He looked at me with red eyes: "Ah worry, grandpa is not a good person, grandpa should have died a long time ago...... When I was young, I did all the evil things and killed many people...... But your parents didn't get involved in drugs at all, and they didn't do anything bad, especially after Ah Xiu and you...... You're all clean, only I'm the dirtiest and worst......"

I trembled in my voice: "What about later? ”

He wiped a handful of tears: "Later, your parents advised me not to wash my hands...... But at that time, I was so interested that I couldn't listen to anyone's words, and even grabbed the fact that your mother used to be a policeman, and forced your father to break up with her...... Your parents saw that I couldn't listen, so they moved out with you and wanted to cut ties with me...... Some of my subordinates wanted to bring your dad in, so they did a lot of things behind my back to embarrass you, and one day I missed you so much that I secretly ran to see you after school...... I didn't expect to see a group of children bullying you, saying that you have a grandfather who sells drugs and uses drugs, and that your parents are bad people...... At that time, you were so young, but you puffed up your chest and reasoned with those people, and fought with them...... But you are weak, and there are so many people, and they have pressed you to the ground......"

I kind of understand that it should be that time, watching his grandchildren being bullied but not doing anything made him doubt what he was doing.

"Then I decided not to wash my hands, and when your parents found out, they moved you back home, and it was the happiest time of my life...... Every morning, I get up early to make breakfast for you, Axiu and Mangkang, send you to school, and pick you up in the evening and take you to the amusement park...... But, but ...... Worry, I didn't expect something to happen. It's all me, it's me who hurt you, it's all my fault......"

My grandfather grabbed Tang Yunzong's hand, and both of them were very excited, and both of them were trembling.

I can understand this feeling too well, you have buried a secret in your heart for almost twenty years, and slowly there will be a lot of dust covering that secret, and over time you will have the illusion that there is no secret at all. But suddenly one day, someone cuts open your chest, tells you that everything is real, pulls you to repeat those nightmares again, and trembles not because of joy, but because of shuddering.

Luo Ange kept holding me, and at this time he asked my father: "Dad, were you there at that incident back then?" ”

My dad shook his head: "At that time, it was a decision made by the higher-ups, because of my relationship with Xueta, and the bureau asked me to avoid suspicion." They were afraid that I would disobey orders, so they found an excuse to send me on a business trip to Yunnan and found someone to take care of me...... I had no idea what was going on over there in the Snow Tower, but telepathy told me that something had to happen, something had to happen...... By the time I tried to get there, it was too late...... I've never seen so much blood, and it's not an exaggeration to describe it as a river of blood...... Later, the official version was that the family was selling drugs, and that the entire huge drug trafficking network was controlled by them inside and out...... After that, no one dared to mention it again......"

Luo Ange frowned: "Who gave the order back then, Dad, do you remember?" ”

My dad shook his head: "The people who were involved in this matter back then, the transferred people, the retired people, and some immigrants, I can't find anything at all." ”

I held Luo Ange and smiled at him, he looked at me: "Baby, don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

I nodded: "I'm not afraid, with you here, I'm not afraid of anything." ”

Tang Yunzong, my grandfather and my father drank alcohol, and they seemed to have infinite concerns, but they didn't know how to express them. Especially my dad, I've never seen such a helpless and heartbroken look on his face.

I think he must have loved Snow Tower very much, and a large part of the reason why he was willing to adopt me was because I was Snow Tower's daughter, and the reason why he was reluctant to get too close to me was because he hadn't let go of that person for so many years, and whenever he saw me, he would remember.

Maybe the atmosphere was too bleak, my grandfather picked up his glass: "Come on, let's have a drink, I'm happy today, really happy." ”

We both raised our glasses, and my mother wiped her tears and picked up the glasses, and then she drank them all, choked up and asked me, "Girl, is it okay for you to stay at home tonight, you sleep with your mother, and your mother has a lot to say to you." ”

I looked at Luo Ange, he nodded, and I nodded to my mother.

My mother grinned, laughed and laughed and she started crying again, holding my hand and not letting go: "Don't worry, mom can't bear you, mom really can't bear you." ”

I couldn't cry or laugh: "Mom, I'm not leaving, we can meet every day, don't be like this." ”

But she just cried, and she didn't eat anything during the whole meal, so she cried patronizingly.

That night, my mom and I snuggled up in her and my dad's big old-fashioned wooden bed, and I nestled in her arms and asked softly, "Mom, can you tell me about my mom?" I mean......"

"By the way, don't worry, you haven't seen a picture of your mother yet, have you? She pulled out a jewelry box from the bedside table and pulled out a photo from the bottom floor.

In fact, I have seen her photos twice, the photos left by Mang Kang for me, and the photos that Tang Yunzong showed me, all of which are life photos, so it is the first time I have seen her wearing a police uniform, and I can't help but think of words like sassy and heroic heroines in my mind.

My mom said, "Actually, you look alike, but I've been deceiving myself, I think you look like me." Don't worry, the world is difficult and dangerous, that incident was confusing back then, and I was always worried that no one would know that you were still alive and wanted to harm you. ”

"What do you mean?"

She took me to lie down and rubbed my hair: "Don't worry, Mom means that someone must want to harm you back then." So for so many years, I have lived tremblingly, for fear that someone will know your identity and take the opportunity to hurt you. ”

"Mom, did you pick me up with my dad back then?"

She nodded: "When your father and I arrived, the guards at the door did not allow us to enter and asked us to show our ID. Where do we have documents, your dad ran out secretly. Your dad didn't know why he laughed so much that there was a hole in your backyard, and he took me to climb into it, and I still have palpitations when I think about that scene, and the corpses were all over the field and the blood flowed like a river...... There was a mess everywhere, we searched for corpses one by one, and finally found traces of your parents on the balcony of the living room. ”

My heart went to my throat: "What happened later?" ”

"Your mom and dad hugged each other and protected you underneath. Your dad is out of gas, and your mom has her last breath left, probably hoping that someone can save you. She took you by the hand and handed it to us, and said please...... Your dad and I don't dare to stay longer, those people will come in at any time. We carried you out of the hole and took you to a reliable private hospital...... Two days later, the news said that the drug dealers had resisted and detonated the bomb. ”

"Got a bomb in the house?"

"What's the matter, in order to hide people's eyes, they just said this, they just want to destroy the corpse. You've been in the hospital for three months, and you've never gotten better, but the news about your home hasn't stopped. Say that your grandfather fled abroad with your two brothers, that your grandfather has billions of deposits in Swiss banks, and that your mother is willing to fall for the son of a big drug lord...... Then it was your grandmother, and I only heard from your father later that your grandmother's death declared the end of the matter...... So you know why your grandfather is still alive, it's your grandmother who took your grandfather's blame. ”

These are similar to what Tang Yunzong told me at the beginning, and now it can be determined that my background is indeed a bit bizarre.

I cried and leaned on my mother's chest: "Mom, no matter what the truth is, you will always be my mother, and I will not leave you." ”

My mother also cried: "Don't worry, my mother has nothing else to ask for in this life, I just hope you are well." When your grandfather called the doctor to give you deep hypnosis, I was worried, will I remember it one day, that bloody and horrible scene, what if you fall into it again? ”

Later, I don't know when I fell asleep, but I remember waking up from a nightmare in the middle of the night to find me alone in bed, and my mother was nowhere to be seen.

After being stunned for a while, I didn't feel sleepy anymore, so I got out of bed and went to the kitchen to drink water, and then I heard a voice in the study.

It was my mother's cry: "Yi Guangshan, Yi Guangshan, I beg you, I beg you, you can't be so cruel, you can't be so right." ”

My dad sighed: "What do you know as a woman?" Since Tang Yunzong has found it, it proves that he wants to investigate the matter of that year...... Now the only one who can restore that incident is Don't worry, so she must be taken to a psychiatrist to help her recover her memory. ”

My mother cried very sadly: "I don't agree, I don't agree, why are you so selfish, don't worry, although she is not our own, she is our precious daughter." ”

My dad was a little impatient: "Do you think I'm willing, do you think Tang Yunzong is really powerless, I didn't sleep all night, just to check his information." You know what? He washed everything clean, and he hibernate for so many years, just to take revenge. ”

My mother has always been a woman's kindness: "I don't care, Yi Guangshan, I don't care if he wants revenge, I just don't allow you to take Don't worry to see a psychiatrist." You and I both know how horrible and brutal those images are, and you want a girl in her early twenties to go through that nightmare again, what the hell do you think? ”

I stood in the doorway, feeling that the blood was congealed all over my body, and I raised my hand to push the door in, but it was all in vain.

After a long, long time, my mother's voice gradually laughed, but the crying became more and more obvious, I pushed the door open and shouted, "Dad, Mom, don't fight." ”

They were all surprised to see that it was me, and my mother came over while wiping her tears and took my hand: "Don't worry about how you woke up, Mom and Dad didn't quarrel, just say something." Take a walk, and your mother will accompany you to bed. ”

She pulled me to leave, and I grabbed her: "Mom, I think what Dad said is right, I should see a psychiatrist." ”

My mom looked at me in disbelief: "Do you know what it means to you to recover your memory?" ”

I nodded: "I know, but I really want to, I want to know what happened in the first place, my mother can't be splashed with dirty water for no reason." ”

She covered her mouth and shook me off: "You don't listen to your mother, mother ......"

She pushed me away and ran out, I was about to chase after me, but my dad stopped me: "Let your mom calm down, you tell dad, what do you think." ”

I didn't speak, and I heard him ask again, "Do you really want to regain your memory?" ”

He walked up to me step by step and hugged me gently: "Don't worry, don't blame Dad for being ruthless." It's been many years, I've always dreamed of your mother, and she asked me vaguely, don't worry about it, is anyone bullying her. She also asked me, brother, have you helped me investigate clearly, who is trying to harm my family? ”

I nodded, "I know, Dad, I don't blame you." ”

Early in the morning, my grandfather sighed, since I told him about this decision, he was like this, my mother simply ran out, probably hiding in some corner and crying secretly.

I sat beside him, held his cold hand, and when I saw his red and swollen eyes, I felt a lot of unbearable feelings.

"Grandpa, don't worry, I'm fine."

He laughed bitterly: "Silly girl, how can you be fine, you were only five years old at that time." ”

As soon as I received the call, Luo Ange rushed over, and as soon as he came in, he came to hug me, patted me on the back, and wanted to give me a sense of security.

Then Tang Yunzong also came with Tang Chuanxiu, Tang Yunzong was obviously very excited, but Tang Chuanxiu frowned.

After eating something, we went to the hospital, Pei Chu smiled and shook hands with me: "Miss Tang, hello, it's a pleasure to serve you." ”

I shook his hand: "If Dr. Pei doesn't mind, you can call me Ah Wei like my brother." ”

He nodded: "Ah Yu, are you ready?" ”

It's still the comfortable recliner, it's still a glass of boiled water, it's still the eyes closed, it's still the second hand ticking on the pocket watch.

Xu was too tired during this time, and last night I had a lot of joys and sorrows, and I soon fell asleep.

I didn't know how long I slept, and suddenly I felt someone shake my arm and call me gently: "Ah Wei, the sun is drying my buttocks, I'm going to school, I'm going to be late." ”

Then someone actually spanked me in the ass, and I opened my eyes to a nice face.

Where is this, why is it so strange, and who is this boy in front of me?

Could it be a grown beanie?

He grinned, took a mirror from the cupboard, and held it up to me, "Look at it, you're sleeping like a little cat." ”

I looked in the mirror, and it didn't matter if I didn't, and when I did, I realized how I had become a five or six-year-old child, dressed in a tutu skirt and pigtails.

I threw away the mirror: "Who are you and why am I here?" ”

The little boy was stunned for a moment, and quickly reacted: "Ah Worry, are you sleeping stupidly?" I'm Mang Kang, I'm your brother Kang. ”

He grabbed me up, took a knitted jacket from the pillow and put it on me indiscriminately: "Big brother has already gone downstairs, let's go down quickly, otherwise we will be scolded again." ”

In this way, I was dragged up by him, dragged by him to the bathroom, he grabbed the towel indiscriminately, wet it to wipe my face, and then stuffed the toothbrush with the toothpaste squeezed for me.

When I went downstairs, there were several people sitting at the dining table, and the woman was very beautiful and beckoned to me: "Ah worry, come here, Mom sat on your favorite millet porridge." After eating, Dad will send you to school. ”

A little boy a few years older than me rolled his eyes: "Don't send it to my father, I want my grandfather to send it." ”

The middle-aged man laughed and touched the little boy's head: "Ah Xiu is the most well-behaved, then grandpa will send it." Akang, what are you still doing in a daze, bring your sister over for breakfast. ”