It's like confirming some unfamiliar crisis, and I can't wait to be as careful as a mine at every step.
"Mom, is it Uncle Jiang? What happened to him? Ye Zi was obviously a little scared, his eyes purring, looking straight at me.
I carried Ye Zi to the side of the bed and said that I was just here to visit, he was injured and needed to recuperate, and Uncle Jiang might not be able to send you off when Ye Zi left. So mom brought you to say goodbye to him.
The leaf gently crawled over and thoughtfully moved the infusion tube away. The chubby little hand touched Jiang Zuoyi's face, and then stroked his frowning eyebrows: "Mom, is Uncle Jiang very painful...... You see he's frowning all the time. β
I said yes, it hurts. But sometimes 'pain' is not necessarily a bad thing, it will tell you that there is a price to pay for doing those things, and it will remind you to remember this feeling and lesson next time.
Ye Zi shook her head, saying that she didn't understand.
"Ye Zi is so smart, he will understand it when he grows up. Say goodbye to your uncle, and your mother will take you home. β
"Mom, why don't you say it?" The leaves turned their little heads and looked at me cutely.
I raised my hand and wiped my eyes, and I said why did my mother say it, my mother is not going abroad.
"However, Ye Zi felt that her mother seemed to have made up her mind to leave Uncle Jiang."
Me: "......"
Ye Zi jumped down from the side of the bed, lay his upper body on Jiang Zuoyi's arm, and then pulled out a watercolor pen from his cartoon backpack. I'm sure it's not the kind of painting that you can't erase when you paint it before.
"Mom, can I draw a picture for Uncle Jiang?"
"Yes."
In this way, I saw my daughter, who had no talent for art, draw a family portrait on Jiang Zuoyi's arm that will never come back.
The two big heads are him and me, and the two little round faces are Ye Zi himself and Little Zero.
This string of silly graffiti was reflected on Jiang Zuoyi's arm full of infusion tubes, like a sugar gourd.
But everyone had a vivid smile on their faces, as if they had been stuffed into their souls alive.
I can't figure out what kind of curse has been so easy to achieve happiness to get to where it is today?
"Uncle Jiang, Ye Zi is leaving. When I come back, you're going to pick me up with Zero. Let's make a decisionβ"
Ye Zi put down the paintbrush, gently hooked Jiang Zuoyi with his little finger, shook and swayed, and finally looked at me aggrievedly: "Mom, can he hear Ye Zi talking?" β
My eyes were sore, and I squatted down to stroke my daughter's hair: "Yezi, call Daddy." β
"Why?" Ye Zi's eyes rolled: "Ye ...... Don't you have a father? β
I blinked my tears and coaxed her with a smile: "Uncle Jiang is very pitiful, he has no children, and he has no one to take care of him when he is sick or injured."
Ye Zi should learn from Lei Feng to do good deeds, okay? Call Daddy to him.
Perhaps, as soon as he is in a good mood, his injury will heal faster. β
"Oh." Ye Zi nodded seriously, opened his mouth, and called out to Dad.
I was able to turn the most sincere name in the world into a white lie. How can there be such a cruel mother as me in the world?
At this time, I felt more and more that Ye Zi's eyebrows and eyes were too similar to Jiang Zuoyi, especially when he suddenly squinted and smiled for something worth being happy about-
Rao is a girl has a little devil in her soul that cannot be eradicated, and the way she laughs is still innocent and beautiful.
Rao is a man's blood is full of insurmountable cruelty and intrigue, and when he laughs, he will lose his mind so much that people can't help but want to get closer.
What would it be like if he knew that Ye Zi was his daughter?
When he heard Leaf call his dad with his own ears, he-
He moved?!
I was startled and grabbed Yezi's shoulders and pulled her back behind me.
"Mom," Ye Zi carefully pulled my clothes, "Is Uncle Jiang awake?" β
I bit my lip and stared at the slightly closed eyes in front of me.
I said no, the leaf was wrong.
"Let's go, Mommy will take you home."
picked up his daughter and walked out, until a hoarse sound of 'Shu Lan' came from behind him.
"Mom. Uncle Jiang seems to be ...... Call you. β
I couldn't pretend I couldn't hear or see anymore, because Jiang Zuoyi was trying to sit up with his body propped up at this time. His hand reached out to the edge of the bed and lifted it more than ten centimeters.
But in the end, before I could turn around, I fell out of my strength. He said, "Shu Lan, don't go......"
I stood at the door of a dilemma, and it felt as if one step further was a farewell, and a step back was a stay.
I saw my own reflection in the pure eyes of the leaves, and the heartache in a trance betrayed the strength that I had gathered so hard.
I made a call to Li Dongye, who was waiting outside the door, and asked her to take the leaves to KFC outside and wait for me for a while.
But when he returned to Jiang Zuoyi's side, he was once again drowsy as if he had never needed me.
There was not a hint of air between the bed and the door, and the thin strands of hair on his forehead were probably shivering from the heavy breathing. I looked at the scribbles on his arm from the leaves, and reached up with my fingertips to touch it lightlyβonly to be pinched by his backhand like an electric shock.
"Shu Lan ......"
I have a sense of being the heroine of a horror movie.
"I'm ......," I whispered.
"I'm sorry......" he didn't open his eyes, he kept frowning. The breathing heat was terrifying, and from a relatively awkward distance, I could feel that he must be having a high fever at this time.
His call was helpless and mournful, and his apology pale and weak.
I burst into tears again, and finally held back the urge to pick him upβ
I want to say Jiang Zuoyi, I'm here to say goodbye to you, and say goodbye to you beautifully.
Not to come...... Make yourself even more reluctant to you.
I gently pulled out my arm and put his palm into the quilt. Wiping my face haphazardly, I brought my gaze closer to him.
Jiang Zuoyi ...... I'm leaving. Still couldn't hold back a tear that fell into his eyelashes, like a crystal heart in a fairy tale, which ignited his consciousness at once.
Chaotic's eyes were bloodshot with exhaustion, and he opened his eyes to see me.
But I wasn't sure he would recognize me like this.
With fresh short hair and a capable shirt, except for tears, I don't look like the Shu Lan who is both rigid and soft.
I was even ready for him to shout 'Ah Xue', just like the previous time, and the cry was crisp and sad.
"Shu Lan," he raised his hand to touch my face, and the funny graffiti on his arm suddenly broke into my line of sight. I pressed his hot palm and nodded that I was here.
"I dreamed of you......" he grabbed my arm and tried to prop it up. But I didn't dare to tell him to move at will. That knife stabbed into seven and a half centimeters, after all, it is too professional military stabbing knife, in Andy's words, the general assassination only needs to be stabbed and then turned, and the so-called liver and intestines are nothing more than that.
Fortunately, I didn't have the strength in my hands when I fell, and the angle at which Jiang Zuoyi hugged me was also coincidental, so I didn't hurt important organs.
But I don't dare to think about how lucky we are to squander each other's life force, next time, who should give whom a cut off first?
He was probably still too weak, but he looked at me reluctantly for a while, and then he fell into a coma again.
Just like I thought, there's nothing to say to me.
And as Andy said, even if he did, I wouldn't believe it.
Zhu Dani came in and brought a basin of freshly mixed water.
The action of taking care of people is really capable and professional, so he lifted Jiang Zuoyi's quilt in front of me.
She frowned, and pulled out a strip of fresh gauze stained with blood, which I didn't see at first, and was too frightened to speak.
This is Zhu Danni sighed, put away the usual obedient expression on her face and said to me: "Shu Lan, I beg you to go first." β
I want to say do you think I want to stay here? That's because the man you have in your heart begging me!
"Shu Lan, I'm not here to demonstrate with you, or to take advantage of the situation."
Zhu Danni used a clean medical towel to pad it in, saying that his surgical wound was too large, and it was not easy to stop the bleeding, and the doctor had instructed him not to move casually.
"And your appearance will make him unable to stop in his dreams for a moment.
Shu Lan, if you really have the slightest pity and affection for him, let him go..."
I wish Dani to speak earnestly and listen harshly.
I couldn't help but sneer, and my smile should be like a ruthless and unrighteous wicked woman on the windowpane.
I would love to ask out loud, who is not willing to let go of whom?
No one said hello to me and broke into my life in a group, ruined my marriage and family, and then plucked the joy in my own nest, but took me and my friends and relatives as victims.
If you can ask for it, who should beg whom?
"Miss Zhu, you don't understand." I turned my face away, not daring to look at the white towels covered in blood.
"I don't understand." Zhu Danni straightened up and washed her hands in the basin at the head of the bed: "Because in my opinion, I don't need to know much about this man, as long as I love him, isn't it enough?" β
"You love him, so you can do anything for him? Beckoning comes and goes, and there is no dignity. You are merely moving yourself by taking your dependence as selfless giving and sacrifice.
If you love someone, you shouldn't make him a worse person in the first place! β
Zhu Danni was not annoyed, she sat at the head of the bed and wet the cold water with a towel to apply to Jiang Zuoyi's forehead. At the same time, he fought back at me with the softest words: "So what? Haven't I done for him just as he has done for you?
The knife you stabbed him, and he didn't stab me again and again?
Shu Lan, don't you admit it, you don't at all... I have never loved Jiang Zuoyi.
What you care about is always whether there is someone who can lead you to grow up, whether there is someone who can help you turn gracefully in front of your ex-husband. Is there anyone who is strong enough for your daughter to accept in her heart?
Do you understand how much Jiang Zuoyi's persistence and protection will cost? From the very beginning, you were frightened by such complicated rumors of his life and background.
In your Shu Lan's eyes, he has always been a bad person, he will do bad things by any means, and he will turn against himself at any time for his own selfish desires and hatred. You only think he is miserable, but you are never proud of him. β
I didn't speak, because I felt that Zhu Danni's words seemed to be refutable, but my mind was messed up, and I really couldn't find a point to cut people.
"My dad is a doctor and my mom is a teacher." Zhu Danni said: "I was born in a more innocent environment than you, and I received a more complete upbringing than you. According to common sense, I should be more afraid of a man like Jiang Zuoyi than you.
The aura he carried on his body was obviously incompatible with the concept of three views that I had received since I was a child.
But what can be done, whether a person is good or bad, never depends on what kind of consequences he causes, but on whether he does it himself.
What exactly is Jiang Zuoyi to you? When I love, I am a gold master, and when I hate, I am a bitter master, but I am a hero alone. Isn't that enough? β
I say Miss Zhu, that's because you don't have to take on any other responsibilities than love. That's because you're not part of a real conspiracy, and when characters like hiding in a cozy room with potato chips and watching a horror movie are scrambling for their lives, your focus is always on whether the hero is handsome or not.
"So what? Does he need an audience that applauds, or is it an enemy and friend who will only stab him at each other? Zhu Danni took off the cold handkerchief, and floated twice to change it to Jiang Zuoyi: "Shu Lan, you leave him."
I'm not trying to convince you of anything, but because I can see that you're already making up your mind, but you're slow to let go of it because of guilt and insecurity.
Don't worry, I'll be with him well, since all the insiders have to take care of their weaknesses, who else can be more suitable for him than an outsider like me. Shu Lan, are you right? β
I nodded blankly and finally said, yes.
The expression on Zhu Danni's face was like that of a naughty child who had just reached an agreement, and the light in her eyes was really more innocent than my daughter: "If you have anything else to say, let's talk to Ah Yi for the last time." I'll go first. β
"Wait!"
I suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder: "Do you know where the high mountain peak is?" β
Zhu Danni's face changed, and she said she knew, but she wouldn't tell me.
"Mr. Gao is Ah Yi's most important relative, and he trusted me to keep me by his side to take care of me. I can't let anyone find him. β
I didn't embarrass her, I just stood in front of the window and took a picture of the tail number of the taxi she was riding with my phone.
Jiang Zuoyi in his sleep is really good. Remove all defenses and minions, powerless to attack the heart, powerless to calculate. But who wants to love such a man?
is clearly attracted by his dangerous and gorgeous aura, but he can't do it without hesitation like him.
I sufficated my breath and leaned over to imprint a kiss on his fiery lips.
"Jiang Zuoyi, goodbye."
Andy followed me all the way out of the house. From the ward to the antechamber, I stopped and asked him, "What do you want to do?" If you have something to say, just say it. β
"Shu Lan, does the favor I owe you still count?"
I sneered and said what do you think? I want you to help me avenge my father, but unfortunately all the evidence points to you as a murderer. If I want you to help Xiaofei avenge again, should you die and apologize now?
"You still think that it was me and Mr. Jiang who hurt your friend, right? Then I have nothing to say. Andy clenched his fists and bit his thin lip.
"What do you mean to have nothing to say? Black is black and white is white, why can't I understand it!
Aren't you fluent in Chinese? I really can't speak English! I understand it.
If you don't have a ghost in your heartβ"
"We don't have ghosts in our hearts, but the people around you have ghosts in their hearts!" Andy lifted the hand that was missing the cuff, and bit the gauze on it with his teeth to remove layer after layer, I took a careful look at it, I said your hand, why does it seem to have been burned?
I always thought that he was scratched and pulled off the cufflinks when he was arguing with Wang Xiaofei-
Andy glared at me and didn't say much. He snorted lightly in his nose: "I don't care about you, Mr. Jiang said that I am not allowed to touch you, nor is I allowed to talk more."
If you're smart enough, you should know who's a human and who's a ghost. If you've been stupid, be stupid until you die.
I don't like you and I don't like Zhu Danni, but at least, she won't hurt Mr. Jiang. β
I said you don't have to play dumb riddles with me one by one, and if you don't want to tell me, I don't know?
I don't care if I use Jiang Zuoyi, whether I am afraid or not, it is also a matter between us.
Since today, this knife has cut through the Chu River and Han realm, and I will let him have three of them before the battle.
Don't say anything else.
"Shu Lan, you don't deserve him to treat you like this at all!"
Andy shouted behind me, like a wronged child.
I turned around coldly and said either you should change your personality.
Riding the evening breeze, I crossed a street and came to KFC opposite. I was tired, hungry, and uncomfortable enough to eat an entire family bucket.
Leaf sits by the window and draws with fries dipped in ketchup. The expression is as serious as embroidery.
"Leaves!"
"Mom, you're back!" Ye Zi just stuffed her 'paintbrush' into my mouth, and I didn't feel dirty, so I swallowed it in one bite.
"Is Uncle Jiang's injury healed......
I smiled and touched my daughter's head, and I said that it was much better, and he knew that Ye Zi had come to see him, so he worked hard to recover his health: "Huh? What about Aunt Winter Night? β
It was only then that I realized how my leaves were sitting here alone!
What about Li Dongye? Isn't it going to the bathroom?
I was a little blindsided at the time, and I was always more careful than I was in the winter nights, so how could I leave the leaves here alone. How dangerous it is for people to come and go.
"Aunt Winter Night has been there just now, bought me a children's package and sat opposite looking at her phone. But suddenly she stood up, looked out the window, and ......"
"And then?"
"She told me to stay here and not leave, and then immediately went downstairs."
I was surprised, and at the same time glanced at the seat next to me, and found that Li Dongye's backpack was still there. Even the car keys were thrown next to Coke.
Her stuff is there, so she shouldn't have gone far, right?
I asked Ye Zi to quickly put on her coat, helped her pull her sleeves with one hand, and dialed Li Dongye's mobile phone with the other-