[708] A woman's heart

"Hey."

"Liu'er."

"Yes."

"What are you doing?"

"Stay there."

"With whom."

"Yuyu."

Lin Ran smiled, "It's this time, why are you still staying with her." ”

"I'm going home tomorrow, so we'll stay together today."

"Oh, I said, it was sweet."

I sighed, "What's wrong with you." ”

"It's okay, I feel that according to your personality, you won't be going home until the last day, so, after thinking about it, I'll give you a call." Then Lin Ran smiled, "I didn't expect it, it's really here, hehe, good luck." ”

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, it's just a little uncomfortable."

"I'm uncomfortable."

"Yes."

"Is that a cold?"

"I don't know."

"Wouldn't it be nice to take some medicine and go to sleep."

"Hehe, you're in a hurry to hang up the phone."

"Nope." I turned my head to look at the sunset,

followed Xiyu a little unhappy, but he still drew a pose at me, which meant that I continued to fight.

My head is a little big, I sighed, this depression in my heart, what is this called,

"Why don't you speak?"

"Oh, it's okay, you go on."

"I said I was uncomfortable."

"I know, then what."

"I want to see you."

I heard it, then turned my head to look at Xiyu, and then said, "Not today, I have something to do, let's do it another day, okay." ”

"Not today."

I thought about it, then nodded, "It's really not good, it's too late, let's do it another day." ”

"It's late, should you go home?"

I thought about it, "Well, go back early, go to bed, and I'll have to take the bus tomorrow." ”

"Huh." Lin Ran smiled, "Then when can I see you." ”

"Wait for me to come back, okay, I can't make it to the seventh year of junior high school at home, and I'm going to come back, because the eighth year of junior high school will start."

"But I just want to see you tonight, you know me, and perhaps, when you want to see me, I won't want to see you."

"Why are you suddenly uncomfortable?"

"My parents finally ended such a long fight, divorced, it turned out that they were really divorced, I was a little uncomfortable, my father didn't come home for several days, my mother went to my grandmother's house, they just put down the money for me, I lived by myself for a few days, a lively and happy family of three before, so many years, now suddenly so lonely, I look at the traces of my parents living together in the family, I feel uncomfortable, I want to cry, I always cry by myself these days, I am very depressed, I don't know who I can talk to, so I thought of you, so I'll delay you for a while, okay, just talk to me, I don't have any other ideas, and it won't be okay, okay? ”

I thought about it, turned my head to look at Xiyu next to me, she was a little unhappy, but she still didn't say anything, just turned her head to the side, didn't look at me again,

I gritted my teeth, "You can find your brother, at this time, he should be by your side, that's what a man should do, isn't it, and he shouldn't look for me, you know, I don't want to be misunderstood"

After Lin Ran listened to my words, he suddenly smiled, "Liu'er, Liu'er." ”

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, Liu'er, I just have such a heart, and, since the day I got along with you, I have always shown it in front of you very completely and nakedly, so many years, it has never changed, whether I love you or not, whether I am by your side or not, so, you are like this now, I don't say anything, I can only smile, Liu'er, everything is in front of you, you look at the injury yourself."

After listening to Lin Ran's words, I didn't know what to say for a while,

Then, there was a sobbing sound on the other side of the phone, it was obvious that Lin Ran was crying, I was numb, and I rubbed my own head vigorously.

Xiyu just glanced at me, then got up and left the bed, went to the stool on the side, sat down, and leaned there,

"Don't cry, okay."

Lin Ran smiled numbly, "Well, I didn't cry, you heard it wrong, okay, Liu'er, it's nothing, you're busy, that's it, I'm sorry, I'm bothering you." ”

I don't know why, all of a sudden it was very uncomfortable and distressed, after all, the woman who had been with me for so many years, her words, every word, were like needles, and the words pierced into my body, it hurt,

I turned my head and looked at Xiyu, then nodded apologetically at her,

Xi Yu smiled, but she was not happy at all, and then, Xi Yu turned her head away,

"Where are you?"

"It's not there, hang up, Wang Yue."

I sighed, "You wait for me, I'll go." ”

"What are you going to do, okay, don't come." Then, Lin Ran hung up the phone,

I played with the phone in my hand, then leaned against the bedside, lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, and then for some reason, suddenly coughed several times, this cigarette smoked quite fast,

After smoking, I turned my head and looked at the sunset,

She's staring at me, too,

I thought about it for a long time, then adjusted my mentality, and smiled at Xiyu,

Xiyu looked at me, "Wang Yue, are you still smiling?" ”

I nodded, "That's a laugh." ”

"But what are you laughing at?"

"You can't cry."

"Just say it, don't go around the bush with me"

I sighed, "You have heard the situation just now, I don't have any ideas, I just want to ask the leader, can this document be approved." ”

Xi Yu thought for a while, "Wang Yue, I'm curious." ”

"What's wrong?"

"Didn't you stick to it at first, why did you still have to go in the end."

I thought for a moment, "I swear, I'm not going to do anything, okay, you believe me, I won't do anything excessive, okay?" ”

"Wang Yue, your answer conflicts with my question."

"No, you listen to me."

Xiyu interrupted me, "Why did you keep holding on to it at the beginning, but in the end, you still didn't hold on, you explain it to me, okay?" ”

I paused for a moment, "No, I don't know why." ”

"I don't know." Xi Yu interrupted me a little angrily, "I'll just ask you, is it if she cries, lets you jump into the river, lets you kill people, you do it"

I was about to explain something, but when the words came to my lips, I didn't know what to say.

Xiyu stood up, "Speak, why don't you say it, I'm very puzzled, isn't it just a little tear, why can't you see it, can you still have a little self-control, I can't figure it out, Wang Yue, next time she cries and asks you to break up with me, you just follow her, right." ”

I looked at Yuyu, then shook my head, "Not really." ”

"Nope."

I also stood up, walked to the side of Xiyu, and reached out to put my arm around his shoulder,

Xi Yu suddenly struggled to get rid of "Get up, you don't touch me,"

"Don't be like that, don't be angry, okay." Then my head started to hurt, and I rubbed my hair vigorously, and I didn't know what it was.

Xiyu turned his head to look at me, "What's wrong." ”

I shook my head, "It's okay, don't be angry, okay, understand me once, okay, I swear, I won't do anything excessive, okay." ”

Xi Yu looked at me, was silent for a while, and then said lightly, "If I say that I won't let you go, will you listen to me well, will you sneak and continue to go." ”

"Don't do that, Xiyu."

"What about me?" Xiyu directly interrupted me, "What I said, isn't it you going to do it, will you listen to me, what you have decided, can someone change it." ”

I paused for a moment, "Don't be like this, if you talk like this, I feel very uncomfortable, really, just this once, okay, I swear I won't do anything excessive, really." ”

Xi Yu took a deep breath "Liu'er, I won't say anything about you, we've been paying silently for so long, but you think about yourself, our love, is it not me little by little, I won it, it's not easy to have such a stable life today, I don't like Lin Ran, it's the truth, on the contrary, she must hate me so much" Then Xi Yu smiled and spread his hands, "But I don't care, for you, I do everything, I always understand what I want, I will work hard for it, If I catch it, I won't let go, I won't give others a chance, no matter how much she hates me, she can only watch from the side, isn't it, she can only come and beg me, isn't it. ”

I was a little depressed, "Xi Yu, you are not such a person. ”

"People are forced out, Liu'er, I don't know how many times I can bear the same thing with you, but, please remember, remember your responsibilities, you are such an adult, you know everything, you must know what to do and what not to do, don't you."

I thought about it for a moment, then reached out and hugged Yuyu's face and kissed her cheek, "Trust me, okay." ”

Xiyu looked at me, "How should I trust you." ”

I put my mouth to Xi Yu's ear, and told Xi Yu what I thought, everything,

I'm done,

Xi Yu froze, looked at me straightly, and after a long time, "You know." ”

I spread my hands and thought, "Maybe I know some, very little, but I don't want to know it all." ”

"Actually, you misunderstood."

I looked at Yuyu, "Am I not right?" ”

Xi Yu shook his head, "Of course not. Then he smiled at me, "Six-six, do you believe me?" ”

I nodded, "I'll die believing in you." ”

Xi Yu continued to nod, "That's it, absolutely nothing." ”

"I know no, but I'm just a little confused."

"Don't worry, don't be confused."

I sighed, smiled, picked up Xiyu's head, and kissed her forehead, "Good, wait for me, don't worry, I have my own measure." ”

Xiyu lowered his head and began to play with his fingers, "I'm still a little unhappy. ”

"I know, don't worry, ancestor, don't be angry." And then I smiled,

Xiyu looked up at me, "What are you laughing at, making you happy like this." ”

I quickly shook my head, "No, it's not. ”

"Then what are you laughing at?"

"I'm laughing casually."

"Fart, there must be a reason to laugh, Wang Yue, you are so happy."

I took a deep breath, "Ancestor, I laugh because I just coaxed you, and you weren't very angry just now, so the big stone in my heart was put down a little, so I was a little happier, and I didn't mean anything else." "I'm more shocked, Xi Yu will actually agree to let me go, I'm even a little confused,

I don't understand why she would agree to let me go, I'm ready not to go,

A woman's heart, a needle under the sea,