Mu Yan was completely paralyzed under him, allowing her head to be buried in Mu Yan's neck socket like that. For a long time, I didn't see a response from the woman next to me.

So he turned over, hugged the woman tightly into his arms, and continued in his magnetic bass while biting the ear flap: "Leave a seed to accompany you, no matter where I am in the future, I can rest assured that ......" After speaking, he held Mu Yan's head with both hands and made her look at it.

And the reason why Mu Yan didn't answer at this time was that she was not mentally prepared, maybe when she first got married, she wanted to get married naturally, have children, and complete the mission of a woman in this way, and her life was dull. But at that time, Qiao Hai felt that the time was not ripe, so he gave up. Maybe at that time, he was still unwilling to wait for his first love to return, Mu Yan thought. After so many quarrels, Mu Yan really felt that it was better for them not to have children, whether it was for Qiao Hai, for her, or for children. In this way, they can let go of each other at any time, and they have no worries.

And now he was stared at by Qiao Hai, he was silent for a moment, and finally couldn't resist Qiao Hai's eyes and said softly: "Don't you think the time is not ripe, I am not mentally prepared, I am sleepy, and I want to sleep for a while." With that, he opened his hands and shrank his head into the bed.

Qiao Hai just kept that action in a daze, but infinite irritability grew in his heart: What can you do to replace his place in your heart? At the beginning, I just wanted to give myself time to squeeze into her heart, so that all her worries would be cleared, and she would be willing to throw herself into his arms, and then give birth to a little life that only belonged to them, but now it seems that ......

Qiao Hai got up and walked to the study, he had never smoked, took out a pack of unopened cigarettes from the drawer, opened the entrance and let the smoke swirl around him.

It's approaching the end of the year, and the air is full of festive spirits. Mu Yan has already invested in the trivial matters of the tense year-end sprint, Qiao Hai is also thinking about this year's income and the investment project in the coming year, since he has the idea of having a child, he wants to invest in a small children's playground project, of course, the amusement park invested this year is quite profitable, which is enough for him to complete what he wants.

The atmosphere at home was not lively originally, and because Wang Peng was there, Mu Yan and Qiao Hai did not have much communication. In addition, she was exhausted after work, and Mu Yan couldn't wait to hide in the warm quilt to hibernate.

When there were still two days before Chinese New Year's Eve, the manager gave Mu Yan a vacation in advance. When he walked to the bottom of the building in the community, the horn of the car attracted Mu Yan's attention, and she saw Qiao Hai driving a Land Rover and poking his head out: "Get in the car and take you out for a spin twice." ”

"Whose Land Rover are you driving?" Mu Yan asked in the car with a teasing face.

Qiao Hai did not answer directly, but said: "In the future, your little BYD will belong to me, of course, occasionally when work needs, I will also drive your Land Rover." As he spoke, he pulled out a file bag.

Mu Yan looked in a state of X, and then took a file bag from Qiao Hai's hand, isn't it, isn't it the name that she has written for more than 20 years!

But Mu Yan didn't have the slightest excitement, but a trace of loss, you must know that the current Jiangcheng is simply a blockage, it is better to take the subway by driving, and then think about it and plan to buy a suite for yourself, buying a Land Rover is enough for him to buy an ordinary house in Jiangcheng, but think about it, since he bought it, he accepted it calmly......

He couldn't help but say, "Wow, my husband is amazing!" ”

Qiao Hai glanced at her: "Well, you are ready to surrender to me!" ”

The day before Chinese New Year's Eve, Mu Yan drove a Land Rover to carry Qiao Hai back to Qiao Hai's hometown.

Qiao Hai's hometown is a prefecture-level city, different from the provincial capital city Jiangcheng, Mu Yan can turn the city around in less than an hour, Qiao's father and Qiao's mother are also old people who advocate frugality, which directly leads to the second bedroom at home without air conditioning, and Mu Yan is an extremely cold person, fortunately, Qiao Hai always sleeps with her in her arms at night, and occasionally puts Mu Yan's feet in her arms before going to bed before sleeping, if a man cares about you enough, those thick lines will also become thin lines, But this sudden sense of happiness did not last for two days......

On Chinese New Year's Eve, the family was unusually lively, and Qiao Hai's two sisters and brothers-in-law, as well as their respective little babies, all came over for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

After the meal, everyone gathered around and waited for the moment to watch the party, and Qiao's mother began to think about it, asking Qiao Hai to hurry up and give birth to a doll. Mu Yan glanced at Qiao Hai, he was not as blind as before, and his face was gloomy the whole time.

When Mu Yan woke up the next morning, Qiao Hai had already gone out to pay New Year's greetings, which made Mu Yan feel an inexplicable loss, after living for more than 20 years, according to the customs of Mu Yan's hometown, he must go out to pay New Year's greetings on the first day of the new year, but he didn't call her when he went out to pay New Year's greetings, not to mention that this is the first New Year after their marriage, isn't the new daughter-in-law going out to pay New Year's greetings in the first year to take out to recognize relatives and receive red envelopes?

It seems that the regions are different, and many concepts are different, for example, on the first day of marriage, shouldn't the two young couples gather around the bed to slowly open the red envelope and count the money? Shouldn't there be a big red envelope for the first time? Shouldn't the man be determined when proposing?

The original little things, just like this, let Mu Yan fall into cranky thoughts and can't extricate herself, the more she thinks about it, the more she feels aggrieved, the whole first year of junior high school is listless, and finally has to brush the circle of friends, send New Year's wishes, there is a moment, I miss Zilong, I want to send him a message, I didn't dare to send out his QQ image for a long time, the previous Chinese New Year's Eve clock, he must have sent her a message blessing, this is an agreement between them, and this year's text message has not had that familiar name, He has already seen the photos of their marriage, whether he will blame her or not, everything is no longer important, the person who once messaged her at the first moment of New Year's Eve for eight consecutive years was finally lost by her.

And she couldn't find any reason to care about him anymore. Does marriage fulfill us or bind us? Marriage opens one window into our lives and closes another. He will meet someone who is as good as her, and then he will be with him for the rest of his life. And Mu Yan didn't dare to imagine this scene, she was afraid that she would hurt. Since you can't get along with each other, let's look at each other, maybe this is the best ending between them, after all, I also experienced it, how can people who have loved each other say goodbye or friends, the original they have become passers-by in each other's lives after all.

When Qiao Hai came back that day, Mu Yan had already lay down and slept. He didn't turn on the light, just lifted the quilt at the end of the bed and got into it after a while of grinding in the night, and then tightly put Mu Yan's feet on his chest, and then a strong pungent smell hit, and he drank......