Chapter 0120: Meng Fei's Heart!
The music soothed, and the room was silent......
"The first time you sat with me...... My hands are empty......! When Yaoyao sang the first note, tears fell from her eyes......
She turned her back to me, closed her eyes, shed tears, and sang with a smile: "I want to laugh and echo and say that it is haode to separate...... But how did we cry together, I couldn't bear it, but time can't go back, it's worth loving you, it's just time to stop, you have to be good without me......"
I froze in place, staring at Yaoyao's slender back, holding Linlin's hand in my hand, biting my lip, trying to keep my tears from falling, but the tear glands seemed to collapse, and groups of pictures and scenes emerged in front of my eyes like a tide......
Linlin looked at Yaoyao's trembling back, and then looked at me, silent, Lei Lei, Mu Mu, Chenchen, and Dakang on the sofa, these people who looked at me and Yaoyao together, and had no choice but to separate, all let out a slight sigh.
They know that between us, like two trains that can never meet, are always on the tracks, staggered by......
"I can't bear it, zuihou hugged you for once...... What we missed, wrong is wrong......! Yaoyao sang this, tears crackled and fell, and her voice was choked, which made everyone present feel a trace of sourness in their hearts......
"Xiaofei, I really can't bear it...... I can't bear the memories and beauty between us, I can't bear it, standing downstairs in my house, the boy who shouted "Wang Yunyao, I love you", I can't bear it, you don't eat or drink, buy me roses...... I really tried to forget about you...... But in my head, it's all about you kissing me, you're happy... The way you make me happy... Xiaofei, I let go of the reserved woman zuihou...... Let's live a good life, shall we? Yaoyao squatted on the ground, holding her cheeks with both hands, looking at me with big eyes, and kept shaking her head and saying......
I stood still, biting my lip and wiping my face so that the tears would not blur my vision......
I let go of Linlin's hand, walked to Yaoyao's side, and dragged her in, in my arms, my arms wrapped around her hard, I kissed her eyes with my lips, and gently wiped away her tears......
"My heart hurts when you cry......!" I looked at her cheek and said quietly.
"Speaking of it, I feel so much better......
"Yaoyao, let me tell you a story......!" I endured the pain in my heart as if it had been shattered, held Yaoyao's head, and said lightly.
Yaoyao listened to me, was stunned for a moment, and nodded.
"Just three years ago, there was such a boy, he just broke up with his beloved girlfriend, he was very sad, very sad, and even had a period of time, he wanted to die, at that time he felt that he had no momentum to do anything, lying on the sofa of the slow rock bar every day, drunk and dreaming of death, it happened that there was also a girl, who had just lost her father, the same sadness, the same sadness, and the same often drunk in the slow shake bar, two people, from indifferent nods, to acquaintance, to talking to each other, Had a great time......!" I shook Yaoyao gently, my lips chapped, and I spoke slowly, and the voice passed through the microphone and into everyone's ears.
They all listened quietly, staring at me, their faces flushed with distress......
Yaoyao looked up at me with a blank look, and I continued: "I don't know when, this girl fell in love with this boy, she loved it very thoroughly and simply, and the boy had another girl in his heart at that time, and he repeatedly refused to ......!"
"The girl in the boy's heart is ...... Me? Yaoyao asked stupidly.
I looked at Yaoyao, nodded slightly, closed my eyes, and continued to recall that time: "Until the boy left the city, the girl was alone, driving on the highway by herself, running for dozens of hours, going to Hangzhou to visit the boy, she was extremely tired, and when she saw the boy, she just looked happy, and said sweetly: "I want to surprise you!" From that day on, the boy also fell in love with the girl...... At that time, the girl said to the boy: "Meng Fei, I, Hong Xin, will never be your trouble!" When you have a hard time making a decision...... I'll leave quietly! "The tears that came out of the corners of my eyes turned a faint red......
"No one knows how difficult it is for them to come together, during the time they are together, the girl is like the pillar that maintains the boy's life, happy and sad with the boy, when the boy is in prison, the girl stands downstairs in the detention center every day, quietly looking at Xiangshang, this hope is two years, when she celebrates her birthday, hides in the house, puts two pairs of chopsticks, looks at the photo of the boy and her, and eats the cake with a spoon silently......"
"When the girl's brother was about to kill the boy, it was still her, who begged hard to break with Zuihou's relatives, she accompanied the boy and spent her most beautiful youth, she gave everything she could to love the boy......" I said this, my eyes closed deadly, and my face was filled with endless remorse and pain.
"But...... Boy, but lost her...... When one day, the boy was faced with the most difficult choice, and she fulfilled her promise...... Really left...... Walked crisply, without looking back! "My tears have dried up, and what I haven't said for a long time has been said today.
Yaoyao lay in my arms, looked at me quietly, slowly stretched out her soft little hand, touched my face, tears flowed in her eyes, and murmured: "Weishenme, it's not the time I walked with you......!"
"Yaoyao ......"
"Don't say it...... Okay? …… It's me who missed you and lost your ......! Yaoyao reached out to cover my mouth, and a poignant look appeared on her face......
"I should have retreated...... Linlin leaned on the stereo, her pretty face flushed, covered her cheeks, and said in a daze.
"Damn, Mu Ye hasn't shed tears for many years, this Chinese New Year, I'm fucking crying!!" Wang Mumu blinked his red eyes and shouted, "Paralyzed!" Let's drink!! Paying tribute to the girls who passed by us in those years, but gave their youth......!"
My story, like a fuse, touched the story in everyone's heart, touched the past that these people don't want to talk about, such as Xue Nini lying quietly in the cemetery, such as Duoduo who only spent more than ten nights with chicken intestines......
Living on this shijie, everyone has their own stories, these stories can't be told to people, even if they are brothers in life and death, they can only turn sour and helpless into cups of intoxicating liquid and pour them down their throats......
We all drank a lot, we were all drunk, Yaoyao kept tugging at my ears, crying, talking something, others screaming and singing, and the room was depressed.