Chapter 116: Maybe I shouldn't have been looking for you at all

On the dry sandy land, under the scorching sun, Ye Junya's response with just two words seemed to fall on Su Nian's heart in one fell swoop.

Su Nian's face was pale, and the whole person was a little distracted.

Ye Shucheng is Cheng Rin, and Cheng Rin is Ye Shucheng.

The scene from the sea of fire many years ago came back to her mind, and she was chilled all over, like falling into an ice cellar.

The world played such a big joke on her.

She only saw Cheng Rin's side, the scene was chaotic, and the deepest impression left on her that day was the fire, she couldn't remember the face of the young Cheng Rin, she only remembered what he said before leaving.

You wait for me, I'll go find someone to help, you hold on, I will definitely come back to save you. ”

But as soon as he was gone, he left her in the fire.

She almost lost her life.

Originally, she thought that the matter of sending a letter was nothing more than this at worst, and it was used and thrown away by Xu Jinghe, but now, she knew that this matter was far worse than she imagined.

He was actually with Xu Jinghe.

He forgot that she had saved him back then, but he remembered the letter, and he was with Xu Jinghe.

Han Jing noticed that her face had changed, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?" Still have a sore foot? ”

Before he could finish his sentence, he noticed that her fists clenched tightly at her side were shaking.

Ye Junya also frowned, "Are you okay......"

Su Nian was speechless.

Her head seemed to be empty, and there seemed to be a lot of memories mixed together, the former Cheng Rin, the current Ye Shucheng, the fire that almost killed her, and at the door of the house in Rongcheng, Ye Shucheng said to her, Su Nian, you can go......

It was all mixed together, and the world was turned upside down in her mind, just like the waves that came from the sea of fire. With an aggressive heat wave, she felt terrified.

How could Ye Shucheng do this to her.

She saved him, he left her, and then he was with Xu Jinghe, and he drove her away for Xu Jinghe.

Her heart hurt like a knife, her whole body was weak, her fists were clenched, her nails were embedded in her palms, and the pain was not felt, Han Jing saw this and held her arm, "Su Nian." Su Nian? Are you okay, your face is ugly, where is it uncomfortable...... Shall I take you back to rest? ”

Ye Junya's eyes narrowed slightly, and Han Jing's expression was really worried.

Do you live here? Ye Junya asked.

Han Jing ignored Ye Junya, and helped Su Nian to leave, Ye Junyan's mobile phone rang, she took it out and took a look, her eyes widened in surprise, and she looked at Ye Xian: "Cheng Rin actually called me......"

Ye Xian tugged at the corners of his mouth, "If you don't go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, the ghost knows what he has in mind." ”

Ye Junya's expression was actually a little nervous, and she pressed answer. "Cheng Rin?"

Ye Shucheng's voice came without any warmth: "Don't call that name." ”

She was a little embarrassed, "Oh, I forgot. ”

He didn't talk nonsense, and asked directly: "Do you still have the phone number of your ex-boyfriend Han Jing?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect him to ask this, "You want to find Han Jing?" ”

He said, "Yes." ”

She was in a bit complicated mood, and sure enough, Ye Xian expected that Ye Shucheng would not call her if it was okay, she said: "Han Jing is in front of me now, what are you looking for him?" ”

There paused for a few seconds, "Are you in Liaocheng?" ”

Yes, my eldest brother and I came to inspect a project......"

The other side quickly interrupted her, "Who else is beside Han Jing?" ”

Ye Junya looked up and found that Han Jing had already helped Su Nian to walk slowly away, she felt a little uncomfortable, and replied: "There is another girl, the eldest brother said that this girl was with you before, what's the situation?" ”

Ye Shucheng's tone was not very calm, "You give the phone to that girl." ”

Ye Junya was actually not very happy, Ye Shucheng's words seemed to call her, but she thought about it for a few seconds, and finally went to chase Han Jing and Su Nian.

Because Su Nian had an injury on his foot, they didn't walk fast, and Ye Junya quickly caught up. Handing the phone to Su Nian, "Shucheng asked you to answer the phone." ”

Su Nian's face was still pale, and the bursts of heart palpitations made her wheezing a little hard, she looked at the mobile phone in Ye Junya's hand, her lips moved, and she couldn't make a sound.

At this moment, her brain is spinning very slowly.

As soon as Han Jing heard that it was Ye Shucheng, he directly snatched the mobile phone from Ye Junya's palm, and said to the phone: "Ye Sanshao, you have something to tell me, Su Nian is inconvenient now." ”

The other end of the phone was visibly stunned for a few seconds before he said, "I'm going to talk to her." ”

I said she was inconvenient. ”

Ye Shucheng insisted: "Give her the phone." ”

As far as I know, Ye Sanshao, don't you already have a girlfriend? Han Jing remembered the scene when Su Nian cried before, and his tone was not good, "Why did you go when you let Su Nian cry?" Now pestering, interesting? ”

Ye Shucheng is still the same sentence: "Give her the phone, our affairs will not be the turn of others." ”

Han Jing was so angry that he hung up the phone directly, and threw the phone to Ye Junya, "If you want to call again, you will say that you are not with us, uncle, something wrong!" ”

After saying that, she helped Su Nian to leave, Ye Junya stopped and looked at Su Nian, "Your name is Su Nian, right, you and Cheng ...... What is the relationship between you and Shucheng? ”

Before Su Nian could speak, Han Jing spoke first, "What does it matter, it doesn't matter for a long time, who are you going to be your sister now to ask questions about the east and west, and you don't want to ask Ye Sanshao if you are willing to take care of his affairs?" ”

Ye Junya's face changed slightly when she was agitated by Han Jing's words, "No matter how I say it, it's his sister!" ”

Han Jing tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Does he recognize you as a sister?" ”

You ......" Ye Junya was about to refute, but was interrupted by the phone ringing, and when she saw that it was still Ye Shucheng calling, she connected, seeing Han Jing helping Su Nian away, she frowned and asked, "What are you doing?" What does that Su Nian have to do with you, and why is he with Han Jing now? Han Jing said it was his girlfriend! ”

Ye Shucheng was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "Let Su Nian listen to the phone." ”

Han Jing didn't let her answer the phone at all, as if she could eat her with a phone call......" She looked at the backs of Han Jing and Su Nian, and her heart was sullen.

Han Jing's protection of Su Nian was too exaggerated in her eyes.

Ye Shucheng was quiet for a while, and asked, "Where are they in Liaocheng?" ”

Yongtai Turtle City, it seems that he still lives here. ”

Live in ...... Together? ”

The last two words were a little floating, and Ye Junya was stunned, "I don't know this yet." ”

Ye Shucheng was silent for a long time, so long that Ye Junya thought that he would not speak again, "Shucheng, are you still listening?" ”

He sighed. It seemed to be very determined, "Can you do me a favor?" ”

Ye Junyan was stunned.

Ye Shucheng would ask her for help, unprecedented, she opened her mouth, and it took a long time before responding.

You say, I will do what I can. ”

I can't go to Liaocheng now, can you help me determine where they live, and ...... Make sure they don't live together. ”

Ye Junya nodded, "Okay." ”

Ye Shucheng said, "Thank you." ”

Suddenly, she had mixed feelings in her heart.

For this younger brother, her feelings are complicated.

He suddenly asked again: "You saw Su Nian, she ...... How does it look? ”

She remembered Su Nian's pale face. He said, "She's not looking very good, maybe she's sick." ”

The tone on the other end of the phone became urgent, "Is it serious?" ”

Fortunately, Han Jing helped her to rest, and she seemed to have some problems with her feet and was limping. ”

Ye Shucheng was silent for a few more seconds, "You help me take care of her, and I will deal with the matter at hand as soon as possible." ”

After hanging up the phone, Ye Shucheng put out the cigarette in his hand on the garbage bin in the courtyard downstairs of the inpatient department.

Back and forth in my mind were the words that Ye Junya and Han Jing said.

He felt that Su Nian couldn't be with others so quickly.

But that's what he thinks.

When Su Nian left that day, her state was completely indifferent, although she was not hysterical, she said things that she had never said before.

She said that she needed to accompany him to exchange everything she wanted. said that he would always stand on Xu Jinghe's side and protect Xu Jinghe......

Su Nian wouldn't have said such a thing at all before, but now that she thinks about it, maybe she had already decided to leave at that time, but he didn't even realize it, he didn't even have a few words with her, and he couldn't wipe a tear for her......

He still had something to say to her, he couldn't tolerate her disappearing from his world like this, he couldn't tolerate her being with other men, her departure was like tearing out his flesh and blood, making him hurt and sober up.

Life is terrible out of control, and without her, it's even worse.

He took a deep breath, and then went upstairs to the ward, and before he entered the ward, he heard Xu Jinghe's voice inside at the door, which was a little sharp.

I don't want a psychiatrist, I'm fine, what about Shucheng? Let him tell me for himself! ”

His steps were a little heavy, and he pushed the door open and walked in slowly.

Heavily, yes, that's all the feelings Xu Jinghe brings him now.

In the past, she was his hero and the warmest place in his heart, but now, she is a big stone in his heart that he can't move, and he is almost suffocated.

Xu Jinghe saw him come in. Pointing to a man opposite, "He said he was the psychiatrist you found for me, is that true?" ”

The doctor nodded to Ye Shucheng and greeted, "Mr. Ye, Miss Xu doesn't cooperate......

Ye Shucheng nodded and said, "You go first, I'll call you again." ”

After the doctor left, Ye Shucheng said, "Jinghe, you need psychological intervention, and it won't do you any good for yourself to resist." ”

Xu Jinghe had tears in her eyes, "Do you think I'm sick?" ”

He looked at her for a long time, and said expressionlessly: "Yes." ”

Seeing that Xu Jinghe's tears were about to flow down again. He said: "Don't cry, Jinghe, you are like this now, I feel very stressed, I am tired." ”

Xu Jinghe pursed her lips and held back her tears, "I'm not sick......"

If you weren't sick, why did you become the way you are? He furrowed his eyebrows, his eyes full of confusion, "You know, many times when I look at you now, I will think, where is the girl who was more calm than me in the sea of fire and saved me?" ”

Xu Jinghe's face changed slightly.

What did I find you for? I'm here to repay you, to make amends for you, and I want you to be happy, but now, look at what has become of us? His tone was full of exhaustion, he had a feeling of exhaustion, he was trapped here, trapped in the shackles of morality, suppressed for too long.

Xu Jinghe whimpered: "That's not all because of your ......"

He asked, "Are you sure it's because of me?" If you say that, I will regret that I probably shouldn't have gone to you in the first place, and maybe it would be better to let you live quietly on your own than now, at least you won't be what you are now. ”

She clutched the sheets tightly, and her lips were crumbling, like a fish in her throat.

- He regretted looking for her.

She lowered her head for a long time, a tear dripped down the white sheet, smudging a water mark, and she said, "I just want you to love me...... Is it hard? You should understand me, we are all the same people, why do you want to like others? ”

He fell silent.

He actually had a lot to ask her, wanted to ask her what the festival was with Su Nian back then, and wanted to ask if Su Niantu's theft had anything to do with her, but now, facing her like this. He asked in vain.

After a long time, he said: "The doctor said that today is a day of infusion, and you can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, you can rest well, I will stay here as you wish, and we will talk about anything when we are discharged." ”

She was silent, and slowly lay down, huddled on the bed, still clutching the sheet in her hands.

Ye Shucheng hadn't seen Su Nian yet, and he was willing to accompany her here, which showed that he hadn't discovered the truth yet, but she had already used the worst way to keep him, and she tried to keep her hand when she cut her veins. It was impossible to use such a method a second time, and his attitude did not soften much, she was anxious and panicked inside, and could not find a way.

……

Han Jing helped Su Nian back to the house to rest, but he didn't expect Ye Junya to follow him all the way.

Ye Junya stood at the door and looked at the earthen house, her brows furrowed very tightly, "This can also live ......"

After settling Su Nian, Han Jing grabbed Ye Junya's arm and took the person out, closed the door, and asked Ye Junya outside, "What are you doing here?" ”

Ye Junya was stunned, her expression was a little hurt, "You...... Really living with her? ”

He said, "As you can see, it's like a fake." ”

She had a complicated look in her eyes and bit her lip, "Did you mean it?" ”

What do you mean? ”

You obviously know that this Su Nian has something to do with Shucheng, maybe they were together before, and you deliberately went with her in order to take revenge on me? ”

Han Jing stared at her for a long time before sighing.

Ye Junya, you are really getting more and more narcissistic. ”

He paused and continued: "You really think that you are an immortal yourself, and I should spend my life with you?" I'll tell you the truth, from the time you broke up and threatened me to go back to Han's house, I was done with you, just what you said. I am a poor dreamer, where can I be worthy of the daughter of the Ye family, who should you find to find whom, don't hinder me, Su Nian and I are very good! ”

His tone was a little heavy, her face was dark, and she was quiet for a few seconds before she said: "I didn't come here for you, it was Shucheng who told me to let me see Su Nian, you didn't let Su Nian answer Shucheng's call, he was very worried about Su Nian." ”

Han Jing said: "You can pull it down, you don't remember what Ye Sanshao came for that at that time." quarreled so badly with your parents, where is Su Nian's place? Since Ye Sanshao is not serious, he will rarely provoke Su Nian. ”

Ye Junya asked, "Are you protecting her?" ”

Yes, it is. Han Jing clasped his arms in his hands, his attitude was a little arrogant, "You also restrain yourself, don't look like a good sister here, I think Ye Sanshao's personality is so twisted and weird now, it's all forced by your Ye family, you should be the one he hates especially the first to bear the brunt, right?" ”

Ye Junya's face changed instantly, "Han Jing! ”

Her chest rose and fell, suppressing her anger, "It's not your turn to talk about our family affairs!" ”

Han Jing sneered, "I don't like to listen to the early departure, no one here welcomes you." ”

After saying that, he turned around and went back to the house, and closed the door by the way, Ye Junya had nowhere to vent her anger, and walked out of the yard for a long time, the more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she became.

Until now, she feels that she is right, Han Jing is young, uncertain, just a daydreamer, empty of enthusiasm for photography, regardless of the Han family's family business, she has to be a freelance photographer, and the result is good. quarreled with the second elder of the Han family, and then ran out, less than a week, the second elder of the Han family stopped all his cards, and he was extremely poor during that time, she couldn't look past it, and persuaded him to go back, but he not only didn't appreciate it but also quarreled with her.

At that time, it was just a quarrel, she thought it would pass, she said that unless he returned to the Han family, he would break up, and he refused to compromise. So she began to fight by not answering the phone and not returning text messages, thinking that the Cold War would be useful.

That tug-of-war didn't last long, and Han Jing didn't call her again after a few days.

It turned into her holding her phone and waiting for him to hear something, but she didn't wait any longer.

No one in the circle is optimistic about her and Han Jing, sister and brother love, the age difference of several years is there, Han Jing is a child, especially naΓ―ve in front of her, but she still misses him, after a long time, even his childishness makes her feel nostalgic.

She was very happy to meet him here today, but she added Su Nian. The joy in her heart was gone for a while.

She waited for the car at the entrance of the village, and waited until more than seven o'clock in the evening and there was no car, and asked a villager, only to know that this ghost place only sends a car to the city once a day, or more than ten o'clock in the morning, she felt very unlucky, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and turned back to the house where Han Jing lived, and met Su Nian at the gate of the courtyard.

Su Nian sat on a stone, her head bowed, thoughtful, her eyes a little dull, and she walked over. Whispered: "Su Nian? ”

Su Nian looked up at her and was stunned.

She stood next to Su Nian and asked, "Are you better?" ”

Su Nian nodded.

Are you sick? ”

Su Nian shook his head.

She suddenly felt that this girl was a little difficult to communicate, "What about Han Jing?" ”

He went out to take pictures. ”

Oh......" She tugged at the corners of her mouth, thought about it, and when it was the right time, she asked, "What is your relationship with Shucheng?" ”

Su Nian was stunned for a long time, and replied: "I have worked, he is the president, and we are superiors and subordinates." ”

This is a ghost to believe, how could Ye Shucheng pay such attention to an ordinary employee. Ye Junya couldn't help laughing, "He cares about you very much, call me and ask me to look at you." ”

Su Nian laughed mockingly, "Really? ”

Ye Junya said: "Actually, you are not Han Jing's girlfriend." ”

Su Nian didn't speak.

Ye Junya hesitated for a while, and then took the initiative to speak again, "Han Jing's person is too childish, he has been holding his breath since he broke up with me, and he always wants to take revenge on me, but I think he is like this, not to retaliate against me, but to toss Shucheng, I can see that Shucheng cares about you very much......"

Su Nian interrupted. "Isn't Mr. Ye going to marry Xu Jinghe?"

Ye Junya was stunned, "Actually...... Shucheng is not that kind of emotion for Xu Jinghe. ”

Su Nian didn't speak, looking down at the ground.

Ye Shucheng has any feelings for Xu Jinghe, she is actually not very interested in it, even if he loves Xu Jinghe's love for death and life, she will not care now.

Ye Shucheng's actions have crushed all the illusions about him in her heart, and since she knew that he was Cheng Rin, she was in a trance for most of the day, not knowing what she was doing, not knowing where she was, she began to doubt everything.

Doubting Ye Shucheng's character, and doubting what she had been doing in the past few days, she actually fell in love with him, the person who almost killed her in the first place.

For a while, she thought that there might be some misunderstanding here, Ye Shucheng might not be so bad, but soon, the scene of being kicked out in Rongcheng, and the scene of him protecting Xu Jinghe in front of Xu Jinghe in the conference room, kept reminding her that he was such a selfish person, and he never cared about those who didn't matter to him, and she was.

From the past to the present.

Ye Junya looked at her stunned, and said, "Really, the reason why Shucheng is so obsessed with Xu Jinghe is unforgettable." In fact, it was because Xu Jinghe had saved him and was injured for him. ”

She looked sad and smiled faintly: "Really? ”

The words were perfunctory, and Ye Junya was silent for a while.

Ye Junya felt that she shouldn't continue to talk about it, she didn't want to mention it back then, and others didn't know what they would think of her when it was spread, but she was already here, such a good opportunity, she wanted Su Nian and Han Jing to draw a clear line.

She said: "Yes, there was a fire at that time, the situation was very dangerous, and Xu Jinghe saved him. Therefore, he felt that his life was given by Xu Jinghe, and insisted on repaying Xu Jinghe, so he would especially indulge Xu Jinghe......"

Su Nian's pupils suddenly constricted, and he turned his head to look at her.

On fire? ”

Yes, Xu Jinghe also injured his neck at that time, leaving a scar. ”

Su Nian clenched his fists, a faint thought appeared in his chaotic mind, and asked Ye Junya: "When is the fire?" ”

Ye Junya looked away, "That's early......"

Where is it? ”

Su Nian's voice trembled a little, and he stared at her tightly.

Ye Junya's heart was weak, thinking of what happened many years ago, she hesitated for a moment, and then said, "In our house." ”

Su Nian's eyes lowered again, a little disappointed.

If it was in the Ye family, it would not be the fire in her memory.

She smiled self-deprecatingly, what was she expecting?

Obviously, he has come this far, but now he wants to run to ask for credit and say that she saved him in the first place?

He didn't even remember her.

When she thought of this, she was stunned.

The fire had been a scar on her heart for so many years, causing her fear of the fire, and she had been avoiding it, but now, she had to think about it.

After knowing that Ye Shucheng was Cheng Rin, she had been in shock, and now, her thinking gradually became clearer, of course Ye Shucheng didn't remember her, because that day, from beginning to end, she didn't tell Ye Shucheng her name.

Xu Jinghe's letter, she gave it to him, to be precise, she pulled her schoolbag when she was suppressed, pulled the letter out of the bag, and then was picked up by him who had already escaped.

It was not a moment to tell him where the letter had come from, and in her panic she called for him to come and help save her.

There was a faint line in her mind, which seemed to be about to connect, but it was a little bit worse.

- just a little bit.

She clenched her fists, looked up at Ye Junya, and spoke again without giving up: "Miss Ye, are you sure that the fire happened in the Ye family?" As far as I know, Mr. Ye was kidnapped very early on, and there was a fire at that time, do you know about this? ”