In your memory, your face is still frozen many years ago.

Every once in a while, I dream that you are lying next to me, curled up in your arms, but when I wake up, I find that the place next to me is empty.

At that time, the nose will be uncontrollably sour, and I will be sad to think that you are no longer there, you have been. Never again by my side.

When I was a child, I naively wished that you would never grow old again, but now that I have grown up, I realize what a terrible wish I have made.

But the most terrible thing is... The terrible wish came true.

There's no warmth in the house since you left, and the empty room is cold, and it's cold all over your body before you even set foot in it.

I also didn't want to go back to my home more and more, and began to wander around every corner of the campus alone.

Because whenever I see something that reminds me of you, I think of everything about you, and I am so sad that I can't breathe.

Your favorite words will always ring in your ears.

"Mom and Dad love you the most, and Xiaoci is the most well-behaved."

But it was because of me that I killed you who loved me the most.

When I think of this, I can't stop my tears, I must have made some mistake in my previous life to encounter such an unfortunate life.

But why? Do you have to bear my fault?

God is so selfish that he never tells people the answer to such things.

But luckily, I found a place where I could watch you from afar.

In fact, whenever I lean forward in front of the railing of the teaching building, I think about it.

You want to keep an eye on me, right?

You must also want to watch everything about me like you used to, right?

Although separated by loess, you can still feel your breath.

Because after all, you are one of the people who loves me the most.

________________________________________________________ Wang Jiaci's heart is about love memories.

Extra 2:

It's the first time I've brought someone here in a long time.

The grass around me was still green when I last visited, but now it is a little dry and yellow, as if it has lost its vitality.

However, I'm here to tell you good news.

That's when I found it, someone who liked me.

It was the boy standing not far away.

Pretty ordinary, right? But it's really, a good boy.

You're happy for me, aren't you? Because.. I like him a lot, too.

It's just that.. I don't want him to go through the pain he's experienced because he likes it, but I'm sure you must be blessing me now, right?

Because for as long as I can remember, your love for me has never ceased.

_________________________________________________________ whisper before leaving.